The world doesn't fit me

This love can only stop here.

Fu Yanchuan's indifferent attitude undoubtedly made Wei Chengchao feel powerless as if he had punched cotton.

He also smiled back, and shook his head in understanding, with a hint of regret.

Lu Chen couldn't hear what they said, only saw Fu Yanchuan smiled, and said in surprise: "So my roommate doesn't hate laughing."

There was an inexplicable sour taste in the words, and He Zhen only thought that he was thinking too much, so he asked, "What are you talking about?"

Although not wearing a suit, He Zhen still feels formal.

He asked, "Why do people hate laughing?"

There is nothing wrong with this statement in itself, but when it comes out of He Zhen's mouth, there is something wrong, like a pun.

Lu Chen teased Cheng Yixiao while he was going to buy water: "Which smile are you talking about?" He didn't make it clear, but the meaning was self-evident.

After chewing for a while, He Zhen finally understood the ridicule in Lu Chen's words, and was a little annoyed at the indecency of the other party, "Mr. Lu, I don't even—"

"Hey..." Lu Chen didn't want to spend time in a verbal confrontation with him, so he immediately interrupted his exasperated explanation, and changed the subject, "Does my roommate like to laugh?"

The topic turned so that He Zhen couldn't get angry.His tone was not good, and he raised his glasses with his fingers: "It's hard to say, but it's not difficult to make him laugh."

"Is that so..."

For some reason, Lu Chen felt a little lost.

Probably because you thought you were the most special one, but someone told you that you are actually nothing more than that, and you are just pretending to be sentimental.

It's like falling from a cloud, the feeling of weightlessness isn't that uncomfortable, but it's always uncomfortable.And who wants to fall off.

Lu Chen was not very happy.

He Zhen, who only had Cheng Yixiao in his eyes, didn't find any problems. He suddenly remembered his business and reminded Lu Chen: "You may need to make mental preparations for the opening ceremony of the event in a few days."

He didn't speak clearly, but he wasn't going to explain too much, so he followed Cheng Yixiao to the distance after Wei Chengchao left.

Rarely, Lu Chen didn't want to talk much, his eyes passed through all kinds of passers-by, but his eyebrows were always lowered, his eyelashes fluttered very little, and the small mole between his eyelids was faintly visible.

He lowered his head and scanned the ground, the bluetooth light in his right ear flickered, as if playing some sad song.

The sudden silence made Fu Yanchuan a little puzzled.

Could it be because of the plot in the secret room?

"Do you still remember Venus conjoining Spica?" Fu Yanchuan asked suddenly.

Lu Chen was taken aback, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he tilted his head and asked, "You mean the one in the secret room?"

He still has a little impression of the contents of the secret room, remembering that he had filled in this blank at that time.But he didn't quite understand why his roommate brought this up.

The lights in the shopping mall tend to be light yellow, and the warm colors make people feel very comfortable.

Lu Chen's flailing eyelashes seemed to have gently scratched his heart, and the puzzled and frowning expression was actually kind of cute.

A little girl in a down jacket was wrapped up in a ball and stumbled onto Lu Chen's leg.

Xiaotuanzi should have only learned to walk not long ago, and he fell to the ground and fell to the ground, and the white flesh on his face trembled.

The child was stunned for a moment, then he raised his head and laughed loudly. Shui Lingling's big eyes were bent, and Lu Chen's heart sank at the sight, and those unhappy emotions disappeared in an instant.

Routuanzi's face seemed so tender that water could be squeezed out, Lu Chen squatted down, and couldn't help stretching out his index finger to tease her.

The girl stretched out her small fleshy paw to fish it out, but she still couldn't get it. She squeaked and squeaked twice impatiently, and the saliva flowed a little from the corner of her mouth.

Lu Chen gave her his hand with a smile, and carefully lifted the girl up from the ground to stand firm.

In Fu Yanchuan's eyes, it looked like the big cutie was playing games with the little cutie.

Her mother hurried over to hold the child in her arms, and kept apologizing to Lu Chen and Fu Yanchuan.

Lu Chen waved his hand and said it was nothing, his eyes still stayed on the child.When they left, the fleshy balls that were held in their arms turned towards him, and they reached out and grabbed a few handfuls in the air, as if they were reluctant to part with him.

Lu Chen smiled and waved goodbye.

"I really want to have a child, the kind that I can hold on top of my heart every day."

When he faced the child, his gentle smile still stayed on his face, his eyes were full of satisfaction, as if he had grasped the happiness in the short to insignificant encounter just now.

Lu Chen watched the child go away with his own eyes, then turned his head and asked, "What did you want to say just now?"

Fu Yanchuan looked down at him, listening to what Lu Chen said.He opened his mouth, as if hesitating whether to continue or not.

Lu Chen leaned closer to him and snapped his fingers next to his ear.

"I want to say..."

Fu Yanchuan came back to his senses, "The spectacle of Venus and Spica is eye-catching. The media said that they looked at each other affectionately like lovers and whispered, but the actual duration was only half an hour. Not long ago, the Venus with the Moon caused a sensation among the public. It's the same. In fact, no matter how nice the praise is, it's just a flash in the pan." Even before it's too late to keep it, it's gone.

Venus is too hasty, it keeps walking, and it will pass through countless planets in its lifetime.Even if someone stops every time because of this, it cannot change the fact that it is frequent.

From white to black, it's just mediocre.

He stood up straight, his eyes looked forward, deep and distant.The light blurred half of his face, outlining the clear outline of the side face, and the smooth jaw line seemed to have been carefully carved.

He can't be so selfish.

Fu Yanchuan smiled weakly, as if letting go of a heavy burden.

His Adam's apple slipped, with a relieved smile: "Do you know Arcturus? It's a dazzling bright star."

"Ok?"

"I prefer the story of Arcturus and Spica. They are in a faraway place and the other is a barren place, and the two are far away from each other.

But even so, during the instant you and I were talking, Arcturus, the husband, was also approaching his wife, Spica, at an extraordinary speed.After tens of thousands of years, these two stars will come together like a real couple. "

He said: "I know that tens of thousands of years are very far away for us. But for extremely long-lived celestial bodies, it is only a blink of an eye."

He also said: "We are like the complicated and complicated celestial bodies in the universe. We are surrounded by red and white, but it is nothing more than that. So don't feel that it is far away. One day you will cross the galaxy for your spica. Or, your Arcturus will part the clouds and kiss you hard."

But I'll never be either of you.Fu Yanchuan thought, you are probably the only one I have dared to taste in the past 29 years, and you will also become my only regret.

"What's wrong?" He looked down at Lu Chen, who was slightly stunned, and asked with some amusement.

"No..." Lu Chen replied, "It's just... quite suddenly, you said so many things all at once."

Fu Yanchuan nodded, his smile gradually disappeared, "Let's go, we're going back."

He swept the mole between Lu Chen's eyelids for the last time, and kissed lightly with his eyes. There was no lingering, no lingering, and it was easy to part with one touch.

Fu Yanchuan was considering whether to express his other feelings, but from the moment he started to hesitate, he had already got the answer.

All the hesitation in the face of feelings hints at a fruitless future.

According to his character of taking everything lightly, he should have expressed his thoughts without any burden, but Lu Chen was different.

Lu Chen said that he likes children, which already represents his attitude.

Not all feelings have to be announced, some things will only increase trouble and embarrassment, and no one can tell whether it will break up in the end.

Fu Yanchuan knows well that he cannot take the risk of breaking up a straight man because of his own selfish desires.

He has already passed the age of who I am, and he must be responsible for his own future, as well as the future of the other party.

After all, liking is liking, and it will never be considered love. Besides, the time spent together for less than a month together, how could it constitute love.

He couldn't guarantee that it would be Lu Chen in the future, so he was very clear that this love could only stop here.

Since then, the atmosphere between the two has always been somewhat tense.

At night, Lu Chen would unconsciously think of his roommate's smile at Wei Chengchao, and the picture would be played in a loop, while he tossed and turned on the bed.

The loss in my heart is like a balloon that gets bigger and bigger, and finally fills the whole chest.

He can't say why, but he has been uncontrollably depressed recently, and he doesn't have much interest in doing anything.

He should still be a little angry, so he deliberately wanted to attract the other party's attention.Lu Chen figured it out, what's wrong with being jealous of his best friend, my baby's roommate coaxed him and he would not lose a piece of meat.

Lu Chen felt at ease.

It's a pity that Fu Yanchuan didn't seem to see it, and recently he has returned to the indifference when the two first met.

And oil and salt do not enter, go its own way.

That day, Lu Chen came back from the outside and spread out on the sofa, "Roommate, I'm a little tired, I don't feel like cooking anymore—" He dragged out his voice in a weak voice.

Lu Chen's original intention was to let his roommate comfort him, but Fu Yanchuan didn't ask anything, just said: "I'll order takeaway."

He froze for a moment, and went mad on the spot, "I'm so tired and you don't care about me! You only have food in your heart!"

"I……"

"You still talk back! You don't care about me at all!"

Then Fu Yanchuan chose to remain silent, turning a blind eye to his drama, and didn't say a word to Lu Chen until the takeaway arrived home.

Their conversations gradually became less and less, and the sentences became shorter and shorter, just like the abbreviated sentences in elementary school Chinese class.

Fu Yanchuan cherishes words like gold, and Lu Chen is having a temper again. Even they themselves feel that they are comparable to the couple in the Cold War.

Thinking of this, Lu Chen trembled all over, and Fu Yanchuan was very annoyed.

The former felt that something was wrong with his head, and he could even make such an assumption.The latter wondered if he was drinking poison to quench his thirst and overcorrected.

Until one day, this difficult situation evolved into another form.

Lu Chen set up his camera in a hidden place in the living room early on, and prepared to shoot a vlog according to the fan's wishes.For convenience, the first material selected roommates under the same roof.

At that time, Fu Yanchuan was sitting on the sofa watching a movie, and on the coffee table was a plate of chopped papaya, neatly served on a white porcelain plate.

The moon white colored glaze forms a circle, reflecting light under the lamp, and projecting a half-beautiful arc.

The colors of the three complement each other, and the papaya does not have any excess juice. It is not difficult to see the owner's methodical style.

He picked up a piece with a toothpick and put it in his mouth. As soon as he swallowed it, Lu Chen came out of the bedroom and sat down next to him, and the sofa sank following the other's movements.

Fu Yanchuan froze.

Why is the sofa so spacious in the living room so close to him?

But Lu Chen stared straight ahead without saying a word. If he asked, he would seem hypocritical.

Just as the film was at its climax, Fu Yanchuan shifted his attention to the screen again, indulging in the plot of the story.

At this time, Lu Chen moved, his eyes seemed to be a little hesitant.

He raced against time to think, propping up his body with one hand, quickly pecked Fu Yanchuan on the face, and then turned his head to see the other's reaction.

The air froze.

But Lu Chen clearly felt countless particles shuttle through the air, scraping his face, making him painful, as if he had been humiliated.

For some reason, his face felt a little hot, and the tips of his ears began to itch.

Lu Chen looked at Fu Yanchuan's profile, and he seemed to be able to hear the sound of the second hand turning in his ears, beating his heart one by one.

About half a century later, when Lu Chen was about to apologize, the other party suddenly stood up, walked back to the room under his gaze, and closed the door heavily without leaving even a punctuation mark.

It's over, it's dead.

Lu Chen looked at the camera in despair, thinking that for the sake of the fans, he had really risked himself, okay, this is really a joke, first prepare to apologize sincerely.

Fu Yanchuan's hand was still on the handle.He was in a complicated mood, but the corners of his mouth couldn't fucking stop rising.

Lu Chen's lips seemed to still be warm on his cheeks, and the soft touch made him greedily want to taste it a few more times.

At that moment just now, he actually heard a voice in his head telling him not to think so much, and directly attack Lu Chen.

He's really nothing.

Fu Yanchuan thought about it again, but this is considered voluntary by the other party, even if it is a game between straight men, it is also voluntary by him, right?

He hasn't read Lu Chen's Weibo recently, but it's not difficult to guess what the other party wants to do.The test of boys kissing boys and watching the other person's reaction has been very popular recently. He knew that Lu Chen was doing it purely for fans.

But Fu Yanchuan didn't expect that his first test subject would be himself.

He remembered how many people would be filmed in this video, and suddenly felt that his whole body was not well.

Fu Yanchuan did a good job of mental preparation, opened the door, and for a moment his eyes intertwined with Lu Chen who was still thinking about how to apologize on the sofa.

"Roommate, are you angry?" Lu Chen asked cautiously.

Instead of answering, he sat on the sofa and asked, "Are you shooting a video?"

"Ah."

"How many people are there?"

"Four."

"I'm angry." Fu Yanchuan said coldly.

"Ah?" Lu Chen didn't have the time to complain about his active thinking, "I'm sorry, I'll delete it right away."

"Wait a moment."

"Ah??" He paused as he went to get the camera, and turned to look at him suspiciously.

Fu Yanchuan started talking nonsense with his eyes open: "If you go to other people, they will probably be angry too."

Seeing his roommate's fierce reaction, Lu Chen felt that maybe what he said was quite reasonable, and he didn't have to shoot anyway, so he said, "Then don't shoot, just apologize to the fans."

"No."

Lu Chen: "??" He almost put the question on his face, and thought to himself, what do you want?

Fu Yanchuan said empathetically, "Just use mine, I'll shoot everything."

Lu Chen: "?!"

I can't believe that this good and reasonable gentleman is actually Fu Yanchuan who has been "cold war" with him for a few days? !

The author says:

I want to abuse and find that I can't abuse at all. Sand sculptures are really innate.

The author has started school, and the update time is uncertain, for 8 cases——