The world doesn't fit me

He traded his sincerity for a deception.

Fu Yanchuan didn't expect them to meet He Zhen in Hongchi cafeteria.

He was looking around, holding the phone in his hand, put it to his ear and dropped it, looking nervous.

Fu Yanchuan was stunned for half a second, swallowed his food and got up to look for him. Lu Chen was frightened by the movement and followed him.

"He Zhen." Fu Yanchuan stopped him.

"A Chuan?" He paused, "Mr. Lu?"

Lu Chen asked suspiciously, "Small suit? What are you doing here?"

He sighed and pulled out a wry smile, "I'm looking for a smile."

"Cheng Yixiao?" Fu Yanchuan asked, "Is he here too?"

He Zhen nodded, and continued: "Originally we agreed that I would pick him up as soon as noon, but now he can't be found, and he can't get through the phone."

He couldn't contact Cheng Yixiao no matter what, out of worry, he decided to go upstairs to look for him after struggling.But after searching every possible place and finding nothing, it is inevitable to feel uneasy.

"Don't worry, he's such a big man, he won't get lost." Fu Yanchuan didn't know how much this consolation would be effective, but the top priority was to keep He Zhen steady.

"I know, but it's almost half an hour past the appointed time, and I can't wait in the car all the time."

As soon as he finished speaking, the phone vibrated, and the word "laugh" on the screen had never been so soft. It instantly soothed all of He Zhen's anxiety, and his tensed heart was finally relieved.

"Brother Zhen, where are you?" He panted slightly, sounding like he was running, "Why didn't I see you."

"Slow down..." After explaining the whole story, he turned around and was about to leave, "I'm in the company cafeteria, I'll go down to find you right away."

The urgency in Cheng Yixiao's tone also calmed down, and there was a gentle smile in his words, "I'm fine, I just went to the toilet—I'll come to you, don't move."

"Ok, I will wait for you."

After listening to their call, the two showed a trace of disgust at the same time. As soon as He Zhen turned his head, he saw that one of them squinted at him, and the other raised an eyebrow and sneered.

"Uh..." The visual impact was too great, and He Zhen was so frightened that he couldn't recover for a long time.

Lu Chen took the lead to break the deadlock, "It's not interesting, it's a waste of time, let's go."

Fu Yanchuan nodded in agreement.

The two had just walked back when Lu Chen withdrew again.He pulled out the stool and sat up, crossed his legs and said awkwardly, "No, I have to force that stupid Cheng Yixiao to question him first."

"You want to be an actor?" Lu Chen asked back in horror after hearing Cheng Yixiao's explanation, his face full of disbelief.

He said where did Yue Chengyixiao go before, and it turned out that he was really planning to change careers.

Lu Chen opened his mouth wide, he didn't know what to say, and it took him a long time to say, "But you're still in school."

"Don't bother Mr. Lu..." He Zhen attached the rim of the cup with his thumb, "He has already communicated with the school."

"Little suit, what on earth are you thinking?" Lu Chen felt a fire welling up in his chest when he heard his mocking tone.

He doesn't understand, it's fine for Cheng Yixiao to be young and ignorant, but He Zhen, who is almost 30 years old, joins in the fun, and deliberately uses his connections to stuff him into Hongchi Entertainment. How should we go in the future?How can he control the direction of public opinion?Continue to stuff money?

It’s not that Lu Chen looks down on the entertainment industry, but Cheng Yixiao is only 21 years old this year, and he’s on the rise in his studies. It won’t take long for him to find a serious job after working hard. It’s not a problem for him to become successful in the future based on his grades alone. Why do he have to act on a whim How about taking this tortuous and exhausting detour?

"Mr. Lu, Yixiao likes this job. Aren't you his brother? Why stop him from pursuing his hobby?"

Hobby?He has known Cheng Yixiao for several years, why has he never heard of him having this hobby?

He Zhen's righteous words made Lu Chen's chest ache, and he gritted his teeth, "He Zhen, do you know how dirty the entertainment industry is? How deep is the water? If you really like him, you shouldn't push him Jump into the fire pit!"

"Lu Chen!" Cheng Yixiao said nervously, afraid that he would continue.

The eyes of the two were attracted by him, Cheng Yixiao realized his gaffe, and put on his signature smile, "Don't say such misleading words, brother Zhen will be very troubled. Thank you for your concern, entertainment circle It's not that simple, I know, but it's my own choice."

From the moment he stopped him, Lu Chen stared blankly at him, watching his expression turn from flustered to gentle, watching him say those stupid words.

Lu Chen could see all the changes clearly, and he could hear the meaning behind Cheng Yixiao's words.

Lu Chen's eyes were empty, and he shook his head in a daze, "No, you don't know, and I don't know either."

He staggered back two steps, and ran out of the private room as if fleeing.

"Lu Chen!" Cheng Yixiao stretched out his hand to grab it, but before he had time, there was only cold air left on his fingertips.

He bowed his head to signal He Zhen, and got up to chase Lu Chen.

When Lu Chen walked to the door, he felt that his whole body had lost strength.

Cheng Yixiao stepped forward and grabbed his wrist, "Lu Chen!"

He raised his head and smiled into Shang Cheng's clear eyes.

He felt as if he couldn't see through Cheng Yixiao, or he had never seen it through.

The sentence that He Zhen would bother him just now made him come to his senses.

The sudden alienation in the group chat, the dialog box that has not been updated for a long time, the misunderstanding of millions of fans in the past.

What's ridiculous is that when He Zhencheng smiled, his feelings warmed up rapidly, just like when they met a few years ago.

As soon as the front feet met, the back feet wanted to hold hands.At that time, he thought that he had finally met a friend he could talk to, but it turned out that it was just a tool used by the other party to increase the popularity.

He figured it out, why Cheng Yixiao suddenly wanted to become a star, this way makes money fast and a lot, how could he miss the people he can use right in front of him?

The person in front of him is so strange, cowardly, and snobbish, like a maggot that can only live on others!

Lu Chen didn't know why he came to this conclusion suddenly, but he kept repeating in his heart, look, this is Cheng Yixiao, what you call Little Sun.

"Lu Chen, I know you're doing it for my own good. I'm really touched." His smile was still so sunny, and his tone was sincere and touching.

If it weren't for Lu Chen's preconceived ideas, I'm afraid he would really be shaken by this.

Lu Chen did not comment on his words, but instead asked: "What about He Zhen?" Cheng Yixiao put the smile back without answering.

Lu Chen pulled out his wrist and snorted, "He treats you so well, you—"

"Yes, I know he likes me, and I'm grateful for what he did for me, but didn't he do it voluntarily?" What?!"

Lu Chen didn't understand, "What do you mean?" He pulled Cheng Yixiao's collar, and the shirt was crumpled, "Voluntary? Respond? What did you do? Ambiguity, or have you slept with him?"

Cheng Yixiao tilted his head, not daring to look directly into his eyes, "Both of them."

"Stupid? You!" Lu Chen punched him on the right cheek.The attack was not light, Cheng Yixiao couldn't react for a moment, staring at him.

Lu Chen angrily brought him in front of him, and before he could make another punch, his eyes were attracted by the marks on Cheng Yixiao's inner collar.

Lu Chen said: "This is... what?"

It's a lipstick mark, you can't find it if you don't pay attention.It doesn't matter who owns it, it definitely won't be He Zhen anyway.

Cheng Yixiao put his tongue against the place where he was beaten, and he didn't bother to pretend that he was usually gentle and elegant. He silently watched Lu Chen's eyes gradually turn red, and even splashed.

He really couldn't bear it, and said, "Lu Chen, you believe me, I tell you these are really treating you as a brother."

"Don't mention these two words." Lu Chen had never felt so powerless, he let go of his hand in despair, "Cheng Yixiao, you are really nothing."

"You're a thing again." Cheng Yixiao straightened his shirt, which was deformed due to pulling, "Aren't you straight, what's going on with that Fu man now, don't you know?"

"What do you know?" Lu Chen frowned, and his heart sank when he heard his slightly provocative tone.

Cheng Yixiao raised the corners of his mouth sarcastically, "He dropped out of high school and has no stable income so far. Fu Yanchuan is a high-achieving student who is also a dentist boss and a voice actor. His monthly net income is tens of thousands, and he has a seven-figure savings at a young age. It is almost the same to support you." .Congratulations, worry-free future."

"Put your mother's shit!" The other party's few words were so harsh that Lu Chen wanted to tear his mouth open, but he resisted the urge and stared into Cheng Yixiao's eyes, "I, Lu Chen, have never been born in this life. In the beginning, the journey was full of ups and downs. I have walked alone for more than [-] years, I have been depressed and complained, but I still haven't stolen or robbed!

You feel your conscience and say, we have known each other for a few years, did I ask you for any pity and alms?I don't fucking care at all! "

"I'm not willing to touch a penny of the inheritance left by my parents. I don't even live in the apartment left by my father. If you really want to talk about savings, I'm afraid I have more than seven figures in my hand!"

"But I want to live by myself, why should I let others take care of me?"

Then, he uttered a few words through his teeth, "It's you, selfish and hopeless."

Lu Chen spat at Cheng Yixiao, turned around and left without any nostalgia.

……

Lu Chen couldn't express how he felt at the moment.

Disappointed, depressed, sad, distraught...not all.

The feeling of falling out of love is nothing more than that. His heart is trampled and insulted, and his years of true feelings are wasted. He exchanged his sincerity for a deception.

Fortunately, he immediately found out that there was such a fucking thing beside him, so he kicked it away without the slightest hesitation.

Lu Chen regretted that he met Cheng Yixiao, regretted treating him as a brother, and regretted letting him meet He Zhen on his own initiative, but he alone did not regret the punch he gave today. If he regretted it, it was that he didn't punch him enough.No matter what, you have to be beaten up with a bruised nose and a swollen face to get back your money.

Lu Chen glanced at his bent joints under the light, smiled wryly and shook his head.

Forget it, he knew that he couldn't do it at all.

Lu Chen, you are really not a fucking man.he thinks……

He took the bottomed wine glass, fiddled with it, and finally drank it down.

"Handsome, alone?" A sweet voice came.

Lu Chen raised his eyelids and glanced at her. He was not in the mood to please women right now, so he got up and wanted to change seats.

The girl stopped him, "Don't go, don't think too much, I'm just too boring to talk to someone."

Lu Chen knew that he was not so clear-headed now, so he took out his mobile phone and sent Fu Yanchuan a few messages. Seeing that the woman was indeed alone, he sat back in his seat.

He bowed his head in thought and did not speak.

The woman chattered a lot by the side, but Lu Chen's head was in a daze and he didn't listen much. It took a while before he gradually woke up.

"It's really sad these days." She took off her ponytail and looked at Lu Chen with one hand on her head, "You guys are really nice, you don't need to be urged to marry, you don't have to worry about being harassed by your boss, and you don't have to be afraid of any trouble that may appear at any time. It’s dangerous, even when I come to a bar, I’m worried about being targeted by a drunk.”

Lu Chen curled his lips into a smile, "Then why are you here?"

"Stop worrying." She sighed, "It's not the girl's fault, why should we hide?"

"You're right." Lu Chen nodded.

Seeing that the other party agreed with her point of view, the woman was instantly happy, "Isn't it, those stinky men can't control themselves a little bit, and they blame us for being shameless."

Lu Chen was startled by her direct words, and couldn't help but look sideways at her.

"However, I met a good blind date before. He looks like a dog and treats people well. He is indeed a gentleman."

"Then why don't you take it?" He raised his eyebrows.

"It's a pity..." the woman said regretfully, "I'm gay, otherwise I really want to try it. Hey, handsome guy, I think you also—"

"I'm sorry, little sister..." Lu Chen smiled, "I'm gay too."

"Liu Huaiyu?"

Lu Chen paused, and the two looked towards the source of the sound.

Fu Yanchuan walked to Lu Chen's side and asked in a low voice, "Why did you come to the bar?"

As soon as the other party's gentle tone came out, he couldn't bear the soreness of his nose, and threw himself into Fu Yanchuan's arms.

"What's wrong?" He was startled by Lu Chen's action, and subconsciously looked at the woman, "What did you tell him?"

Liu Huaiyu didn't expect to meet acquaintances here, she shrugged helplessly, expressing that she didn't know either.

"you--"

Lu Chen tugged at the corner of Fu Yanchuan's clothes, interrupted his questioning of the girl, and said in a muffled voice, "It's none of her business."

Looking at the behavior of the two, Liu Huaiyu instantly understood.

It turned out that this handsome young man was the man that Aunt Jiang said was that Brother Fu was "hanging out" outside.

She doesn't reject homosexuality, but she doesn't feel too upset when she sees them, she just feels a little pity.

Fu Yanchuan put his hand on his back, comforting him and said, "Come on, let's go home first."

"Wait..." Lu Chen sniffed, and poked his head out of his arms, "She's not safe as a girl, let's send her back first."

Liu Huaiyu blinked and looked at Fu Yanchuan innocently.

"Okay, I'll listen to you." He leaned over and kissed away the crystal in the corner of Lu Chen's eyes, and led them into the car.

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Liu Huaiyu: First Appearance Chapter 15