The world doesn't fit me

@路边的野草v: Come out of the closet.

The temperature difference between day and night is too large, and the spring is just beginning to be blown to pieces by the night wind. Only the drunkenness and the aggrieved heart can't be blown away, but it is getting thicker and thicker.

Unlike other people who use alcohol to relieve their sorrows, it is more worrying. Lu Chen really needs to rely on alcohol to vent his emotions.

Other than that, he couldn't find any reason to expose his vulnerability to others.

After sending Liu Huaiyu downstairs safely, Lu Chen's strong body gradually peeled off, and the sadness in his heart surged up again.He leaned his head against the car window, letting the shadows of the trees be mottled, and his eyes were stained with crimson.

Lu Chen doesn't like to cry, no matter in the past or now.

Tears are really embarrassing for a man, not to mention that he usually whitewashes peace, making it appear that he is always heartless and can withstand strong winds and waves.

But as long as he gets drunk, he becomes extremely emotional, and tears can't stop falling down.

That night he poured a lot of bitterness to Fu Yanchuan in the car, all about his past with Cheng Yixiao.The more beautiful the past, the more bleak the truth will be when it unfolds.

Tears were like broken beads, Lu Chen's cheeks were covered with water, and his eyes were almost swollen.

With a sob, he dug out all the past from his memory, and then set it on fire, turning it into ashes and blowing away with the wind, never to remember it again.

Fu Yanchuan listened quietly and comforted the other party when they needed it.

He guessed that Cheng Yixiao was not a good person very early on, but he didn't expect to bring such intense sadness to Lu Chen, so intense that his heart throbbed with it.

He was so powerless that he could do nothing but hug.Two feelings of self-blame and distressed Fu Yanchuan's chest, making it hard for him to breathe.

In fact, neither of them could remember the details of what Lu Chen said that night.

The moonlight cast down, the leaves on the roadside began to sprout, and the shadows were no longer thin.It wasn't too late, but Lu Chen couldn't open his eyes, he could only vaguely see the outline of a person approaching him slowly through the gap.

The sound of their breathing was firmly in each other's ears, and the tips of their noses touched. They were cautious at the beginning, but in the end even their breaths were entwined, mixed with the sweetness of wine.

When he opened his eyes again, the sky was already halfway up. Lu Chen's eyes were so astringent that he could only narrow his eyes, and he saw the ceiling that did not belong to his own room.

He froze for a moment, kicked away a corner of the quilt, "Fu—cough cough!"

The discomfort in his throat blocked his words, and his cheeks flushed instantly from coughing.

The person who was washing in the bathroom heard the movement, quickly rinsed it with cold water, opened the door and said, "Are you awake?"

Fu Yanchuan stepped forward and brought the water prepared on the bedside table to his mouth.

Lu Chen raised his eyes and saw the water on his forehead from washing.

Lu Chen took it, propped himself up and took a few sips, then fell back to the pillow, his eyes were empty and his face was expressionless.

This is really not like the usual him, Fu Yanchuan asked: "Uncomfortable?"

Lu Chen shook his head, then shifted his gaze to him, "You didn't go to work?"

"I asked for leave..." Fu Yanchuan saw that his brows were tightly furrowed, with a disapproving expression on his face, so he continued, "I've been too busy recently, and I want to spend more time with you."

"You don't need to do this." He quickly propped himself up and sat up, pulling out a smile, "This makes me appear hypocritical, like a burden."

Fu Yanchuan remained silent, staring into Lu Chen's eyes.

He clearly couldn't see a smile, but the other party insisted on pretending that it was nothing, smiling so far-fetchedly.Fu Yanchuan felt that he had failed.

He sighed resignedly, turned over and squeezed into the quilt, hugged him tightly under Lu Chen's suspicious gaze, and said in a hoarse voice: "I hope you can be more hypocritical and hold me tight like a burden, It’s best not to shake it off.”

Lu Chen's chest jumped suddenly, and those painful and bitter pasts disappeared instantly.

Go fuck Cheng Yixiao, he only wants his precious roommate.

"Oh." He buried his head in Fu Yanchuan's neck, and it took a long time before he replied sullenly, "I will try my best."

After finishing speaking, he still felt that it wasn't enough, so he smiled, and reached out his hand shamelessly to Fu Yanchuan: "If you're tired, you need candy. The jar is on my bedside table."

Fu Yanchuan stroked his hair with a smile, got up to get it, and joked when he came back: "There is only half of the jar left, how much did you steal?"

"How can it be called stealing? My brother Lu gave it to me."

After realizing who he was talking about, Fu Yanchuan was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously looked at Lu Chen.

And Lu Chen happily peeled off the candy wrapper and stuffed the little fructose into his mouth, completely ignoring it.

Fu Yanchuan heaved a sigh of relief, and just as he raised his eyes, he saw Lu Chen hooking his fingers at him again.

Fu Yanchuan understood his hint, and instead of leaning over, he reminded in disgust: "Brush your teeth."

Lu Chen: "..."

Flirting failed, he raised his hand and threw a pillow over.

From then on, Lu Chen began to work as a "burden" in a peaceful manner.It's just the kind of person who throws himself into his arms and takes care of his meals, running around with Fu Yanchuan all day long.

For him, Lu Chen also adjusted the live broadcast time, and changed it to a healthy routine from then on.

Although the first two days were a little dizzy due to jet lag from the United States back to China, but later on because I stopped staying up all night, my whole body really became more and more nourished, and my energy and spirit improved a lot.

In addition, there is another incident that caused quite a stir among the fans of Qingshu.com——

Uncle Cao shut down all of Mr. Yixiao's social software without a single explanation, which seemed decisive and ruthless.

If the two check off each other, the relationship is likely to be broken, but the problem is only Uncle Cao's unilateralism, which is very strange.

Fans began to speculate wildly, piecing together dozens of theories, many of which were bloody plots, such as falling in love with the same girl, and such an old-fashioned plot.

One day, Lu Chen was so idle that he turned moldy, and found that there were so many stories, but none of them were close to the truth, not even 40.00% restored.

First of all, the fans' starting point was wrong, because they could never have imagined that Mr. Smile, who is usually gentle and gentle, would do those stupid things.

Later, Lu Chen didn't want to care about it anymore, it didn't matter what the fans guessed, he just wanted to be alone with Fu Yanchuan for a while, and what about his other loves.

Lu Chensheng dragged Fu Yanchuan and watched his dubbing process for more than a month as an assistant.

It was awkward at first, as the main palace, he watched Fu Yanchuan fall in love with other people in the story through a layer of glass, you talk about each other, and occasionally there are more love words in a page of manuscript than the two of them talk in a week.

When Lu Chen thought of this, his face turned green, he stared at the people in the recording studio without speaking, and when he got home, he sulked.

After Fu Yanchuan figured out the reason for his anger, he couldn't laugh or cry, and coaxed him for a long time.

Who knew that within a few days, Lu Chen would become familiar with the director's planning and other voice actors.He is careless and likes girls, and he is always surrounded by people.

The laughter spread and spread farther and farther. Everyone knew that Mr. Fu had brought a baby, and they surrounded him like a pistachio all day long.

From then on, the two of them changed positions, and Fu Yanchuan's face became more and more unsightly, as soon as he entered the office building, he immediately put on a face.

That day Fu Yanchuan was still adjusting the microphone in the recording studio, and he was talking to his partner with the door open: "Have you signed a contract with the studio yet?"

His partner was taken aback, and touched the tip of his nose, "Not yet, I haven't found a suitable one."

"Are you considering coming to my place?" After the microphone had been adjusted, Fu Yanchuan asked him while sitting on a chair.

The partner digested it for a few seconds, and said in surprise: "You want to set up an independent studio?"

"Well, so far—"

A hearty laughter not far away interrupted him, and he knew who it belonged to without even thinking about it.

Fu Yanchuan showed a complicated face, and regardless of what other people thought of him, he went out and dragged Lu Chen, who was in the crowd, into the recording studio, put him on a chair in the corner, and whispered, "Don't run around."

Lu Chen raised his head and said aggrievedly: "No, it's suffocating here, I'm bored."

As soon as he got up, he was pulled back by Fu Yanchuan, so he could only complain: "Why are you so domineering? I told Sister Xiaoxuan just now—"

Fu Yanchuan leaned over and gagged his mouth.

There are so many people watching!

Lu Chen's eyes were as big as two eggs, and he reached out to push him away.In the end, before he could exert any strength, his hand was clenched tightly by the other party, and he couldn't break free no matter how hard he tried, so he had to resign himself to his fate and close his eyes.

I don't know how long it took before Fu Yanchuan got up and asked, "What did you say?"

That look seemed to tell Lu Chen that if he said a wrong word, his skin would be peeled off on the spot, not the clothes, but the layer of colored human skin above the connective tissue in a broad sense.

"No, I didn't say anything."

Lu Chen shrunk his reddened neck, buried his chin into his collar, and didn't dare to look at him, let alone look at the staff next to him.

He wished he could get into the cracks in the ground, secretly thinking about how to get back his capital and profits after returning home.

"A Chuan." The director reminded, "It's time to start."

Fu Yanchuan nodded, and finally took a deep look at Lu Chen.

Lu Chen was upset, his face was flustered, he couldn't play on his mobile phone, he was too stupid in a daze, instead he calmed down and listened to his entire dubbing process.This is the first time he has heard it from beginning to end.

The director said that this issue is the ending, there are a lot of emotional dramas, and there are also clips of the Eighteen Bans.

Fu Yanchuan's subwoofer was wrapped around Lu Chen's ear, and he accidentally replaced himself with another character, making his face blush when he heard it, and he was almost overwhelmed.

In the end, when he was dragged home by Fu Yanchuan, he was still dizzy, somewhere between slightly drunk and above.

In a blink of an eye, it was March, and the plants downstairs were full of flowers and buds, pink and tender, full of spring.

Lu Chen was wearing thin clothes, and his coat was extremely unruly, barely hanging on his shoulders.Lying on the edge of the balcony, looking down, the garden is full of spring scenery.

He was wearing earphones, and the white earphone wires were twisted around his fingertips, and his eyes flew far away.Not knowing what was in the earphones, Lu Chen raised the corners of his lips and laughed muffled.

"So stupid, what are you laughing at?" Fu Yanchuan's voice suddenly reached his ears.

Lu Chen quickly pressed pause, hurriedly put away the earphone cable and grabbed it into the palm of his hand.He complained, "Why are you walking silently?"

"It's because you listened too seriously." Fu Yanchuan said, "What are you listening to? These days, I wear headphones when I have nothing to do, and I laugh at every turn."

Lu Chen's expression froze, he put the earphones into his pocket, and rubbed his face solemnly, "It's nothing, I'm just listening to a joke."

Fu Yanchuan obviously didn't believe it, he narrowed his eyes to look at him, and said for a while, "You won't be talking to others behind my back, are you?"

Otherwise, why would he have a happy face at every turn, and the corners of his mouth are almost grinning to the back of his head.

"What are you thinking?" Lu Chen couldn't believe it, "You doubt me? If I really have so many peach blossoms, will it be your turn?"

"Isn't it quite a lot? If I hadn't sworn in the sovereignty that day, I guess many girls would have taken action."

I've been jealous about it for a long time.

This awkward remark made Lu Chen burst out laughing.

Lu Chen walked around behind Fu Yanchuan, stretched out his hand to hook his neck and hopped lightly, putting all his weight on Fu Yanchuan's back.

He leaned close to Fu Yanchuan's ear: "There is no one else but you." After speaking, he buried his head in the back of his neck, "Take me back to the bedroom."

Fu Yanchuan paused: "Your mine?"

"My, I'm going to take a nap." After a while, he raised his head, "Hiss, your mind is not right."

Fu Yanchuan didn't refute, just smiled silently, then withdrew his smile and asked, "So what were you listening to just now?"

"I won't tell you." Lu Chen rolled his eyes and jumped back on his bed.

At noon that day, Uncle Cao updated a Weibo.

@路边的野草v: Come out of the closet, lest someone be unhappy.

After typing these words, he let go and fell asleep, like an irresponsible scumbag, leaving only the fans to fry the pot alone, letting them boil.

The author says:

Don't worry, nothing happened on the night of drinking——