The world doesn't fit me

I repent!I'm guilty!

Waking up from Fu Yanchuan's bed for the umpteenth time.

Lu Chen was awakened by the sound of Fu Yanchuan getting up.

Lu Chen was lying on the bed, quietly watching him change his clothes with his back turned to him, and he couldn't help thinking that Fu Yanchuan refused him to go to this bed a few months ago, and it took him several times to get his wish.

Fu Yanchuan noticed the sight behind him, turned his head and asked softly, "Did it bother you?"

Lu Chen shook his head, and when he saw the shallow tooth marks on his collarbone, blush suddenly climbed from his face to the tips of his ears.

That's what he gnawed on last night.Because he was about to cry at that time, but Fu Yanchuan was unwilling to touch him anyway, saying that he was afraid that he would get hurt.

Lu Chen's love? How could Xiaobai believe it? He felt that Fu Yanchuan must have disliked him, so he sobbed immediately, and tiptoed to kiss his Adam's apple, especially aggrieved.

As soon as his tears fell, the string called reason in Fu Yanchuan's brain immediately snapped, and his whole body became unbearably hot.

Fu Yanchuan did not forget to say during the tugging: "We can't make it to the end."

Lu Chen didn't care what conditions he raised, he nodded indiscriminately, and tears fell down.

It didn't take long for him to regret it.

Lu Chen gradually sobered up after he finished having a good time. When he remembered what he had done, his face turned red and his ears turned red.

Fu Yanchuan was sitting on the sofa, and Lu Chen was facing him, kneeling on both sides with his knees apart.Fu Yanchuan took his hand all the way down until he felt the heat in his palm.

Lu Chen pursed his mouth and wanted to cry again.

"Don't pretend to be pitiful." Fu Yanchuan said helplessly.

Lu Chen had no choice but to bow his head and kiss him, his back stretched into a beautiful straight line.He put one hand on Fu Yanchuan's shoulder, and moved with the other, until he couldn't hold it anymore, and then changed to two.

I don't know how long it took, Lu Chen felt that his palm was about to be worn out, but the other party showed no tendency to release it.

Confused and aggrieved, he hummed and asked, "What's going on?"

"It's okay." Fu Yanchuan bit the tip of his ear, attached his hand to the back of Lu Chen's hand, and patiently guided him until the cool liquid fell into his palm.

That was Lu Chen's first time in a sense.

Desire is like a fire. If you eat the pith and know the taste, it is like adding firewood and adding oil. It will only burn more vigorously, igniting all the reason, leaving only the idea of ​​not wanting to stop.

So when Fu Yanchuan was taking a bath, Lu Chen struggled outside for a long time and ran in again.

After that, Lu Chen kept pestering him. Fu Yanchuan probably didn't expect that he would not reject him at all, and would take the initiative to act like this.The two of them hit it off right away, and they didn't know how long it took them to fall asleep.

It was fun at the time, but now Lu Chen only has regrets in his mind.

He didn't dare to look at the deep and shallow marks on their bodies left by yesterday's nonsense.

Lu Chen covered his hot face and turned over. Remembering what he had done with his hands, he immediately let go in shock, and stretched out his hands to pull the quilt over his head to cover himself.

The room was silent for a few seconds, then a chuckle broke out.

Lu Chen's heart trembled, and he thought that what others said was right. Men are animals that think with their lower body. For example, now, he wanted to seduce Fu Yanchuan again.

But he still didn't do it because he wanted face.

Lu Chen groaned on the bed for a long time. After Fu Yanchuan went to the bathroom to wash up, he quietly lifted the quilt and ran back to his room barefoot.

He was completely naked, shivering from the cold, and wanted to get under the quilt.Passing the full-length mirror, Lu Chen caught a glimpse of the person in the mirror out of the corner of his eye, and immediately stopped in fright.

His fair neck and shoulders are covered with hickey marks, which are eye-catching and eye-catching. There are several obvious fingerprints on his thin waist, and there are blue circles around his wrists.been abused.

Where is the ambiguity left?He would believe anyone who said he had a fight with last night if he was black and purple!

He clearly remembered that no matter how much they made trouble last night, they didn't make it to the end, they basically relied on their hands and occasionally their legs. How come these traces are so complete that it's unbelievable, making him so rotten and desolate?

How do you go out and meet people!

Lu Chen was irritated, closed his eyes in despair, randomly picked out a set of clothes from the closet and put them on, trying to cover up those obscene traces.

The result is that unless you wear a scarf, you won't be able to cover it at all!

But who else wears a scarf in this weather? Isn't that trying to cover up?

Lu Chen stayed alone in the empty room, sitting cross-legged on the bed pitifully, counting his fingers, counting back and forth to a hundred, then he got out of bed and went to the living room to turn around a few times, and continued to lie on the bed to make salted fish.

It was only an hour before Fu Yanchuan left for work, and Lu Chen couldn't stay any longer.

He glanced at the mobile phone on the bed, reached out to unplug the charger, and fiddled on the bed alone.

This time Lu Chen didn't wear earphones and turned the volume to the maximum.

There was a burst of noise from the mobile phone, and there was also the laughter that belonged to the teenager alone, with a rising end and a cheerful tone.

Lu Chen was pulled into the play in an instant, as if he was in the corridor outside the classroom, surrounded by students who had just finished their evening self-study and were in a good mood.

"Mr. Shi, your little fish is here to wait for you again?" It was an insignificant supporting role who spoke.

There was a lot of ridicule in his words, and a little smile.

There was a pause in the earphone for about [-] seconds, and then there was a "hmm".

That was Fu Yanchuan's voice.Lu Chen's eyes lit up, and he became energetic immediately.

"Hurry up and go back, it's freezing cold, your little fish has been waiting for so long, can you stand it?" the supporting actor said again.

Fu Yanchuan: "Okay, thank you."

This is the tanmei radio drama "Chi Yu Si Gu Yuan" that Fu Yanchuan received a few years ago.

A while ago, because Lu Chen was stimulated in the recording studio, he started frantically making up for the radio dramas that Fu Yanchuan had assisted in the past.

When Fu Yanchuan asked him what he was looking at, he felt ashamed and made jokes to fool him.

Lu Chen has made up a lot of radio dramas, and he blush every time he hears it, but as soon as the voice of the other male protagonist is heard, he wilts on the spot, and a ball of anger in his heart goes straight to his throat.During those days, Lu Chen really loved and hated Fu Yanchuan.

He lowered his head to look at his baby, really afraid that little Shen would not be able to get up again.

The "Chi Yu Si Yu Yuan" that Lu Chen is listening to now happens to be the one he performed with Fu Yanchuan at the Chengwei Convention and Exhibition Center.

He was particularly curious about the plot behind it, but he never knew the name, and only found it by mistake a few days ago.Lu Chen flipped through the original book casually, and almost memorized the outline.

This is a story about Inception, not all about Inception, it is full of fantasy, the incredible unfolding and the reversal at the end make Lu Chen have to admire the author's imagination.

The protagonist Ye Chiyu suffers from depression due to low self-esteem and school violence. When I was 19 years old, I took the college entrance examination, and after the results came out, I found that I could go to a junior college. I couldn't bear it and decided to commit suicide by jumping off the building.

As a result, another protagonist, Shi Guyuan, was unfortunately involved in a car accident on the way back and died in the end.

Yechi Yu didn't die, but caused Shi Guyuan's death.

That's the scene they were playing.

Later, Ye Chiyu rushed to the hospital and waited outside the operating room for several hours. In the end, instead of waiting for Shi Guyuan to open his eyes, he waited for a warning from the police.

He told Ye Chiyu that Shi Guyuan died because of Ye Chiyu's willfulness, and he also said: "But fortunately, even if Mr. Shi broke the rules because of you, this matter has nothing to do with you directly. After all It was Mr. Shi and the truck driver who broke the law first.

However, Mr. Ye, whether you want to jump off a building or just look at the scenery, think about the people who still care about you, and don't be too selfish to make decisions alone.Still should carefully consider, death or life, which one is more worthwhile. "

After the police left, Shi Guyuan's mother stepped forward and slapped Ye Chiyu severely, and never said a word to him since then.

Ye Chiyu didn't get to see Shi Guyuan for the last time, and even at the funeral, he just quietly hid in the crowd for a quick glance.

He no longer dared to die, but he had no thought of living.

Ye Chiyu spent nine years alone in a daze.Nine years, miserable, but insignificant.

Between opening and closing his eyes, he was 28 years old, and then God didn't allow him to breathe anymore.

He wanted to end his life on the 28th floor, but was admitted to the hospital at the age of 28 because of terminal lung cancer.

Ye Chiyu knew that he could only spend the rest of his days lying on the hospital bed, waiting for the death notice from the hospital, and then he was pushed to the mortuary, where he was buried at random, and he was not even eligible for cremation. nothing.

This is not considered suicide, and no one will be implicated because of himself.So he closed his eyes with peace of mind and waited for death to come.

Death took a detour, and when Ye Chiyu opened his eyes again, he was 15 years old. It was a turning point in his fate three months before the senior high school entrance examination.

And what Lu Chen is listening to now is the part where Ye Chiyu just returned to the past.

After thinking about it, Lu Chen decided to put on the earphones and turn on the 5D surround sound. It must sound very interesting.

He rested his arms on his pillow and slowly closed his eyes, continuing to listen to the radio drama.

"Why did you fall asleep here?" Fu Yanchuan still had a smile in his words, the clearness that a teenager should have had some years of precipitation in it, and his tone was unbelievably gentle.

It was a tone that Lu Chen had never heard before. He couldn't believe his ears, and almost bit his tongue in shock.

Damn, is this the voice actor?Too strong!

There was a sudden rapid heartbeat in the earphones.It belonged to Ye Chiyu, his heart that hadn't been beating wildly for a long time was throbbing constantly, his palms were sweating, and his eye sockets gradually became hot in silence.

There was another extremely suppressed sob.

Fu Yanchuan asked, "What's wrong?"

The sound of cloth rubbing clothes came from the earphones, it should be that Shi Guyuan squatted down.

"Why are you frowning so tightly?" Fu Yanchuan asked again, "Did you have a nightmare? Huh?" This time he stuck very close, and there was even an airy tone in his words.

I rely on!

There was a numbness in Lu Chen's ears, which made him jump up and take off the earphones.

Although he really didn't want to admit it, Xiao Xiao Shen did raise his head unapologetically.

God!The radio drama is so sensational!And what am I doing? !

I'm a bitch!

In Lu Chen's heart, after the fight between the two villains, he finally chose to believe in the surviving devil villain. He called Fu Yanchuan and thought: It's over, he's completely finished. people die.

He's only twenty—

"Hey?"

pass……

Lu Chen's indignation was forced to stop.He took a deep breath and went all out!

"Are you busy?" He remembered that Fu Yanchuan's dubbing work had come to an end, and he should be in the dentist's office now.

If he still has free hands to answer the phone in the clinic, it only means that he has no work on hand.

Sure enough, the other party replied: "Not busy, what's the matter?"

Lu Chen faltered and said: "Ah, that's it... Do me a favor..."

Fu Yanchuan listened to his intermittent explanation without changing his face, and finally came to a conclusion: In less than two hours, Lu Chen thought he had already thought of a reaction.

Fu Yanchuan said to the person in front of him with his usual expression, "Use the toilet in your office."

He Zhen pushed his glasses, without raising his head, "Use it."

Before entering, Fu Yanchuan stopped again, turned around and asked, "Is the sound insulation effect good?"

"Okay." He Zhen was taken aback for a moment, and finally raised his head from the pile of contracts in front of him, "What are you going to do?"

Fu Yanchuan didn't answer. After entering, he locked the door behind his back and said to the person on the phone, "Video."

"Ah? Oh..." The person on the other end of the phone spoke vaguely, as if he had stones in his mouth.

Lu Chen turned off the video, his face was ashen, he turned his head to stare at the children and grandchildren wrapped in paper balls on the ground, and fell into the pillow.

Holy Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoyevsky!I repent!I'm guilty!

Lu Chen sat up again.

There is no way to go on like this! He has to choose one of "Pure Heart Mantra", "Great Compassion Mantra" and "Namo Amitabha Buddha"!

He ended up setting all three songs as Alarm Clock, Incoming Call, and...Alarm Clock 2.

After thinking about it, Lu Chen still felt that it was not enough, so he reluctantly ordered a copy of "Confessions" so as not to spoil his heart with lust.

He didn't know if a certain treasure had really analyzed something from the big data, but more than half of the homepage was recommending sex toys to him, and Lu Chen was dazzled by all kinds of things.

What's more, he didn't resist the temptation and really bought it!

After paying the payment, Lu Chen was heartbroken, and immediately slapped himself across the face, and punished himself by going to make lunch.

Fu Yanchuan just said that he was coming back for dinner.You can't starve the breadwinner of your family.

Lu Chen felt at ease.

Solid color manager office interior.

He Zhen watched Fu Yanchuan come out of the toilet, licked his lips unintentionally, and asked vigilantly, "Why did you go there just now?"

Fu Yanchuan raised his eyes, "Go to the bathroom."

"Mr. Fu, do you think I'm stupid?" He Zhen pointed to the minute hand on the watch, "It's almost turning half a circle."

Fu Yanchuan followed his gaze, froze for a moment, raised his eyebrows: "Then I'm fine."

He Zhen: "..."

After all, Fu Yanchuan was still busy going home, so this topic didn't last long.

The past two days have been cloudy and rainy. Looking out from the floor-to-ceiling windows of the office, the sky is cloudy. It seems that the bucket of water used to wash the paint pens has been randomly wiped into the sky after use, polluting the originally clear Tianhu Lake.

With his back to the dark lake, Fu Yanchuan sorted out all the relevant materials on the table about the establishment of the studio.

After He Zhen finished thinking about his schedule, he looked at the brand new business license on his desk, and asked, "The first of next month, is that okay? I'll ask the technical department of the planning department to make the content of the layout. good."

"Yes." After finishing speaking, Fu Yanchuan took out a key and put it on the table, "The store has been bought, and the decoration has just started, do you want to go and have a look?"

"No, just take two photos and come over."

After half a minute of silence in the office, Fu Yanchuan suddenly asked, "You and Cheng Yixiao..."

He Zhen paused, "It's true that Mr. Lu is too impulsive, just smile at him... nothing wrong."

"Aren't you together?"

"No." He Zhen looked down at the document, the golden glasses chain made his skin very white, and he looked more refined.

His tight jawline suddenly relaxed, looked at Fu Yanchuan and said, "It's not just couples who can do that kind of thing. A Chuan, he and I are both adults. If I give him money, he will do it with me, no problem."

There was no expression on Fu Yanchuan's face, and He Zhen couldn't tell whether he understood or couldn't believe it.But He Zhen didn't explain much, and felt that he was indeed right.

There are always differences in concepts between people, and he can't help it.

"What about now?" Fu Yanchuan didn't comment, but asked, "Are you still in this trading relationship?"

"No..." He Zhen's glasses chain shook slightly, "It's broken, it's broken a long time ago."

He paused for a while, then said, "Because of Lu Chen."

The author says:

Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoevsky, Russian writer, masterpiece "Crime and Punishment"