The world doesn't fit me

They kiss behind the curtain.

Later, He Zhen also said some things, most of which were related to Cheng Yixiao.

That day, after Lu Chen left, the two of them were silent for a few minutes in the private room. Cheng Yixiao got up, bowed and said "Thank you, but I'm sorry" suddenly, then turned and left, and deleted all his contact information from then on.

Brother He Zhen didn't even call out from the beginning to the end.

Obviously, what Lu Chen said at the time made him act like this.

But He Zhen didn't say much, and calmly stated the facts before throwing himself into the work, returning to the state before he met Cheng Yixiao.It's as if nothing happened.

He Zhen is still He Zhen, the vigorous and resolute president of Pure Color Company.

But whether he really just regarded this "deal" as an irrelevant farce, only he himself knows.

Although Fu Yanchuan and He Zhen have been friends for nearly ten years, they have no position to criticize each other emotionally.

They all know that each other has their own reasons for doing things, just trust it unconditionally, there is no need to ask.They can rely on each other, but they are also absolutely independent.

So Fu Yanchuan just nodded before leaving, reminding He Zhen to adjust his status.

Hearing that the office door was closed, He Zhencai took off his glasses and rubbed his temples in pain, stood up and looked at the crowds and traffic downstairs, and let out a long breath secretly.

The breathing pulled the chest cavity, causing bursts of colic pain. At this moment, I felt that the so-called loss is not the kind of pain that makes people feel heart-piercing once, but the stinging pain that suddenly brightens and disappears.

It's like swallowing thousands of tiny silver needles. Every time you take a breath, the needle tip will pierce every corner of your body, which is not fatal but torture.

He likes Cheng Yixiao, but Cheng Yixiao doesn't like him, there's nothing he can do about it.

He can't blame anyone, including himself.

He Zhen clutched his chest and slowly slid down from the window.He was addicted to cigarettes, and eagerly bit the cigarette holder and took a deep breath.

There is smoke in front of his eyes, sparks are flickering at his fingertips, and behind him are Eight Streets and Nine Streets. The young people downstairs are full of vigor, but only he knows that he is the only one left in his world.

Fu Yanchuan told Lu Chen everything, but the other party was not moved, just laughed.

He said disdainfully: "Cheng Yixiao just wanted to get rid of all the ambiguous objects before his debut, and he used me conveniently, and made himself so noble, is he cheap?"

Fu Yanchuan agreed without thinking, "It's pretty cheap."

Lu Chen slipped his hand and almost turned over the rice in the bowl.

The word "cheap" would be fine if he said it, but it's a bit unbelievable when it came out of Fu Yanchuan's mouth.

The latter gives people the impression that they are the kind of people with high quality, who never seem to swear or put such humiliating words on their lips.

Hearing him swearing at Lu Chen felt quite novel, and joked, "You can still say this word?"

"Which one?" Fu Yanchuan was taken aback, "Bitch?"

Lu Chen nodded.

"Am I so perfect in your eyes?" Fu Yanchuan said with a smile, "I'm just an ordinary person, not a fairy."

In fact, when he was young, he was also a little brat who didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth, he liked to vent with dirty words, and said those overly mature words to show how powerful he was.

He has experienced everything that everyone experienced when he was young, but some have been filtered out as the years pass.

To put it bluntly, he is just a mortal, he also has negative energy, emotions, desires, laziness, scolding, and occasional self-indulgence, just because of his personality, he doesn't like to show it.

I thought he was self-effacing, but Lu Chen was convinced that night.

The dirty talk on the bed used to flirt made Lu Chen blushed, so he had no choice but to hold back his embarrassment and cover Fu Yanchuan's mouth.

He had already forgotten about the fact that he and Yi Qingchen were secretly looking at the photos of their abs before, but Fu Yanchuan kept remembering it, and he would not give up until he gave a satisfactory answer when he was forced to ask him why he looked at it.

Lu Chen was so frightened that he immediately emptied the photo album, not daring to keep even a photo of his abs.

Lu Chen felt that he was really blinded by love. Why didn't he find out that Fu Yanchuan was so coquettish in private before. It seems that his fan's name was really right, he deserves to be Man Sao Chuan.

March [-] is Shao Jing's birthday.

On that day, Lu Chen headed to the Zhenning cemetery early in the morning with a large bouquet of fresh viburnum flowers.

In ancient times, Li Bai praised Ximen Qin's daughter as beautiful as Qionghua, but Lu Chen always believed that Qionghua was not delicate and beautiful, but as ordinary as wild flowers that can be seen everywhere on the roadside.

In the past, Lu He always said that Shao Jing's favorite was Qionghua.It is precious by birth, but it can be perfectly integrated into it when placed among flowers, both elegant and vulgar, pure and beautiful.

He also said that Shao Jing is like a viburnum, with soft and shiny leaves, elegant and fragrant flowers.When she is submerged in the crowd, you will be attracted by her unique charm, and when she is beautiful alone, you feel that she is no different from others.

Lu Chen didn't understand before, but now he understands.Because Fu Yanchuan is also his Qionghua.

Elegant yet idle, super dusty and occasionally vulgar.

But he didn't know that Qionghua had another meaning, perfect romantic love.It symbolizes Luhe Shaojing's past, and perhaps also symbolizes his and Fu Yanchuan's near future.

Lu Chen imitated his father, put his left hand in his trouser pocket, and held flowers in his right. He stopped in front of the tombstone for a while, leaned over to put the flowers on the ground, and said softly, "Sister Shao, happy birthday."

Lu He had repeated these actions countless times in front of him, but when he did it himself, he had a different state of mind.

Although Lu Chen's impression of Shao Jing only stays in Lu He's memories and photos, he still likes this mother whom he has never met - she is considerate, stable and independent.

Lu He once told him that the reason he likes Shao Jing is that she is mature and sensual, she can stand on her own at a young age, never afraid to back down, but she is very childish in front of Lu He.

Lu Chen wanted to meet this outstanding woman from the bottom of his heart, but he didn't have the chance.

"Sister Shao, you will be 47 this year, but you will always be 24 in my heart. We will be the same age next year, so it's not wrong to call you sister."

"When I was young, I heard Brother Lu tell the story of the two of you. I wondered if the love he talked about was fabricated to deceive me. Only now I am sure that it really exists." Lu Chen curled his lips and smiled, "As long as you meet to the right person."

"Just like you become childish in front of Brother Lu, I become a girl who blushes at every turn and cries a lot in front of him. It's really embarrassing."

"Sometimes I wonder, if you are still alive, if you know that I like men, will you break my legs in anger, or drive me out like Yan Chuan's parents - probably not, you are so kind. Brother Lu couldn't bear to scold me for failing the primary school exam, and it's even more impossible for you to be so gentle."

Subtle footsteps came from the silent surroundings. From the corner of his eye, Lu Chen saw Fu Yanchuan walking towards him, and turned around with a smile, "So fast?"

The brown color at the ends of his hair was yellowish in the sun, and faded to jet black at the top.

Fu Yanchuan came with Lu Chen. He just parked his car and walked over from the entrance of the cemetery.

"It happens that there are a lot of empty seats." He stepped forward, "Is this auntie?"

"Well, the one next to him is my dad." Lu Chen jumped onto Fu Yanchuan's back, hooked his neck, tilted his head and said, "Go back."

After all, he was in his twenties, and he weighed more than 100 kilograms. He took Fu Yanchuan a few steps back to stabilize his body.

Fu Yanchuan looked at him: "Shouldn't we chat for a while?"

"No, it's not too late. Come back next time."

Lu Chen walked the road from the tombstone to the door countless times, but this was the first time someone accompanied him.

Lu Chen lay on Fu Yanchuan's neck, quietly feeling the warmth from his chest, and the tip of his nose was filled with the faint smell of perfume.

The sun and wind were brewing gently, which actually made him a little tipsy.

There was a numb tremor in his arm, and Lu Chen heard him ask: "Aren't uncles and aunts from City C? Why were they buried here?"

"Because Sister Shao died here..." He paused, "Besides, City S is the most prosperous city, Brother Lu wants her to enjoy it after death."

Lu Chen said again: "The cemetery here is very precious, 10,000+."

Fu Yanchuan turned his head: "Then let's be buried here in the future."

"You think too far." Lu Chen raised his head and kissed the side of his neck, teasingly said, "Then I won't pay."

Lu Chen's earrings scratched his neck for a moment, and Fu Yanchuan squinted his eyes: "Okay, it's up to you." After speaking, he lifted the person on his back up, and firmly supported his thigh with his hands.

Fu Yanchuan thought, if he used the money to buy them to share the same bed after death, he would have made a profit.

Lu Chen followed him to the clinic, and the layout of the facilities was the same as he remembered.

The two dentists greeted them with a smile, and a few new interns nodded shyly, but the assistant girl at the front desk choked on her chest and almost couldn't make it out, staring at them tightly. clasped hands.

"Cao Cao...Master Cao!" She was terrified, and the pen in her hand smeared a large amount of ink on the paper.

The people inside heard the movement, yawned and walked out. Qiu Yunqi half-opened his eyes, saw a familiar face in the gap, and said casually: "Morning, boss."

He opened his eyes completely, and found Lu Chen standing beside Fu Yanchuan, and said, "Morning, lady boss."

"Morning." Lu Chen responded in a raised voice, "Don't call me the lady boss, you are just a lady."

Probably because he has received a lot of criticism for his feminine appearance, and he is particularly sensitive to the word "mother".

Qiu Yunqi laughed, "What else can it be called? Mrs. Fu?"

Lu Chen pointed to the little assistant girl next to her whose jaw was almost frightened, "Just like this sister, call me uncle."

He reached out and touched Lu Chen's shoulder, "Hey, who are you taking advantage of, you little bastard?"

Unexpectedly, Lu Chen staggered a few steps back and crashed into Fu Yanchuan's arms.

Qiu Yunqi was dumbfounded when he saw the smooth flow of water, "This... are all men who fall in love so weak?"

He raised his hand and looked at Fu Yanchuan, as if he wanted to test whether he had become so vulnerable.

Fu Yanchuan glanced at him lightly, then put aside his fist casually, "Stop making trouble, I'll come and get something and leave."

"What? In the back room?"

"Well, the key."

Hearing this, Qiu Yunqi proudly took out a handful from his pocket and handed it to him, "I knew it, take it." After he finished speaking, he turned around and complained, "Oh, what kind of boss is this? Come back and look at the store."

Lu Chen stood up straight, frowned and asked, "Don't you often come to the clinic? Do you want me to help look after the store?"

The voice was neither too loud nor too soft, and it happened to reach Qiu Yunqi's ears. He immediately turned back and smiled coquettishly: "No, I'm just complaining about nothing, you can go as you please."

The studio was decorated quickly, and the floor tiles and wallpaper were almost all laid, and the desk and related recording equipment were just moved in.

The store is about two to three hundred square meters, not particularly large, but more than enough for dubbing.

Lu Chen paused at the door, hesitantly said: "This is it?"

"The store I bought is also my future personal studio, and some employees under my name will move in in the future."

"Are you going to be the big boss again?" Lu Chen said in a cheerful tone, feeling happy for him from the bottom of his heart.

Fu Yanchuan laughed, and put the key in Lu Chen's palm, "It's not me."

With a smile in his eyes: "Your name is written on the real estate certificate, and you are my boss."

My forever boss.

Lu Chen was dumbfounded, and the key with Fu Yanchuan's body temperature in his palm was instantly hot.

He panicked for a moment, subconsciously returned the key to Fu Yanchuan, "Aren't you giving me a house in disguise? I don't want it, and I don't need you to support me."

"I want to support you." He grabbed Lu Chen's wrist that was retreating in a panic, and rubbed the thin and protruding wrist bone against his palm, "Give me this wish, okay?"

"As I said before, I want to return you a formal confession, and I won't make you wait too long."

Next to Lu Chen's ear was his magnetic voice, and he was speaking demagogic words at the moment. He held his breath and looked into Fu Yanchuan's eyes. The flowing and deep sea was hidden in those black pupils.

"Lu Chen, listen to me, I like you."

"I can't change the past, and I can't tell the future, but at this moment, I desperately want to be with you."

"Same-sex marriage, which is despised by others, is precious to me. I can give you the guarantee that the law cannot give. I am willing to be loyal and tolerant to you forever, and I am never limited to that thin red-skinned legal document. .”

"Let me love you, my Spica."

It was the first time in his life that he heard such a sincere confession, and the half acre in Lu Chen's heart was unbearably soft.

He couldn't suppress the throbbing, the corners of his eyes were stained with moisture, and the tears were fine and crystal clear.

"Yan Chuan..." His nose felt hot, and he clasped Fu Yan Chuan's hand on his chest, feeling the rapid and strong heartbeat, "It said, me too."

The sea suddenly became unrestrained, and it hit the reef on the shore of Lu Chen's left chest, stirring up waves all over the sky, forming a curtain of water.

They kiss behind the curtain.

In fact, Fu Yanchuan was not surprised, but the love still couldn't stop overflowing.

Ever since Lu Chen stopped calling him a roommate, he secretly made up his mind that he would only be Lu Chen's "Yan Chuan" in the future.

The author says:

I wish a happy Chinese Valentine's Day!