The world doesn't fit me

"It doesn't matter what you say."

When Wen Xu said this, he happened to catch up with Lu Chen rushing out from behind.

He hooked Fu Yanchuan's neck, without realizing that he splashed water all over Wen Xu's face.

"I thought about it, why don't we go eat barbecue." Lu Chen tilted his head, poked his side face with his slender fingertips, and asked in an almost coquettish tone, "Are you okay?"

Fu Yanchuan couldn't hold back his lips and smiled and said, "Why do you still want to eat when you go to the toilet?"

"Celebrate, you are recovering from a serious illness!"

"Recovering from a serious illness?" Fu Yanchuan raised his hand and punitively flicked Lu Chen's little head, "That's not how the word is used."

Wen Xu was left aside, and after catching the key words, he said, "A Chuan, are you sick?"

Hearing this, the two raised their heads and looked at him together, with slight smiles on their faces, and their demeanor was extremely intimate.

Fu Yanchuan retracted the corners of his lips, and answered him: "It's okay, a small injury, nothing to worry about."

"Achuan..."

Lu Chen asked him to continue, and interrupted: "Hi, you are..."

Wen Xu had no choice but to stop talking, and looked at the man who was clinging to Fu Yanchuan, "Wen Xu, A Chuan's high school classmate, is also his first love." He deliberately bit down on the last two words.

"Well, what a special name."

"Then you..."

"Me?" Lu Chen pointed at himself exaggeratedly, "I'll see you this time, so you don't need to know who I am."

It was rare for Fu Yanchuan to see him like this, so he couldn't help turning his head to look at Lu Chen more.

Sensing his gaze, Lu Chen turned his head to look at him without hesitation, his eyelashes twitched, the small moles on his eyelids became alive, and the tails of his eyes were raised, unconsciously a little charming.

He hooked his lips, and pecked at the corner of Fu Yanchuan's lips in front of Wen Xu.

Fu Yanchuan casually glanced at the tips of his red ears, but didn't speak.

"That's right." Lu Chen came back to his senses, as if he suddenly remembered that there was another person in front of him, "Is it possible to say what you just said?"

He obviously knew everything, but pretended to be a fool and asked in turn, deliberately playing on other people's mentality.

Wen Xu couldn't help but feel guilty for a while, he turned his head and didn't dare to look at him.

Fu Yanchuan calmly shifted his gaze to Wen Xu: "Wen Xu, I know you don't like to hear this, but I'm really sorry."

There was no warmth when he spoke: "It's been too long for us, so long that I almost forgot. I think there will be no more possibilities between us. I haven't seen you for so long, and you are the same Living well? Forget about me and go live your own life."

In fact, Fu Yanchuan knew that after nearly ten years, Wen Xu didn't like him that much at all.How can someone seek to get back together as soon as they see their ex-boyfriend without any in-depth understanding?

Wen Xu felt more resentment and unwillingness.

"You really haven't changed much." Wen Xu pursed his lips, "It was you at the beginning! You made me like this, you made me..."

He lowered his voice as he spoke, staring at the crutch in his hand, looking very painful.

"Wen Xu..." Fu Yanchuan interrupted him, "Sorry."

Wen Xu laughed, not knowing whether it was self-deprecation or disdain.

Fu Yanchuan didn't want to mention it again, so he changed the subject in a timely manner: "Have you seen Chengchao in these years?"

"No, I don't go back to City S very often." Wen Xu said honestly, "I don't want to see him either."

"En." Fu Yanchuan nodded, so he didn't say any more.

Wen Xu, however, smelled something else from the words, and asked, "Are you still in touch?"

"I saw it a few times at the beginning of the year."

Wen Xu lowered his head, staring at the floor in a daze.

After a long time, he sneered: "It's ridiculous."

Wen Xu straightened his body and raised his head, and said with difficulty: "The relationship between the three of us in high school was not like it is now..."

As he spoke, he was in a daze, and his thoughts drifted to the age of seventeen or eighteen.

At that time, the scorching sun was raging, the young man was in full bloom, full of enthusiasm, only the soft flesh in his heart was hiding someone who couldn't tell.

The name of the person in his heart is Fu Yanchuan.

But the person in Fu Yanchuan's heart is Wei Chengchao.

Things like love triangles are so bloody and unexpected, but they are expected.

At that time, Fu Yanchuan was calm, steady, even young and mature.The family education made him orderly, well-behaved and poised in everything he did, and possessed a mature gentleman's charm far beyond that of men of the same age.

But that's not the case in his bones.

Ten years ago, Fu Yanchuan was just a young boy no matter what. He looked calm and virginal, but his heart was insane. In his subconscious mind, the rules and regulations of the world were just a fart.

What Fu Yanchuan longs for in his bones is the madness that ordinary people can't understand, so it makes sense that he likes the unruly and unruly Wei Chengchao.

And Wen Xu was a taciturn, socially autistic boy in the eyes of the public.

He comes from a poor family, acts submissively, and has nothing but good looks.

The reserved and reserved Fu Yanchuan is his idol.

People with the character of Ke Wenxu are exactly the type that Wei Chengchao likes the most.

Wei Chengchao was naturally flamboyant, and Wen Xu was timid and introverted by nature. The former liked to tease the latter when he had nothing to do, and said some ambiguous words that were not out of bounds.Wei Chengchao's favorite thing to watch is his shy appearance.

The three of them, who are very different in nature, can get acquainted and become good buddies, thanks to the seat they accidentally chose at the beginning of the first year of high school.

Since the three of them sat in a row, the thin thread called fetters began to be entangled, and gradually became an inseparable knot. Now it is a tragic scene of constant cutting and chaos.

The barbecue that Lu Chen had just brought to his mouth jumped off the fork in shock, and fell onto the table with a thud.

He said, "Your relationship is quite complicated."

Fu Yanchuan didn't refute, and lowered his eyebrows, he wrapped the piece of meat in paper and threw it away, and picked up another piece of meat sprinkled with chili noodles and put it in Lu Chen's bowl.

"And then? Why did you end up with Wen Xu?"

Fu Yanchuan laughed, he really didn't understand why Lu Chen was so interested in his gossip, as if he wasn't his boyfriend at all, but just a spectator who liked to watch the excitement.

"Don't look at me." Lu Chen cut off a piece of barbecue and fed it to him, "I'm really curious."

Fu Yanchuan swallowed the meat and said, "Aren't you angry?"

"Angry? Me? I'm being magnanimous. Besides, it's useless for me to be angry. Neither of us was in high school—no, I'm not saying you're old! I'm just saying that we're almost destined—ah no. ,I mean……"

generosity?The uncompromising appearance in front of Wen Xu just now is not generous at all.

Fu Yanchuan smiled and saw him explaining in a hurry, but he didn't expose it. Instead, he couldn't bear to save him: "I understand."

"Later, I had to blame alcohol for harming people." He said, "When I drank, I became sleepy. As a result, on the night of the coming-of-age ceremony, in my sleep, Wen Xu who sent me back recognized Wei Chengchao."

It's not his fault.

Wei Chengchao initially agreed to be responsible for sending him back, but who would have thought that the person would suddenly be replaced by Wen Xu.

In a daze, he seemed to say "I like you" to the person carrying him in a deep voice, and since then, he has made a big mistake.

Wen Xu probably made an impulsive decision due to drinking alcohol and made a decision that he had never dared to think about before—he went to open a room, and that night, he didn't return home at night.

When Fu Yanchuan woke up, it was too late.

There is no need to repeat what happened after that, it was so logical and so dramatic.

They are asleep.Even though they are called brothers.

Lu Chen looked at the second piece of meat slipping away from his mouth, and fell silent.

After a long time, he put down the tableware and coughed uncomfortably, "Then...you are really talented." You can react even when you are drunk.

"Do you also think it's weird? I think so too." Fu Yanchuan glanced at the lonely meat on the table, and cleaned it up as before, "Out of guilt, I stayed with him and tried my best to make up for him. , I was really moved halfway, and it was because he broke with Wei Chengchao. But this matter has always been a stalk in my heart, and the more I think about it, the more I feel something is wrong."

"Huh? So what's going on?"

Fu Yanchuan wiped his bony hands with a hot towel, and the heat smudged his drooping eyelashes, "I didn't touch him at all that night, and he slept with other people after he was with me."

His eyelashes fluttered, his face was expressionless, and he used a knife and fork to carefully help Lu Chen cut the barbecue neatly, which was particularly alluring under the lights of the restaurant.

Lu Chen was slightly stunned, and buttoned the corner of his clothes with his fingers, not knowing what to say for a moment.

He stumbled and comforted, "Don't worry, I, I definitely won't do this—I don't know if his head was kicked by a donkey. Such a handsome boyfriend doesn't know how to cherish it."

Fu Yanchuan laughed, "I can't blame him entirely. It was also because I didn't know how to handle a relationship well at that time, and I often ignored him."

"How old were you then?"

"Eighteen? Nineteen? In short, it was during the third year of high school."

"how?"

"It's nothing..." Lu Chen drank his saliva, "Suddenly I feel that your life is quite exciting."

It's not just wonderful, it's magical.

Just kidding, when he was eighteen or nineteen, he was thinking about how to support himself all day long, and falling in love was a fantasy.

"But..." Lu Chen couldn't figure it out, "If this is the case, why does Wei Chengchao always think it's your problem?"

"First..." Fu Yanchuan stretched out a finger, "Wei Chengchao once confessed his love to Wen Xu, but Wen Xu refused because he was a straight man."

So he naturally thought that Fu Yanchuan was a bad person who broke the text and was not responsible to the end.

"Second..." Fu Yanchuan stretched out another stick, "He didn't know about Wen Xu's betrayal of me." So he only knew that Fu Yanchuan had abandoned Wen Xu, but he didn't know the inside story.

"Third, after I broke up with Wen Xu many times, he refused to live or die, and even came out to his parents. In a fit of anger, they broke Wen Xu's right leg and asked Wen Xu to drop out of school and work.

But it happened to be one month before the college entrance examination, and Wei Chengchao was a student on loan, and had already returned to his city to prepare for the exam.

At that time, I had already broken up with him, so all his things about Wenxu were one-sided words that he only heard after graduation. "

That is to say, the whole thing is another version in the eyes of Wei Chengchao - Fu Yanchuan fell in love with Wei Chengchao while breaking up Wenxu, cheated Wenxu into his hands and then abandoned it immediately after playing enough, and Wenxu was infatuated, fighting against his parents for him , and therefore disabled.

Looking at it this way, Fu Yanchuan is indeed an out-and-out scumbag, and the other protagonist in the story, Wen Xu, is so devoted and pitiful.

"Then why don't you explain?" Lu Chen was puzzled.

"No need." Fu Yanchuan said frankly, "Over the past few years, I didn't even expect to have the opportunity to meet the two of them. Who knew that this year would be so lucky." Also feel absurd.

Seeing that he was not interested, Lu Chen intentionally changed the topic: "You and Xiao Xisuit also met in high school?"

"Well, we are all from the student union."

Hearing this, Lu Chen felt relieved.Fortunately, there was no one behind him before.

The two finished dinner slowly, and after returning home and washing up, the night had completely enveloped the world.

Fu Yanchuan was leaning against the head of the bed in his nightgown, his collarbone was exposed from his slightly open collar. He raised his knuckle-protruding fingers to flip through the new script, looking a little pale under the light.

Hearing the slight movement at the door, he raised his eyelids.

It was Lu Chen who had just taken a shower and was leaning on the door frame looking at him.With messy hair, a towel on his shoulders, and a pillow in his arms, he met Fu Yanchuan's eyes and asked, "Sleep together?"

Fu Yanchuan raised his eyebrows, moved to the side of the bed, and offered to make room for him.

Just as Lu Chen covered the quilt and was about to speak, Fu Yanchuan got up and left. He was full of doubts, "What are you doing?"

Fu Yanchuan didn't respond to him, but took a hair dryer from the bathroom, lightly pricked his fingertips into Lu Chen's hair, and sat by the bed to help him dry it.

Lu Chen struggled for a while, but was pushed back again without success.

A few drops of water dripped from the tip of his hair to the back of his neck. Lu Chen shrank his neck and leaned a little into Fu Yanchuan's arms.

Lu Chen touched the tip of his nose, "Aren't you a clean freak? Aren't you afraid that I will stain your sheets?"

Fu Yanchuan's deep and magnetic voice reached his ears.

"It doesn't matter what you say."

All contrary to the past, as long as it is about him, it seems reasonable and unquestionable.

The author says:

Shen Shenzi's reflex arc——

last night:

Fu Yanchuan: Are you not angry that I slept with him?

Lu Chen: It's okay, I'm being generous!

Early the next morning:

Lu Chen: Wait?asleep? !Me? !I am angry!