The world doesn't fit me

His cry was weak, even pale.

The whirring of the hair dryer stopped, but Lu Chen didn't wait for Fu Yanchuan to get up.

Lu Chen turned his head in doubt, and then felt a little warmth from the back of his neck.

Noticing that the other person's hand moved towards his waist and into the hem of his clothes, at the same time the tips of his ears felt numb, his breathing also became disordered, he leaned into Fu Yanchuan's arms uncontrollably, and whispered his name, the ending trembling,

"Yanchuan..."

"I'm here."

Fu Yanchuan pressed his chin against Lu Chen's shoulder, and drank hot air in his ear, causing the person in his arms to tremble slightly.He pushed forward symbolically, and asked hoarsely, "Is it okay?"

Lu Chen's mind went blank for a few seconds, and after thinking about the meaning of the words, he said vaguely, "I...I'm not ready yet."

"Okay, it's okay." Fu Yanchuan didn't force him, and gently stroked his earlobe with his lips, as if to comfort him.

Lu Chen's uncontrollable panting sound was very clear in the room. He raised his head to welcome Fu Yanchuan's deep kiss, quietly feeling the feeling of being invaded by his lips and tongue being swept over and over again, and about to be swallowed by the other party.

The heartbeat was like a drumbeat, beating rhythmically with the movements of the two of them.

There was still an ambiguous smell in the room, Lu Chen obediently nestled in Fu Yanchuan's arms, allowing him to gently pinch his waist, his head was full of the charm just now, lingering.

He touched his face helplessly, spurning himself from the bottom of his heart.

He was such a slut.

Fu Yanchuan naturally didn't know that Lu Chen was quietly depressed by himself, he just opened his lips and tongue, silently repeated his lines, and memorized them.

Lu Chen was attracted by him, and his eyes fell on those lines, and asked in a low voice: "Are you going to the recording studio in the studio tomorrow?"

"Hmm..." Fu Yanchuan patted his head, "It may take a whole day to record."

"It's been so long."

"Reluctance?" Fu Yanchuan could hear the regret in his tone, and said with pursed lips, "I've been at home for such a long time, and I won't be able to manage the studio if I go on like this."

Of course Lu Chen understood.After Fu Yanchuan founded the studio, his work is no longer limited to dubbing, but also includes fields such as directing and planning that he has never set foot in before.This groping journey has been long and bumpy.

But when he thought of waking up tomorrow and the pillow was empty as before, his heart was inevitably empty.

Maybe it's because the days are too leisurely, and I don't find it interesting to have nothing to do.Lu Chen thought, he still had to find a job early to fill up the spare time.

Lu Chen leaned against Fu Yanchuan's arms, didn't bother him with any more words, and quietly swiped his phone with his head down.

A red dot appeared on the WeChat friend application after a long absence. Lu Chen was stunned for a moment, and when he clicked in, he found that it was Cheng Yixiao, who refused without thinking.

I haven't seen this person for so long that I almost forgot.But it doesn't matter whether you forget it or not, there is no intersection, and it will be a matter of time before you forget it.

He returned to the homepage and found that there was a group chat that was constantly updating messages. The people in it were chatting enthusiastically, and they reached 99+ in a short while.

Scan the group name, Green Tree Maglev Train.

Having not spoken in the group for a long time, Lu Chen felt in a daze for a moment, and almost entered by ghosts.

The content of their conversation ranged from the south to the north, and there were many stalks that even he didn't know very well.There are still a few active avatars, Lu Chen has no impression at all, they are probably newcomers.

Seeing their chat records, Lu Chen found it interesting, and followed up with a few words, but found that there was no response at all.It's like throwing a stone into the sea and being immediately submerged by the tide.

At this moment, he suddenly realized that during the period of silence, his color had been washed away and he had become transparent ever since.

Therefore, it will be a matter of time before he is forgotten.

"Yan Chuan." After turning off the lights, Lu Chen called his name softly in the darkness.

"Ok?"

"You said, if we break up in the future, will you treat me like you did to Wenxu?"

When he thought that the unfamiliarity that Fu Yanchuan showed at that time might also be staged between them, he felt sore in his chest.

Fu Yanchuan paused for a few seconds, "Yes."

"Oh."

Lu Chen's tone was sullen, and he turned his back to him in a fit of anger.

Fu Yanchuan thought it was funny, put his arms around him from behind, and rubbed Lu Chen's waist reassuringly, "Don't worry, that day won't happen."

Lu Chen received a call and said that his grandfather's illness had worsened again.

"How is it? Do you need to go back and help take care of it?" Fu Yanchuan asked after listening to his report.

Lu Chen shook his head, "They won't let me go back." His eyelashes drooped, showing no emotion.

Fu Yanchuan was a little surprised, "Why?"

He smiled, threw the cleaned apple into the air and caught it firmly, and at the same time replied in a very casual tone: "They all said, I will kill him."

Fu Yanchuan was speechless for a moment, the tip of the pen stuck on the paper, the ink smudged into a circle, the color was so dark that it caught the eye.

The new studio is fairly empty. Not far away, two people were exchanging scripts. They seemed to have sensed the change in the atmosphere. They stopped talking and looked behind them, "Boss Fu?"

He waved his hand to indicate that it was okay, and at the same time dispelled the cramped feeling that came up just now.

Fu Yanchuan lived a careless life for the past twenty years, and rarely felt troubled by anything. He didn't even pay much attention to the fact that he came out of the closet and was kicked out of his home.

He prided himself on not being surprised by favor or humiliation, but what Lu Chen experienced made him feel suffocated time and time again.

It's hard to imagine how Lu Chen came here all these years alone.Relatives, not only did not become his peaceful corner, but pushed him away step by step.

How vicious is it to say "you will kill me" to your family.

Fu Yanchuan took a deep breath, but he couldn't relieve the depression in his chest.

He thought that he must work hard to make up for what Lu Chen's family couldn't give.Lu Chen is a very good person, so Fu Yanchuan does not allow him to still have shortcomings in his old age.That's unreasonable.

His boyfriend, he has to have what other people have.

Perhaps it was because Fu Yanchuan's eyes were too determined and deep at that moment, Lu Chen stopped biting the apple and looked at him with some doubts.

Fu Yanchuan didn't speak, and reached out to brush his hair.Soothing.

Lu Chen wanted to say that he really didn't try to be brave, and he really didn't care.Maybe it was there before, but until now, there is not much left.

He had roared and struggled before, but he had long been lost in the boiling society.The surrounding voices were too loud, and his yelling was so feeble, even pale.

"I... hiss—" Lu Chen chewed the apple while talking, and stopped his mouth in pain before he could say it.

Fu Yanchuan was taken aback: "What's wrong?"

His face was a little distorted, "Toothache."

"Open your mouth, let me see."

He opened his mouth obediently and did not forget to ask after reading, "How is it?"

"You..." Fu Yanchuan hesitated to speak.

Lu Chen: "?"

"You have tooth decay."

Lu Chen: "??"

The scenery in front of him quickly passed by the car window, Lu Chen silently watched them retreat, exhaustion was written all over his face.

The sad atmosphere spread, and there was nowhere to hide in the small space. Fu Yanchuan felt something in his heart: "Don't worry too much, the filling won't hurt."

Is it a matter of pain?

Tooth decay, a man in his 20s still has this kind of thing, he is ashamed to death.

Lu Chen didn't want to talk, took out his phone, and poked secretly.

While driving, Fu Yanchuan caught a glimpse of the person next to him and thought it was funny. He wanted to laugh out loud but was afraid that he would really make him angry.That's not easy to coax.

He could only hook the corners of his lips, and turned his attention to his eyes.

The car stopped in front of the clinic, and Lu Chen's heart sank heavily following the sound of the engine shutting down.

"Come on, get out of the car."

Lu Chen buried his head by the window and did not respond.

Fu Yanchuan thought about it all the way, and he understood his awkwardness, so he coaxed: "Don't worry, no one else will know."

Lu Chen smacked his mouth.

These words sound like they came from the mouth of a domineering and arrogant Long Aotian in the novel.

Fortunately, the temptation is big enough.After struggling for half a second, Lu Chen gritted his teeth, opened the car door and got out, facing the cold wind all over his face.

Although it is April, it is inevitable that the spring will be cold.He wrapped his coat tightly and urged the people in the car: "Let's go."

Fu Yanchuan smiled, got up and followed.

There is always an indescribable smell in the clinic.It was faint, different from the pungent disinfectant smell in the hospital, but it should also come from some medicines.

When the two of them went in, they happened to meet Qiu Yunqi sneaking in, chatting happily with a young lady, with a gentleness that rarely appeared on the baby's face.

He glanced at the person coming from the corner of his eye, his voice paused, but his smile continued: "Achuan? Aren't you still working in the studio? Why are you free here today?"

While speaking, he glanced at Fu Yanchuan's side, "Hey, I also brought the lady boss."

There is still teasing in the words, no different from the past.

Fu Yanchuan said calmly, "Take him to see the dentist."

"Huh? What happened to the proprietress?" Qiu Yunqi smiled, "You have bad teeth at a young age."

Lu Chen: I have murderous intentions.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Fu Yanchuan knew that Lu Chen was thin-skinned in private, and he didn't want to listen to other people's nonsense, so he interrupted his hapless brother's teasing in time and moved forward.

While talking, the young lady who turned her back to them slowly turned around, "Huh? It's you."

"Liu Huaiyu?" Fu Yanchuan raised his eyebrows.

Qiu Yunqi was taken aback for a moment: "Do you know each other?"

"I know him, I've met him several times." Liu Huaiyu laughed, called Brother Fu, and then looked at Lu Chen with concern in his eyes.

The last time they met, she felt that this person hit it off and wanted to have a close friendship.

Afterwards, Lu Chen offered to take her home, and she planned to thank her, but the atmosphere was not right at that time, so she said thank you and left in a hurry.I saw this handsome young man depressed that day, and I don't know if he is better now.

Liu Huaiyu thought that he must thank her this time, but he kept bowing his head and didn't look at her at all.

Then forget it.She sighed in her heart, waved her hands and turned back.

Looking at the ground, Lu Chen secretly reached out and hooked Fu Yanchuan's sleeve, signaling him to leave quickly.

Fu Yanchuan held the evil finger with his backhand and led him into the house.

As soon as the two left, Qiu Yunqi chatted with her again, but his smile faded slightly.

He said, "You call our boss Brother Fu? Why haven't you called me so affectionate?"

"Brother Qiu?" She blinked, smart and cute.

"Can't you be a little more emotional?"

Liu Huaiyu scoffed, "Push your nose on your face."

Qiu Yunqi also smiled, with a gentle look of foolishness, the joy in his eyes could not be concealed no matter what.

The author says:

——Ah, here I come——

I'm sorry that there have been too many facts in the past few months. I finally got a chance to take a weekend break. I guess I will be busier in the future, damn it!