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"Do you still have cigarettes?" Yang Wei squeezed his tired brows, and went to Peilin's desk to ask her for cigarettes, but only got a blank stare.Yang Wei tapped her table, "Hurry up, I'm out of cigarettes, I'm going to have a hard time."

"Let's go, let's go to the aisle." Taking out a pack of blue and black cigarettes from the drawer, Pei Lin took the lighter and pulled Yang Wei to the aisle.

Smoking is not allowed in the office. A big sign hangs in the office area, but if you get addicted to smoking, you don’t see it. The small corridor of the fire exit is the default smoking area in the office.

Peilin deftly pinched the popping beads in the cigarette holder. It tasted cool and minty, and she lit a cigarette for herself contentedly.

"What's the matter with you recently? It seems like you don't get enough sleep every day. Did you go to steal at night or was it too fun to have sex with your little boyfriend?" Pei Lin always did this, she didn't need to pretend in front of Yang Wei, her nature was revealed, and she spoke directly and vulgarly. But she didn't care, and she knew Yang Wei wouldn't care either.

"I'm busy," Yang Wei took the lighter from Peilin, looked at the cigarette from Peilin, and frowned, "When did you change to Marlboro?" , those who are not used to smoking are prone to fainting, "Didn't you always say that you are easy to get drunk before, but now you are used to it?"

Pei Lin didn't speak, she smoked quietly, Yang Wei's face could not be seen clearly in the gray smoke, she said casually, "Drunk and dizzy, it's good." Seemingly dissatisfied with Yang Wei deliberately changing the subject, Pei Lin Lin looked up at the glowing red smoke, and sighed, "You were not like this before."

What is this like?Yang Wei wanted to ask her, but seeing that her eyes were faintly blue and black, she opened her mouth, but there was only a chuckle, "You were not like this before."

"Can it be the same?" Palin sat down on the stainless steel trash can, there was almost no dirt on it, it was clean, only a few discarded half-burned cigarettes, "I am forced by life, If you don’t get some from the marketing department, what will my mother do?”

She is too aware of how much money those fat people in the marketing department have eaten from suppliers. Similarly, since there are ways to make money from the marketing department, Palin has no reason to give up these opportunities.

"One thousand is one thousand, and ten thousand is ten thousand. It was different before. If there is not enough money, I can let my father ask for it. Now it is different. I have to find a way to get money."

Yang Wei still looked at her with a frown, maybe only he could see the helplessness from her seemingly careless face.

Yang Wei hadn't seen that kind of hesitation for more than ten years. The last time he saw it was when he was still young. They hugged each other and cried bitterly, as if tomorrow would be the end of the world, and zombies would attack the city in the next second. Like a newborn baby.

At that time, they cried to each other that their sexual orientation was different from ordinary people, as if they were children abandoned by this world, lonely and hesitant.

But this time, Peilin didn't cry, she didn't panic, she didn't hold Yang Wei and cry that she was a pervert like before, and she didn't have that kind of heart-piercing fear.Except for the little bit of bewilderment that Yang Wei saw through, all that remained was the bottomless darkness in his eyes.

"Did Uncle Zhang go in?" I asked this question cautiously, for fear that the voice would be too loud, and the hands of the woman who was swallowing the clouds would tremble even more.

"Well, I went in." The burnt tobacco leaves fell from the fingertips, and the hands that were not touched by the spring water trembled uncontrollably, "Economic fraud, so much money, only six years in prison gone."

It was also when Yang Wei took them home for dinner a few days ago to celebrate their discharge and promotion that Yang's mother took him to tell the story quietly.

He even remembered the feeling of shock at the bottom of his heart. Yang's mother told him, "Confiscation of property is certain. How many years will be locked up is uncertain, and a fine may also be imposed. However, we can still help with the house. It's just that The fine thing..."

He understood what she meant.The two of them grew up together, and both families believed that sooner or later they would be together.But only he and Palin know that they can only be best friends and relatives, and they will never be lovers or even husband and wife.

One can't be hard on women, and the other has no feeling when facing men. From a certain level, they seem to have a good understanding.

"It's okay for us to help share the burden, but you two had better get the certificate first." Yang's mother was immersed in the beautiful world she had pieced together, and she pulled Yang Wei to talk about the future.

"Let's talk about it." Suddenly thinking of Ding Shuo, Yang Wei felt that the mother who was whispering in his ear was very annoying, like Zhizhi who was chirping in summer, and ignorantly fantasized that the sky was still blue and the clouds were still white.

Palin told him that night that she would find a way to repay the debt. Although VD's salary is small, there are still ways to earn extra money, just work harder, so he doesn't have to worry.Both she and him are strong people, but they are both wrapped in a beautiful crystal house, lazy because of material things.

"Don't try too hard." Yang Wei rubbed Palin's head like an older brother. He knew that Palin replaced Aixi with Marlboro because Aixi couldn't cheer her up anymore, " Smoke less, beware of premature aging.”

"Ha!" What kind of funny words are these, Palin couldn't help laughing out loud, "How dare you say me? What about you, don't you also fight to the death?" She also said that she wanted to pay off her father's debts and support the broken home. Woolen cloth?

"You go out early and come back late recently, thinking that I really don't know what you're doing? Your GV brother has been in a trance in the shop for several days, maybe he's still blaming himself for not letting you come out."

He took out another cigarette, but before Yang Wei could stop her, the lighter made a "click" sound, and a little bit of burning red flickered in the dark and narrow aisle. "Cold war?" Peilin asked. .

Yang Wei shook his head without speaking.

"I don't understand what you two are thinking..."

"I can't always rely on my family to support me." Yang Wei took a deep breath of the cigarette in his hand, puffed out the smoke from his nose and threw the butt of the cigarette on the ground, "Even if there is a showdown one day, I should at least have some confidence." The cigarette butt that was still shimmering, along with the smoke, spit out something that sounds light but is very heavy to do, "At least you must be able to support yourself and him."

"Why bother?"

Peilin looks like a ruffian, sitting on the garbage can with a cigarette in her mouth, but she has an indescribably attractive smell. Yang Weiding looks at her. More like a man.

"I have to be self-reliant, you can still rely on the family, can you just relax and hug the big tree at home, if you have nothing to do, don't make fools of yourself," Palin also threw the cigarette butt, sniffed her fingers, and The smell of tar, she frowned in disgust, then stretched out the finger that had just caught the cigarette and poked Yang Wei's chest muscles.

"Take some time to go to the store and get tired of him. Don't focus on those corrupt old guys every day. They are all in the same square and don't see each other several times a day. Don't lose it until you know how to cherish it. Find it It’s really not easy for a similar person.”

Yang Wei looked at her leaving back, thoughtful.

In his pocket was the half pack of Marlboro black ice that Peilin had just stuffed for him. He took out one, squeezed the popping beads of the cigarette holder, and smoked it silently by himself.

Ding Shuo is a stubborn child. He has experienced the catastrophe of coming out, and he is unwilling to let Yang Wei follow his old path.Once, Yang Wei tried to convince him to take it slow and step by step, maybe his family could accept it.

"They are businessmen, what scene have they never seen? They won't be so conservative and stubborn."

But Ding Shuo insisted that parents are the same all over the world, and no matter how enlightened the older generation is, they will not see their children go astray.

"Didn't your mother tell you about getting married and starting a family? Don't they look forward to retiring at home, enjoying the blessings and holding their grandchildren?"

They've mentioned it, and they've thought about it.

Before Ding Shuo appeared, he thought, anyway, his parents mistakenly thought he was dating Peilin, so let’s just leave it at that. Gay and lesbian, it’s a perfect fit, so there’s nothing wrong with it. .Rather than defrauding a marriage, it is better to find a humanoid marriage who knows the basics, each takes what he needs, and enjoys himself.

But after meeting Ding Shuo, Yang Wei was poisoned and there was no antidote.

The clean color in Ding Shuo's eyes gave him a new definition of the word "partner".He hoped that in the future it would be him standing by his side, him lying next to him, him in his eyes, him in his heart, and him for the rest of his life.

He began to have more and more desires, the kind of desires that he couldn't explain clearly, the desire to introduce Ding Shuo to the whole world.

So he was not reconciled, not reconciled to getting married so vaguely, not reconciled to follow the rules and be a useless person step by step.He wanted to come out, come out with his parents, come out with all his relatives, and tell them that this boy who has been obedient since childhood, likes a man, and also likes a man.

But before that he has to be financially independent.

In fact, when he proposed to take Ding Shuo home with him for dinner, he was not sure that the seemingly enlightened parents would accept that their son was gay.Then if you want to cheat, the worst plan in the end is probably to go the way of Ding Shuo.

But he grew up with his parents, used his parents, if he really came out to his family, where would he have the confidence to break up?

He started to build a good relationship with the superiors, and took advantage of the accidental injury before to get close to the leaders, and then he was promoted, raised his salary, and moved to a higher stage.He thinks he is not a stupid person, as long as he is willing to learn and work, one day he will be able to break into a world in the business circle.

But he needs a chance.

The pocket of the gray and black trousers vibrated, Yang Wei took out his mobile phone, and a person named "Crazy Horse Clubhouse Manager" sent him a message on WeChat: Brother Yang, tonight's box is ready, as usual , five five, four people.

As usual, it was Yang Wei who negotiated discounts at their club, [-]% off for super VIPs, and Yang Wei gave him [-]% off the rebate for consumption after the discount.

Yang Wei sent him a voice message: "As usual, four people, the other hands and feet should be clean, you know how to do it." After thinking about it, he sent another message to that person, "Don't keep thinking about preparing someone for me. I already told you that I like men."

Soon Yang Wei's phone rang, and the other side told him with great interest that several young masters had come to the club recently, and if you like it, you can try one, "Brother Yang has helped us so many times, you have to show something, otherwise the boss will If you say I can’t be a human being anymore, how about I arrange a clean one for you tonight?”

If he didn't listen, Yang Wei didn't intend to talk to him, so he hung up the phone in a hurry after replying "No".The only thing he can think of is the little boss in the "Duck Fun" on the second floor, so he doesn't want to eat some takeaways indiscriminately.

I don't know if the dead child is still thinking wildly, but a corner of Yang Wei's heart suddenly becomes soft, as soft as a ball of cotton, light and fluffy.

Last night, I helped the manager in the office to make the blueprint of the investment promotion adjustment plan. These days, both sides of the black and white have to be managed. While doing crooked ways, he is also busy learning from the manager. Yang Wei also feels very tired. The manager said hello and went back.

He remembered that when he went out in the morning, Ding Shuo had a low-grade fever and felt uncomfortable. He rested at home and didn’t go to the store. He looked at his watch and didn’t know if he was asleep. Before he went back, Yang Wei bought antipyretics at the pharmacy. in case for need.

When I got back, the living room had already turned off the lights, only the little night light on the bedside of the room was still showing a little light.Ding Shuo fell asleep, sweating profusely, and he didn't know what he was doing before going to bed, holding the phone in his arms, frowning, wondering what he dreamed of.

Just as I was about to pull out the phone for him, the screen lit up.A Weibo comment message popped up.

——You need to figure out whether he is cold to you because he refuses to come out, or is he cheating? ? ?

What is this mess?Who is cheating?

Yang Wei's temples twitched. He knew that peeking at someone's mobile phone was a bad behavior, but he still couldn't help but flipped through Ding Shuo's mobile phone and browsed his well-hidden Weibo.

After seeing the Weibo post "Because I refused to come out, my boyfriend seems to be cold to me, what should I do, wait online, hurry up!", Yang Wei really wanted to pinch that sleepy guy hard.

cold?I don't know who is cold to whom.

Squatting down beside the bed, Yang Wei looked at his face that was defenseless in sleep, and took a bite of his unconscious pouting mouth, no matter whether it would wake him up or not, he licked and stuck his tongue in.

"Are you back?" the person whose lips were sucked indistinctly said, "Don't you have to work overtime today?"

"It's already eleven o'clock, isn't that considered overtime?" Yang Wei was still kissing him, almost out of control. If he didn't feel the temperature of his lips was still a little high, he might have to be executed on the spot. Do you dare to post messy news on the Internet and say that he is cold.

Of course, there really is one thing and two things about spying on the screen.

Before Yang Wei contentedly embraced his little boyfriend and turned off the lights for an early night's sleep, he secretly searched a Weibo called "yellow ducks are very cute", and clicked a button furtively on the menu bar in the lower left corner.

Follow quietly.