Don't be sad behind my back

--stray cat--

"Han Yi?"

Cheng Xiao struggled to raise his dizzy head, and saw Han Yi clutching the phone, staring out the window, thinking about something.

"Well, come and take the hangover medicine."

"it is good."

Han Yi came to Cheng Xiao's bedside and helped him take the medicine.

Cheng Xiao lay down again after taking the medicine. He turned sideways and kept looking at Han Yi. He felt that something was wrong with Han Yi, but he couldn't tell.

"Han Yi, are you leaving soon?"

"Ah."

Han Yi's eyes were gentle, and he responded softly.

Cheng Xiao felt that Han Yi like this was a little strange, and he was a little panicked. Why did he feel so far away when he was right in front of him, so far away that he couldn't see the other person's face clearly.

It was obviously a very gentle face, but this kind of gentleness seemed to hide turbulence.

Just as Han Yi was about to get up, Cheng Xiao grabbed his hand.

"Where are you going?"

"Pour you a glass of water." Han Yi showed him the empty glass and stood up.

"Han Yi!"

Han Yi didn't know what Cheng Xiao was calling him for, but finally sat by Cheng Xiao's bed.

Cheng Xiao suddenly lost his voice with his mouth open. After a long time, he said softly, "I'm sorry about your neck."

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore." Han Yi's voice was calm, he touched his neck and gave Cheng Xiao a smile.

"No, don't you think there is something wrong with me?" Cheng Xiao tilted his head and smiled self-deprecatingly.

Han Yi actually didn't have any resentment or dislike, nor did he think there was anything wrong with Cheng Xiao.His idea is very simple, as long as Cheng Xiao thinks, he will be satisfied.

"No." Han Yi smiled even more.

Cheng Xiao was a little surprised, and raised his eyes to meet Han Yi's.

"Thank you."

Cheng Xiao sat up propped up, and gently hugged Han Yi.

Neither of them said anything more. In fact, Han Yi had only one thought, which was to let Cheng Xiao do what he wanted, and Han Yi would agree to any request without any hesitation or complaint.

And Cheng Xiao realized that his feelings for Han Yi were not pure. He had never been in love, but he had heard about it, and he began to realize that he seemed to like Han Yi.

Whether the person he likes is a man or a woman is nothing to Cheng Xiao, it is quite normal, he also does not want to be bound by the world, he must fall in love with a woman, it is very difficult to really like someone and the chance is very small, if there is a gender Restriction, that is too inhumane, but it is just to pursue happiness, why there are so many rules and regulations.

The reason why Cheng Xiao didn't confess his feelings now was because he was worried that Han Yi and Han Yi's parents would not be able to accept it. After all, this was a bit against the world, and it was an outlier in the eyes of most people.

The second is that he is afraid that he is young and impulsive, so he told Han Yi in such a hurry, no matter what the result is, it will have a certain impact on Han Yi. He can't ignore Han Yi's feelings. He is not a selfish person, let alone him. I can't bear it either.

Han Yi declined Cheng Xiao's parents to let him stay overnight, and went home against the cold wind.

Han Yi's face became more and more indifferent, and his eyes became more and more sharp. He knew that tonight would be a sleepless night.

Han Yi skillfully opened the entrance door, and just as he walked in, he saw Han Teng standing in front of him.

"Why didn't you die, didn't I tell you to die outside!"

Han Teng became furious the moment he saw Han Yi. His furious appearance was like a man-eating beast. He spoke in a rush and clumsily, and his words were not clear. Every word burst out of his mouth like a shotgun. , so that Han Yi's eardrums buzzed.

No wonder, after all, this was the first time Han Yi ignored Han Teng's words on the phone. For Han Teng, he was ashamed to be ignored.

And Han Yi went to play with his classmates and didn't come home until 08:30. In Han Teng's eyes, Han Yi suddenly had such courage and just didn't take him seriously. He was able to have his own ideas. Han Teng couldn't get used to it, no Allowed, because everyone in this family must listen to him, and everyone must be afraid of him.

This time, Han Yi didn't listen to his scolding honestly, but changed his shoes and walked to his room without looking at Han Teng, and didn't say a word.

This series of actions added fuel to the fire for Han Teng. Han Teng rushed up and grabbed Han Yi's hair, pulled his head and slammed it into the cabinet next to the entrance, making a muffled sound, and threw Han Yi again. to the wall.

Han Yi suddenly became dizzy, his stomach was overwhelmed, and he was thrown aside with great force, and his body hit the wall heavily.

Han Yi's legs trembled, his head was dizzy, he bowed his head against the wall, pressed his stomach with one hand, covered his mouth with the other hand and retched, and slowly sat down on the ground along the wall.

"Cao, you Ma Le Gobi went to high school and became awesome?!"

Han Yi raised his head and sneered.

"I fuck you, I fuck you! Hurry up and die!"

Han Teng was so angry that he kicked Han Yi hard in the stomach. He didn't think it was enough, so he slapped Han Yi a few more times, pointing at Han Yi every time and asking, "Have I lived enough?" "Have I lived enough?" Kill you!" Han Yi said nothing, followed by another slap.

Han Yi was beaten more than a dozen times, the corner of his mouth was cut and bleeding, his face was in burning pain, and blood was oozing from several wounds.

Han Yi licked the corner of his mouth, and a sweet smell wafted out of his mouth, but he still didn't say a word, and was caught off guard and kicked down completely.

"You're dead! Can't talk?!" Han Teng scolded viciously.

Han Yi was still lying on the ground, he gritted his teeth and got up a little bit, and said coldly, "What about you? Can you beat people?"

Wen Shan heard the sound of something miscellaneous, she ignored Han Teng's warning that she was not allowed to leave the room, or she would beat her to death together. A large piece of glass on the cabinet was broken, and the glass was all over the floor. Han Yi fell in the middle, and Han Teng was still kicking Han Yi's legs fiercely.

"Han Yi!" Wen Shan screamed and ran over in a panic.

"Look at what you gave birth to, you can be beaten to death!" Han Teng turned his head and pointed at Wen Shan and scolded.

"Stop beating..." Wen Shan cried helplessly, knelt beside Han Yi, shielded herself with her body, and begged to look at Han Teng.

"Mom... I'm fine." Han Yi got up trembling, his forehead was cut by glass, and blood flowed down the center of his brow, hanging on his cheek, which made Han Yi's pale face even more shocking.

"Leave him alone, I'll see what the hell he's up to! Get the hell out of me when you're done! Cut off ties, and don't come back even if you die!" Han Teng finally stopped fighting, but stood and scolded.

"Han Teng!!" Wen Shan cried.

"you shut up!"

"Mom, I'm sorry to trouble you."

Han Yi turned his head to look at Han Teng again. He saw Han Teng froze for a moment, frightened by his own blood, and frightened by his appearance.Although Han Teng often had domestic violence, this was the first time he saw blood.

The corner of Han Yi's mouth slightly raised, and it was gone in a flash.

My goal has been achieved, only the last step is missing.

"Mom, the person you married beat your son to blood."

As soon as the words fell, the whole family fell into dead silence.

Han Teng lowered his hands with a complicated expression, and vented his momentum, while Wen Shan trembled all over, and his eyes were empty.

Holding the cabinet, Han Yi limped to the door, and left as Han Teng said.

That night Han Yi was beaten and scolded all the time, and even obediently got out of the house.

There is no resistance, but it seems to have won a victory.

If you want others to remember a certain day and moment deeply, the best way is to create something that you don't usually have.

Han Yi knew that people like Han Teng would not care about his domestic violence at all. If he wanted him to remember, he had to be shocked enough.

Han Teng is used to Han Yi's instinctive fear when Han Teng's domestic violence usually occurs. When Han Yi numbs the habit and changes from fear to fearlessness, the contrast is big enough to deepen the impression.

Not resisting or even provoking anger made Han Teng lose control and attack even harder, just for the sake of bloodshed, for the scarlet color that had never appeared before.

All this was enough for Han Teng to engrave tonight in his mind, and Han Yi's last words before leaving were to ensure that Wen Shan would not be implicated.

Han Teng's black and white concept could easily put Wen Shan on Han Yi's side. After all, Wen Shan was protecting Han Yi at the time, so Han Yi preemptively drew Han Teng's attention away. One sentence came to mind when Han Teng was panicked, at that moment Han Teng questioned himself, Han Yi just grasped this, led the direction to this, and mentioned the shocking thing of blood again.

This is based on Han Yi's understanding of Han Teng.Han Teng has always been on the rampage, like a headless chicken, the more he is like this, the easier it is to irritate and control him.Most importantly, Han Teng was afraid of blood.

Using the most familiar method to create the thing I fear most, I'm afraid I will never forget it in this life. As long as Han Teng waved his hand to fight, he would definitely think of today's scene.

Han Yi made these plans when he found out at Cheng Xiao's house that he was beginning to lose some emotion. He tried his best to hide his excitement and impatience, and didn't want Cheng Xiao to find out, otherwise Cheng Xiao would ask and worry, and he was the worst at lying.

Han Yi walked all the way to the gate of the community, with a calm expression on his face, as if nothing had happened, the cold wind scratched the wound on his face, and Han Yi felt nothing in his heart, but he was kicked out of the house for the sake of the whole plan.

"What should I do at night..." Han Yi said to himself, with an indifferent tone as if it had nothing to do with him.

"Meow."

"Huh?" Han Yi saw a newborn-sized kitten staring at him on the side of the road ahead.

When Han Yi approached, the kitten didn't hide, and barked a few more times.

"Are you hungry? Wait for me, I'll buy you something to eat." Han Yi gently stroked the kitten, got up and went to the convenience store.

He took a piece of ham sausage and a bottle of milk, and felt that the milk was a bit cold. It was so cold outside, and he felt sorry for the kitten who didn't want to give it cold milk. Fortunately, the convenience store had a microwave oven, and the store manager agreed to help Han Yi warm up the milk .

When Han Yi came out, the kitten stayed where it was obediently. Han Yi smiled and said that the kitten was quite obedient.

Han Yi put the cap of the milk bottle on the ground, poured some hot milk, and held the rest of the milk in his arms to prevent it from cooling too quickly. He used his own body temperature to keep the temperature, and the ham sausage was divided into small pieces Feed the kittens.

Han Yi squatted on the ground, hugged his knees with his arms, buried half of his face in his arms, and the hem of his coat just fell on the ground, wrapping this person up.

Han Yi just looked down at the kitten motionlessly with his head down, his hair was a little disheveled by the cold wind, his eyes were still indifferent.

He didn't notice that Cheng Xiao, who was a few meters away, had been silently watching him feed the cat, clutching the hot milk, squatting on the ground wrapped in clothes and hugging himself, his eyes looking at the kitten slowly fascinated.

Cheng Xiao also went out not long after Han Yi left, and walked downstairs to Han Yi's house unknowingly, and happened to see Han Yi.

Cheng Xiao walked towards Han Yi slowly, every step was very tiring and difficult, when he was really approaching, he heard Han Yi's voice.

"I'm like you now." Han Yi said softly, carefully stroking the kitten with his fingers.

Cheng Xiao's footsteps paused, and then continued to walk forward.

"Can you..."

A car whizzed by, picking up the fallen leaves on the side of the road and making a rattling sound. The kitten was frightened and turned away.

Han Yi watched the kitten disappear in an instant, raised his head and looked ahead in a daze.

"Stay with me..."

After Han Yi finished speaking, a figure appeared beside him.

Han Yi looked down and saw a pair of familiar shoes, and a person flashed in his mind.Looking up again, familiar pants, familiar coat...

The moment their eyes met, Han Yi's eyelashes trembled, his eye circles were red, and the scars all over his face were clearly visible.

Cheng Xiao's mouth was pursed into a line, his nose was sour, his vision gradually blurred, and his brows were tightly wrinkled.

The clenched hands let the nails pierce the palms hard, and I can feel the pain, but it is far less than the pain in my heart.

The person under his eyes was like a stray cat that had been mistreated, hugging himself in the cold wind with injuries all over his body to keep warm.

He doesn't sympathize with himself, and he doesn't feel sorry for his embarrassment. The scars on his body seem to be insignificant things.

Cheng Xiao's heart tugged together, aching and sore.

Every scar seemed to be on his body, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, and the pain made him feel overwhelmed.

Han Yi was a little surprised to meet Cheng Xiao, his first reaction was whether Cheng Xiao would be worried when he saw his face, would he be sad seeing himself like this, why did he arrange for Cheng Xiao to appear here, he didn't want Cheng Xiao to See this side of yourself.

Han Yi turned his head and covered his face with his hands, but was slapped away by Cheng Xiao, who turned his face to let Han Yi look at him.

Han Yi closed his eyes tightly, he didn't dare to face Cheng Xiao.

A kiss gently landed on the tip of Han Yi's nose.

Cheng Xiao's hoarse voice sounded.

"Can I adopt you temporarily?"