Don't be sad behind my back

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"Mom, Han Yi couldn't wait for the car, so I took him home." Cheng Xiao held Han Yi's hand with one hand, and called his mother with the other.

The phone was turned on speakerphone, and Cheng Xiao's mother's voice came out.

"I'll just say it! How nice it is to live in our house, bring him back quickly, it's cold outside!" Cheng Xiao's mother paused, and Lao Cheng's voice came faintly from the phone.

"Oh yes, take a taxi back!"

"Good good."

Cheng Xiao hung up the phone, turned to Han Yi and said, "Look, don't bother me if you say so, you see how old Cheng and the others want you to stay."

Han Yi tried his best to hide his miserableness and abjection in front of Cheng Xiao. He was afraid of exposing himself, afraid that his family full of violence and depression would be discovered by Cheng Xiao, and afraid that Cheng Xiao would be scared away, but he would not be afraid if it was someone else.

But none of this can be hidden from Cheng Xiao.

Cheng Xiao didn't ask anything about Han Yi's injury or being kicked out of the house, but directly led Han Yi back to his home.

Those heavy and painful memories are not as important as bringing you home.

Back at Cheng Xiao's house, as soon as they opened the door, they saw Cheng Xiao's parents guarding the door. The two were very happy to see Han Yi, and when they were about to move forward, they were stopped by Cheng Xiao in the middle.

Cheng Xiao didn't want her parents to see Han Yi's injury.

"What are you two doing?! Don't scare Han Yi." Cheng Xiao stretched out his arms and used his body to stop him, and turned his head to wink at Han Yi from time to time, telling him to go to his room quickly.

"Mrs. Cheng, it's time for a beauty sleep. No matter how late you stay up, expensive skin care products can't save you from aging! And you, old Cheng! Do you have the heart to let your mother age? Hurry up and persuade her to sleep."

"Dead child, one mouth and one mother, old and old, am I that old?!" Mrs. Cheng stretched out her hand to clean up her son.

"Hey hey! Getting angry makes you old!"

"Go away! Xiaohan, am I old?"

Mrs. Bulao tried to go past her unfilial son to confirm whether she was old or not, and kept pulling at the half of her body that stood in front of her.

"You, you are very young." Han Yi quickly replied.

Mrs. Cheng laughed immediately, but turned around and slapped Cheng Xiao on the head again.

"Ouch!"

Cheng Xiao grabbed the hand that his mother patted on his head and sent it to Lao Cheng's arms.

"Old Cheng, I leave it to you!"

After Cheng Xiao finished speaking, he ran to his room with Han Yi in his arms.

"Thank you uncle and aunt for keeping me."

Han Yi hurriedly thanked him and was kidnapped by Cheng Xiao.

After closing the door, Cheng Xiao complained a few words.

"If you don't go to bed so late, you know that skin care products are not enough to fill the table." Cheng Xiao sighed.

"Old Cheng is really used to her. I think my light bulb is too bright."

"What's wrong with you? Are you really scared?"

Cheng Xiao turned around and saw Han Yi in a daze.Every time Han Yi was stunned, he lowered his head slightly and drooped his eyelids, his vision was a little loose, and his eyes were out of focus.

"No, nothing."

Han Yi came back to his senses, and Cheng Xiao smiled.

In fact, Han Yi was just thinking about the small fights at Cheng Xiao's family just now, and was a little happy and curious, because he had never seen or experienced it before.

It is a gift to be lucky enough to see it. Through the method of recalling it over and over again, let this precious moment stay deeper in my mind.

"Okay, just wait for me."

Cheng Xiao went out after finishing speaking, and came back soon, carrying a medicine box and several bags of ice packs in his hand.

"Go and sit on the bed, I'll apply the medicine for you."

Han Yi opened his mouth slightly and looked straight at Cheng Xiao.

"Want to get an infection? Tell you it's impossible."

Cheng Xiao pressed Han Yi's shoulders to let him sit on his bed, gave him an ice pack and asked him to apply his face first, then took the swivel chair next to him and sat in front of Han Yi, bowed his head and searched carefully in the medicine box, making a noise. The sound of clattering.

"When I was a child, I was very active and often injured. My medicine box is full. It is still the same now. Because of training, I have specially separated out a series of bruises and sprains."

As soon as Cheng Xiao spoke, he found all the things and put them on the table.

"Come here, let me wipe it off for you first."

Han Yi didn't hear enough, but he obediently leaned his face towards him, and Cheng Xiao helped him wipe off the remaining blood stains after he had wiped his face carelessly.

Then I removed an alcohol cotton pad and held it with tweezers, and gently disinfected the wound.

"Hiss." Han Yi shivered in pain and gasped.

"Hold up a little bit, I'll show you off."

The place where the alcohol rubbed was cool, which relieved the pain a little.Cheng Xiao was worried that Han Yi was still in pain, and wanted to distract Han Yi, so he began to talk about his historical achievements, thinking that Han Yi would like to listen.

"One time, my dad took me to the park. There were pine trees and pine cones on it. I climbed up to pick them while my dad was answering the phone. My dad was so scared to death that I called the fire brigade. I was still sitting on a branch showing off the pine cones in my hand to him." Cheng Xiao suddenly chuckled as he spoke.

"In the end, the branch suddenly broke, and Lao Cheng happened to be under it, so I fell on him. His disc protruded from the waist, and I was fine. There were still a few firefighters who couldn't hold back their laughter. In the end, when Lao Cheng went back, he was taught a lesson by my mother, if she didn't look at me well, she deserved to be smashed."

Cheng Xiao couldn't stop laughing by herself, and Han Yi couldn't stop laughing too.

Han Yi likes to hear Cheng Xiao talk about his own past, as if all the happiness happened to him, seeing other people's childhood is like living it for himself, and he is quite happy.

Seeing Han Yi smile, Cheng Xiao knew that he liked to listen, so he talked non-stop.Cheng Xiao's childhood was extremely rich, with countless great achievements, which once scared Cheng Xiao's parents almost to the point of passing.

One time, little Cheng Xiao wanted to cook by himself, and almost blew up the kitchen. He dismantled the TV and the mainframe of the computer, and skateboarded at home and broke a makeup mirror and half a table of cosmetics for Mrs. Cheng. Cheng Xiao still loves cosmetics first.

After finishing home, Xiaocheng Xiaohuo went outside to have fun, climbed over walls and climbed trees, caught grasshoppers and threw them into manhole covers to eliminate harm for the people, because he jumped into the fountain in the community and caught a goldfish and was chased by the security guard. The next day Lao Cheng bought one and returned it, and he insisted on apologizing to the security guard.

"What happened to that fish?" Han Yi was curious.

"Oh, I brought a special bag, filled it with water, and put it in when I caught it, but the uncle ran really fast. I was so busy running for my life that I didn't notice that the bag was scratched and the water ran out. The fish died when I went home." Cheng Xiao sighed regretfully.

The last wound on Han Yi's face was healed.

Han Yi thought that it would be fine if the fish had no water, and it would be miserable enough to be bumped all the way, as expected of Cheng Xiao.

"You put your hair... Forget it, don't move, just apply an ice pack."

Cheng Xiao leaned forward and got closer to Han Yi, his eyes focused on the wound on Han Yi's forehead. He stretched out two fingers, picked out the hair mixed with the blood of the wound one by one, and then pushed it up with the palm of his hand. , Lifted all the hair on the forehead.

Cheng Xiao's palm was warm and pressed against Han Yi's cold forehead.

This hand is so warm.

Han Yi didn't realize that he posted the post forward again, but subconsciously looked for the source of heat.

There is no hair to cover the wound, and the wound can be seen at a glance.

Cheng Xiao frowned and looked carefully under the light, then sighed silently as if relieved.

Fortunately in the misfortune, the glass did not penetrate directly, the wound was not deep and there was no glass shards left, it was just scratched, but the length was two or three centimeters anyway.

Han Yi secretly glanced at Cheng Xiao, saw his solemn expression, and clenched the sheet tightly with his hands propped on the bed.

Sorry, you shouldn't have that look.

Cheng Xiao did not know where to find a small rubber band used by girls to tie her hair, and tied up Han Yi's forehead hair, and stood it on his forehead.

"Ah??" Han Yi raised his head abruptly, with a dazed expression on his face.

"Hahaha, how cute." Cheng Xiao leaned back in the chair and laughed wildly.

"Don't worry, it's convenient to treat the wound."

Han Yi muffled: "Oh."

"Mrs. Cheng has a bunch of these trinkets..." Cheng Xiao opened a new alcohol cotton pad and started disinfecting around the wound: "When I wash my face, I think my hair is always stained with water or facial cleanser, so I take it with me. A small rubber band, tie up the bangs, just like you."

Cheng Xiao joked again: "But not as cute as you."

"Why don't you tie your hair up at school?" Han Yi asked firmly.

Cheng Xiao's hands froze, his eyes wandered: "Uh..."

Han Yi stared at him, with words written on his face: Don't try to run away.

"That, that's not it, tsk, oops! I feel ashamed of so many people!"

Han Yi said seriously: "Really? You actually have times when you feel ashamed?"

Han Yi didn't expect Cheng Xiao, who was skinny and shameless, to pay attention to his image.

"Shut up! Just apply an ice pack!"

"Oh!" Han Yi's innocent and ignorant eyes blinked.

Cheng Xiao's Adam's apple slipped.

Xin said it was terrible, those clean and bright eyes paired with this pitiful look really made people want to pounce on them and pamper them well.

"Department, I'm done, I'll go out to put the medicine box."

Cheng Xiao hurriedly packed the box and escaped.

Han Yi wondered why he was in such a hurry to go out, and he hadn't come back for so long.

In the bathroom, Cheng Xiao washed his face with cold water over and over again, and even took off an ice pack and stuck it on his face. He wanted to drive away some unsuitable pictures that had just appeared in his mind, and use the cold touch to suppress the burning fire in his heart.

"Fuck..."

The door opened with a click, Cheng Xiao took a shower, his hair was still dripping, he changed into a set of gray ice silk pajamas, and was rubbing his hair carelessly, he looked normal.

"Go take a shower and keep your face away from the water." Cheng Xiao said to Han Yi.

"Ah."

Han Yi went into the bathroom, avoided the wound and took off his clothes.He squinted at himself in the mirror.

The cheeks were still a little red and swollen, there were faint fingerprints, the corners of the mouth were broken, the face was scratched, the wound on the forehead was bandaged, and it couldn't be seen. The braid on the forehead was still tied up. Come down and cover the wound on your forehead.

On his own body, there was a large area of ​​purple-red abdomen, and several bruises of different sizes on his arms and calves, which even started to turn black, and it hurt to touch, so Han Yi almost took a bath with trembling, and almost passed out a few times. stand firm.

Han Yi was smeared with shower gel, and there was foam on his hands. Suddenly, his calf and arms tingled, his whole body went numb, his hands slipped while supporting the wall, and he knelt on the tiles defenselessly, knocking his knee He went up and made a muffled sound of "boom", and the next second the door of the bathroom was opened, followed by the door of the bathroom. Cheng Xiao broke in with a new dry towel and his pajamas in his hand.

He stayed outside the whole time, and when Cheng Xiao finished washing and gave him the towel and clothes with his own hands, he heard the sound of falling on the way.

First, a large gust of white hot air mixed with the scent of rose-scented shower gel rushed towards the face. The scent spread and expanded when heated, and the scent of roses quickly filled every corner of the bathroom. Drunk, but when he saw Han Yi on the ground, he regained consciousness instantly.

Han Yi's body was covered with foam, and he was kneeling on the ground, with his legs folded and tilted to one side, one hand covering his knees, and the other hand firmly grasping the edge of the bathtub, his fingertips turned white, and his fair skin was covered with heat. Xun was a little flushed, but his arms and legs were covered with bruises, his whole body was shaking violently, and he raised his head and looked at Cheng Xiao in horror.

Seeing Han Yi's appearance, Cheng Xiao was shocked at first, and then felt sore and bitter. He walked towards Han Yi carefully step by step. He was afraid of scaring Han Yi, because the pain might awaken Han Yi's fear and self-protection.

Sure enough, as soon as Cheng Xiao stepped forward, Han Yi's panicked and trembling voice sounded, and he even lost his voice: "Don't, don't come here, don't come here, don't come here..."

He tried his best to cover his face with his hands, turned his head to one side, kept hiding his body, and pressed against the edge of the bathtub.

"Han Yi, don't be afraid, I'm Cheng Xiao, I'm Cheng Xiao." Cheng Xiao gently called Han Yi: "I'm here, don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

"Han Yi, Han Yi, don't hide from me, don't be afraid of me."

Cheng Xiao squatted down in front of Han Yi, and Han Yi realized something, turned his head abruptly, and met Cheng Xiao's expression and gentle eyes, the eyes were still shining, the eye circles were red, and he looked at himself with a smile.

Although Han Yi calmed down a bit, he still trembled violently and hugged himself tightly.

"Cheng Xiao, Cheng Xiao, Cheng Xiao..." Han Yi choked up and kept calling the name of the person in front of him.

No, it should be the one in my heart.The sudden fear made him instinctively seek a safe haven.

"Hmm, um, um..." Every time Han Yi called out, Cheng Xiao responded.

Originally, only a few dusty and blurred pictures flashed through Han Yi's mind. When Han Yi saw himself kneeling and sitting on the ground, his pupils shrank sharply, and the dust on those pictures suddenly dissipated, one by one, like a movie. connected together, and finally played up.

"Hiding in the house? Get out!" Han Teng kicked Xiao Han Yi's door open. The door lock was hanging crookedly, and finally fell to the ground with a "bang". He has a clear expression, but he can see those red and angry eyes clearly, and he is holding a long thing in his hand, like a demon.

Suddenly, Cheng Xiao noticed that Han Yi's eyes had changed. From the initial fear and fear, it became loose and empty, without focus, and his eyes began to tremble non-stop, and he hugged himself tighter and tighter, his fingers tightly grasping On the arm, the nails pierced into the skin, blood was already oozing out, and he even continued to scratch along the arm, leaving bloodstains;

"I was wrong Dad! I was wrong! I was wrong! I dare not!"

Xiao Han Yi was kicked down by Han Teng, and knelt on the ground, propped up on the ground with both hands, with teardrops dripping from the back of his hands.

"Han Yi! Han Yi, look at me! Han Yi! What's wrong with you, Han Yi!"

Cheng Xiao held Han Yi's face with his hands, making him look at her, but Han Yi didn't respond.

"Let go! Let go!" Cheng Xiao went to pull Han Yi's hand holding his arm. Fortunately, Cheng Xiao was strong enough to pull it away and restrain it.

Han Yi's nails were mixed with shower gel foam and blood, leaving five bright red nail marks and a few scratches on each of his two arms.

Han Yi started struggling again just after being restrained, and even wanted to throw Cheng Xiao down.

"Don't hit me, don't hit me, let me go, go away! Go away!" Han Yi kept pushing Cheng Xiao.

"Han Yi, good boy, it's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid, don't be afraid." Cheng Xiao hugged Han Yi, locked him in his arms, stroked his hair, and calmed his emotions.

Xiao Han Yi went back to the room, leaned the chair against the door, hugged herself on the bed and hid in the quilt. Tired of crying, she fell asleep with tears in her eyes.

After struggling a few times, Han Yi began to calm down, and then leaned weakly in Cheng Xiao's arms.

Cheng Xiao felt Han Yi calm down, let go of him, and raised his face.

Han Yi's eyes began to return to normal, and his eyes gradually focused on Cheng Xiao's face.

"Cheng Xiao, Cheng Xiao... I... I'm sorry... I..." Han Yi couldn't help sobbing, his helpless and guilty eyes were blurred by tears, and he gradually couldn't see the person in front of him clearly, but he could hear him excited and excited. Gentle voice: "Well, I'm here, I'm here, don't be sorry, it's okay, it's okay."

Cheng Xiao hugged Han Yi into his arms again, comforting him with her own warmth.

When leaving the bathroom, Cheng Xiao was wearing the pajamas she gave Han Yi.It turned out that the suit on his body was stained with water and shower gel. He helped Han Yi take a bath, and then washed it again himself. Medicine, don't wear clothes yet.

Han Yi was put on the bed, his face and neck were still red.

"Why, they're all men, are you still shy after seeing all of them?" Cheng Xiao teased Han Yi's flushed face.

Han Yi turned to the beginning without saying a word, thinking that he was not the one who was pressed in the bathtub, looked at and touched all over, and this person took off his clothes and pants without saying hello, the level of shock is unbearable for ordinary people.

"Last time I only read the above at school, but this time I read the whole thing, are you satisfied?"

The last four words Cheng Xiao deliberately stuck to Han Yi's ear and uttered them word by word, and laughed lightly after speaking.

Han Yi felt numb at the base of his ears, wrapped himself in a bath towel, twisted into the bed, and threw a sentence to Cheng Xiao: "Get the medicine."

Cheng Xiao chuckled: "Okay, wait."

After a while, Cheng Xiao came back with a medicine box. This medicine box was different from last time. Cheng Xiao specially showed Han Yi the label "bruises and sprains" on it.

"This is my family's medicine box, Cheng Xiao's exclusive bruises and sprains series."

Han Yi smiled after hearing the introduction.

Cheng Xiao sat by the bed, while Han Yi was still smiling, he lifted Han Yi's bath towel with one hand, took a leg from it and put it on his own.

Han Yi felt a chill all over his body, one hand was grabbing his ankle, his smile froze for one second, and then he started running around, struggling to pull back a little before being dragged away again.

"What are you doing?!"

"Apply medicine to you, be honest."

As soon as Cheng Xiao finished speaking, a cold sensation came from the bruise on his calf.

"hiss."

Cheng Xiao rubbed his legs to help the medicine absorb, and at the same time let the bruise melt away. When he massaged, he was a little strong, and Han Yi resisted the pain.

"Be patient, there is no short story to distract you this time, not to mention the injuries on your body, this time there are two new knees." Cheng Xiao said viciously while pressing the slightly trembling legs that were about to retract.

Han Yi lowered his head and remained silent.

As always, Cheng Xiao didn't ask too much, as long as Han Yi didn't mention himself, he wouldn't ask.What kind of things those things exist to Han Yi, only Han Yi knows best, and he dare not ask rashly about Han Yi's reaction tonight.

But it is not a solution if Han Yi never speaks.Moreover, something was really wrong with Han Yi just now.Cheng Xiao's eyes darkened, and he had doubts about Han Yi's abnormality.

When Cheng Xiao was about to grab the other leg, Han Yi suddenly said calmly, "I was not normal just now."

Cheng Xiao looked up at him, a little surprised, and didn't expect Han Yi to ask him.

Han Yi didn't wait for him to answer, and continued: "I..."

Han Yi frowned and thought for a while, then said, "I can't remember what I was doing after I fell down. It seemed that I was out of control. At that time, my mind was full of past events."