Don't be sad behind my back

--night--

Cheng Xiao didn't know why Han Yi said this suddenly. He was worried that Han Yi's mood would be unstable at first, but now it seems that he is very stable, even a little uncomfortable. relevant.

This polarized state and precipitous change of mood made Cheng Xiao a little uneasy.

But he just listened to Han Yi quietly.

"My brain, eyes, ears and all other senses are re-enacting the past scenes, and my emotions are also immersed in it."

Han Yi lowered his head and was silent for a while.

"Sorry, I scared you and made you feel emotions that you shouldn't have. I'm sorry."

Cheng Xiao wanted to interrupt him and deny Han Yi, but Han Yi immediately laughed at himself and said, "I've always wanted to hide it from you, but it's too unfair to you, I'm sorry."

Han Yi is like this, as long as the other party changes a little because of his own problems, he will blame himself, so he always tries to avoid everyone.

Han Yi lowered his head and didn't speak anymore, he couldn't see Cheng Xiao's expression.

After a while, Cheng Xiao spoke.

"How about you now, are you all right?"

"Huh?" Han Yi was a little surprised.

"Don't tell me I'm sorry, I insisted on taking you home." Cheng Xiao lowered her head and continued to rub Han Yi's legs.

"Just like holding your hand, I accept everything about you."

Han Yi was slightly taken aback.

"So, please don't have too many burdens, at least on my side, I don't have to worry about so much."

"If you are not used to it at first, you can take it slowly, for example..."

Cheng Xiao put the other leg back, but the lower half of the bath towel was still torn apart and scattered on both sides, and the two legs were thrown on the bed naked.

Cheng Xiao leaned forward and put his hands on the sides of Han Yi's body, their noses almost touching.

"For example, take the towel off your body."

"Uh..." Han Yi's expression changed, and he subconsciously tightened the towel on his body.

"What are you thinking about? Apply medicine to your arm, hurry up!" Cheng Xiao laughed, thinking that the little fox is really irresistible.

Han Yi felt that he had been tricked, so he took off the bath towel on his upper body in revenge, exposing his upper body, pouted and turned his head away.

"Hey? Why didn't you have such a good time in the bathroom just now, or is it that the little fox... practice makes perfect?" Cheng Xiao narrowed his eyes and looked at Han Yi.

Han Yi blushed and said angrily, "Cheng! Xiao!"

Cheng Xiao smiled to hide his frown for a moment, because the injury on Han Yi's arm was reflected in his eyes.

Arms are no better than legs.

Han Yi resisted the urge to hit Cheng Xiao, and said in his heart that because he applied medicine to me, he temporarily postponed Cheng Xiao's execution time, sat on the bed and honestly gave Cheng Xiao his arm.

The surroundings were quiet for a while, and occasionally there was the sound of opening a medicine bottle.

Tonight the moon is so lonely that it makes people feel a little pitiful. There are no stars around and it is dark. It can only rely on the faint light that it emits. It is so weak that it cannot penetrate the darkness, it is so weak that it can barely maintain itself from being swallowed, and it is so weak that even the light is pale. Yes, add a layer of light to the dark night, so that people will not get lost.

"It hurts to be made like this." Cheng Xiao suddenly said.

Han Yi didn't react, and was still thinking about how to deal with Cheng Xiao, but soon he knew what Cheng Xiao was asking.

He didn't know how to answer, if he said it hurt, he didn't really feel much when he was beaten, and he didn't even care about it, but if he said it didn't hurt, the feeling of pain occupied most of his brain now.

"It's okay." Han Yi thought about it.

"Hmm." Cheng Xiao didn't ask any more questions.

"You haven't, have you?" Han Yi asked him.

Cheng Xiao understood what it meant. He had never been beaten like this by his parents, not even since he was a child.

"Ah."

"That's great." Han Yi smiled, a little thankful that Cheng Xiao has always been happy, and glad that there is one less child like him in the world.

The two didn't speak again.

Cheng Xiao finished treating the last bruise, got up to pack the medicine box, and said while packing, "Wait, I'll find you a set of pajamas." At the same time, his eyes fell on Han Yi.

Han Yi's whole body is only covered by the bath towel below the lower abdomen and above the thighs, and as long as he lifts it off, he can see everything at a glance.

Cheng Xiao looked at it for a while, and the corner of his mouth twitched.

"Give me the bath towel, and I'll take it out by the way." Cheng Xiao said quite naturally.

Han Yi: "!"

"Why are you standing there? Give it to me."

"I won't take it for myself."

Cheng Xiao was about to snatch it up, but Han Yi reacted very quickly, and immediately lay down and rolled around, rolled the loose bath towel back on himself, and rubbed back with difficulty, with panic and rejection on his face, staring at him intently. Cheng Xiao.

Cheng Xiao: "..."

Cheng Xiao himself was amused first: "Okay, it's fine if you're shy, anyway, it's not like I haven't seen it before."

Han Yi's face turned red again.

When Cheng Xiao went out, Han Yi found his mobile phone and saw several missed calls and messages, all of which were from Wen Shan.He didn't call back, just glanced at the message.

8:45 p.m.;

Mom: where are you?

Mom: Mom is wrong, you should have come out earlier to stop her.

Mom: Did you go to the hospital?

Mom: Does it hurt?

8:53 p.m.;

Mom: Someone said they saw you walking away with a boy, where did you go?

Who is that?Do you know him?Why do you just follow people casually?

Did you hang out with that boy somewhere?How can a boy who comes out at night look decent?It's really like what your dad said you can be patient.

9:14 p.m.;

Mom: Hurry up and go home, he fell asleep, come back and hide in the room, we will talk about it tomorrow.

……

Han Yi could feel Wen Shan's hostility and suspicion towards the unseemly boy who took him away through the screen.

Han Yi only replied: I'm fine.

Then he turned off the phone and threw it aside.

Soon, Cheng Xiao came back, and he found a set of pajamas for Han Yi in the closet. Under Han Yi's obstruction, Cheng Xiao turned his back and waited for Han Yi to put it on.

"Hey, it's just putting on some clothes, what's there to be shy about, and besides, it's not like I didn't read it... Mmm."

Han Yi grabbed the towel and threw it on Cheng Xiao's head.

Cheng Xiao pulled it off, turned his head and met Han Yi's resentful eyes with a smile.

OK, I'll shut up.

Cheng Xiao let Han Yi sleep on the bed, and made the floor by himself. While talking, he piled up several layers of bedding on the floor, and took a pillow as a pillow.

Han Yi: "Farewell, don't sleep on the floor."

Han Yi knew that he was "picked up" and could not occupy the owner's bed.

Cheng Xiao's eyes lit up after hearing this: "Why, do you want to sleep with me?"

Han Yi: "You!"

Cheng Xiao was still laughing: "I'm kidding, I'm really going to sleep together. If I accidentally bump into you at night, your injuries will be even more difficult. You are a wounded person, go to bed."

Cheng Xiao spoke casually and smiled, but every sentence revealed worry.

"Then, that's fine, thank you." Han Yi understood Cheng Xiao's intentions, and still hesitated, but finally listened to Cheng Xiao's words.

Han Yi lay on Cheng Xiao's bed, nestled in Cheng Xiao's quilt, buried his head in Cheng Xiao's pillow, was wearing Cheng Xiao's pajamas, and lived in Cheng Xiao's room.

Han Yi feels that there is nothing more secure than this. He likes everything about Cheng Xiao, because it makes him feel at ease and relaxed.

Han Yi consumed a lot of energy at night, and the abnormality in the bathroom made him exhausted. Surrounded by Cheng Xiao's breath, he almost fell asleep after lying down.

When Cheng Xiao heard that Han Yi's breathing became steady and orderly, he got up and sat by the bed.

Han Yi was still in his usual sleeping position, curled up, his back pressed against the wall, one hand in front of his face, and the quilt covered his chin. From the folds of the quilt, it could be seen that Han Yi's legs were tucked in front of his chest.

Cheng Xiao looked at it for a while, then took away Han Yi's hand covering his face, and held it in his own.

Han Yi's face is serene and relaxed, the corners of his mouth are not drooping as usual, but this time he seems to be smiling, his eyes are closed to form a perfect arc, which is similar to the shape of his eyes when he smiles normally, the inner corners of his eyes are sunken, and the ends of his eyes are long and pointed , dense and long eyelashes, such a soft face seems to be dreaming a sweet dream.

Cheng Xiao murmured: "You've been beaten so badly, you can't go home, you're still laughing."

Cheng Xiao wanted to touch Han Yi's face, but after thinking about it, she withdrew her hand.

Han Yi's face was still a little swollen, and the blood from the wound had just solidified, there was no good spot, don't touch it and it hurts.

Don't you get scared, don't you have nightmares, or you're used to it.

Looking at Han Yi's peaceful face, Cheng Xiao felt more and more uncomfortable.

Every time Han Yi was beaten and scolded, he would do whatever he had to do as if nothing had happened, and he would not be affected at all, as if those pains and sorrows would never catch up with him. He was too good at controlling his emotions and could always avoid them easily, or It's escape, never let yourself be immersed in pain and sadness, that's too miserable and pitiful, Han Yi doesn't need it.

Cheng Xiao held Han Yi's hand, and sat silently for an unknown how long. When Han Yi woke up the next day, he found Cheng Xiao lying beside him, with his legs drooping by the side of the bed. , His own hand was held in his hand.

Han Yi lightly moved the grasped hand, and Cheng Xiao woke up.

"I'm sorry... did I disturb you..."

Cheng Xiao looked at Han Yi with half-opened eyes, but didn't say a word.

"How about...you lean closer and don't fall."

Cheng Xiao smiled this time, and put his legs on the bed, but still stuck to the edge of the bed.

"Come closer..."

"Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

"Ah."

The next second, Cheng Xiao lifted Han Yi's quilt and got in. The two bodies were almost completely stuck together. Han Yi leaned his back against the wall and couldn't escape, letting Cheng Xiao lean over.

Han Yi was a little uncomfortable in this small space, and he woke up instantly. He tried to hide back, but his body still seemed to be stuck together.

Cheng Xiao lightly clasped Han Yi's head and leaned against her neck, and said in a hoarse voice, a little aggrieved, "Can I stay in bed?"

Han Yi was stunned, his face was a little red, and when the tip of his nose was pressed against Cheng Xiao's chest, his heartbeat started to speed up.

"Ah."

Cheng Xiao didn't speak any more, adjusted her sleeping position, hugged Han Yi and quickly fell asleep again.

Although Han Yi seemed to be sleeping peacefully last night, Cheng Xiao was still worried and kept guard almost all night. He was worried that Han Yi would have nightmares, that Han Yi would be abnormal again, and that he would appear when Han Yi opened his eyes .

Seeing that Han Yi slept soundly all night and had energy in the morning, Cheng Xiao finally relaxed and went to sleep peacefully.

Han Yi couldn't resist the sense of security that Cheng Xiao brought him, which was wrapped in Cheng Xiao's breath from head to toe, Han Yi soon became sleepy, hid in Cheng Xiao's arms and fell asleep again, the corner of his mouth Still smiling.