Don't be sad behind my back

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In the middle of the night, the indoor lights were not turned on, and the floor-to-ceiling windows scattered gray moonlight, guarding the warmth in the darkness.

Han Yi lay in Cheng Xiao's arms.

The two faced each other, talking about the changes of these years that they had missed.

"I'll accompany you to the hospital tomorrow to have your knee checked again, okay?"

Cheng Xiao felt sad again when he learned that Han Yi's knees would hurt in rainy days and when the seasons changed.

Han Yi didn't refuse, and took the initiative to snuggle into Cheng Xiao's care.

"Ah."

"Also...is that...symptom...really cured?"

It's depression.

"It should be much better. Let's check it together tomorrow. I haven't checked it for a long time."

Han Yi's depression started when he ran away from home and lasted for about a year and a half.

At the beginning, He Yuan and his eldest brother found that Han Yi often suffered from insomnia all night, and his mental state was not good. He was so thin that he didn't eat, so he had to take him to the hospital for examination. This is impossible without any illness.

Han Yi resolutely refused to go, and could not get out of the quilt, as if he was very afraid of going to the hospital.

Han Yi wanted to hide it, but the medicine he took was discovered.

Just when Han Yi thought that he was about to be thrown into the hospital and tied up, lying on the hospital bed and being watched all day, He Yuan and his eldest brother did not do so.

They still take care of Han Yi as usual, like relatives, they will take him to a psychological counseling place to talk to the counselor under the conditions Han Yi accepts, instead of sending him to the hospital.

They would often stay at Han Yi's house, so they discovered Han Yi's sleeping habits.

After He Yuan and his eldest brother learned that it was Han Yi's family, they took care of him in every possible way.

They will accompany him to take the medicine like coaxing a child, and will reward him after taking the medicine, encouraging him to take another step towards recovery.

When Han Yi lacks energy and interest and is lying on the bed like a corpse, the elder brother will pick him up and carry him behind his back, and take him to the gym or boxing gym, even if he is not exercising, he still has to come out to breathe fresh air and see the sunshine.

He Yuan also teased him in different ways, the proprietress gradually started to be lazy, not opening the shop for three or two days, and took her elder brother and Han Yi to travel, playing for several days.

He Yuan loves to be beautiful and dress up. She takes a lot of selfies with her mobile phone. Gradually, there are many photos of the three of them together. After returning home, she will wash out the photos. There are many photos of Han Yi smiling or playing, so I gave them to Han Yi and bought them. A photo album, saying: "When the album contains all the happy photos of Xiao Han, Xiao Han will be cured!"

They knew that Han Yi's past was the chain that bound him, and all they could do was make up for it.

Once Han Yi said that he wanted to go to the beach. He had never seen the sea and wanted to take a look.That night, they found that Han Yi had disappeared, and the two hurried out to find someone, fearing that something would happen to Han Yi.

He Yuan regretted while searching, it wasn't that she didn't consider that Han Yi's illness was not cured, and the sea was dangerous, but Han Yi wanted to go, she really wanted to fulfill Han Yi's poor little wish.

Sure enough, the two found Han Yi at the beach.

Han Yi was sitting on the beach with his knees hugged. In front of him was the dark blue deep sea. In his ears was the sound of sea tides. Parallel waves rushed softly, bringing the coolness of the deep sea. The waves shone with orchids. , the other side of the sea is connected to the bright starry sky, which almost merges into one, wrapping a lonely and small figure on the beach, like a mistaken stroke in this oil painting.

As they approached, Han Yi in front of him seemed to be a different person, but he didn't seem to have changed.

His eyes were gentle and delicate, shining like a starry sky.At this moment, Han Yi seemed to be alive. Compared with before, he seemed to be completely new and reborn.

He said, "I'm sorry to bother you, but I just want to see the sea at night."

At a certain place, at a certain moment, at a certain moment, in a certain place ignored by pedestrians, a person will leave quietly, leaving the only footprint in this world, and it will also disappear like a weed in the past. In the non-stop wind, no one cares, no one will cry for him, they are destined to be passers-by in this world, no one stops for them.

For such a worthless creature, the only thing left is his own love for himself.

If it happens to take root in the shade of lush trees, it will be an invincible blessing.

At the seaside, Han Yi may have also experienced a death.

After returning from this trip, Han Yi's temperament has changed drastically, he is no longer depressed, and his body is gradually recovering.

Soon, the medicine can be stopped.

Cheng Xiao didn't expect Han Yi to agree so quickly, and was stunned for a second.

Han Yi didn't feel anything wrong, "What's wrong?"

"No no no...that's right, I'm worried that you will..."

Han Yi smiled, then lazily lowered his head and rubbed Cheng Xiao's shoulder.

"will not."

Cheng Xiao kissed Han Yi's hair, "Well, our Han Yi is already healed."

The next day, Cheng Xiao was even more nervous than Han Yi, pacing in the hospital corridor, looking at his phone for a while, and lying on the crack of the door for a while.

It wasn't until the results of the examination came that Cheng Xiao sat down steadily.

Except that the knee is the root cause of the disease due to failure to take care of it in the early years, everything else is fine.

They had lunch outside, and Sister He called Han Yi.

"Hey, Xiao Han, come to my house for lunch? I bought a king crab for a huge sum of money!"

Han Yi: "No, I'm eating outside."

Sister He capitalized a disappointment: "Ah..."

Han Yi took a sip of water, and said with a smile: "How about it, can I go there tomorrow?"

Cheng Xiao peeled a fresh and tender prawn and fed it to Han Yi's mouth: "What's wrong?"

Sister He recognized the voice just now from memory: "Are you with Cheng Xiao?"

"Ah."

"Oh, that's just right. You asked him if he was free at night. You two should come to my house for dinner. Last time I was scared by others. I'm sorry."

Han Yi subconsciously glanced at Cheng Xiao.

"Will you be free tonight?"

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"Sister He wants us to go to her place for dinner at night."

"Am I not bothering?"

"Don't bother, it's okay."

"Row."

The hearing on the other end of the phone is surprisingly good: "Then it's settled! Let's open together at night!"

The phone hung up, but Han Yi still stared at the phone with his head down.

Cheng Xiao asked again: "What's wrong?"

Han Yi thought for more than ten seconds, and said very seriously: "It's nothing, it's just that I plan to come out tonight."

In the evening, Cheng Xiao was a hundred times more nervous than in the hospital.

"I'm joking to tease you, don't be nervous."

"I'm not nervous! That... Actually..."

Han Yi smiled and said, "What?"

Cheng Xiao whispered timidly: "Actually...you can come out...as long as you want..."

Han Yi chuckled: "Well, yes, I'll tell them tonight, I also want others to know what a good boyfriend I have."

In fact, Cheng Xiao is quite worried. If Han Yi confesses to He Yuan and the others, will they be discriminated against? Will they drive Han Yi away? After all, most people can't accept it.

He Yuan's family, the eldest brother is also here.

Cheng Xiao thought carefully and brought a lot of gifts when he went.

The moment he entered the door, Cheng Xiao had a deep understanding. It turned out that the feeling of coming to the door to propose a marriage made him cautious and cautious, and he was a little guilty, as if he had robbed someone's precious daughter.

At the dinner table, He Yuan kept busy with Han Yi and Cheng Xiao. He didn't even eat, so he left his elder brother alone and let him be self-reliant.

Cheng Xiao's mind was basically not here, because Han Yi just said that he would find an opportunity to confess to them during the meal.

After Cheng Xiaosi thought about it, it was better to say it herself.

Firstly, it was indeed Han Yi who I found, so I should take the initiative to confess.

Secondly, in case Sister He and Eldest Brother couldn't accept it, or even reacted violently, at least they could lessen their anger on Han Yi.

When Han Yi said "Sister He, I...", Cheng Xiao thought that Han Yi was really going to come out.

He stood up nervously.

"Sister He! Brother!"

He Yuan: "?"

Big brother: "?"

Han Yi: "?"

Cheng Xiao took a deep breath.

"I'll tell you."

"I'm with Han Yi, I chased him, I know it's a bit unreasonable, but I mean it, and Han Yi too, we have been separated for a long time, but finally we are together again, I want to ask you to agree, Agree that the two of us are together."

Cheng Xiao crackled and said everything.

Sister He made a "click", and the chopsticks in her hand fell on the table.

The eldest brother choked to death on a sip of wine.

The two of them looked at the other party at the same time, with big fish eyes and question marks drawn on their faces.

Han Yi frowned lightly and looked up at Cheng Xiao.

"Didn't I say it? Why did you snatch it?"

"No, I have to come. If my husband is in front of me, I can't let my daughter-in-law stand in the way."

He Yuan: "Small, small, Xiao Han..."

Only then did Han Yi notice that the two people on the opposite side had been suffocating for a long time, and if he didn't explain a few sentences, he might recite them all in one breath.

"Sister He, brother, what Cheng Xiao said is the truth, I am gay, but I really like Cheng Xiao, um... just want to let you know, if you mind, we will try our best to avoid and restrain ourselves, but please don't Blame Cheng Xiao, don't make things difficult for him."

long silence...

Small beads of sweat appeared on Cheng Xiao's forehead, Han Yi remained motionless, and the two of them clenched their hands together.

Sister He blinked her dry eyes.

"Hi! I was taken aback. It was the first time I saw this situation. To be honest, I was a little shocked."

The eldest brother's expression was a little distorted, and it should be the first time he faced him.

"Indeed, I was also a little scared."

Cheng Xiao was anxious and flustered, and couldn't help but ask: "Then you..."

Sister He waved her hand: "Don't worry, our minds are not filled with old thoughts buried three feet deep. It's just two boys falling in love. What can we do, as long as we like each other, we don't care about men and women."

Brother: "Han Yi can have a...uh...boyfriend, if he can take care of him, you two don't have any worries, I'm not so feudal, just get along well."

Cheng Xiao squeezed Han Yi's hand, and asked in a low voice, "This counts... agreed?"

Han Yi nodded: "It should be."

Sister He: "Also, it's your freedom to fall in love with anyone, and you have to be responsible when you talk about it. You can't play for two days and change people, you know."

Cheng Xiao: "Well, I know, don't worry."

Han Yi: "Understood, Sister He."

Sister He drooped her head, very decadent.

Han Yi, Cheng Xiao: "?"

"Xiao Han is so much younger than me and has a boyfriend! Where is my mother who has been widowed for so many years! Woooooo..."

Three people: "..."