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I didn't have the mood to take these things into consideration for two days.

Li Xiao's heart was heavy, he was restless, he couldn't let it go, he always thought of that poor and helpless person, standing alone in front of the ward door.

How did Shi Yu live the past few days, and how would he face it alone?

Li Xiaokuai was defeated by his own imagination, but he couldn't control his overflowing thoughts, that kind of worry naturally surfaced, enveloping him like a shadow, making him uneasy.

The phone buzzed and vibrated in his hand, and when he picked it up, he realized that the delivery man had knocked on the door many times amidst the other party's complaints, but he didn't hear it at all.

Li Xiao opened the door, and the takeaway boy handed him the takeaway box, and said habitually, "Please give me five stars..."

Before he finished speaking, the takeaway box was stuffed back into his hand.

And the man inside the door quickly finished his sentence: "Thanks for your hard work, I will deliver you food."

With a snap, the door closed.

The takeaway boy was carrying a steaming takeaway, and went to press the elevator in a daze.

While waiting for the elevator, the delivery guy heard the door open again. The man put on his coat, changed his shoes, and came out again.

Rich people are really weird.The takeaway boy murmured in his heart.

Shi Yu was waiting outside the operating room with a dazed panic on his face. He was still wearing pajamas and slippers on his feet—he had been sleeping in the hospital for the past few days, accompanying him day and night.Just now, in a half-dream and half-awake state, he heard the instrument beside his grandma's bed beeping. He rang the bell urgently, and then ran to the duty room to find someone. Outside.

In just a few days, he no longer knew that this was the first time grandma had been pushed in. The notice of critical illness had been issued several times in the middle, and he had just signed it again. His hands were shaking. Don't even know what I'm writing.

He didn't know if he could survive another adventure this time, and he didn't know if he was ready-even though the doctor had told him countless times in the past few days, asking him to be mentally prepared.

He stood at the door of the operating room, his upper body leaned forward, his neck stretched forward desperately, he stared at the red light in the operating room, but his mind was blank, he didn't dare to think about anything, he didn't dare to think He didn't even dare to pray, his wish never came true, his wishes never came true, he didn't have that kind of luck, he was afraid that if he prayed too many times, the voice would be too loud and it would cause the gods and Buddhas to hate him.

I don't know how long I waited this time, but Shi Yu's hands and feet were frozen stiff, he didn't feel a thing, and suddenly there was a flash in front of his eyes, and the red light went out——Shi Yu's heart twitched heavily.

He saw the doctor come out of the door and opened his mouth to him.

But Shi Yu felt as if he was deaf and could not hear any sound, so he asked three times: "What did you say?"

What the doctor said, still can't hear.

Shi Yu suddenly went crazy, and wanted to rush up and grab the doctor's collar, his eyes were red, and he asked hoarsely, "What did you say!?"

The scene was in chaos, and several doctors and nurses wanted to stop him, but Shi Yu was surrounded by them, like a cornered beast, bumping around in pain and despair.He let out a hoarse growl, as if he was in so much pain that his vocal cords were bleeding, but no one heard him, and they all thought he was crazy.

Until he was imprisoned by a huge force, that person restrained his fierce struggle, locked him tightly in his arms, and pressed his head to his chest. There was originally a dead silence in Shi Yu's ears, and gradually , he heard a little sound.

"Shi Yu, Shi Yu, calm down," the voice kept saying, "I'm here, I'm here, I'm by your side..."

Li Xiao said to him, "Shi Yu, I'm here."

The memorial service went on quickly. Grandma Shi Yu had few friends during her lifetime, and not many came to offer her condolences after her death.

Her life was not easy. Her husband was a brutal and violent person. She had become a sinner under his dominance over the years. She would tremble with fear when the porridge was overcooked, and she would blame herself for a day.She once had a son, whom she regarded as the comfort and remedy of her life's suffering, and devoted all her love and efforts to him, but a factory accident, her hope was gone.The daughter-in-law couldn't make it through, so she secretly left one night. Her husband fell ill with anger, and went away within two years.She sometimes thinks, why is it so difficult to live alone?But it's useless to think about it. She has made troubles and cried, and found that life has not been kind to her because of this. After finally getting mercy, I found a job sweeping the streets in front of my house, and since then I have been more cautious, afraid of causing trouble for others, and lost this hard-won security.While sweeping the floor, when encountering people who litter melon seeds, I don’t dare to yell at them like other colleagues, and just clean up the garbage silently behind them.

She lives so carefully and hard, but the world doesn't treat her kindly.

Even her only grandson didn't treat her very well.

The mourning was over, and the few guests who were originally there also dispersed. It seemed that there were reporters in the middle. Shi Yu remembered it vaguely, so he was not very sure.

Regarding these, many of them were helped by Li Xiao.Probably feeling sorry for him, Li Xiao has been by his side during this time and helped him a lot.

Li Xiao sent the last guest away, and when he came back, he saw Shi Yu still kneeling on the futon in front of the mourning hall, his back seemed to be stiff.

He went up to help Shi Yu up, and said to him: "After seeing off grandma, it's time to go back."

Shi Yu's face was pale, with blue shadows under his eyes, his lips were dry and cracked because he hadn't had water for a long time, his eyes moved slowly, as if he saw Li Xiao in his eyes, he opened his lips: "……Back to where?"

His two lips were sticking together dryly, and he kept silent. With such an opening, the two sticky skins were forcefully separated, torn apart, and a little blood spilled out, but Shi Yu didn't seem to notice the pain. of.

Li Xiao watched him go dark, his eyes covered with shadows, and felt unbearable in his heart, almost to the point of soreness.

He hugged Shiyu vigorously, and said to him, "Come home with me."

He couldn't deny that he couldn't let Shi Yu go, and he couldn't bear to let Shi Yu stay in the house with only his grandma's belongings. He wanted to take Shi Yu home and take good care of him.

If it was in the past, Shi Yu should be very happy about this invitation from Li Xiao.But right now, his vitality has been temporarily silenced in front of the huge death, and it is difficult to regain his former enthusiasm when facing Li Xiao.

He also knew that Li Xiao was pitying him.

But he followed Li Xiao back home.

Li Xiao helped Shi Yu take a bath, helped him put on his pajamas, and helped him dry his hair. He took care of Shi Yu tenderly and lovingly like a kitten that had left its mother cat, and finally hugged Shi Yu into the house. Warm under the quilt.

After Shi Yu lay down, his eyes were still open, without blinking, staring lifelessly at the ceiling above his head.His eyes were dry and swollen, with obvious bloodshot inside, and the dark circles under his eyes were terribly heavy, the result of crying and insomnia.

Li Xiao started to coax him to sleep again, and said to him in a gentle voice: "Hey, don't think about anything, close your eyes and have a good sleep."

He coaxed him and said, "Everything will be fine tomorrow."

No, it won't be okay, grandma is dead.

Nothing will be all right.

Shi Yu answered like this in his stomach, but he didn't say anything. When Li Xiao stretched out his hand to cover his eyelids, he also closed his eyes obediently.

He felt Li Xiao place a kiss on his forehead, soft and comforting, like coaxing a child.

In the middle of the night Li Xiao woke up suddenly, no one was around, he was inexplicably startled, he got out of bed and pushed open the bedroom door.

Seeing Shi Yu huddled on the balcony of the bay window in the living room, he opened the window of the balcony, and the cold wind poured straight in, and Li Xiao was shivering from the cold at the door.

And Shi Yu was wearing thin pajamas, sitting barefoot on the balcony, the corners of his clothes were blown up.

Li Xiao became angry inexplicably, he lowered his face and walked over, only to find that Shi Yu's shoulders were shaking, and he was crying with his face buried in his arms.

The anger seemed to be punctured, and disappeared without a trace in an instant. Li Xiao approached him, half-bent down, wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and pressed his head with the other. .

The person who was weeping silently seemed to be slightly frozen because of his action.

Li Xiao sighed softly, and said: "If you are sad, if you are sad, just wake me up, why don't you sleep in the middle of the night, and come here alone?"

As if standing still, Shi Yu froze in his arms and did not speak.

"Otherwise, why would I bring you back?" Li Xiao raised his face, saw his face full of tears, the pain in his heart could no longer be suppressed, he leaned forward, kissed his tears away, and said, " Is there any difference between letting you hide and cry alone and letting you cry at home alone?"

The tears just fell out, and before they had time to roll down their cheeks, they were licked away by Li Xiao, Shi Yu's eyelids were licked even more wet by Li Xiao, and his eyelashes were so wet that they stuck together.

Shi Yu was kissed and comforted by him, but tears flowed out like endless beads.

He cried more fiercely, and gradually, from crying silently to howling, he cried as if his whole body was about to twitch.

He cried like he was about to die, and he said intermittently: "...if, if I cared about her more...if I had dragged her to the hospital...if I had been with her more... if……"

So many regrets, so many regrets