winter rose

Is it me?

The Winter Soldier looked at her very meaningful expression, and suddenly couldn't be sure that he had bandaged it.

She fell into that factory a few days ago and was bloodied all over.It was he who hugged her and managed to find a resident, then knocked the owner unconscious and forcibly entered.It is inconvenient to move around with a person in your arms, not to mention hitting someone with your hands.

At that time, she had at least six gunshot wounds on her body, and people who were bleeding out would have been terribly cold.The Winter Soldier didn't have any medicine at hand, so he could only take the family's whiskey to clean up the wound and make a pack of it.

People covered in blood, even if they don't wear clothes, it seems that there is nothing to see.

Perry blinked, waiting for his answer with some anticipation.

"it's me."

He answered very normally, and even the emotions that had just flashed across his face disappeared without a trace.

Seeing that he didn't seem to respond, Perry looked away a little disappointed.

"Thank you..." She paused. "Can't I call you the Winter Soldier now?"

He didn't respond.

God... Perry hates the kind of people who talk to him for a long time and don't respond.

This will make people feel that what they just said is stupid, okay?

Of course if this person is Bucky... I can bear it.

So Perry didn't say anything in a good temper. She took the clothes and put them on her lap and simply flipped through them.Most of them are the kind of hoodies and jeans similar to his, um... suddenly I feel like wearing a couple's style.Last time I wore a military uniform!

Perry threw away the blood-stained clothes covering his body, pulled out a black sweater, and was about to put it on the bandaged body.But I couldn't lift my arm, and when I turned around, my head was dizzy...

Must have lost a lot of blood... Perry thought—

No, it seems more than that.

"Do you have sugar!"

"No." But he asked again.

"what happened?"

Perry supported his head and rummaged through the food that the Winter Soldier had given him.

"I'm hypoglycemic."

"Are Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.'s physical fitness so poor?"

Perry felt despised.

"I'm not an agent, I'm a clerk! The kind who sits in an office!"

"Has S.H.I.E.L.D. started sending clerks undercover for Hydra now?"

"..." Perry supported the head of the bed with one hand, and took another deep breath. "Is there any sugar, I'm dying, soldier!"

The word soldier made him subconsciously be on guard.However, the Winter Soldier looked at Perry's pale face and trembling arms, thought for a while, and went out the window.

After he was gone, Perry simply lay in bed waiting to die.She doesn't have enough magic now, she can't open another portal to get the candy in her own room in LWL, and she can't send herself directly back to S.H.I.E.L.D. to play a scene of being kidnapped by Hydra for many days Now come and give me an injection Glucose drama.

She swallowed, and tilted her head towards the newspaper-covered window.My mobile phone is still in the pocket of the blood-stained coat, the screen is not cracked, and the battery is sufficient.She turned on the screen and found that today is the 8th.

In other words... I have been in a coma for two days?

I haven't eaten or hung glucose water for two days!It was a miracle that I was still alive after being shot in six places and bleeding profusely!

She smiled wryly, her head was dizzy uncontrollably.Although lying on the bed, there was an illusion of floating on the sea.

But Bucky's still there, and that's fine.

When Perry woke up again, it was painful.

What catches the eye is the hanging bottle hanging high on the lamp, looking down along the infusion tube——

She saw a needle with almost the whole needle in it, and a hand that was swollen bigger than her head.

"Winter Soldier, don't tell me this is the glucose water you hung for me."

"you are welcome."

"..." Perry pulled the needle out with a smile, and a short splotch of blood stained the not-so-clean sheet.

"I thank you all!"

Then he picked up the alcohol swab and needle on the side and gave his other hand a new needle.

It is said that Perry's needles are very painful, but compared with the casual pricking method of the Winter Soldier, Perry really doesn't hurt at all!

"I went to the Smithsonian." The Winter Soldier said suddenly.

Perry paused as he removed the cuff.She raised her head and saw him standing in the shadow of the curtains, his face darkened.The eyelashes that Perry had been jealous of for years cast a small shadow over his somewhat moist blue eyes.Only the slight trembling of his eyelashes showed his panic.

Perry suddenly wanted to hug him and comfort him.Tell him that since he has found him, he will be with him forever and will not be separated.

Then I'll take you back to Bucky's memory, and I'll take you home.

But she couldn't get out of bed.

"I saw...my past." He paused, raised his eyes to look at her.There is some determination in the action, as if ready to show her all the timidity.

"As Bucky's past."

He took a deep breath and moved closer to Perry. "I saw Steve, Howling Commando. But not you."

After speaking, he tilted his head slightly, as if waiting for her answer, his eyes full of expectation.

"who are you?"

"Of course I won't be in the Smithsonian." She smiled dryly. "But since you can remember from talking to Steve that you said you wanted to marry me, then you should know who I am, right?"

The Winter Soldier immediately looked away, and after a while, looked at her again.With doubts and curiosity about the past unknown.

Perry smiled wryly. "I was in the Department of Strategic Sciences, and then with your 107th Infantry until the end of the war. I was a military doctor, Perry Carter."

She added another sentence. "You can call me Perry, but don't call me Dr. Lancaster anyway."

"Perry..." he repeated softly.

This is really a very familiar name, with strange memories attached.Just like the midnight when he was carrying out orders as a winter soldier, he suddenly thought of many small intimacy and ambiguity.

He suddenly looked up at Perry's swollen left hand.

"Does it hurt?"

Perry followed his gaze and waved his hands indifferently.

"It's okay, as a military doctor, I'm also famous for being vicious. What's more, I have also accepted the Soviet pain test—"

She shut up suddenly.

It was really, really a stupid past.

If she had found Bucky in the first place, there wouldn't be a tortured Winter Soldier in this world.

Looking at the man in front of her who had lost his memory and didn't even know the world well, all the guilt surged up for a moment.

"Sorry..." she said. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

The Winter Soldier's eyes told her that she didn't understand her.

"I missed you once...but I swear it won't happen again." Perry sat up on the bed, knelt on it with difficulty, and moved closer to him.

She reached out to wrap his arms around his shoulders, but the Winter Soldier hesitated, then leaned forward so she could put his hand on it.

"I won't lose you again."

Steady green eyes stared into bewildered blue eyes.

"I swear." She raised her slightly swollen left hand and clasped his right hand.

"I swear by Lancaster—"

"From now on, no matter where you go, I will find you, and I will never abandon you no matter what.

Till my soul goes to hell, till death do us part. "

Before she finished speaking, she pulled out Lancaster's dagger and cut a hole in her hand that was still stuck with a needle.

Her left hand was still holding his right hand, and blood gushed out from where the blade struck, and she drew a circle of blood on the hands of the two of them.

The formation was complex and huge, and Perry, who was in a weak state, almost interrupted several times, but she always felt that she had to finish this drawing now, even if it was a minute later.

The Winter Soldier did not refuse Perry's oath and ceremony, because from the moment she said sorry, he felt the remorse and sadness in her tone.

He didn't want to make her feel bad.

Not at all.

She said that she was a military doctor, and she remembered that she had said that she would marry her.So how did the past events happen?

The Winter Soldier looked at the woman in front of him with a bit of paranoia and urgency in her eyes, and he seemed to be sure that this Perry was like he had never seen before.

Either the Winter Soldier or Bucky.

Why is she extreme, and why is she urgent.

He seemed to know, but wasn't quite sure.

If the past self had loved such a beautiful and detached woman, what was the beginning like?

He wants to know, he wants to know everything.

"What about later?"

Perry asked him as he wiped the blood from the Winter Soldier's hands.

"What do you want to do in the future? SHIELD may recruit you, just like Black Widow. Of course, you can also go to Steve."

"I don't want to kill any more people," he said. "I won't do that kind of work again."

Perry paused, then continued to wipe the blood with a damp paper towel.

"If this is the case, then maybe I can take you to a place. That is an old castle apartment under my name. Although there are a few annoying people living in it, most of them are actually very interesting and easy to get along with. "

She paused, then continued.

"Most of the people living in it are people like me, and they will take some people back who are willing to go...I am a witch."

After speaking, she looked up at him.

The Winter Soldier didn't have much of a reaction, he just replied "I know" lightly.

Perry bit his lower lip.

"Then would you like to go...it's safe, those people will never find it there before."

The Winter Soldier looked at her slightly clenched hands, his brows furrowed and then lowered.

"I just said it as soon as I thought of it. If you don't want to go, of course, I won't force you—"

"I would," he said.

Perry's eyes widened.

"After I find the memory of the past, I would like to go to that place with you."

The Winter Soldier held Perry's hand with his right hand, which seemed more complicated to him than holding a gun.

But something flashed through my mind.

It seems that in a tavern, there was an invitation to dance.

【"If you want me to say, it's a great honor."】

Those green eyes were smiling.

So he subconsciously said something——

"my pleasure."

The author has something to say:

Perry: I'll always be with you until death do us part.Darling, would you like to live with me at my house?

Winter Soldier: (holding small hands) It's a great honor.

Author Jun: I wish you a happy wedding.

ps, sprinkling sugar and comments are more suitable (call at the top of your voice)

pps: The right arm is weak, it seems that the cervical spondylosis is oppressing the nerves, I went to the hospital to see a doctor, I can’t type, and I will stop for a while