winter rose

I lay on the bed for three days, and hung a hanging bottle of unknown origin for three days.And in the early morning of the fourth day, Perry forced himself to get up in line with the principle of being physically disabled.

The Winter Soldier had gone somewhere, and in fact Perry hadn't seen him much in his waking hours for three days after he drew a binding spell.

Occasionally, everyone tacitly did not mention the fact that the Winter Soldier had stabbed and shot her once.

Perry pulled out the needle and removed the bandage, because the magic recovered a little bit, and the wound healed well.Only then did she dare to get out of bed to have a formal and comprehensive understanding of this small apartment.

Small, really small enough to burst into tears.

But as long as the Winter Soldier got the apartment under such difficult circumstances, Perry felt that the apartment was as big as possible.

Except for the bedroom, which can only be stuffed to get out of bed, the bathroom is even more pitiful.The main hall of the apartment is also very small, and it is connected to the open kitchen - why is it open or not, it is just a cupboard and a stove.The surrounding glass was covered with newspapers, making it blurry when the light came in.The sound insulation of the house is not very good, and the sound of TV and vegetable chopping in other people's houses is messy.

There was no stool, so Perry had to sit on the table, holding a few clothes that the Winter Soldier had given her in her arms. Although they looked old, they seemed to be clean.

The magic speeds up the healing of the wound, and now there are only some light red marks left on the wound.She took off her blouse, put on a large black sweater, and then continued to rummage through the pile of clothes——

No underwear.

The Winter Soldier didn't give her underwear.

Although it's embarrassing for you as a big man to find this kind of thing, isn't it more embarrassing if I don't wear it? ? ?

In desperation, Perry had no choice but to use the method of teleportation array that Gu Yi taught her again, and draw a magic circle that sparkles with golden light.

This magic circle went straight to the small suitcase that fell into Hydra.

A long, long time ago, Perry was just a little witch who liked to wander around the streets of London. She just woke up from a big dream and walked out of the deepest part of Lancaster Castle alone, and came to St. Place.

In fact, I don't really know why I went in, but I just walked in anyway.

The interior of the sanctuary looks similar to the old Lancaster castle, and the mysterious artifacts all over the place are telling her—ah, we are magic, we have magic.

Then she saw a man with a yellow hood.

Then there is the past and the future.

"The past is past and there is no need to mention it."

"But the future is always mysterious and intriguing."

Under the hood, the mage smiled at her.The mark on the forehead flickers with fiery light.

The teleportation circle can only transmit things related to itself. In the center of the golden circle, a small dark retro suitcase for women fell to the ground.

Perry bent down and patted the handle lightly, a red gleam flashed by.If the box or the contents of the box were installed by someone, it would be useless now.

She picked up the suitcase, put it on her lap and opened it, the clothes inside were still put inside.She took out her underwear and jeans and put them on, and when she was about to change into a sweater, she stopped.

These are the clothes Bucky found for himself.

She took out the wallet in the box and looked at it. There was also a card for LWL residents to pay rent.At that time, the long and complicated name was used when applying for the card, instead of Perry Carter who is now being sought by SHIELD.

Seeing this card with a lot of money, Perry suddenly wanted to eat meat.

The door opened.

The Winter Soldier looked at the back of the man who was sitting on the table flipping through something, put down the left hand that had just been subconsciously raised to attack, and walked into the apartment.

Take the door and lock it.

It would take at least 17 seconds to open the triple lock by force, which reassured him a little.

Perry looked back at him and jumped off the table.

"Good morning..." She paused, but finally couldn't say a suitable address.

"Good morning." He replied lightly. "Your meal." Another bag was placed on the table.

"That." Perry stood in front of him awkwardly, completely losing the courage he had when he ordered the other party to kiss him at the Hydra base.

"Where have you been the past few days... Ah, I didn't ask this question. That is, I found a very safe card that I used to use, as long as I use magic disguise when withdrawing money."

Then without waiting for the other party's response, she immediately led to another topic.

"If you want to get your memory back, I can help."

After she finished speaking, she looked at him with some expectation in her eyes.

"Don't you eat first?" He raised his chin at the bag on the table.

Perry turned around and looked at the bag, "Have you eaten?"

The Winter Soldier took one look at her, walked past Perry, and sat down on the box next to the table.

"Ate."

"Don't you have anything to ask me?" Perry followed him, and she sat on the table, facing him.

From the same overlooking angle, she suddenly remembered that it was time for the two of them to sit on the wooden box and the operating table in the medical tent.

"For example... that little red leather book?"

The Winter Soldier cast a cold gaze, but quickly turned away.

"That is a copy, the real one is not in my hands." Perry hurriedly pulled out the copy from the box and threw it over.

The Winter Soldier caught the notebook and put it aside again.

"But what should be written on it is still written..." Perry added. "But I really don't know that Russian language."

"..."

The Winter Soldier choked.

Should I say that I don't know Russian?

At night, Perry forced the Winter Soldier to go to bed, and to sleep on the bed.

I don't know how I did it, anyway, the Winter Soldier agreed under his offensive.At that time, Perry was wondering if he had just said "Let's kiss each other" and wondered if the effect would be as good as when he was at the Hydra base.

She opened the window and sat on the window frame, shaking her legs.

Perry likes to do two things most, one is swinging, but not too high, and the other is sitting on the window.

Sitting on the window, it is easy to see the whole picture of this downtown area. This apartment is in a tube building, which is not too high. There are indoor stairs and outdoor stairs.

Perry has always found outdoor stairs to be a magical thing.Especially after drying all the clothes, there is still a breath of life? ? ?

She suddenly remembered that when he was in the military camp, Bucky told her that his house had the kind of outdoor stairs.So did Steve's.

At that time, she thought, if she gets married in the future, such a staircase seems really fun.

I have lived in towers, castles, and small villas, but I have never lived in this kind of place.

Very good, you can give it a try.

She was in a daze, and suddenly her whole body became cold and shivered.

She was most familiar with this feeling during the seven years she stayed in the palm-sized place on the top floor of the Tower of London.In fact, after this feeling, she saw more things than any living rats and cockroaches she saw.

And here is the downtown area where dragons and snakes are mixed, there are dead people, ghosts and ghosts, it's too normal.

"Hello..." The pale and translucent blond girl looked at Perry timidly.

"Excuse me, do you know where my family lives... I can't find a home."

A ghost... who doesn't even know he's dead.

Perry saw a pool of blood on the hem of her tattered skirt, and her bare feet.

When she looked up at the little girl again, she had an awkward smile on her face.

"Why do you have to go home? Isn't there a big sister or big brother with white wings to pick you up?"

The little girl obviously didn't understand what she said, and tilted her head slightly.

Perry smiled, there really is no paradise in this world.

"who are you talking to?"

The voice of the Winter Soldier came from behind, and Perry turned his head sharply, seeing a Winter Soldier on guard.When he turned around and came back, the little girl had disappeared.

Perry jumped out of the window and shut it shut.

"A ghost, but she doesn't know she's dead."

The Winter Soldier is still on guard, but not on Perry. "Can you see ghosts?"

"Yes...but it must be those who still have obsession after death." Perry thought of some messy things and shook his head amusedly. "But there are too many people in this world who have no obsession after death. Perhaps people are not as important as they think in others' hearts."

She walked towards him, looked at his sleepy eyes, and subconsciously reached out to pat his hair.

Messy, but soft.It was still a little fluffy because it had just been washed.

In fact, it’s not too different from the feeling when I took pictures back then.

In a trance, Perry felt a sense of dislocation in time and space.

Then—I didn’t feel anything during the filming, but after the filming, both of them became stiff.Her hand was held straight above the Winter Soldier's head, motionless.

Perry patted the Winter Soldier's head.

She finally retracted her hand in embarrassment, sat back on the table subconsciously, and found a topic at random.

"Who, what I said just now disturbed you..."

"No..." The Winter Soldier turned around abruptly, facing the window side by side with her. "I can not sleep."

After a while, he added another sentence. "Since I'm not in Hydra, every time I sleep, I see the people I... killed before, and then I can't fall asleep."

Perry blinked, and didn't turn in his direction, but just looked at the moonlight that shone through after the open window was blown open again by the wind.

She wanted to say something, but nothing came out.

If you say something like "It's not your fault, it's Hydra's fault", the Winter Soldier probably won't react.

Because people are killed by their own hands, that feeling will never be forgotten.

The so-called "the past is the past and there is no need to mention it again", the past has happened, and it is impossible to have no influence.

There is no heaven in this world, so the so-called redemption is probably a lie.

The world is full of demons, and there are two in this apartment right now.

So what could she do for him, even though Perry was there for him.

The Winter Soldier looks out the window, not hearing her response.

In fact, it is normal. A Winter Soldier who has killed many people is not the same person as Bucky who sacrificed for the country on the display board.

Then, it will not be the same person as the one Perry loves.

He walked slowly back to the bedroom.

"Soldier."

Suddenly stopped, he turned to look at Perry.

And Perry, jumped off the table and hugged him tightly.

"I don't know what to say but..."

She took a deep breath and hugged him even harder.head against his chest.

"Even if salvation and heaven in this world are lies, I hope you will believe them."

"Because you are not the only one who has to bear all your past, but also me."

The Winter Soldier blinked, trying to say she was wrong, but no.

After a while, he slowly raised his arms.

Likewise, hugging Perry.

The author has something to say:

I feel like I'm writing rubbish when I don't comment

It must be because I wrote it badly, so no one cares about me

It may not be useful to repair the text, if you still want it, you will be cheated

To be honest, I have seen too many readers who are reluctant to give up after there are no comment pits when I update

I am such an irresponsible author, do you really think that I will not cheat...?

I was going to write the Rocky fanfic Poppy Crown, but I jumped off the wall and liked Bucky and wrote this

Recently, I suddenly fell in love with the little classmate Kuaiyin and felt that falling in love with him is really... too much for fun

"With you, take your time every second."

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If one day I get stuck, either I will climb back to the top of the Kishen wall or I will climb to Quicksilver.

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