winter rose

Chapter 45 Hopelessness and Waiting

Perry left Wakanda.

The one who came to pick her up was Suo Ximo, the butler of LWL, the old alchemist who loves wizard literature and cosplays Dumbledore every day.

When Suoximo came, he said that Jasper had been missing recently.He also said some other bits and pieces, and Perry roughly summed it up. The content can be summarized as, Perry, as another protector of the contract, Lancaster needs her.

"It's not time for me to fight with Jasper and you guys come and stab me one by one?"

Perry in the wheelchair laughed mockingly, lightly tearing apart the superficial peace that was usually maintained with everyone in LWL.

And Sosimo pretended not to understand, just smiled.

"The second part of Fantastic Beasts is about to be released, do you want to see me and book tickets for you?"

movie...

Perry froze for a moment, and the wheelchair stopped near the barrier of Wakanda.She turned and looked at farewell to Steve and the unfamiliar T'Challa and others.

"Goodbye, there is no need to send it away. Go to LWL to play when you have time, although I may not open the door for you."

The tone was lazy and careless.

Steve looked at her, as if he really had nothing to say except farewell.

"Well, there's something I forgot to say." Perry straightened his body in the wheelchair, his tone extremely serious and deliberate.With a joking exaggerated announcer voice.

"Actually, Bucky broke my waist, but now he is still so irresponsible. It's really sad. Men are really big pigs."

Steve froze for a moment, looking like he was about to start explaining something.

But Perry didn't want to hear it, let alone give him the chance to talk.So I turned around and got out of the Wakanda enchantment with Suoximo.

Standing outside the barrier, Wakanda becomes an illusion of a dense forest.

"I like the forest."

Perry whispered something.

But what can I do if I like it.

There are so many things I like in this world, which one is mine again?

Perry yawned as the wheelchair slid in the helicopter high above, and she put her hand on the door frame.

Still afraid of heights, and very scared.

But this time, even if she cried out, no one would tell her that she could hug herself.

Perry had a dream.

The reason why she was so sure that this was a dream was that in the dream, Peggy was still alive.

She stared blankly at the white-haired Margaret beside her, yes, this was a dream, she knew it.But she doesn't want to wake up.

There is always no logic in the dream, and the mood is very easy to fluctuate.

Perry rubbed the corners of his eyes, pointed to a row of portraits of great American men on the wall and said.

"Margaret, look. If you line up from left to right, after you die, your portrait happens to be in position C."

The tone was still joking one second, but tears rushed out of the eyes in the next second.

She said, but I don't want you to die.

The old woman turned her back to the woman who was convulsed by crying, and only let out a slight sigh.

"People go, Perry. People keep losing.

You will always know this. "

When he awoke, Perry was shivering from the cold wind from the window of his own room in LWL.

She was a little drunk and couldn't remember how she got on the windowsill.She supported the marble countertop with her hands and wanted to sit back on the wheelchair, but she was unsteady and fell straight to the ground.

The tip of the nose hit the solid antique floor tiles, even if it was separated by a thick and soft wool carpet.As soon as the nose was sore, tears came down.

Perry lay on the ground, turned over, tears flowed down his cheeks and behind his ears, sliding all the way through the warm and humid breath.

It must be because the fall was too painful, and I couldn't get up, so I cried aggrievedly.Perry told himself so.

It is absolutely impossible to be wronged into such an embarrassing appearance because I am too lonely and desperate, absolutely not.

So thinking about deceiving herself like this, she laughed again.

Drinking too much wine will give you a headache, but Perry really can't bear to let those good wines of the Lancaster family continue to fall into ashes in the cellar.

I inherited Lancaster, so all these big houses and antique wines are mine.I can use it however I want, and it doesn't matter if I order the house with these wines.

Because this house is mine, the wine is mine, they are all things that really belong to me, and no one can take them away unless I don't want them!

Yes, no one can take what really belongs to me unless I don't want it.

And those who are lost, it seems that they have never belonged to themselves.

That's it.

Perry held the armrest of the wheelchair, continued to overdraw his magic, and sat back a little bit.

LWL is very big and empty. Although it is full of people, to me, they are just a bunch of bastards who will stab me in the back.

She spun the wheel to go downstairs to eat, but turned back after realizing that she lived on the third floor.

The Lancasters just need a person on the contract to ensure their own existence, as for helping Perry or something...

No one owed anyone, she paid the rent when she lived in Perry's house, and kept her in custody when she needed a deed.

It was like when they were fighting with Jasper, if it was a better choice to choose to be loyal to Jasper, then they would mercilessly stab themselves in the back.

Although related by blood, Perry never had any hope for them.

How human nature is, after all understand.

Before he knew it, he was transferred to Jasper's room.

Perry looked at the half-closed door, but he remembered the last words he said in that sea prison.

She squeezed hard, and the door was pushed open.Looking around, his eyes finally fell on the messy bed.

There was a person lying on the bed, and Perry looked while spinning the wheel——

What, what is it, red hair?

Perry stared at the half-naked man on the bed who was still soundly asleep.

This person she knew... was Ian.

Perry patted the messy red hair, and quickly looked away when the other party was sleepy and slowly getting up.

"Lili." Ian yawned and wrapped his upper body with a quilt.

"you're back."

"...Who is your Lili? Adding Peary will not kill you." Perry looked at him again.

"Aren't Hydra agents busy undercovering S.H.I.E.L.D.?"

"It's not because of you."

Ian said something half-complaining, the morning sun gave the little red-haired programmer a soft and lazy atmosphere.

Of course, if Perry could manage to ignore the fact that he was a Hydra agent sent to trick him.

"Because you told me Long Live the Hydra, I was targeted by the S.H.I.E.L.D. agents. After investigation and interrogation day and night, I managed to escape!"

Ian seemed to have no gap between himself and Perry, whether it was tone or demeanor, it was exactly the same as when they watched the talk show together in the shared apartment before.

But this natural to the extreme feeling made Perry feel very uncomfortable.

She rubbed her forehead.

"Why are you here with Jasper, Jasper?"

"You mean Mr. Lancaster." Ian yawned again, wrapping his arms around the quilt in front of him.

"I said I was exposed by you, and I couldn't go back to S.H.I.E.L.D. or Hydra, so he let me come to LWL. Then it seemed that there was no room available, so I stayed in his room—"

"What about him?"

"He seems to be..." Ian frowned, thinking carefully. "He said to go to see the door and get a dog. It will take a long time to come back."

Perry froze for a moment.

"Keeping a dog? Watching the door?"

She suddenly had a bad feeling.

"He didn't say what kind of dog he kept, and what kind of door he looked at?"

"...Watchdog." Ian was taken aback by Perry's sudden increase in voice, and his expression became serious. "Jace he... I mean, is this serious?"

Keep a dog and guard the gate.

Perry's heart sank.

She remembered clearly that what Jasper said at the time was that the new Supreme Mage over at the sanctuary wanted to have a good talk with the troublesome Lancaster, and he would act as a representative to solve the problem of unguarded hell.

[How else can it be solved?Of course, tell the new supreme mage that we Lancaster will make a new hell watchman and never let you fool come out to be a demon again.Parceloper, I am not talking about you, you are really stupid! 】

So, who are the new Hellwatchers?

At that time, Perry was only paying attention to the second half of the sentence, but he didn't think about how Jasper dealt with the matter after Cerberus was beheaded.

So now it seems...he really used himself to replace Cerberus' duties and guard the gates of hell.

A wave of regret welled up.

"So what happened?" Ian asked tentatively. "How long will Mr. Lancaster keep the dog and watch the door?"

"……I have no idea."

"Is that so..." His tone dropped, and finally turned into a sigh.

"Oh, by the way, Mr. Lancaster has something to tell you."

Perry looked up suddenly.

"what did he say?"

"He asked me to take you to a place and find someone."

"……What's the meaning."

Ian shrugged, "She asked me to take you to Wanda Maximoff, because you can find another person after finding that woman..."

Later, Perry knew who the purpose of this trip was and what it was for.

But she hesitated.

She didn't know if she really should.

Over the years, you have been used to detours, and one day someone will point you to a direct route, but you will be at a loss.

Or it's not just as simple as being at a loss.

The detour wears down too much of Perry's patience and persistence, and she even begins to question whether what she wants is really worth doing.

Or, is this really what you want?

When it comes to love, it doesn't necessarily mean how much love there is.

She suddenly felt that the isolation of her childhood in the Tower of London did not seem so bad.

I have never been to this world, and I have never seen so many colors.

There will be no extravagance and waiting.

Is the future really hopeful?

[Perry, as long as it exists, there will be a mark. 】

But I can't see the end of the road.

The author has something to say:

I got home at [-]:[-] p.m. My stomach hurts from last night until now when I write my words

But I still coded today's daily update

Praise me!At this time, if zombie fans don't comment, they really have no conscience!

ps, the nickname of "Li Li" comes from Little Fairy Luoluo, I love you!There will be your stalk in the episode!

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