At the beginning of November, the wind of late autumn had a friendly meeting with the ginkgo tree outside the window.The people inside the window are fighting fiercely with homework.

Lu Peng and the others spent a long time outside Ward 36, but they couldn't get Chi Yang's idea. From that angle, they could only see Chi Yang, but not Jiang Xuan's hospital bed, so they had a lot of concerns.Finally, Xue Mu poked his head in and saw that Jiang Xuan was not there, he was finally relieved, and the three walked in swaggeringly.

Only then did Chi Yang notice them.

"We stood at the door for a long time, do you want to take a look at us?" Xue Mu muttered.

"Why are you standing at the door?" Chi Yang was surprised.

"We thought Jiang Xuan was inside."

"Is he scary?"

"It's just that he has a strange personality and is difficult to get along with." Xue Mu said, "If he is in this room now, I'm afraid I won't dare to vent my anger."

Chi Yang thought of Jiang Xuan asking Uncle Ding to throw away his clothes in the morning, and silently gave a thumbs up to the word "difficult to get along with".

"What are you doing?" He Chengwang leaned over curiously, looked at the topic on his computer, stared at it for a while, and remained silent.

Lu Peng also came to see, and he yelled in a strange voice, "Oh, are you a top student? You're even in the hospital and you're still holding on to the problem."

Xue Mu pulled He Chengwang away, "Don't look at these."

Lu Peng smiled, pointed to He Chengwang, and said to Chi Yang: "Let me introduce you, this is the real master. Before being hospitalized, he had been ranked first in the class, but suddenly slipped to fourth in the half-term exam. Just stick it out."

Chi Yang: "..."

Such a simple and crude reason.

"So, as soon as he was hospitalized, his parents collected all the homework and papers for him," Xue Mu added: "He can't see it."

He Chengwang felt a little embarrassed by what he said, and raised his hand to scratch his head.

"Oh." Chi Yang reached out and closed the computer.

"By the way, why are you sick and hospitalized?" Lu Peng asked.

Chi Yang, who was always at the bottom of the crane all the year round, immediately replied sincerely: "The academic pressure is too great."

He Chengwang nodded in agreement.

Xue Mu took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket: "Come, come, play games and play games. Before, there were four missing one, but now they are all here."

"There are so many people in so many wards, can't you even find someone to play games with?" Chi Yang asked while unlocking his phone.

Lu Peng snorted, "It's not easy to find people in this place."

Chi Yang hasn't played that game for a long time. When he opened it, there were several G updates, so he put it aside and let it update.

A message popped up in the message box. Chi Yang lowered his head and couldn't help being a little surprised when he saw the source of the message—it was his monitor after he transferred to No. [-] Middle School in S City.He has only been studying in the new class for two months, and he is alone, and has never spoken to the monitor.

He opened the message in a daze, and the squad leader sent him a video of more than 800 megabytes.

He waited patiently for it to download, then put on the earphones and clicked on.

As soon as he opened it, his ears were almost deaf. A sharp singing sound made his eardrums buzz, and he quickly pressed the volume button.

The singing voice comes from a boy in their class who loves to sing, and his name is very European and American, named Wu William.After singing, he yelled at the camera: "Chi Yang!"

Before he had time to speak, he was squeezed away by several people. A few cheerful girls in the class came to the camera, "Chi Yang, I wish you a speedy recovery!"

When the camera turned, there were three or four boys standing awkwardly in a row in the school corridor, and said to him, "Chi Yang, come back early, we'll play ball together when you come back."

Behind them is a sunset.

City S never sees the sun during the day, and sometimes only in the evening, when the clouds are thinner, does the sun come out quietly, dyeing half of the sky quietly.

Chi Yang watched quietly, unable to express his feelings.

Lu Lan told the head teacher that Chi Yang had broken a bone in a fall, so he had to rest at home.So everyone said sincerely about getting well soon.After the students finished speaking, they were followed by teachers of several subjects. The Chinese teacher was a little old man, and he kindly asked Chi Yang to use this time to read more books.

Fractures...Maybe it's not fractures, but heart disease, high blood pressure, or endocrine disorders are cancers.

He suffered from a disease that can't be seen by others and can't see the light.

After the video was played, he locked the screen, closed his eyes, and finally swiped open the screen again, and sent a sentence to the squad leader, "Thank you for your concern."

He could feel his heart sinking infinitely, like a boulder falling into a river, the familiar feeling slowly began to surround his body until his throat, and he knew he couldn't speak anymore.

However, Lu Peng leaned over at this time and asked, "Is the game updated?"

Chi Yang seldom has such an attack when there are people around.He was a loner and largely avoided that.He opened his mouth, and sure enough, he couldn't make any sound.

He tried to call Ah Sui, but there was nothing in his ears, and no voice responded to him.

Ah Sui is always like this, he disappears at critical moments, leaving him alone.

It made him feel scared.

Suddenly, Lu Peng and the others stood up in unison, and looked towards the door. Jiang Xuan walked in with a face full of ice, still wrapped in a pure black long down jacket.

Although he didn't say a word, and didn't even give Lu Peng and the others a look, the air still miraculously froze.Xue Mu was in a hurry, "Well, that Chi Yang, we'll come back to you later." After speaking, the three of them walked out of the ward very tacitly.

Chi Yang breathed a sigh of relief, and his tense shoulders collapsed.

The ward was quiet again, and Chi Yang was inexplicably lucky to have met Jiang Xuan... a roommate.Such tranquility at least reassured him.If everyone was like Lu Peng and the others, he wouldn't be able to bear it.

He was still unable to speak for the time being, so he turned on his cell phone, ready to finish the horror novel he hadn't finished a few days ago.

In the afternoon, Nurse Wang came to Chi Yang and said that he had arranged a psychological consultation for him today.

When Chi Yang heard the words "psychological counseling", he had a headache.Before he came to the hospital for an examination, Lu Lan had arranged for him several times, but the results were very unsatisfactory, which made him physically and mentally exhausted.

But this is a specialized hospital after all, Chi Yang thought, maybe the difference is unknown.

He stood up and followed Nurse Wang out.

Walking to the corridor, Nurse Wang approached him with a smile, "How are you living these days?"

"good."

"Usually your grandparents are here to accompany you?"

"Well, my mother usually has to go to work."

Nurse Wang nodded, "It's also very hard for the elderly." She said, "But it's better to be with the family after all. Xiao Jiang in the bed next to you, their family is the nurse."

Chi Yang said "um", and waited for Nurse Wang to continue talking, but she stopped in time, and just at this time she also arrived at the door of the psychological consultation room, she smiled, "Go in, I will come pick you up in an hour. "

Chi Yang knocked on the door, and said please come in.

He pushed open the door, and there were two white sofas in the consulting room, and a young female consultant was sitting on one of them, looking at him with a smile.

"Please sit down."

Chi Yang sat down.

The consulting room is different from other wards, it is very warmly decorated, and there are a few dolls on the coffee table.One of them was extremely ugly, grinning at Chi Yang with his mouth open.

"Your name sounds nice." The voice of the female consultant was very gentle. The deliberate gentleness of the consultant gave Chi Yang goosebumps. He warned himself that this was an expression of goodwill, and he shouldn't have such behavior. reaction.

The female consultant continued, "Like the name in the novel, the surname is also rare. Unlike me, my name is too popular."

Chi Yang followed her words and said, "What's your name?"

"Pan Xue, Pan is Pan An's Pan, and Xue is the snow that is snowing."

"Not bad."

The two chatted for a few more words, and Pan Xue asked, "Have you had any professional psychological counseling before?"

Chi Yang thought for a while, and directly classified all the previous few times as "unprofessional", and said, "No."

"Well, let me first introduce you to what psychological counseling is." Pan Xue showed a very streamlined smile.

She told Chi Yang a lot about the confidentiality and commonality of psychological counseling, and Chi Yang listened to each other, and finally she said: "Let's just treat it as a chat between friends, don't be so defensive And nervous, our conversations are strictly confidential."

Chi Yang said yes.

"Why did you come to the hospital? What happened?" Pan Xue began to ask slowly.

Sometimes, Chi Yang can feel an obvious, net-like thing in the psychological consultation.A psychological counselor has a complete and huge "net", which contains the knowledge she has learned from books in the past, and then she will use this net to tie up the counselor, and take the problems of the counselor, even I ate a little less food last night, and corresponded all of these with the knowledge in the net.

All emotions have nouns here, and after one-to-one correspondence is called "psychological counseling".

Maybe a better consultation would be different, but Chi Yang can't feel it at the moment.

Seeing that Pan Xue was about to ask about his family situation, Chi Yang, uncharacteristically, took the initiative to provoke another topic: "Do you think life is meaningful?"

As soon as these words came out, even Chi Yang felt that the words "stupid non-mainstream minor" were written on his body.He thought it was stupid to say such things to others, but counselors should be happy to hear such questions, after all, they fell into their net.

Pan Xue's thoughts were interrupted, she was taken aback for a moment, and immediately followed his words, "What do you think?"

"I don't think so." Chi Yang bit the bullet.

"Oh? Why?"

"There is no reason. Otherwise, what is the meaning of life?" Chi Yang thought, "What, if you ask, 'then', 'so', 'result', you will find that these things are meaningless of."

Pan Xue thought for a while, "I didn't understand it."

"Let me give you an example," Chi Yang said, "For example, I was reading a horror novel recently, which is a meaningless thing. I read a horror novel, and then? I felt surprise, or fear emotions, but what is the meaning of such emotions?" Chi Yang paused, "This example may not be good. Another example, I went to learn a musical instrument, I learned it, and then, what's the point? You can Said, I cultivated sentiment, but 'sentiment' is something invisible and intangible, it is meaningless, and it does not attract me."

Chi Yang could clearly feel his emotions fluctuating, and he became eloquent, and Pan Xue, who was opposite him, wrote something in his notebook like a treasure.

He knew he had fallen into the net again.In Pan Xue's eyes, what this is probably about her is a mental symptom.

What's the point of saying this?he asked himself.

He shut up.On the contrary, Pan Xue discussed with him enthusiastically, "I think you should think about it this way..."

Chi Yang lost his interest and leaned on the sofa, distracted.

When it was time, Pan Xue stood up and said to him: "Your point of view is very interesting, let's talk about it next time."

She thought of something, and asked again: "By the way, you didn't do any academic things after you arrived at the hospital, did you? Do homework or something?"

"what happened?"

"It's okay," Pan Xue explained, "I think this is one of the main sources of stress for teenagers. Now that they are all hospitalized, I can let go of these things first."

"Oh." Chi Yang said, "No more."

"That's good"

Chi Yang turned around and went out. Nurse Wang was already waiting outside the door.

Seeing him coming out, she warmly greeted him, "How do you feel?"

"Ah, it's okay."

"Teacher Pan is very good at this..." Nurse Wang introduced Pan Xue.

Chi Yang was indifferent, turning his head to look at the ward next to him.Suddenly passing by a ward without a signboard.

He stopped, "What room is this?"

Nurse Wang took a look, "Hmm..."

The auxiliary window of the hospital door was not built high, just parallel to Chi Yang's head, and he could just see the scene inside when he walked over.

A dance studio.

He judged it immediately, because he saw the iron rods along the wall and a large floor-to-ceiling mirror.Unlike the hospital floor tiles, this house has a single wooden floor.

Only a back can be seen inside.

The boy in the dance costume was bending over the iron pole, revealing his thin back, which looked very painful.

It's amazing, although it's only been a few times, Chi Yang recognized who it was at a glance.

Nurse Wang came over, "This is Xiao Jiang's activity room."

"His activity room alone?"

Nurse Wang smiled awkwardly, "He, it's also good for his recovery..."

Chi Yang smiled and didn't ask any more questions, and turned his gaze away from the young man.

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