Adolescent Patient Guidelines

"Are you Chi Yang's guardian?"

"Yes, I am his mother."

"Okay, please sit down."

Lu Lan sat down and looked at the doctor in front of him calmly.

"I am Chi Yang's attending doctor, and my surname is Yin." Dr. Yin said, "We have made a preliminary assessment of Chi Yang's situation and decided to treat him with medicine and psychotherapy. Chi Yang is the first He was hospitalized once and received formal medication and psychological intervention for the first time, so his situation is relatively optimistic. Since he came to our hospital, our hospital will be responsible for him and try our best to help him, but the family members and patients Collaboration is also crucial. You need to do a good job with each other and trust us with all your heart..."

Lu Lan looked hesitant, "Doctor, is there any possibility of a cure for his disease?"

An indescribable expression appeared on Dr. Yin's face, "Parents, this kind of mental illness has many floating factors, and we can't guarantee it to you."

Lu Lan frowned, "You are the most authoritative hospital in the country, if you can't guarantee it, who can guarantee it?"

Dr. Yin was very helpless, "This has nothing to do with whether we are the most authoritative, and it is irresponsible for us to assure you rashly."

Lu Lan stopped talking, and Dr. Yin continued: "As long as you actively cooperate with the patient, what we can guarantee is that he will get better..."

"Then when will he be discharged from the hospital?" Lu Lan was impatient.

Dr. Yin was interrupted again, a little unhappy, "This is also decided according to the actual situation of each patient."

Lu Lan was very upset, "The child is now in the second year of high school, which is a very critical stage. How can he leave school and stay outside for so long? Who will be responsible if he fails to pass the university entrance exam?"

Dr. Yin has seen many such parents, and said impatiently: "Even if your child returns to school, he will not be able to study normally. The result will only be counterproductive. He will stop one day."

"I thought your hospital's diagnosis was too hasty at first! Can you conclude that the child has such a serious illness by just doing a few tests?" Lu Lan said angrily, "The medicine you arranged to take is that Can underage children bear it?"

Dr. Yin's eyes under the glasses gradually became cold. She glanced at Lu Lan's flushed face, then turned her eyes to the computer in front of her, "I've finished my business, you can go out."

Lu Lan couldn't get up and down her chest, turned around angrily, and was about to go out. Doctor Yin behind her said again, "By the way, I also want to remind you that I heard that Chi Yang is still doing school homework. It is very detrimental to his recovery, and I hope you will stop him immediately."

Today is Saturday, Chi Yang knew that Lu Lan would come to the hospital to see him.

From the bottom of his heart, he still hopes to see Lu Lan.Lu Lan always frowned and seldom smiled.But Lu Lan is the closest person he has in this city after all.

Lu Lan is impatient and expected to come to the hospital very early, so Chi Yang got up in the morning and took medicine and waited for her.After waiting for a while, I thought that she would be more happy to see me doing my homework, so I turned out the math paper and did it again.

His dosage is adjusted upwards every day, and he has not specifically checked the side effects of those medicines, but he obviously feels that his body is getting more tired day by day, and his sleep time becomes much longer every day, but his mood is very stable. Even the familiar The frequency of irritability is also reduced - that's natural, and the time is spent sleeping.

Chi Yang guessed that this was a method similar to sedation. If you calm down all your emotions, you will become sleepy and stable.

He waited all morning, but he didn't wait for Lu Lan to come to the hospital.I just waited until noon when my grandfather came over and told him to go to the rented room for dinner.

Grandpa worked as a traffic policeman when he was young, so it's hard to see him smiling.Especially today, his face is like a piece of compressed beef sauce, black and deeply wrinkled.

"What's wrong?" Chi Yang asked.

Grandpa shook his head slightly, "It's okay, the sun is too strong outside."

Chi Yang glanced at the gloomy weather outside, believed this sentence, and asked again: "Is my mother here?"

Speaking of this, Grandpa sighed, "Here we are, waiting for you to eat."

Chi Yang lowered his eyes.

The door of the rental room was closed, and before Chi Yang got close, he heard Lu Lan's excited voice mixed with his grandmother's persuasion.

He and grandpa glanced at each other, and grandpa pushed the door open with a sullen face.

Chi Yang changed his shoes, Lu Lan stared at him, then looked away gloomyly.He walked over and called her, but she didn't answer.

Chi Yang only moved to Lu Lan's house during the summer vacation in June, but he has already figured out Lu Lan's character through a summer vacation. When encountering things, she will definitely not get angry at you very simply, but will build a long time before that. The posture of "the mountain is about to come and the wind is full of the building" is like a blunt knife cutting through the flesh, which will not make you happy.

Chi Yang lowered his head in silence, and his grandparents also lowered their heads in silence, finishing their lunch silently.Just when Chi Yang helped put the dishes and chopsticks into the kitchen, Lu Lan said coldly without warning, "You told the doctor that I forced you to do your homework?"

"……what?"

"Chi Yang, what's the benefit of pretending to be sick? Are you just so unwilling to study? Who do you think you study for? For me? Don't think that I don't know what you're thinking. Don't think that you If you have fooled the hospital and the doctor, you can fool me. Don’t you just don’t want to study in school? Are you serious?!”

Chi Yang stood there in a daze, overwhelmed by her words.

"A few months ago, when you called me and asked me to take you away from your father's house, what did you tell me? You thought you would have your protection once you got to the hospital, didn't you? You even urged the doctor to tell me .Do you know what medicine you are taking now? The psychotropic medicine you are taking! The medicine that a lunatic is taking! You will go crazy after taking it!" Lu Lan spoke louder and louder, until finally her voice was hoarse and her veins bulged. The appearance of coming up to disassemble Chi Yang into his stomach.

Chi Yang stood, he could only feel his lips trembling, and his face was probably very scary, Ah Sui crazily shouted in his ear: It's okay, it's okay, just bear it, bear it and it'll pass.

The ups and downs of his chest became more and more violent. He was just breathing silently, but finally he had to make a sound to suck air.A sense of near-death crept up to his nerve endings. He tried desperately to breathe but still felt that it was difficult to breathe. In the end, he couldn't support his body and fell to his knees all at once.

Grandpa and grandma were taken aback and wanted to come over to help him immediately. Lu Lan was still angry and said bitterly:

"Leave him alone! He's just pretending!"

Excessive ventilation made Chi Yang's whole body numb. He clenched the hem of his clothes and struggled against the cold floor.

He vaguely heard Ah Sui's shout.

"Trash," he said to himself.

Chi Yang didn't know what kind of attack it was.

It has become more and more frequent in recent years, and it is out of control.The only good news is that it seems to heal itself.After about ten minutes each time, you can get relief.

But the misfortune that this brought immediately was that it further confirmed Lu Lan's argument that he was "pretending".

Would they be satisfied if they really had to die?Chi Yang didn't show any emotion, but just thought about it very seriously.It's only when he's dead that they think, oh, he might really be sick.

Only death can prove him.

What Lu Lan said and did at the end, Chi Yang didn't perceive anything, only saw her slam the door and leave.

Grandma helped him up distressedly, and the first thing she said was, "Yangyang, why are you doing this?"

Chi Yang doesn't want to talk anymore.

He still said, "I'm going back to the hospital and I need to take medicine."

"Okay." Grandma said, "Let grandpa go back with you."

Chi Yang shook his head, "I'll go back by myself."

He dragged his tired body, went out, and walked out along the stairs.A blinding light shot straight at him unreasonably, forcing him to raise his arms and walk forward to cover the sunlight.

It was time for lunch, and the small shops near the hospital were very lively.The smell of fireworks in the world surrounded him, making his nose sore.He put on the earphones, randomly pulled out an intense and joyful song from his phone, and turned the volume to the maximum.

It's best to be deaf.

He unplugged the earphones when he walked to the door of his ward, and suddenly felt that the world was so silent, as if he had just returned from dancing.

It's the hospital's lunch break, and the corridors are quiet.Chi Yang thought Jiang Xuan was sleeping, so he was very careful when pushing the door.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the door opened, a burst of music came.

He was taken aback for a moment, he always thought that a person with a certain personality would do something with a certain personality.For example, people like him don't know how to play music outside, so playing music outside is not Jiang Xuan's style.

He continued to walk in, glanced quietly at Jiang Xuan who was sitting on the bed, and found that he had put his phone aside, let the video inside play on his own, and stared at the ceiling.

Chi Yang went to his bed and wanted to rest for a while.Jiang Xuan's video was playing all the time, as if he had adjusted some loop mode, the music had no end.

In fact, this piece of music is not unpleasant. It is pure music played by traditional Chinese instruments. It is quite pleasant to listen to at ordinary times, but it can't bear to keep playing it.Let him hum it.

Chi Yang tossed and turned on the bed several times. He thought he had given enough hints, but Jiang Xuan still stared at the ceiling without any response.

Chi Yang put on the earphones again, played all the songs on the list again, his ears hurt, and then took off the earphones - there was still the same music playing over there, as if time had stopped.Chi Yang glanced at his phone, almost two hours had passed.

He pushed the quilt away, and there was a burst of thunder outside the window, and the sunny weather just now turned cloudy, and it looked like it was about to rain heavily.

A burst of irritability surged up in Chi Yang's heart, but he didn't resist, so the irritability swallowed his whole body in an instant, like rain that was about to fall but never came.He suddenly remembered what Lu Lan said, saying that he pushed the doctor.

I don't know if Dou E was so wronged that day. Didn't I keep doing the questions to make her happy, when did I reveal half a sentence to the doctor?

Wait, his brain suddenly cleared up, and he thought for a while to get in touch with himself, and someone who might tell the doctor about it.This candidate unexpectedly fell on Jiang Xuan's head inconceivably.How strange, where did you offend him?The more Chi Yang thought about it, the more irritable he became, and the more he thought about it, the more depressed he became.

The music was still playing endlessly. Suddenly, a pipa swept across, and Chi Yang felt that the string that had been stretched in his heart broke.

He sat up all of a sudden, turned to Jiang Xuan, and said word by word,

"You, he, mom, are you, stupid, crazy?"

Jiang Xuan, who had been lying there like a dead person, finally had a reaction. He slowly sat up on the bed, and then slowly turned his head. There were indescribable emotions in his usually indifferent eyes.

"Stupid."

He said.

There was a sudden thunder outside the window, and the wind and rain hit the window.

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