When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

Although Irene's arrival revealed a secret they never knew for Steve and Freddy.But why did Steve get the special power to see Freddy after touching [Flora's Necklace], where did Flora go after she left the small lake in the southern woods, and why After more than 70 years, Flora will suddenly appear in New York in the form of a ghost...

None of those unsolved mysteries have yet been solved.

Although Freddy was also curious about what kind of life he had lived, he didn't really care that much. After all, he was already dead, and these things in life were not so important.But Freddie knew that [Flora's life] was very important to Steve, and he would never give up on this subject easily.And what Irene brought about [Flora's past] made Steve's heart heavy, and the blond man kept watching him deeply with complicated eyes.

Faced with such a look, Freddy was still very guilty. After all, he knew that he might have hidden too much from Steve.Subconsciously, Freddy raised his hand again, touched Kong Kong's neck in a daze, and then quickly put his hand down.

Nothing to say Freddie: "Steve, let's go out and let the light shine."

Helpless Steve: "..." What silly things are you talking about?

Captain America also knows that Flora is actually looking for something to say, and it is definitely not possible to really let the ghost see through the light.In order to prevent Flora from being exposed to the light outside, Steve covered all the curtains in the house tightly.Hearing Freddy's words at this time, Steve couldn't help but think of the dark [cellar] that Irene said. A well-lit place is far more comfortable than a dark closed room, so the blond man got up and turned the lights in the house. They all opened up.

Thoughtful Freddie: "..." If I think it's too bright again, will you want to hit me?

But Freddie knew in his heart that Steve would never show any signs of impatience, no matter what needs he raised, this man would definitely satisfy his ideas patiently and considerately.

"Think it's too bright at home again?" Steve smiled at Freddie, who was staring straight at the brightest light.

Freddy nodded hesitantly, the light was so bright that it seemed a little dazzling.

Steve then turned off a few lights, and he looked at Freddy with gentle eyes mixed with some obscure emotions, "Flora, you know, I actually think I know you very well. Because we We have been together for so many years, sometimes when I look into your eyes, I think I probably know what you are thinking."

Freddie had great faith in Steve's ability.

"But why didn't I notice those things?" Steve's voice was very soft, and the man's brows were slightly frowned again. He seemed to be asking Freddie, but more like asking himself.

Seeing the blond man frowning, Freddy felt irritated.

Why are there so many?

If I didn’t notice it, I didn’t notice it. This means that the acting skills I cultivated since I was a child are good.

If he had been born in this era, he would probably have become a movie star who could take all men and women.

"Steve, since it's a secret I don't want you to know, I'll definitely keep it a secret." Freddie didn't want Steve to feel guilty about it, "I know you know me very well." , but maybe it is precisely because I know this that I will work harder, hoping to hide it from you without any flaws."

Captain America looked dumbly at the long-haired ghost in front of him.

He didn't seem to understand why Flora needed to keep these secrets from him.

Even, trying so hard to hide him.

But Freddie probably knows what kind of person he is, and his heart must be far less sunny and enthusiastic than he shows. He chooses to hide it is also a kind of self-protection. He is afraid that those secrets will be exposed, and he is afraid of his life. Surroundings will happen, and in his soul, there may still be a bottomless inferiority complex.He couldn't take the initiative to peel off his glorious and perfect outer shell to reveal the inner trapped in the mud.I am afraid that until the truth has to be revealed, he will not have the courage to reveal all the secrets he has been hiding all along.

In Freddy's eyes, Steve Rogers was full of light.But he felt ashamed all the more because of it, and tried to arm himself with the same splendor.

Steve's gaze was still fixed on the long-haired ghost in front of him.

Freddy didn't know that his silent expression at this time looked like a glass flower full of cracks in Steve's eyes.He can refract brilliant rays of light under the light, but he can also be suddenly shattered by inadvertent external forces.

Steve sighed softly, and he walked up to Freddy, noticing the sudden tense body of the ghost.Every time he approached, the ghost inadvertently showed nervous behavior, as if afraid of his approach.

So, he stretched out his hands and hugged the ghost with a cold body in front of him.

"Steve..." Freddy's pupils constricted, and he felt that his body was suddenly wrapped in boundless warmth, as if he had suddenly fallen into the embrace of the sun.It seemed to be a scalding scalding sensation, such unsatisfactory heat made his heart stop beating, and his soul trembled, but it didn't hurt him.

"Flora, you can choose to tell me, or you can choose not to tell me, you don't need to feel any pressure." The blond man gently hugging the ghost said softly, "But I want you to know that no matter what happens, Nothing, no matter what secrets you have, will not change my love for you."

Freddy lowered his eyes.

He could feel the strength of Steve's arms as he hugged him so carefully and reassuringly.But the man's head rested lightly on his shoulder, as if he was also in need of him.

Slowly raised his hand.

Freddy also hugged the blond man back, although such a move made him feel a bit over the top.

A [maybe I'm about to disappear into this embrace] beyond.

However, Freddy's wild thoughts did not come true, and after the moment of overwhelming emotion in his heart was over, he was still embraced by Steve very cherishingly.This made Freddie a little bit at a loss as to how to react.

——Big brother, a little hug is fine, and it doesn't take so long.

——Your large, close-fitting pectoral muscles are a bit on my hands.

Freddy, who didn't want to ruin the current atmosphere, felt a bit like a rag doll hugged by a giant bear.

Fortunately, the ringing of the doorbell saved him from Captain America's embrace.

"Peter and Carrie should be here." Freddy said quickly. Today is a day off, and Peter didn't attend class.According to Peter's arrangement, he and Carrie went to the venue of the fashion charity organized by Aunt May to do preliminary work.They should have come directly after the event.

Steve nodded, and after opening the door, he saw Peter and Carrie.

Little Spider warmly greeted Captain America and Freddy. Although he couldn't see Freddy, he believed that Freddy would come to the door to greet him.And Carrie also greeted in a low voice, and the girl's eyes fell on Captain America with some inquiry.What made her care was not the identity of [Captain America], but that this man was [Freddie's fiancé].

"Carrie!" Freddy smiled and looked at Carrie. "How about today's volunteer activities? Do you feel reluctant?"

When Freddy saw Carrie, his true inner feelings were complicated and emotional.

after all--

Different ages, the same mother, who would have thought that they are sisters in need.

What kind of human suffering is this.

"It's not forced." Carrie shook her head and said, Freddie encouraged her to participate in such an event, and she didn't want to disappoint Freddie, "But, there, I saw my classmates .”

"Yes, Carrie's two female classmates, Olivia and Su are model volunteers there, and I just met them today. When I went to Carrie's school, I seemed to have met them too." Peter nodded and explained. Dao said, when the two girls saw Carrie, they showed shocked expressions, as if they were deeply surprised that Carrie, who was so introverted and withdrawn, would participate in such an activity, "But they seem to have misunderstood me and Carrie is a couple."

The little spider was a little afraid that such a misunderstanding would disturb Carrie.

And after bumping into her classmate, Carrie's face always had a look of concern.

Freddy was stunned for a moment, he also knew that Peter had gone to find Carrie before.Going to school to find Carrie, and participating in volunteer activities together, it is inevitable to be misunderstood by classmates.If Carrie, who is not good at words, just clarifies that they are not a couple, it will have the opposite effect.

"If you misunderstand, just misunderstand. There is nothing wrong with being misunderstood to have a boyfriend like Spiderman. I mean, Carrie, this is a good opportunity to become Spiderman's rumored girlfriend, and you will definitely not lose." Frey Di looked at Carrie and said, "If some classmates at school say something, you don't need to clarify it. They are such grown-ups, and they are not real friends. Is it possible that you have to report your relationship status to them carefully?"

Carrie looked at Freddy with helplessness.

Why did [Spider-Man's Rumored Girlfriend] say such things?

"Besides, don't you two have no prom companions? Although you are not a couple, you just have a companion to attend your respective prom and give each other a compliment." Freddie continued, regarding how to make Carrie He had been thinking for a while about having a good prom.

"I think it's a good idea." Captain America nodded.

Carrie pursed her lips slightly, and didn't say whether it was good or bad.

"What a good idea?" Peter, who was the only one present who couldn't see or hear Freddy, was completely at a loss. "Are you guys discussing something?"

"Talking about your prom." Steve said with a smile.

"Graduation prom... I think I probably know what you are talking about. Indeed, I haven't found a suitable female partner, and Carrie doesn't have a male partner for the time being. I think we can work together." Peter turned his head and looked at Carrie. Li said, "If it's okay, I don't have to think about who I should invite to be my dance partner."

"You... want to invite me?" Carrie looked up at Peter unexpectedly, and then said softly with a struggling expression, "You must have a better choice, not just for me."

The girl's expression was a little timid and uneasy.

Captain America can easily see the inferiority complex of the girl from Carrie's performance.

Steve subconsciously looked at the ghost watching Carrie. Even though Carrie and Flora displayed two completely different personalities, Flora must have seen herself in Carrie. shadow.

It also includes, the same inferiority complex.

"What other choice do I have?" Peter looked at Carrie with a big grin and smiled, "I'm also worried about this. Aunt May and Harry thought I was going to the ball alone. It just so happens that we have the last A suitable partner, you go to the ball with me, and I go to the ball with you, so that no one has to worry about making a fool of yourself at the ball."

Hearing what Peter said, Carrie thought for a while in a daze, then nodded.

"This way, you don't have to worry about your partner." Freddy clapped his hands happily, "Just in time, Carrie is in the preparatory stage of the charity fashion show, to see if there is any dress she likes. Wait until On the day of the prom, Carrie, you can dress up well, and I can provide very professional guidance."

Freddy, who is a master of women's clothing, thinks he must be a professional when it comes to dressing himself up beautifully.

Carrie couldn't help but smile when she saw Freddy with a bright smile.

I couldn't help but look forward to the graduation dance in my heart.

"By the way, it seems that Flora's friend will come today, right? Has he already been here?" Peter suddenly thought of this very important matter. There is another name about [Freddy] Freddie had already spoken to Carrie about [Flora].Before coming, Peter, who didn't want to be a pig teammate anymore, also made sure to reassure Carrie not to mention the name [Freddy].

"Yes." Captain America nodded and replied, "Irene said something about Flora's past that I don't know. However, she also didn't know anything about Flora after she left Brooklyn."

"That's it..." Peter was a little disappointed, so the clue was cut off here again?

Just about to say something, Little Spider suddenly heard the phone ringing, "Whose phone is ringing?"

"It's mine." Steve took out his phone, and was surprised to see that it was Erin's call.

"Irene?" Captain America answered Irene's call.

[Steve, I got a letter, I don't know who gave it to me, but I got this letter. ] On the phone, the old woman's excited voice came immediately, [This turned out to be a letter that Flora sent me a long time ago, but I didn't receive it. ]

Captain America's hands froze, and he looked at Freddy beside him in shock.

"A letter from Flora?" Steve turned on the speakerphone.

[Yes, look at the time on the letter, it is the letter sent to me a year after Flora disappeared.At the time, my family and I had moved out of Brooklyn, so I didn't get this letter. ] From the voice during the call, it can be heard that the old lady wept with joy when she received the news from Flora many years later, [She really did not commit suicide, she really did not die...]

Hearing the word [suicide], Carrie looked shocked and looked at Freddy in disbelief.

Freddy: "..." Don't look at me, didn't I commit suicide?

"What was written in the letter Flora sent you?" Steve also asked emotionally.

Erin read the contents of the letter for Steve directly on the phone——

[Dear Erin,

I am sorry that it has been so long since I wrote this letter to you.A lot has happened in the past year since I left home.You know, this is the first time I've been away from Brooklyn, the first time I've been away from my mother's gaze, and this journey has unsettled me, frightened me, and freed me like never before.

You are my best friend, so I can be honest with you, as you know, my whole life is in the hands of my mother.My memory is full of gloom and loneliness, and when I recall the time I lived, I feel that my life was so barren.I thought about ending such a meaningless life, but in the end I thought, maybe I can try a different life.

So, I chose to leave everything behind.

Fortunately, during this year, I finally found my own path, knew what kind of person I want to be, and what kind of life I want to live.I have also experienced a lot of setbacks and tribulations, but I have also witnessed with my eyes that the world can be so vast, and I can go so far.

I'm married and I've met a gentleman who loves me so much, his name is Freddie.I admire him very much. Although he has many shortcomings, he also has many shining points that attract me. Freddie has always supported me.We also adopted an orphan on the battlefield together. His name is Nick, and he is a well-behaved and sensible boy.If given the opportunity, I would love to introduce them to you.

I want you to know that I am doing well and don't worry about me.I will come back to you after this war ends.

And one more important thing, if Steve ever comes back to me, please tell him for me, I'm sorry, I don't want to wait for him anymore.The time of life is so long, I have spent too much time in endless waiting.Although I am married, he is still the man I love the most in my life.

Please also tell him that my life is full of light because of him, but I also want to live a wonderful life for myself.

I wish happiness and happiness to be with you always, and may the day when we meet next time be close at hand.

your sunflower

Flora]

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