When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

Miss Ghost, no, Mr. Ghost just quietly stared at Spider-Man in front of him.

Even though the hero was wearing a mask, Freddie could feel the shock of the hero under the mask at this moment.Although this was only the second official meeting, Freddy had roughly realized that this hero was a just and kind young man who also had a lot of emotional fluctuations.

"When I was conscious, this is what I am now."

Freddy's sincerity in the face of Peter also reveals what he knows.

When he opened his eyes, he was in a colorful street, and he only later learned that the place was called [New York Times Square].At that time, his mind was blank, and he looked around in a daze, facing everything strange in front of him.The night in New York was at its busiest time, and the endless stream of people came and went before his eyes. Before he had time to react and avoid them, those people passed straight through his body.

——No one can see his existence, and no one can feel his existence.

——The beating of the heart cannot be felt, and the body is floating without feeling.

At that moment, it became clear to Freddy that he was a ghost.

But he didn't feel sad or desperate for himself in his heart, because his memory was completely missing, everything in front of him was blank and strange to him, and death was meaningless to him.

Freddie began to wander the streets and alleys of New York. He wanted to find familiar pictures in these strange scenes, find out the reason why his soul still stays here after death, and find out how to end this. A way to live adrift in a wandering state invisible to all.

He's seen a lot, he's known a lot, but he still doesn't know who he is and what he's here for.

Freddie didn't just know his name, he knew very well that he was a man.But the strange thing is that he is wearing a long white dress and has beautiful curly long hair that almost reaches his waist... So, he seems to know more about himself.

With his girlish attire like this, he was undoubtedly a teenager with a womanizer in his lifetime.

——This is a bit bad.

Freddy thought this way in his mind, and he had figured out that his own obsession with women's clothing may have been unintentionally exposed by his classmates when he put on a skirt and pretended to be a girl.After the hobby of transvestite was exposed, he was ridiculed and bullied by his classmates and his family didn't understand. Unable to bear the pressure and suffering, he chose to commit suicide in despair.

If this is the case, it is really pitiful.

Freddy kept guessing about his own death story, but his mood didn't fluctuate, as if it had nothing to do with him.He didn't know if this was the free and easy way to look away after death, or if his emotions became weak after becoming a ghost.

But when Freddy faced Spider-Man who wanted to help him, he suddenly had a secret expectation in his heart.He felt that the young hero would show quite a wonderful expression after knowing his gender.

Of course, it is true.

The little spider only felt that his three views shouted "Excuseme!?"

Then it collapsed in an instant and began to reshape rapidly.

"Are you kidding me?" Peter asked dryly, he didn't feel that [Miss Ghost] in front of him was a teenager at all, not to mention that he was dressed like a girl, and his appearance was too delicate.If such a beautiful girl turned out to be a boy, it would definitely cause the collective inferiority complex of the entire girl group.

Peter looked up and down [Mr. Ghost] in front of him with shocked eyes. Freddy was slightly shorter than him, and his long white skirt was dragged to the ground, and his feet could not be seen.His age seemed to be almost as young as him, and the dress had a white lace collar, which made his Adam's apple not so obvious.

Little Spider still couldn't believe it.

However, it seemed that Freddie had no reason to deliberately lie to him in this matter.

- [Transgender (transgender)] and [Crossdresser (transvestite)].

These two words suddenly appeared in Peter's mind.

He took a feminist studies class in school, and in that class he also learned about transgender people and transvestites, two niche groups.Peter was thinking, if Freddie was a transgender person, he wouldn't directly tell himself that his gender was male. After all, he should think that he was a female on a psychological level.

Besides, if Freddie hadn't said it, he would never have noticed that he was a teenager.

"Do you want me to call you [him] or [she]?" Peter asked politely.

"I know I'm a man, and I think so too. You don't have to think of me as a girl. It's just that I don't know why I dress like this. I think I was a freak who liked to wear women's clothes when I was alive." "Freddie replied like this, and when he said these words, suddenly, like jumping memory fragments, a woman's voice emerged in his mind, shouting [freak] at the top of his voice. common words.

"No, it's not surprising!" Peter said quickly, he was afraid that the people in front of him would think he was prejudiced against him, and he didn't want Freddie to use the derogatory term [freak] on himself, "it's just It's just a personal hobby, and it's not something illegal or criminal. Since women can pretend to be men, why can't men pretend to be women?"

Freddy looked at Peter silently.

"You lost your memory, so I don't know if you know [drag queens]. There are a lot of men who dress up in women's clothes, and they even stand in front of the public to show off, and they are very popular." Peter He continued, "Although cross-dressers are still a niche group, they have gained the attention and support of many people."

Hearing the little spider's words, Freddy's eyes slightly showed surprise.

It seems to be surprised by the special group that Peter mentioned.

"Freddy, I would say I'm completely unbiased about this. Both [trans people] and [transvestites] have their own histories, and there are a lot of people who are trying to represent that part of the population. Fight for their rights." Peter felt that it was necessary for him to say this, so that Freddie could correct his attitude and not feel inferior because of it, "We also learned in the school curriculum that there are different marginalized people in this society. The reason why we learn this knowledge is to better accept, identify and respect these people and cultures.”

Freddy hadn't imagined that the young hero would say such things to him.

Still with such a positive and inclusive attitude.

I got... an unexpected response.

"You are really a kind hero." Freddy said with a smile.

He knew in his heart that he was a man, but as a ghost he was dressed as a woman.

He was also confused in his heart, "Who the hell am I?" Such a question.

When he speculated about his various ways of death, there was no wave in his heart.But when he looked directly at the problem that he was probably a transvestite in his lifetime, he felt a strong feeling of unbearable and bored.Even, in his subconscious mind, he knows how to smile to be gentle and beautiful, how to behave dignified and elegant, and how to behave so that it is easier to get the favor of others. This seems to be something deeply engraved in his soul.

But it was also a part that made him subconsciously feel conflicted and disgusted.

The little spider accepted the [kindness card] sent by Freddy very happily.

"You are really beautiful, and this kind of beauty has nothing to do with gender." Peter said seriously, and he couldn't help but think of several supermodels with indistinguishable beauty who stand out in the fashion circle recently.But at the same time, Little Spider also thought of the possibility that Freddy committed suicide after being ridiculed and bullied after being discovered the secret of transvestites.

Such a possibility made Peter frown tightly.

But no matter what, he has now learned important clues from Freddy, which should be of great help in investigating Freddy's identity.

"I can't move in the sun, the sun can't make me disappear, but it can make me hurt, so I will hide in the shadows." Freddy continued, thinking that Mr. Spider-Man should want to know this, "I can move freely at night, but the only time you can see me is between twelve o'clock in the morning and one o'clock in the morning."

Peter looked at Freddy in surprise, "Between twelve and one in the morning?"

"This is something I have already verified." Freddy nodded, "Maybe, this is the time period of my death."

Hearing Freddie say the time of death so frankly made Peter feel depressed.

"Mr. Spider-Man, is there anything I can do to help you?" Freddy asked suddenly, seeing the dumbfounded Spider-Man in front of him, he explained with a smile, "I am very grateful for your help. , I think within the scope of my ability, I can also help heroes. For example, if you have any secrets you want to know, I can inquire about the information you want to know without anyone noticing. No one will ever find me."

Freddy thought that Mr. Spider-Man, as a hero, would have some secrets of evil forces that need to be tracked and explored.

The little spider unknowingly opened a new door: "!!!" So it can still be like this!

Then go to the Avengers to find out if there is any intention to include him?

Or to inquire about Captain America's fitness secrets for maintaining the V-shaped perfect body of the inverted triangle?

Or explore the private life of the idol Iron Man's unknown playboy night?

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