When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

Peter didn't think about what to ask Freddy to find out for the time being.

After all, this was only the second time we met, so just asking the other party to inquire about some heroic gossip, Little Spider felt that he would appear a little out of place, and he didn't want to leave such a false impression on this new ghost friend.Peter also knew that his time to see Freddy was limited, so he wanted to make an appointment for the time and place of the next meeting. After all, we can't just rely on chance encounters like this.

Peter thought that after three days of investigation based on the clues he had now, he should be able to know Freddy's identity.

"Why don't we meet at your home?" Freddy agreed after hearing Peter's words, and suggested after thinking about it, "This way you don't have to come out to find me so late."

Peter felt that this was indeed a good idea, and he also believed that the ghost in front of him was a good ghost, after all, beauty is justice.So Peter told Freddy his address, but he was afraid that Freddy was unfamiliar with the place, and he couldn't find out where his home was.

Freddy said to the little spider, don't worry, he will definitely find it.

And anyway, he's just a ghost, and he has nothing to do in the dark, so he can just find a way to relieve his boredom.

Hearing the beautiful female ghost in front of him, no, the male ghost said so, Peter felt even more sorry for the young Freddy in his heart, and he very much hoped that he could do something to help Freddy.He even hoped that Freddy was really like what Harry said, only possessing supernatural powers but not really dying.

This possibility also exists, after all, Peter has only seen Freddy, the only ghost so far.If ghosts were able to wander around in the dark so ostentatiously, even if they could only appear for an hour a day, there would definitely not be so few supernatural urban rumors in New York that attract the attention of the citizens every year.

But the little spider can't tell Freddy what's on his mind.

After all, he knows in his heart that the hope that has not been proven can turn into despair that makes people even more disappointed.

After such an appointment, Peter suddenly remembered on the way home——

"I even forgot to ask Freddie where he went back!"

After hearing Freddy say "then I'll go back first" the last time we met, Peter was very concerned about where Freddy was going back.But today I finally met, and I forgot to ask this very important question.

This made the little spider a little annoyed, and hurriedly recorded this question in bold and red letters in the memo in his mind. He must not forget this question when he saw Freddy three days later.

After Freddy said goodbye to Peter, he flew back to a house familiarly.

"Freddy, you're back!"

In the room, the long-haired girl on the bed seemed to feel something. She tore off the quilt buried on her head, looked at the ghost in women's clothing coming in through the window with joy in her eyes, and welcomed Freddie in a low voice. The [back].And Freddy glanced over, and saw a flashlight on the bed and an open book. It was obvious that the girl had been hiding under the quilt to read.

Girls who are in adolescence often have a restless heart.

I don't sleep in the middle of the night, I don't even dare to turn on the lights, I hide in the quilt secretly and read a book with a flashlight...

Freddy raised his eyebrows secretly, and couldn't help feeling a little curious about the contents of this book.

"Are you curious about this book?"

Carrie saw Freddy, who was drifting towards her calmly, and his eyes fell on her book. The girl naturally picked up her own book from the bed, closed it, and showed Freddy the contents of the book. cover——

"Sniper Queen" Lyudmila.

Phantom Puzzled Freddy: "..." You stay up in the middle of the night just to read this kind of book?

"This is a biography, it tells the story of a Soviet female combat hero 'Lyudmila'." Carrie thought that Freddie was interested in the book she was reading, so she explained aloud Said, "She is a very good sniper. She set an astonishing record of killing 309 people in one year in World War II."

Freddie looked at Carrie silently.

He understands that this heroine is great, but he still doesn't understand the charm of this book that makes a 17-year-old girl sacrifice her sleep time and hide under the covers to read with a flashlight.

At this time, Freddy suddenly thought of the Spider-Man he had just met not long ago.

——Could it be that Carrie also has a dream of being a hero?

But at the same time, Freddie also condemned his doubts about Carrie's innocence in his heart.

"Carrie, you can wait until tomorrow to read this book, there is no need to read it so late..." Freddy said softly, and after hesitating for a while, he still brought it up frankly, "You don't have to wait for me Come back, it will burden me a little bit."

He knew that Carrie hadn't fallen asleep so late, so she must have been waiting for him.

When Freddie told Peter he meant going back to Carrie, because after he'd met Carrie, he'd come back here in the late night clubs, like a temporary resting place.And for Freddy, Carrie also sealed the windows of her room tightly to prevent any light from coming in, just to prevent any light from harming the ghost hiding in her room.

Freddie knew that Carrie already considered him a friend.

Or to be more precise, it should be a role like "intimate sister".

However, Freddy wasn't sure when he would disappear, and he clearly knew that a dead person shouldn't have too much involvement with a living person.When he disappeared in the future, no matter where his soul went, I was afraid that Carrie would feel sad because of his departure.However, Freddy knew clearly in his heart that Carrie needed a sincere friend, and she only found him as a ghost friend.

"I know, Freddie, you can only move around freely after dark, and such time is precious to you." Carrie looked at Freddie sincerely and apologetically, very afraid of the ghost in front of her eyes Sister would be offended by this, "I'm sorry to bother you, I'll go to bed on time, but maybe you'd like to stay with me when the light comes?"

Seeing Carrie's cautious attitude, Freddy only felt like a villain.

Freddy looked at the girl in front of him and sighed helplessly.

Carrie is a senior student in high school. Her character is simple, shy, and somewhat withdrawn.What made her different from everyone else was that this girl could see him even if it wasn't between twelve and one in the morning.

— Carrie is the only one who can do it.

And Freddie met Carrie by chance...

As Carrie was locked in the prayer room by her mother, Freddie heard her cry.

Following the cry, he flew all the way to the small prayer room, just wanting to see what happened here.Unexpectedly, the girl with red eyes who was kneeling in front of the statue of Jesus was stunned in astonishment, raised her face and widened her eyes and asked him in a trembling voice——

[Who are you? ]

In this way, Freddie and Carrie met.

Carrie was locked in the prayer room forcibly by her mother, and no one could ask for help and complain.Freddie saw a girl who could see himself for the first time, and felt pity for the crying and helpless Carrie.

So after talking with one person and one ghost in the prayer room for several hours, Carrie naturally regarded the kind and amiable [Miss Ghost] who suddenly appeared as a very kind and friendly "female friend".

After getting to know each other, Freddie learned that Carrie's mother was a very devout and even extreme believer, and Carrie had been living under the strict care of her mother.Freddy could see that in such an environment, Carrie had subconsciously resisted the "Lord" whom her mother kept praying to.

But this does not prevent, Carrie and Spiderman are very kind people.

Carrie wasn't afraid that Freddie was a ghost.

She also hopes to fulfill his wish, so that his soul can go to heaven in peace.

And Freddy has always felt conflicted in the face of Carrie, because he has not confessed his gender to Carrie.When he wanted to confess, Carrie's words [You are the first girl who became my friend] with a happy smile successfully blocked him.

Freddie knew that Carrie needed a best friend with whom she could talk about everything, which was what Carrie had always longed for.So after thinking about it, Freddy recognized the female character.

But it also gave Freddie a kind of wake-up call—the longer it dragged on, the harder it was to say it.

So he directly confessed that he is a male when facing Spider-Man today, otherwise... Don't say he is narcissistic, Freddie knows his looks are very beautiful, he is really afraid that the young hero thinks he is a girl And there was something wrong with him.

"Has the sniper queen in this biography attracted you?" Freddie saw that Carrie had been looking at him pitifully with lamb-like eyes, and had no choice but to change a new topic, "You also Do you want to be such a hero? Or, a female benchmark?"

"No, I don't have such a great idea." Carrie shook her head quickly, she certainly never thought that she would become a hero like this, "Because our history class talked about the Second World War, there is a paper for us to discuss What women are doing in this war, so I went to the library and checked out the book."

"War is cruel. Lyudmila undoubtedly made great achievements on the battlefield, but at the same time, she also made unimaginable sacrifices." Carrie thought about her own words, and said slowly with some hesitation, "Actually, The relationship between Lyudmila and her lover . . . attracted me."

Carrie was instilled by her mother in her childhood that men would make him unclean and dirty.

When she faced the men and women who kissed casually in the campus, she always felt unnatural in her heart. She didn't dare to look at it and felt conflicted, and she also had other unspeakable thoughts.But Carrie does feel that the relationship between these couples is messy, and they can kiss one person one day and another person the next day.

But in this book she sees the affection between Lyudmila and her lover.

They are comrades-in-arms who deeply trust each other, and they are the only lover in each other's hearts, a vigorous hymn of love in the war on the front line.Even though the ruthless war separated them from life to death, this deep feeling was engraved in their hearts and could never be erased.

Carrie saw that a man and a woman can have such a pure and holy love.

Such feelings made Carrie yearn for it.

"Have you ever met a boy you like?" Freddie asked.

Carrie was stunned, then quickly shook her head, and after a while she lowered her head and said softly, "No boy will like me, and my mother will never allow me to associate with boys."

Carrie could already guess how her mother would self-mutilate her head against the wall over and over again if she had a relationship with a boy, and how she would lock her into the prayer room with irresistible attitude and make her pray How God's forgiveness would condemn her hoarsely and impurely.

She was her daughter, and she knew her mother better than anyone else in the world.

"Carrie, you are very kind and beautiful." Freddy said gently, watching the girl sitting on the edge of the bed with a gloomy face. He had always hoped that Carrie would have more confidence in herself, "I can see that you have A pure soul, you will surely attract someone who can truly cherish you."

Freddy still wanted to say something about Carrie's mother, but thinking of Carrie's mother's extreme appearance, his voice froze again, and he was entangled in not knowing what method to use to resolve such a contradiction.

Carrie stared blankly at Freddy in front of her, she could only feel the tenderness of the ghost.

In her eyes, the ghost in front of her is so beautiful, both in appearance and soul, she is the most beautiful girl she has ever seen, but she lost her life and memory early.

Carrie thought that during Freddy's lifetime, she must have been the most brilliant and popular among the crowd, a sun-like girl who was loved by everyone.However, such a girl can only avoid the sun and stay with the night.

Her heart felt sad for her only friend, and even felt God's injustice.

She wants to fulfill Freddy's wish as soon as possible so that she can go to heaven.

I also hope that Freddie can remember his wish later, so that he can say goodbye to her later.

"Go to bed, Carrie, you've got school to-morrow," Freddie urged.

Carrie nodded obediently, said good night and put the book on the bedside table without thinking too much.

"Do you want me to leave a light for you?" After switching off the flashlight, Carrie was afraid that the room would be too dark and Freddie would be lonely.

"No, you know I can see clearly even in the dark." Freddy refused with a smile. He obviously didn't even dare to turn on the light when he was reading for fear of being noticed and blamed by his mother, but now he Can leave a light for him, "Good night, Carrie."

After Carrie fell asleep, Freddy stood there silently, his figure completely integrated with the darkness.

Freddie, who doesn't need to sleep, also needs to find something to pass the time.Or he can ask Carrie to go to the library to borrow some books about ghosts for him, let him look at other ghost experiences, ask for some experience, and practice how to make himself ascend to heaven as soon as possible.

Freddy's eyes subconsciously glanced at the back cover of the book on the bedside table that recorded the honor and pain of the sniper queen's life. It was an epitaph of Lyudmila——

[Pain so persistent, moves patiently like a snail;]

[Happiness is so fleeting, like a rabbit's tail skimming the autumn grassland. ]

Hindsight Freddie: ...Should I also think of an epitaph?

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