When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

At this moment Nick felt that he was not a vampire, but a devil.

Deceived the ignorant people into hell, let them fall into the trap of the abyss of hell when they were defenseless, revealed all the horrible and dark places, revealed the cruel truth unreservedly, and unscrupulously suffered pain to innocent people.

"I've wanted to see you for a long time, Steve Rogers." Nick was even happy at this moment, these words had been accumulated in his heart for too long.It is to keep Freddy's promise, so he will keep silent all the time, but now Freddy has lost his previous memory, and even forgot about him, so what is the promise he once asked him to make? .

Nick had never cared so much about a person.

He looks as beautiful as a woman, but he is unwilling to be underestimated, and in some places he looks like a girl.

His body looks fragile and needs to be protected, but there is a lot of power hidden in his body.

He looks strong and optimistic, but in his heart there is an unknown and bottomless inferiority complex and darkness.

He works extraordinarily hard in everything he does, and even has a kind of hard work that is not afraid of death, but in fact, he has always hidden a kind of death will.

He is such a contradictory individual, but it is precisely because of this that he is enough to attract Nick's attention.

Nick remembers when he first met Freddie, it was like looking at a bird that had just been released from its cage.The huge sky made this caged bird feel at a loss, but Freddie rushed here and there without hesitation, as if he was not afraid of falling at all, he wanted to have a good time flying in this world.Nick thought it was funny at first, he wanted to see how this simple and innocent bird would be smashed and blooded in the army.

Then, after the fun, I feel a little novel. Freddie, who is full of contradictions and secrets, always has a kind of unyielding momentum, even a kind of madness that doesn't care.He can be friendly to people, and he can beat people up mercilessly.He can reverse the situation of being ridiculed and targeted at the beginning, and become a soldier that no one dares to mess with easily, and even a soldier who is loved and trusted by everyone.

No matter what setbacks he suffered, no matter what tribulations he experienced, no matter what situation he fell into, the eyes of this young man never dimmed, as if there were countless stars falling from the sky hidden in the depths of those eyes Brighten the eyes.

Freddie was growing, and Nick just watched.

He became curious about the young man, and he wondered how far Freddy's future would go.

But it was because he was watching Freddy all the time that he knew how important the name [Steve Rogers] was to Freddy.Steve is not only the famous Captain America, not only the hero who makes the enemy fearful, not only the banner of victory in the hearts of the people and soldiers, but also Freddy's lover.

It was also this man who guided Freddy onto the path of the battlefield, and made Freddy jump from one cage to another purgatory.

"There's so much you don't know." And Nick knew too much.

Just because he knows so much, he cannot tolerate [Steve Rogers] knowing nothing.

Nor could [Freddie] lose his memory.

Nick only felt that after this outburst, his unwilling anger and suppressed intense emotions gradually calmed down.In front of his eyes, he saw Captain America, the heroic leader, showing an extremely painful side that could not be concealed.The man's resolute eyes were like shattered mirrors, and the shards reflected countless shattered Freddys he didn't know, and every sharp shard cut a bloody wound on the man's heart.

This is exactly what Nick has always wanted to do.

He knows that not only artillery and explosives can blow up a person's body to pieces, but the cruel truth can also smash a person's heart into a bloody mess like a sharp knife.Nick wanted to see how much pain the man would feel for [Freddie's short life] after the truth came out.

Nick knew he was malicious, and he couldn't explain why he wanted to be so hostile to Steve.Maybe it's because of 70 years of silence, 70 years of keeping secrets alone... He couldn't vent, and now he finally found this outlet.

"You dumped this mess on me over 70 years ago."

Nick's eyes fell on Freddy, but the long-haired ghost's eyes were always on the blond man.

"I'll give it back to you now."

Nick still can't let go of Freddy's death, and since he can't let go, he can't be the only one still trapped in it.

"Freddy, do you think I did something wrong?" Nick tilted his head slightly, looked at Freddy with a chuckle and asked, his eyes were slightly cold, "I didn't give you the right to escape, and I didn't give you any history. Tiff respects your right to escape."

Nick was tired of Freddie's avoidance, both now and in the past.

——Since you have come here all the way, why can't you be stronger?

——The end of the war is already coming soon, why can't we hold on a little longer?

——Is Steve the only one who can make you feel regretful?

As Nick said before, he often thinks that when Freddie was dying, if not only he was there, but Steve was by his side.Then everything will be different, as long as the man asks him to persevere, he will persevere.

"You've been running away from him, and now you're back by his side." Nick stared at the long-haired ghost who couldn't take his eyes off Steve's face, and felt that the scene was a bit ridiculous and that fate was a bit tricky People, "So now you think it's hard to face him?"

It's not that hard, is it?

As long as you can get out of this...

Even, Nick was thinking, if he could have pushed him to take that step, maybe Freddy's fate would have undergone a huge turning point.

"In order to get closer to him, you can leave everything alone and come to the battlefield, you can bear all the trauma and pain that war brings to you, you can do things that Steve Rogers can't imagine... Then even if Become a vampire, even if you lose your legs, so what? Can’t you do that?” In the end, Nick still couldn’t get over the hurdle of Freddy’s choice 70 years ago.

In his eyes, Freddy is a person who refuses to admit defeat. He can do what others think he can't do.

However, in the end, Nick felt that Freddy could do it, but he calmly chose to give up.

Freddy's giving up became the unwillingness that Nick has never forgotten.

——If you told me categorically at that moment...you want to survive.

——Then what kind of future can you have?

"Nick, I'm dead." Freddy still held Steve's hand tightly, and Ghost frowned slightly and said, his heart was heavy and depressed, but his emotions were very rational, "These problems have already It doesn't make any sense anymore."

"No, it makes sense to me." Nick laughed mockingly, "I just want to hear from you, you regret it."

Freddy looked at Nick dumbly, he didn't know what this vampire was obsessed with.

"I want to know about witches." Steve finally stabilized his emotions. The blond man took a deep breath, fixed his eyes on Nick and asked, but the man's voice seemed a little dry, "May I Shall I meet her?"

"After she took Freddie's body, I only saw her once, yesterday. Her whereabouts can't be found unless she asks you. All I know is that she is a witch, Freddie Di saved her once, but I don't know how powerful her witch power is." Nick said without hiding, "After she saw me, she asked me if I wanted to see Freddy, and then She seemed to have some kind of power over me. She still said that she had promised Freddie that in return she would grant his wish."

"So, what is your wish? Is it to return to Steve Rogers' side as [Flora] in an era of peace? Do you want to meet him again in the most beautiful form? Maybe you just want to Have a date? Or do you want a wedding?” Nick still doesn’t know what Freddy’s wish is, and he doesn’t even know how long Freddy can last like this, and whether he can really go to bed after fulfilling his wish. to heaven.

And Freddy, who lost that most important memory, still couldn't give Nick and Steve the answer about [wish].

"The witch should still stay in New York. I think she will watch you there. I will investigate the witch's whereabouts." Asked from the witch's body.Nick reached out and threw a piece of paper at Steve, and said in a deep voice, "This is my phone number, if you have anything to do, contact me, and I won't disturb your time."

"Nick, I'm sorry."

Before leaving, Nick stopped because of the apology from behind.

Nick turned his head. He looked at the long-haired ghost in a long skirt not far away, but in a trance, he seemed to see the blond young man with a gun on his back and an ill-fitting military uniform smiling brightly at him.

"You don't have anything to feel sorry for me." Nick lowered his eyes and smiled, feeling that Freddy's apology came out of nowhere, "It's like I won't do it for the promise I broke, nor for what I did today. I'm sorry for you."

"I once watched an interesting cartoon called "Wingless Bird."

While watching Freddie, Nick suddenly remembered a movie.

"That bird is an anomaly because its wings are very small, almost wingless, so it can't fly."

"Then it was on the cliff, and with great effort, it nailed the big tree to the cliff with a hammer in its mouth."

"When the bird was finished, it stood on the edge of the cliff and looked down. On the cliff, there were countless trees that he had nailed to the cliff. Then the bird put on the pilot's helmet, and then jumped into the sky without hesitation. Leap, and jump off the cliff without fear."

"Those trees that had been nailed to the cliffs with all their energy for countless days and nights now appeared beside the bird. It was as if he was shuttling through the woods, and like an ordinary bird, he could spread his wings and feel the wind. speed and freedom to fly."

"He's falling, but he thinks he's flying."

"And this is the dream he has pursued all his life."

Captain America's eyes were full of touch at this moment, and he knew why Nick would suddenly tell such a story.

Nick's mouth curled into a smile.

"Freddy, I think you look a lot like that bird."

"In order to get closer to this man, you chose to jump off the cliff without hesitation."

So Freddy didn't have any luck from the beginning, he already knew what kind of ending he would face.

However, Nick knew that Freddy had never regretted his choice, regretted that he only flew once in his life.

"But, that's what you want."

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