When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

When the time to leave was before Freddy's eyes, and it was only three days away, he didn't actually have any panic or fear of collapse in his heart.Because Freddy, who had been a ghost from the beginning, didn't have any luck in his heart, and was extremely optimistic that he still had the possibility of surviving.However, Freddy was really reluctant to leave.

Freddie finally had something he wanted to do—

He wanted to go to Peter and Carrie's prom, to see what the pre-graduation carnival that all the children were looking forward to was like; How will the curse set by Della end; he wants to get to know Steve's hero friends well, and also wants to meet Nick's vampire friends that he has never seen before; Write down precious memories, let more people know the names and stories buried by the war; he wants to be able to leave New York with Steve to go to other cities, there are too many scenery in this world that they have never seen ...

There are many things to want to do, and Freddie wants - the future.

As Freddy said to Peter before, he had chosen to escape because he didn't want to bear the pain of losing again, so he had been avoiding Steve's feelings.Even when he can no longer reject his own heart and indulge in the tenderness and affection given by Steve, he is always worried about gains and losses in his heart.And now he also had to face it, which had already been predicted.

"Don't cry, Carrie."

Freddy comforted Carrie who was still sobbing softly. After learning that Freddy's time was running out, Carrie burst into tears, unable to calm her grief at all.Carrie was determined not to go back before, and now she will not leave Freddy's side even more.

Seeing that the girl's eyes were swollen and astringent from crying, but the tears still couldn't stop falling, Freddie felt very distressed.

"Freddy..." Carrie felt extremely sad, her fragile heart was like the heaviest mountain, and she couldn't breathe.She suddenly felt that no matter what kind of setbacks and bullying it was, everything seemed so insignificant compared to Freddy's departure.

Freddy is a ghost who can only walk in the dark, but also the light that shines into Carrie's life.

This beam of light is so gentle and bright, so beautiful that Carrie is willing to pour all her feelings into this beam of light.

For Carrie, nothing is more painful than losing Freddie.

"You promise me that you will be brave." Freddy could only comfort me softly.

"But, I said . . . I want you to look at me," said Carrie, choking with red eyes.

"I was watching you, Carrie," said Freddie's voice firmly.

Carrie was startled, the exquisite ghost in front of her eyes looked at her so tenderly, and it was this kind of gaze that gave her unprecedented peace of mind and strength.Thinking that this gaze was about to disappear, Carrie, who had already eased up, cried even more uncontrollably.

It's really bad...

Freddy wanted to comfort Carrie, but the effect of consolation was not achieved, and it made Carrie even more sad.

"Nick's right," said Carrie suddenly, weeping.

"What?" Freddy was taken aback for a moment.

"Didn't the witch promise to fulfill your wish? How can Mr. Rogers' wish be your wish? It doesn't count at all." Carrie, like Nick, was paranoid that the witch who owed Freddie needed to fulfill Freddie. "Besides, Mr. Rogers' wish, compared to seeing you again, shouldn't it be to bring you back to life? Isn't it your common wish to be together?"

"Carrie, your life is your own, it's not another person's responsibility." Freddy was silent for a moment, then shook his head lightly, "Even though I did save Kendra, it doesn't mean I will I think she has this obligation to save my life, and I will not entrust my life to others. Moreover, the prayers in a person's heart are endless. If you have what you once wanted, you will have I want something new. Even though I feel sad and sad in my heart, I am also content with Kendra's help."

"I love Steve deeply in my heart, but I have hidden countless things from him. There are many things I should have said, but I kept silent because of inferiority and avoidance. At that time, I used to be lucky, thinking that even if I can't say it now, but one day I can say it, and Steve will definitely choose to accommodate me. But I didn't expect it, because of the war I was separated from him for several years. Even though we fought side by side in the same battlefield , I have never met him face to face. I died on the battlefield, but Steve still thought I was still waiting for him in my hometown." Freddie looked at Carrie and said, "After this, Steve also He died on the battlefield, and the Flora in his memory could not wait for his return."

"In retrospect, isn't this the cruelest tragedy?" Freddy asked slowly.

They have all faced death, and they have no fear in their hearts, but they have a heavier obsession than death.

They both hope that the other's life will be perfect and happy, but they don't know that they both experience death in a place that the other doesn't know.

"We finally met again." Freddie thought [meet] is such a beautiful word.

After going through so many hardships, such difficult barriers, and such a long time, how rare it is for him and Steve to have such a chance to meet again.

"Isn't this exactly what I wish? Not only to be able to see Steve again, but more importantly, to be able to tell Steve all my unknown secrets, so that Steve can get to know Frey." Dee’s story and accepting me who chose to be Freddy, to be able to spend time with Steve without the invasion of war and without the voice of opposition.” Freddy’s mood is very calm, those who think that will never be Everything that could be achieved has been satisfactorily answered, "I think this is not a last wish, but the deepest wish in my heart all the time."

"Kendra has helped me achieve my wish." Freddy thought from the bottom of his heart, "I am very grateful to her."

Carrie stared blankly at Freddie.

he's always like this...

It was obvious that he was burdened with heavy burdens and tormented by shadows, but the ghost's eyes were always shining with brilliance.

Carrie felt that she was completely different from Freddie, her eyes were full of haze, and while she was doing nothing, she kept complaining about God's injustice.But in Freddy's eyes, he always seemed to see the bright side of life, and faced everything with a calm and grateful heart.Even in adversity, he never gave up on himself, but seized every opportunity to bloom the splendor of his life.

Freddie once said that he saw [Flora] in her.

But Carrie thought she would never be as strong and radiant as Freddy.

That's what she is.

She can't and doesn't want to shine on anyone, she just wants to hold on to this beam of light.

"Freddy, you know... the best thing God ever did to me was to send you to my side." Carrie's eyes were full of dependence, as well as endless sadness and pain.The girl with tears in her eyes was still unable to touch Freddy, so she could only curl up and lean against the ghost, pretending that this was the closest distance, "But I don't want God to take you away."

"...Let God make the decision." Freddy said after a moment of silence, "God will have the best arrangement."

When Freddie came out of the guest room, he saw Steve sitting in the shadows.

The figure of the blond man seemed to be shrouded in darkness.

Cold lines, tall and straight figure, lonely silence, like a standing statue.

Such a scene seemed so oppressive in Freddy's eyes, as if a ray of light couldn't penetrate the man's world.

"Steve..." Freddie couldn't help but call out.

"Is Carrie asleep?" When Steve turned his face to look at Freddy, the man's face showed the familiar gentle smile again.

"Sleeping." Freddy nodded lightly.

After this short conversation ended, the empty living room fell into a terrible silence.

None of them seemed to know what to say to break the deadlock.

In the end, Freddy sat beside Steve, and the ghost and the man intertwined tightly, leaning their head on the man's broad shoulders as if they were dependent and weak, and feeling the man greedily. Always give him the warmth of the temperature.

He didn't speak, and he didn't speak, like a silent tacit understanding, just silently enjoying the company of this moment.

Nothing in this world can stop these two souls in the dark from relying on each other.

Freddie looked at the heavy curtains that were closed not far away.

He was still like a bird longing for freedom, but the sun was enough to burn his wings and he was trapped in a dark cage.

At this moment, Freddy suddenly had a new wish——

He wants to watch the sunrise with Steve.

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