When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

Freddie finally understood why he was here with this appearance.

— because that's what Steve thought of him.

——It was also Steve's thoughts that brought him back to his world from the boundless silence.

Even though his appearance can still be remembered by a man, [Flora]'s most beautiful, youngest and most energetic moment reappears before Steve's eyes.However, the incompleteness of his legs and the denial in his heart constantly remind him of the existence of another [Freddy] like hints.He who has lost his memory is like an explorer who is pushed to find out the secret answer, and also like a bystander who just watches rationally and does not participate in it. In this strange era, in front of new acquaintances, To rediscover who [Flora] and [Freddie] are.

Fortunately, he was not disappointed.

His long past...

Although he suffered in pain and lost himself, he finally broke through himself, broke through the shackles, and flew to the vast sky that he had never been to before.Looking back at his life, he was not inactive when he was alive, and he was not meaningless when he died. Even after so many years, he is still deeply missed by people... In the days when he became Freddy , He met countless people, saw scenery he had never seen before, and made many choices that he had never regretted but could no longer look back on.

——It's been quite a wonderful life.

Freddy once again recalled his dead comrades-in-arms, each of their names, each of their stories, Freddy's heart is so clear.Those memories full of gunpowder smoke and blood, were also covered by wanton laughter and serious training sounds, but in the end they all became history, and he should have been a name that no one knew in that period of history.None of them could witness the victory of the war with their own eyes, but he was so lucky to get this opportunity. After 70 years, he saw with his own eyes that the land they guarded with their lives gained a victorious peace.He always wanders in New York late at night, although the sky is boundless darkness, but the night scene here is enough to fascinate him with bright lights, the beauty and prosperity of this city often makes him feel dazed and moved.

Also, Steve.

This man he has always loved deeply in his heart, and has always received the most satisfactory response from him.

Freddie looked straight into Steve's blue eyes, where he always seemed to be at his best when looked at tenderly.This made Freddy sigh in his heart, being able to talk about such a vigorous love with Captain America, the good man of the century, is not only a fulfillment of life without regrets, but also the pinnacle of life that he can't ask for anymore.

"So... do you want to leave?" Captain America's blue eyes unexpectedly lost their inherent firmness, revealing a kind of confusion, a kind of panic, and even a kind of fear... Although he thought about Freddie There will be a day of disappearance, but I have never really imagined the arrival of this day.However, the "countdown" in Freddy's mouth finally put this matter that they had to face before their eyes.

Steve once said to Freddie - [You and my life are at the same step. ]

However, at this time, Captain America felt that the distance between him and Freddy was always one step away.

"I'm already dead." From Steve's blue eyes, Freddy saw the fragility of dense cracks slowly appearing in the glass, and just a little bit of collision is enough to cause the entire piece of glass to shatter.The voice of the long-haired ghost was very low and weak, and at this moment he almost didn't dare to look at Steve's face, "Compared to others, I am already very lucky, and I can still have the opportunity to appear in your presence after death. in front of my eyes."

Yes, how many people whose hearts are full of regrets cannot stay in this world for a moment even with the greatest obsession and prayer when they are dying.

And he, a person who died without regret, has been here for such a long time.

If you think about it this way, Freddy feels that God still has some preference for him.

"Although I said that I have no regrets, but...you will always be my deepest expectation, Steve." Freddie tried his best to endure the sadness surging in his heart, and kept a calm smile on his face. Looking at Steve, "You once told me that life is short. In such a short life, I have a past with no regrets, and a present where expectations are answered. This is What an incredible thing."

Steve frowned, knowing what Freddy meant.

Whether it was Flora or Freddie, Steve owned, or deeply occupied his past and present.

But—Steve wants to get his future even more greedily.

And Freddie told him that the time they got was miraculous now, and that they should stop greedily expecting more.

Captain America understands this deeply, but...he cannot tolerate the departure of his lover.

"How long do you have?" Vampire Nick's face was as cold as ice in the coldest place in the world.He originally thought that the reward the witch spoke of meant being able to revive Freddy, but he never thought that the witch would actually fulfill Captain America's wish.And this wish is to make Freddy appear and then leave. Isn't this kind of hope that is obtained and then deprived is more painful despair for Freddy?

Under the tense gazes of Nick, Carrie and Steve, Freddy opened his mouth slightly, but couldn't make a sound for a while.

It seemed to be an extremely difficult question to answer.

"...Three days." Freddy finally said softly.

"Three days!?" Nick shouted in surprise and anger, the black-haired young man's expression was full of unbelievable anger, "I only give you three fucking days! That damn witch gave those two Disgusting freak year!"

The tears that Carrie had been holding in her eyes all of a sudden fell down. She crouched on the ground covering her face and burst into tears like rain.

Steve's blue eyes suddenly dimmed as if he had lost all light, and the strength of his grip on Freddy's hand trembled slightly.

"Is this the favor she wants to repay?" Nick stretched out his hands uncontrollably to press Freddy's shoulders, but he still couldn't touch Freddy, which made the vampire even more angry, and his eyes Condensed with a deep dark color, "Look at what you got? She let you get it, but let you lose it! Let you see everything you can have, but tell you that you will lose everything in three days!"

"Nick, she's given me this chance!" Freddy also argued sternly to Nick, "I'm very happy here, whether it's reuniting with Steve, reuniting with you, meeting Carrie and Peter, and Everything that has happened here pleases me. I am dead, you know that, I know that, and I never wanted anything more than that."

"Never asked for more?" Nick suddenly smiled, and the smile was full of ridicule and questioning, "Don't you want to live?"

Freddy's pupils suddenly tightened.

He knew his own death very sensibly, and he also clearly knew that his death was an unchangeable fact.

Living is a luxury that cannot be asked for.

"I believe what you said. Maybe, at that time, you had no regrets before you died. But, Freddy, what about now?" Nick stared deeply at the long-haired ghost in front of him, as if he wanted to see through him thoroughly. , "Can you still say you have no regrets?"

Freddie fell silent.

"Now is not the age of war. You don't need to go through all the painful things that happened on the battlefield. Those secrets you have always kept, even secrets that you don't want to be discovered, are gone. It's no longer an embarrassing secret. Your mother's death was a century ago, and your sins have been atoned for. And there's nothing between you and Steve that has kept you in the way. The distance between us.” Nick asked sharply, still step by step, “Can you still tell me that you don’t have any regrets in your heart? Can you still tell me now that you still don’t want to live? You don’t want to continue fighting with Shi Is Tiff together? Don't you want to be a part of Carrie's future? Don't you want to live happily and peacefully in this peaceful time you've fantasized about?"

Nick's words seemed to arouse Freddy's inner desire, which also succeeded in making Freddy's heart full of unspeakable struggles.But Freddie always had the restrained knowledge that his life was over, and those longings only bred delusional pain.

"What do you want me to do?" Freddie looked at Nick in confusion.

"Kendra must be able to do more than that." Nick looked at Freddy firmly and paranoidly, he firmly believed that the witch's power must be more than that, "You go tell her, tell her you want to survive .Since you saved her life, she should pay yours back."

"She already told me that I only have three days left—" Freddie looked at Nick blankly, with complicated eyes.

What's more, Freddy didn't think about getting her in return when he saved the witch.

Talking about repaying things now is like coercion.

"I remember she promised to fulfill your wish. She once said that when you have a wish, tell her what your wish is, and she will try her best to fulfill it for you." Nick interrupted Freddie. , he still had hope, or could not give up this last possibility.

"You also said that this is your best effort. If she can keep me alive, she can let me live before." Freddy didn't believe in such a small possibility, and he couldn't imagine that a witch could bring people back to life. Ability.

"How would you know if you don't try it!" Nick's expression was full of anxiety and indignation, he hated Freddy so calmly and without struggle to accept the fate of being forced to leave.Just like the same nightmare, only he wanted to save him without hesitation, but Freddie chose to give up, "Before you didn't have the will to live, even if she let you live, it didn't make sense, but Isn't this your wish now? Is it just our wish to let you continue to live?"

Freddie understood how Nick felt, and he also understood how Steve and Carrie felt, and they wanted him to survive more than anyone.It's just that the greater the unrealistic hope, Freddy fears that disappointment and hopelessness will bring disaster like an avalanche falling from the top of his head.

So...Freddy never said that he wanted to come back to life, or stay here forever.

He didn't even dare to imagine that in his heart, but——

"If you want a determined answer from me, I can tell you." Freddy looked at Nick, and then at Steve and Carrie firmly, "If you can stay here, even I am also willing to be in the form of such a ghost forever."

However, his already exhausted life has reached the final countdown.

Three days later, it will disappear completely, or... the future that will continue.

These are unsolvable unknowns.