love sinus late

The final exam of the second semester of high school is coming soon.

That night, Zhao Siqi was doing homework in the study as usual.

In the middle of writing, he couldn't help turning on the computer again to read the post that he had browsed many times.

When she was fascinated by watching, the door was knocked lightly twice suddenly, the sound was not loud, but Zhao Siqi was startled.

"Little Qi, what are you doing?"

Zhao Siqi quickly closed the webpage, and looked at the door with a wary face, like a hedgehog with its quills erected all over its body.

Zhao Yuyan walked in wearing an apron, and glanced at the computer screen. It was a desktop with a blue sky and white clouds, and nothing else.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhao Yuyan saw that something was wrong with her son and asked curiously.

Zhao Siqi pursed her lips, bowed her head and started to do her homework.

"What were you watching just now?" Zhao Yuyan asked again.

Zhao Siqi didn't answer, but instead asked, "What's the matter?"

Zhao Yuyan understood her son's character, if she didn't want to say something, it would be useless to press her.She patted her hands full of flour on the apron, and said following Zhao Siqi's words: "Mom is making steamed buns, stuffed with beef. I want to ask your friend if they eat beef?"

Zhao Siqi put down her pen, and relaxed her tense nerves, "It should be eaten, he has no taboos."

Zhao Yuyan nodded, turned around and left without saying anything.

Before leaving, she turned around and said, "Don't look at the computer for too long, it's not good for your eyes. Mom suggests you look at the scenery outside the window, or do some eye exercises to relax."

"Understood." Zhao Siqi turned off the computer guiltily, took off her glasses, and obediently did a set of eye exercises.

The next day, Zhao Yuyan was still sleeping, and Zhao Siqi got up.

He took out a few buns from the refrigerator, steamed them in a pan, and put them into two plastic bags.

His study efficiency was too low last night, and he didn't finish his homework, so he woke up early today to catch up on his homework at school.

Last week, the college entrance examination ended, the seniors and sisters of the third year left the campus, and the sophomores became the prospective seniors, and the pressure of schoolwork suddenly increased.When Zhao Siqi arrived in class, half of the students were already studying.

He walked to his seat and looked back. Gao Chi's seat was still empty, but there was a piece of bread and a bottle of milk on the table.

Has someone bought breakfast for Gao Chi?

Zhao Siqi hesitated for a few seconds, but still took out fresh and warm buns and put them on Gao Chi's table.

In the past half an hour, the morning reading was over, and Gao Chi walked into the classroom sleepily, and yawned lazily as he walked.

Zhao Siqi didn't turn her head, but her ears were pricked up, paying attention to the movement behind her.

"You helped me bring the buns again today?"

These words were obviously addressed to Zhao Siqi.He turned around, looked at Gao Chi and nodded.

"Thank you, I don't need it next time." Gao Chi stuffed the bun into the drawer, not intending to eat it right away.

Zhao Siqi was taken aback, and repeated: "I don't need it next time?"

Gao Chi smiled at him: "Well, I'm sorry to bother you to bring breakfast."

Hou Junxin happened to pass by them, and when he heard this, he immediately approached with a smile, "That's because Brother Chi will have his breakfast in the future."

Zhao Siqi looked down, staring at the unmoved bread and milk on his table, blinked slowly, and vaguely understood the meaning behind the words.

"Let me see what Brother Chi's breakfast is today." Hou Junxin bent over, stared at the words on the packaging bag, and exclaimed, "Wow! This bread is a very famous brand. There are not many branches in the city. You have to queue up Queue for a long time to buy!"

After finishing speaking, Hou Junxin stretched out his hand to touch the milk again, and his tone was very exaggerated: "Oh my God! The milk is still warm, and the person who bought it is too considerate!"

Gao Chi laughed and scolded: "Are you sick? Go back to your seat."

Hou Junxin let out a long sigh: "Brother Chi values ​​sex and despises friends, if you are in love, you don't want brothers."

As if a thunder had exploded in his ears, Zhao Siqi suddenly raised his head and looked at Gao Chi in disbelief.

Just now Hou Junxin's voice was not low, and several students nearby heard it, and they gathered around gossipingly, asking, who is who, who is Gao Chi dating?

Gao Chi seemed a little embarrassed. He raised his hand and touched his nose, and said, "Yu Ran from Class [-]. It wasn't long before we confirmed the relationship, so don't go around talking nonsense."

As soon as the voice fell, the blood in Zhao Siqi's whole body stopped flowing.

The students around were booing and congratulating, but he seemed to have lost his voice and couldn't say a word.

After a long time, he said dumbly: "When did you... start?"

Gao Chi didn't notice his strangeness at all, and said with a smile: "Not long, just the day before yesterday."

Zhao Siqi turned around in a daze, and found that she couldn't say "Congratulations" to Gao Chi.

He knew that Gao Chi would fall in love with a girl sooner or later, and he thought he was mentally prepared, but when that day really came, his heart would still be throbbing.

Like countless small needles stuck in his heart, Zhao Siqi bowed slightly, buried his face in the crook of his arms, panting heavily where no one could see.

"Zhao Siqi," Wen Lingling looked at him worriedly, and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay?"

Zhao Siqi turned her face sideways, and quickly returned to her usual calm appearance, "I'm fine."

Wen Lingling hesitated to speak, thought for a moment, and said in a volume that only two people could hear: "How do you say that sentence? There is no grass anywhere in the world, why bother to love a single flower. The world is more beautiful than Yu Ran." There are many good girls, and you will definitely meet better ones in the future."

Zhao Siqi gave a casual "hmm" and didn't listen carefully to what Wen Lingling was saying.After a while, he felt inexplicable: "Did you misunderstand something?"

"Ah?" Wen Lingling asked strangely, "Aren't you interested in Ran?"

Zhao Siqi opened her eyes wide: "Don't talk nonsense, I don't like her."

"Well, I always thought you liked her." Wen Lingling scratched her face in embarrassment, and after a few seconds, she caught the point of Zhao Siqi's words, "Wait, so you still have someone you like, as long as But that person is not Yu Ran, right?"

Zhao Siqi's heart skipped a beat.

"No, I don't have anyone I like." He opened the book, pretending to be ready to study, "It's about to be the third year of high school, don't think about these things every day."

Wen Lingling was a little confused: "Oh, okay."

As the final exam was getting closer, Zhao Siqi became more and more reticent. He usually studied at school besides studying. When he was tired from studying, he would lie down and rest for a while, and when he had enough rest, he would get up and continue.

On the huge campus, classrooms and toilets are the only two places where he will be.

He has no choice but to numb himself and divert his attention through endless learning.

But late at night, when he was lying alone in bed, there was an unfilled void in his heart, and he still felt sad.

Not just sadness, but also sadness, pain, grief and indignation... All kinds of negative emotions came like overwhelming.

Obviously at the same age of first love, some people can express love generously and bravely pursue love, but some people can't.

Just because he was a boy and fell in love with another boy, this unrequited love was sentenced to death.

Every time Zhao Siqi thought of this, she would shrink into bed, cover her face, and shed a few tears.

He didn't dare to cry for too long, for fear that his eyes would be so swollen that he couldn't see people the next day.

What made him even more depressed was that since Yu Ran and Gao Chi fell in love, he never showed up at the back door again.

About where she and Gao Chi went and what they were doing, Zhao Siqi didn't dare to think about it, nor did she want to think about it.It's just that he chooses to take a long detour on the way to the back door to feed the cat at noon every day.

That lush grove has since become a forbidden area.Zhao Siqi will not go again.