Absurd Comedy ABO

[10 month 15 day]

I heard the news about Lin Shaoqiong again today. Thinking about it carefully, it seems that I haven't heard it for a long time.Since he graduated and became a graduate student, I could often see him on campus at the beginning, of course, just by looking at him from a distance. He is more active than me, and when he sees me occasionally, he will wave and say hello to me. , Let's talk a few more words.

Of course, it is only limited to the situation where he sees me, more often I am around him, but he doesn't find me.I hardly took the initiative to go up a few times, but watched from afar.

In fact, it may be okay to go around and say a few words. He is not like I imagined, and he is still the same as he was in college, calling for friends and companions.On the contrary, when I saw him several times, he was always walking on the road alone, walking like flying, feeling very busy.

This made me feel embarrassed to bother him, and even if I did, I didn't know what to say.In fact, the feeling of standing and watching him from a distance seems to be more familiar to me.It seems that he should be far away, just let me take a look, if he is too close, it will be distorted.

The only intersection other than that is that I will send him some blessing messages during the New Year and holidays, and I will send him a "Happy Birthday" on his birthday.Lin Shaoqiong will reply every time I see the goods, and even send blessings every time on my birthday. In fact, I am quite shocked. I don’t know if it’s because he persisted for a long time, or because he can really remember me. Birthday.But in fact, I don't know how to respond to this kind of honor, and in the end I just sent a hasty "thank you".

When I heard the news about him, I realized that he was far away from me again.But the state of mind is weirdly calmer, maybe because I can't see it so I don't think about it from time to time?It doesn't matter, I still don't quite know what I'm thinking.

In the past two years, although I haven’t paid as much attention to him as before, I have never been in a relationship. In fact, I don’t have any feelings about whether I am in a relationship. Maybe my circle of friends is a bit weird. I haven’t been in a relationship until now. There are a lot of them, and there is also a Beta friend who is inspired to find an Omega, and I wish him success.In fact, when I heard my friend say this at the beginning, everyone’s reaction was that it was impossible, but it was not easy to hit him, so we had to encourage and encourage him.

I am also similar, but thinking about it now, it seems something is wrong, why is it wishful thinking for Beta to find an A or O?I laughed at that time, but now I have to admire my friend's courage, at least he dared to speak out.I definitely won't say it. Anyway, the hope is slim. If I say it, I might be laughed at in vain. It's better not to say it.

Bless that friend and hope his dreams come true.

Going back to the news about Lin Shaoqiong, I have written a lot before, all of which are nonsense and meaningless.In fact, the things about Lin Shaoqiong are not interesting, even more malicious, they are all gossip, but I still can't help wondering, maybe I am a gossip person.

In fact, it is still related to his family. I heard that he seems to have a younger brother?And it's not too different from him. Now that they're back at their house, the situation is a bit complicated.In fact, I have always known that the message about Lin Shaoqiong was spreading again, but I only found out the specifics today.

It was my roommate who took the initiative to tell me. It was the inspirational friend who wanted to find Omega. His surname was Wang, and I had a good relationship with him.

In fact, he has been mentioning this matter in front of me in the past few days. At first, I thought I was thinking too much, because I always pay attention to the topics about Lin Shaoqiong unconsciously, so I feel that others are always mentioning him. It was only when I confessed to me today that I realized that he was testing me.

"Have you heard anything about Lin Shaoqiong recently?" My classmate Wang and my roommate came over and asked me during lunch.At that time, I thought, could it be that I was too obvious?But there is no reason, I was not discovered when I was at the top, and there is no reason to be discovered now.

So of course what I have to do is to cover up, I nodded and said I heard it, but I didn't care much, why did I say this suddenly?

The other party's expression suddenly became very strange, "It's nothing, but I think you might be interested."

"Then tell me?" I said, still unable to hold back my doubts for a long time, I asked, "Why do you think I might be interested?"

"Actually, it's just intuition," Classmate Wang stammered, as if he wasn't sure himself, "I just feel...how should I say? You seem to be paying attention to him, just a while ago, so I paid attention to it for a long time."

I found it even more unbelievable, and hurriedly asked me how I paid attention to him, please explain clearly.

"That's easy to talk about." Classmate Wang looked relieved, "That is, if you meet him, you will always mention a few words about him, talk about seeing you again, and so on. And if you are particularly happy one day, I probably met him. You are still in his previous club. Although it is not particularly obvious, in my opinion..." He looked up at me when he said this, "I always feel a little weird. "

I didn't expect what he said. In fact, I just noticed a sentence, I am so obvious?So that every happiness is related to Lin Shaoqiong?Or that I actually like him so much.

No matter how hard I try to think back, I don't have the slightest impression, so I can only dryly defend myself.

Classmate Wang is not bad, he didn't expose me, and smoothed things over for me, "Actually, I was just guessing, and I mentioned it to you several times before, and it seems that you don't seem to be interested, maybe I made a mistake."

I still don't want to understand it in my heart, but I really don't want to discuss this matter with others anymore, so let's go back and think about it slowly.

I changed the subject almost a bit bluntly, "What you said earlier was gossip, what's going on."

Classmate Wang is very nice, and he didn't get entangled in this matter, so he immediately talked about gossip.

"Actually, it's nothing. I always mentioned it before because I wanted to test it out. If I knew it earlier, I asked directly. I heard that it was a housework. Isn't Lin Shaoqiong graduating today? He said he was going back to his company. Someone I know is here. The company knows more, but it’s just hearsay.”

I let him continue.

He took a sip of water, "I just heard that the arrangement was good, but suddenly a half-brother came here, not much younger than him. Anyway, joining the company has been put on hold, and I don't know what to do about it."

But I thought of Lin Shaoqiong inappropriately the last time I saw him. He looked really tired, maybe it was because of this incident.

Then I couldn't help but wonder how he would feel?Suddenly a half-brother appeared to disrupt the plan, and his wounds were also discussed by everyone.I even wanted to send a message to comfort him, but soon I realized that my relationship with him was not good enough to do such a thing, and maybe Lin Shaoqiong didn't need sympathy.

At this moment, I realized that I really like to inquire about Lin Shaoqiong, but I only want to know good news about him.It's not that the master can't accept that he is bad, or that these bad things are talked about, how sad he is.

My mind was wandering, and when I came back to my senses, classmate Wang had already said almost the same thing.I hurriedly concentrated on listening to the tail. In fact, it was almost the same as I thought. A younger brother came, and the next step was to fight for property.But it seems that there is no clue yet.

I couldn't help thinking, if I was better, would I be able to help him?Instead of just looking at it from a distance, listen here.But Lin Shaoqiong shouldn't be short of help, so I'm just too worried.

Classmate Wang still had classes in the afternoon, so he left soon after eating.I didn't leave in a hurry, instead I took out my notebook and quickly wrote down everything I talked about before.In fact, I don't know what I want to remember, it's just my own thoughts.After chatting, I was confused again. What do I think about Lin Shaoqiong?Am I really letting go?

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It's 11 o'clock in the evening, and I haven't come up with any conclusions today.In fact, it's quite boring, and there's no need to get entangled in these things. Does it really matter whether you like it or not?It’s hard to say whether my thoughts are escaping, I always feel that even if I don’t understand it now, I will always understand it later.

If this relationship is not so important to me, I may forget it within a few days after leaving school. If I can't forget it for a long time, it is definitely not an ordinary relationship.