Absurd Comedy ABO

I was woken up by a knock on the door, and it took me a while to even figure out what was going on.It seems that after I got angry, my mood calmed down a lot. Once my mood calmed down, my sleepiness came up.Only then did I realize that I hadn't slept almost all night, so I grabbed some food and fell asleep.

Now I'm starting to wonder what the knock on the door is, is it the delivery?Or my takeout order?what time is it now?Looking out the window, it's still dark, so it shouldn't be too late.

I glanced at my phone, and the time display was five forty.Before I figured out what the knock on the door was, the phone came back to my mind, it was Lu Jingshu's call.I suddenly remembered, did he say that he would come to my house in the afternoon when he was free?It should have been him just now.

My Kung Fu phone call in a daze had already been disconnected and called again, but I actually didn't want to care about it.But it doesn't seem so good, if it's him who just knocked on the door.So I hesitated for a while and picked up the phone anyway.

"Hello?" I asked, "are you at my door now?"

Lu Jingshu froze for a moment, and then replied, "I'm here, aren't you at home now?" I wanted to follow his words directly, find a reason for him to come back another day, and I haven't woken up yet.

But in the next second, I thought of the swearing tone he said when he explained to me earlier, maybe he won't have the courage next time, and besides, I might not be able to sleep even if he came, so let's solve it today.

"No, I'm at home." I answered after I thought about it, "I was sleeping just now, I didn't hear you. Wait a minute, I'll open the door for you." face.So when I saw Lu Jingshu, I was a little embarrassed, and my collar and cuffs were wet.

"Are you okay?" He didn't enter the door for a long time, and looked at it worriedly. It took me a while to ask such a sentence.I find it kind of funny, do I look like I'm dying?or what?Why do you have to have something to do when you break up.

But the calm feeling of the morning carried over, and I couldn't even pull myself together to argue with him on my birthday.I just shook my head, "It's okay, I just didn't wake up, come in."

I put him in and asked him if he wanted anything to drink, and I went to the refrigerator to get some.In fact, I didn't know what to say to him. I took two bottles of soda, put one in front of him, and unscrewed another bottle to drink.

Lu Jingshu looked a little embarrassed, probably making up his mind, no matter whether he wants to lie, confess, or break up, it will take courage.I understood very well, so I didn't interrupt the process of making up his mind, but sat aside, drinking soda in silence.

"Fangran," he thought for a long time, but he still didn't unscrew the soda in the end, "I don't know what to say, maybe it has something to do with Beta, but I don't think it's the main reason... I... Sigh, this How can I say it?"

I bit the bottle and didn't express my thoughts, "So this time it should be an excuse?" I thought to myself, "Let's see what excuses he can come up with. And no matter what the excuse is, I will point out his flaws , and then hit back hard.”

"I was thinking...it might be my fault," he finally spoke again.

"It's not that I can't accept that you are a Beta...I mean I don't have a problem with this gender. But I always feel very insecure... Of course this is not your problem, I went back and thought about this for a long time...I think Maybe it's my problem."

I'm a bit confused about what he means, so is it still Beta after all?Seeing what he meant didn't seem to be the case, I sat up a little bit and listened carefully to what he said.

"Maybe I'm afraid..." he said at last, and then fell silent.

But I still can't figure out what to be afraid of, what to be afraid of.I tried to remember what we argued about Beta before, but I could only roughly recall something that seemed to say that Beta was unreliable.So what is he afraid of... What is the difference between a Beta and an Omega?

I seemed to suddenly understand, what did he say at that time?It seems that Beta is more likely to cheat?Something similar.I seem to suddenly understand now, it should be that Beta is less safe in his heart.And what did he say when he mentioned breaking up before?It seemed that I was afraid that I would regret it. I thought it was his excuse at the time, and maybe he was wrong.

But these are still speculations, let me see what he has to say.

"What are you afraid of?" I asked.

"Oh, I don't know either." He sighed, "I seem to be afraid of everything... because you are so smart... I'm not saying you're bad... that's my problem."

I probably understood, and I should have guessed right.After hearing what he said, my anger dissipated inexplicably, and I didn't feel bothered seeing his hesitant look anymore, and even felt a little inexplicably intolerable.

"Then you... why do you have such an idea? Can you tell me about it?" I finally said.

"I told you... I haven't been in a relationship before, and it's not accurate. I've been on a blind date before, but it didn't go well. I was dumped when I changed jobs... It happened a few years ago. , At that time, I didn't really want to fall in love...I don't seem to be very good at falling in love. Someone talked to me before, but it all disappeared...I think I should be quite boring. I will meet you later , it seems that I can't let go... I don't know what to say, it probably means this."

My mood suddenly softened, and I even felt that it was unreasonable to lose my temper with Lu Jingshu this morning.At the same time, his previous indifferent attitude finally had an explanation.I wanted to get close to him, maybe even apologize to him.Suddenly, another thought quickly flashed through my mind.

"What if he just wants to play hard to get, first show weakness and let me let go of his vigilance, and then continue to use the previous method against me, then I will be caught?" I thought to myself.Thinking of this, I looked up at him. He looked a little nervous, but I couldn't tell from his expression whether these words were credible or not.

Lu Jingshu waited for a while, probably because he didn't hear a reply, I was a little disappointed by his tone. "I don't mean anything else, but... If you want to break up, I can understand..." He was silent for a while, and finally he didn't say anything, stood up silently and prepared to leave.

In fact, I know that for uncertain things, you should think about bad points in advance.Just like now, when Lu Jingshu's intentions are not sure, it is safest to let him go away.

But I couldn't take my eyes off his face, he looked a little sad and lost, and this expression made me not bear to treat him like this again.

"Wait." I finally chose to trust my intuition and grabbed his arm.