Absurd Comedy ABO

Lu Jingshu was stunned, he didn't seem to expect that I would react so violently.I was actually a little embarrassed when I realized what I had done, but I still held on for a while. "Sit down first," I said, "I believe you too, but I want to ask more." After finishing speaking, I felt that my tone was too blunt, so I reluctantly added, "Is that okay?"

He also seemed a little unresponsive, and it took a long time before he nodded stiffly.

"I believe what you say," I said, "or I want to believe what you say. Both are pretty much the same, but the main problem is that I can't accept your... somewhat vague explanation... well, neither do I. I don’t know what to say.” I was a little incoherent, I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down so that I could speak logically, “I still have something I want to ask you.” I finally said.

"Ask." He replied softly.

"It's not that I don't believe you, but..." When I spoke again, what I said was still so illogical, but I couldn't care less, I wanted to say that I knew you were nervous, etc.But that sounded very condescending; I wanted to say you made me nervous, but it felt like an accusation.

"So you can feel it?" I finally asked. "And you know you're... bad at relationships?" I said.In fact, I want to say words like very cold, very indifferent, but I think it sounds like an accusation, and in the end I can only say "I don't know how to fall in love." But it seems to have no momentum.

"You can't say it's a relationship...it's not that precise." He said, "If I have to say it, I think it's more like, I'm not very attractive." He paused for a while and added, "In all aspects superior."

I probably understood what he meant, but I didn't answer because I didn't know what to say, I was just a little surprised.But thinking about his serious look before, it seems to be in line with this evaluation.

"Actually, I can also feel that you are not very happy with me...so I thought you would agree to break up quickly when I asked for a breakup."

"How could that be?" I retorted subconsciously, and after I finished speaking, I felt that what he said was not unreasonable, but it was a bit novel at the beginning, and I made a lot of troubles at other times, the main reason was that he was too cold.But he was able to reflect on himself from it, which is not bad.

"Actually, I'm a little confused about your mood now... I'm a little confused." He finally said.

"You're right," I said, "but I don't think it should be that exaggerated. I do like to lose my temper. Although it has something to do with you, it's also because I am a person who likes to lose my temper..." Said I got stuck here, and the next words made me a little embarrassed, "I will pay attention to it in the future."

I quickly skipped that sentence, and continued, "But even though we didn't get along well, there's no need to break up. Although I also know that the possibility of a different place is very small, and there are many other problems, I can try it first. Ah. We've only known each other for so long, so can't we just get along with each other?"

"You are right, but how can you know whether you will regret it in the future? Wouldn't it be more uncomfortable if you tried hard and failed?" He replied a little helplessly.

Seeing his reaction, a thought flashed through my mind quickly, I seemed to understand what Lu Jingshu was thinking, and I finally understood.

"Even if we break up now," I said, "it doesn't mean I can have a relationship with someone else. I'm not as popular as you think, maybe I'm younger and better-looking, but I'm not very good-tempered .If it weren't for you, I might not be able to fall in love even after graduating from college."

I actually want to say a few more things. For example, I am not a casual person. Although the market is not good, it does not prevent my eyes from being above the top.Your Lu Jingshu is the one I have been picking and choosing for so long, and I have come across the one with the best conditions, so you don't have to worry so much, you are better than you imagined.

But these words were too straightforward, which made me embarrassed to say them directly. I faltered for a long time before continuing the first half of the sentence. "So I don't think you need to be afraid of my regrets. Even if I break up with you now, can I find someone right away? Even if we talked for three or four years and finally broke up, it's okay. I won't fall in love with you for three or four years. Is it possible to find a perfect match? I don’t think I’m so lucky.”

I pretended to say this sentence casually, but I used too much force. After I finished speaking, I felt that my performance was not good, so I could only secretly observe Lu Jingshu's reaction.He looked like he hadn't recovered yet, didn't look at me, and didn't speak.

I was so nervous, it was like waiting for the final exam results, I could only hold my breath, and couldn't think of a word.

"So that's how it is," he said with a smile, feeling a lot more relaxed, "I'm sorry, I was wrong. Alas... Actually, I always wondered if your family forced you to fall in love with me. Yes, it can’t be said to be forced. But it often happens that when the family introduces a good condition, the child will be forced to find a partner. It’s best to be able to reach the target in one step. I have encountered similar situations before, and it’s very good with me Not happy. Later, I encountered some problems at work, and that person just happened to meet someone with better conditions, so he dumped me. After that, I was a little bit against blind dates, and I couldn’t find them by myself, so I screwed up A few years, maybe it's not completely fine now."

"And," he continued, "except that you are a Beta, other conditions are pretty good." When he said this, he gave me a shy look, which was cute, "compared to the other introductions to me before. And You are still so young, you haven't graduated from college, and you won't be in a hurry to get married... I thought you didn't do it voluntarily."

What he said made me feel refreshed all of a sudden. I didn't expect that I had a good image in his eyes. "You really think so?" I rubbed against him, "I'm so good?"

He didn't speak, just nodded, but I could feel his embarrassment.

I saw that he was getting more excited like this, so I kissed him again, and it fell on the side of his face. "Then let me tell you something too," I moved closer, holding his arm.

"Although you are the first one I met on a blind date, I think the conditions should be better than what I found myself." I said, "At least your education must be higher than that of my classmates. Except for being older."

The last sentence is to echo his saying that I am "except that I am a Beta". What's the matter with Beta, I haven't /sent/estrus/period yet, work and life are much more convenient.But the atmosphere is right now, so I'll talk about it later.

He also understood what I said, and just smiled.Give me a kiss and let the subject go.

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