Absurd Comedy ABO

I flipped through it randomly, and most of it can be matched with the content of the blog after that, but the point is not here, I just flipped through it roughly, I want to see the content after the blog.

As a result, there were only two or three articles left in the end, and they were all about expressing emotions.But talk is better than nothing.

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[9 month 15 day]

I don't know why things turned out like this, the last time I saw him he was still amiable, but this time his attitude was very different.I almost believe that he will fall in love with me, but this kind of result can also be said to be what I want to some extent - the worst thing has happened, at least after this I don't have to worry about him leaving me up.

I know the smart thing to do now is not to ask anything, just accept the things and leave obediently, just like the secretary told me, and it seems like my character would do it.

I wasn't even a little angry before, and if I had to say it, I would just accept my fate.I calmly packed everything, and I didn't even refuse the so-called "compensation".

If this was a drama, I should have dropped that pile of papers on the floor when the secretary handed me the pile of papers and told me about the benefits of cutting ties.But unfortunately, I have never been that kind of person. I have neither the courage nor the capital.

In fact, all my savings have been spent, and there is not much salary left from working here. It will be very difficult for me whether I want to return to China or continue to live.

So I have to rely on those "compensations", and even thank Lin Shaoqiong for being kind and righteous and not doing everything right. After all, in my situation, it shouldn't be difficult for him to send me a direct message.

But I still can't just sign my name so decisively, and then stay away from each other forever.In the end, I was self-willed and made a request, saying that I wanted to meet Lin Shaoqiong, as long as I could meet him, I would sign it no matter what.

I also know that this request will not change anything. In fact, I just want to see if he is okay. I remember that the operation risk is not small.It's ridiculous to say that even at this point, I'm still lucky.If he hadn't stood in front of me and rejected me personally, I couldn't help but wonder if something happened to him and he wanted to use this method to force me to leave, physical life and so on.

When I made this request, the secretary's face was a bit tangled, and she said that she would try, but it was very difficult.It was indeed very difficult, and it was almost a month later that I finally agreed to it.

Even if I agreed, I was very reluctant, saying that time is very tight and I can't give me too long.I don't need too long, in fact, I just want to ask him two questions, but there is no need to tell others.

I try my best to appear calm and calm, and I want to appear indifferent when things are at this point.Besides, I look like this, no matter how well I wear clothes.It's a pity that I still can't help but dress up carefully in the end. After all, if this is the last time, I still hope to leave a good impression on Lin Shaoqiong.Although he may not care at all, but I do.

I couldn't help becoming nervous when I was sitting in the car, and I spotted him the first time I got out of the car.He didn't look very well, he was so big in such a small wheelchair, he was skinny, his face was pale, he looked like he was just recovering from a serious illness, his face was so thin and sunken.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing at myself. He was obviously just recovering from a serious illness. What a silly metaphor.

It wasn't long after I looked at him that he seemed to notice it, and raised his eyes to look at me.It seems that the operation effect is good. If he can see with his eyes, there should be no problem with the pheromone.My heart that has been mentioned for a long time can finally be settled.

I walked in to talk to him, and I could only look down at him when I stood next to him. This posture made me a little uncomfortable, so I squatted down again.I don't know if it's an illusion, but I can even smell a little bit of his pheromone when I get close, and it feels much weaker than before.Should be much better than before.

Lin Shaoqiong just looked at me during the whole process and didn't say a word.

I waited for a while, thinking he would at least have something to ask me, but unfortunately nothing came.In the end, I asked him first how the operation was and how his body was recovering.

He nodded and said yes.The voice felt a little hoarse, and I couldn't help feeling tense.

But seeing this situation, I can't continue to deceive myself. Lin Shaoqiong is recovering very well and has made great progress compared to before. Maybe he will be able to stand up soon.So he doesn't have any difficulties, it's just that he doesn't need me anymore.

Even so, I have to ask in person, even if he wants to send me, he can't just take a piece of paper, he should tell me face to face.

So I asked the second question, "Why let me go, can't I stay?"

After I finished speaking, I stared closely into his eyes. I have never been so bold before, maybe those intimate experiences before gave me this courage.

Just when my courage was about to run out, I finally heard him sigh.

"You really don't understand?" he told me.

"I just want a reason," I said, "and I want you to tell me."

"Well, there's really no reason. It's just that I'm done with the operation and I don't need you anymore, that's all."

I thought I was calm enough at the time, but now that I think about it, I can remember every word he said so clearly, and this answer really stimulated me.

I wanted to ask him at the time, what are the things he said to me before?If he just needs my help, he doesn't need to do this at all, I will help him no matter what.Or is he just living a lonely life while recovering from illness, so he takes me as a pastime?

I was almost about to ask, but when the words came to my mouth, it turned into, "Did you never like me at all?"

It's so sad, and what's even more sad is that I'm still lucky and still looking forward to the answer.I looked at him, hoping to catch something.

But Lin Shaoqiong just looked straight over, then shook his head firmly, saying that I misunderstood.

Then he persuaded me to sign those documents, as compensation and thanks for me, at least life in the future will not be so difficult.

I don't remember how I answered him, maybe I didn't say anything.Because I don't have any strength left, even if I don't hear the answer, Lin Shaoqiong's firm expression is enough for me to understand.

I almost floated out like a wandering spirit, I don't even remember how I got back here, I don't have any memory at all, I can only firmly remember the words of Lin Shaoqiong.

What's even more incredible is that I didn't shed a single tear. I thought I was going to cry a lot, or at least break down emotionally, because I feel better after crying.

But when I was sorting out these diaries and sorting out all the things related to Lin Shaoqiong, I didn't feel like crying at all.

Maybe it would be better to cry, but when I was extremely sad, I couldn't even cry.