Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy

The heat gradually dissipated, and autumn quietly climbed up the branches.In ancient times, Liu Yuxi said in "Autumn Ci": "Since ancient times, autumn has been sad and lonely, and I say that autumn is better than spring." Autumn has always been the image of the ancients expressing love and sorrow.But the poet did the opposite, seeing the vitality of autumn, "A crane in the clear sky will lead the poetic sentiment to the blue sky." A kind of high-spirited fighting spirit and upward astonishment are eye-catching.

Chong never thought that the shortcomings in summer will be filled by fairy tales in autumn, the world is unpredictable

Riding on the bicycle again, accompanied by the autumn morning light, ran to the campus where I had lived for six years.There used to be my own sour tears floating there, and gorgeous dreams were once burning.I was about to leave, and there was a little reluctance and a little sadness in my heart.

Walking into the campus, the classrooms are still the same, and the poplars next to the road are still the same.Every time I walk in, I have a different mood and a different obsession.This simple and small world is like a minibus, getting on and off continuously, meeting and parting.It interprets the slightly suppressed heartbeat and curiosity when it first arrived, describes the slightly intricate reluctance and joy when revisiting, records some brilliant expectations and longings when they were together, and leaves behind the helpless feelings of reincarnation. Fate and turn around.

Thinking back to six years ago, when I first arrived, there was a faint fragrance of flowers in the campus. The flower beds on both sides of the campus road were full of rose flowers, and bees and butterflies danced freely.The breeze blew across the cheeks, soft and itchy, and the lonely mood quietly receded in this kind of warmth.The classroom is filled with a unique taste of tranquility, which makes people feel peaceful and at the same time infinitely comfortable.Scent of books, ink, paper, indescribable love.

Every teacher's smiling face and seriousness are woven with a little bit of mystery; every student's hands and feet are playing the dance music of youth.Sitting in front of a simple desk, having a short chat with a slightly shy deskmate, they were originally bosom friends in the previous life, and they hated seeing each other late.At different turns in life, you will meet different people, and naturally the colors of life will become richer.

During class breaks, the students are slowly extending the radius and expanding their circle with the individual as the center.The same shy Zhong, and shy Yang, chatting about the shyness in the shy world.

The bell rang, and a pair of slender legs came into view, with smooth curves, and the flesh-colored stockings were a little more delicate, a checkered gray skirt, a pink tulle shirt, a round face, and a sweet smile , wagging ponytail

In just a moment, Zhong's heart beat abnormally, his blood spurted, his cheeks blushed, and his thoughts were strongly controlled.Everything seemed to stop there, a white light flashed in the heavy brain, and it was blank.I don't know when the teacher entered the door, I don't know when the teacher called out the names of several students, and suddenly called me, flustered, at a loss, and hesitated.All embarrassing words are suitable for me.

With a long sigh of relief, he sat down pretending to be calm, and the class ended unconsciously.Zhong searched for that figure in the classroom, but couldn't find it, feeling puzzled.When school was over at noon, I was packing my schoolbag. I heard the sound of a classmate behind me with a knife falling to the ground. Immediately, someone stabbed him lightly on the back, and said softly, "Student, help pick up the knife, thank you." When he turned his head again, I was so excited that the person I was looking for was right behind me, just across the table, which gave me a little sense of happiness in my heart.Zhong hurriedly bent over to pick it up and put it on her desk.With timid eyes, he touched the girl and hesitated, "You're welcome."

The girl left, and Zhong secretly looked at the girl's back until she disappeared.Suddenly came back to his senses, picked up his schoolbag and ran out, trying to catch up on the sight just now.Chong stood outside the classroom, looked around, searched in the crowd, but couldn't find it.Chong seemed to have lost his soul, pedaling his bicycle home, speechless along the way.It's also strange, what's wrong with me?As if losing his soul, in a daze, he yearned for the school a little more, just because he could see the longing figure more clearly, and get closer to the expecting figure.

The girl's name is Ying, and Zhong Zhong was once obsessed with it. He listened quietly to the melodious singing in the self-study class, and gazed at the beautiful back affectionately in his spare time. What lingered in his mind was Ying's round face and sweet smile. And the tenderness that bowed his head seemed to be poisoned, poisoned inexplicably.Looking for opportunities every day, just for one more encounter, one more greeting, and one more approach.Zhong's heart was agitated as if possessed by a demon, and a ball of fire was burning.

Unknowingly, it began to change slowly.There are more reproaches and troubles every day: why do you play with others, but ignore my concern?Why did you indulge yourself and not make an appointment with me?

Strange complaints are enough to prove that this pure emotion is heating up rapidly.By mistake, Zhong and Ying were at the same table for a day, who would have thought that they would be separated forever.The happiness of climbing a branch and becoming a phoenix is ​​so short, and the mind is torn apart by the sorrow of parting in an instant.This familiar campus is just a square inch of land, ruthlessly burying a passionate love affair.

Just as he was wandering away with a heavy heart, he met a familiar figure.Isn't that Chong's first love Yan?The promise of Kongshou that passed away has returned as a cloud of auspicious clouds.The heavy heart has already rushed out of the body, hugging her very tightly.Long ponytail, beautiful face hidden in the middle of the floating sea, yellow and black checkered coat, like a flag waving brilliantly.She is the talented girl in the class, and she is Luohong, the girl whom Zhong has dreamed of for many years.

Owned and lost.Lose it and have it again.Zhong carefully recalled every detail of his contact with Luohong, it was pitifully little.A love affair without confession is like a flower in the mirror of the moon in the water, beautiful but elusive.Chong often comforts himself that Luohong is a swan among the crowd, and I can soar with her only when I grow beautiful wings.Chong was immersed in the competition with Luohong. After an exam, Luohong's tablemate Xia lightly poked Chong, and when Chong turned around, Xia said, "How many points do you get after subtracting the total score of history?" Zhong thought for a while and said. "Score 685!" Xia said, "Luo Hong also scored 685! Surprise! You two might be tied."

Chong's face blushed inexplicably, and he said hesitantly, "That's such a coincidence." Xia teased and said, "This is called flying together!" Luo Hong smiled wryly, and pinched Xia hard.Taste carefully the sweetness of flying together.When the rankings were released, the beautiful fairy tale was shattered, and she scored 95 points in the re-examination, while Luohong only scored 65 points.He took the No.1 exam again, but Luohong slipped to the [-]th place.

After God made a joke, he made a bigger one.Once after school, Luo Hong was wearing a pair of high heels, and when going out, she accidentally fell down.My heart tightened, and I wanted to rush up to help, but someone else took the lead.He regretted it for a long time, and even hated the boy who drew his sword to help.In the third year of high school, everyone was busy reviewing.The classmate in front of Zhong was from Sichuan. Every time Luo Hong passed by him, he always said something that made Zhong very angry: "My little lady, so beautiful!" This sentence stabbed Chong like a sharp knife. heart of.Luo Hong never knew that beside her was a loyal waiter from Shenying, who was dreaming of her, sharing joy and sorrow.

I came here again today, hoping to have the opportunity to confess everything to Luohong.Even if Luohong missed the appointment last time, it is easy to forgive those who admire her.Maybe Luohong was harassed by boys from Sichuan and failed the college entrance examination, and the heavy regrets and complaints gradually shifted to him.

With complicated feelings, Zhong pushed open the door of the classroom.The students who failed the rankings started to struggle for their university journey again.The partners met again, and they all greeted each other, shook hands and hugged, and asked questions.Chong was not in the mood to deal with it, stretched his neck and tried to look around, as if he was looking for a lost pearl shell, anxious and frightened

For a long time, for a long time, where is the familiar shadow?Thinking about the ringing of the class bell, the noisy classroom fell silent in an instant, and looked for an empty seat to sit down again.The math teacher was talking about the class seriously, but Zhong couldn't listen to it at all.I feel like transparent air, unable to attract the teacher's attention.It feels like being in a vacuum again, suffocated so much that I don't know where to hide myself.It seems that he is a monster or some other kind mixed in with the sheep, and it is difficult to get along with the group.

This place does not belong to me anymore, I carefully distinguish the backs of each

After finally locking on to the target, I longed for that scene so much, I stared back and smiled.As soon as she thought of this, Luo Hong really turned her head around, did she have a tacit understanding?Chong was a little agitated, Luo Hong looked at his watch, and seemed not aware of Chong's existence.

Zhong was defeated all of a sudden, and his eyes were blurred by the turbulent teardrops.Zhong, who doesn't like to cry the most, couldn't control his tears this time.Perhaps only when parting can we really taste the taste.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and Luo Hong disappeared from her frozen sight after packing up her things.A wordless parting, maybe the sky is far apart, and the flame of longing is extinguished like this?Is it possible to leave silently and end like this?

Ignoring time, no consciousness, no soul, the cold body is frozen there

There is a kind of beauty in life, which is incomplete, helpless, and letting nature take its course.It is these different elements that make life glow with poetic colors.Chong seems to understand some of the true nature of love. If you are destined to meet thousands of miles away, you will never meet face to face if you are not destined.it is too hard to love someone,

Heavy like a kite with a broken string, it drifted away from the sad track and began to wander far away.

why why?

Can't bear to leave, but want to leave.

Come with hope,

When I go, I am full of amnesia,

It turned out to be the powerlessness of love.

The author has something to say:

Memories are so sweet and beautiful, but reality is cold, which is the freezing point in my heart.