Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy

Nine out of ten unsatisfactory things in life, but this unsatisfactory thing is the touchstone of vitality.It is the most terrifying thing that life enters the trough.If you don't adjust yourself in time, you will be defeated.Maybe fairy tales are just miracles in books. If the encounter between the prince and Cinderella was not carefully conceived by the author or arranged by heaven, what kind of fantasy would it be?

Alcohol is the favorite of the frustrated.Because it has a magical power that can make people numb, forget, and escape.Once drunk, it is like ascending to heaven and enjoying a short-term comfort.

The heavy head was buzzing, the pain could not be described in words.Wandering around the quiet campus, the colorful butterflies in the flower beds are sleeping soundly in the flowers, and the little sparrows fly into the mid-air with the sound of the sound, and the flowing clouds render the blue sky.The breeze drifted by, with melodious singing.Chong Xunsheng came to the playground, and saw a girl sitting on the green grass in the distance.Wearing a white dress, the skirt flutters in the wind, which is a kind of natural and harmonious beauty.

Zhong approached quietly, the longing in his heart, the bitterness in his heart, the longing in his heart, the sweetness in his heart, intertwined and fused together, and condensed into a clear crystal.Re walked to the girl, squatted down slowly, and gently covered her eyes.The girl was startled: "Who is it?" He said nothing, and touched the girl's hot face with his hand.The girl grabbed Chong's wrist, struggled hard twice, and said, "Who are you? How dare you be so presumptuous!" Zhong suddenly woke up, it wasn't Luo Hong, he was there in a daze...

Taking advantage of the situation, the girl twisted her body vigorously, stood up, and when she looked back angrily, she saw that she had fallen on her back.She couldn't help laughing and said: "Boy, now you know how powerful this heroine is?"

With all the red clouds on Chong's face, he got up and fled.The girl spoke quickly, grabbing the heavy collar and saying, "Where are you running, you little thief!"

Being pulled by this, Chong fell straight to the ground again, he said angrily: "Go away, let me go!" Chong threw the girl away forcefully, only to see that petite body fell heavily to the ground.

Chong was about to leave, but was stopped by the girl's painful cries.Looking back, the girl hugged her right leg, tears streaming down her face.Zhong quickly squatted down, spread the girl's hand, and wanted to help her up.The girl cried: "Get out of here, don't worry about it!" With a forceful push with both hands, Zhong lost his center of gravity and lay on his back on the ground.Standing up again, he persuaded the girl with righteous words.

It turned out that the girl was Yue. I only remember that when we first met her, she had a small and exquisite figure, delicate skin, and slightly curly short hair, which made her look very capable.At that time, Yue's prose works were beyond the expectations of those who love literature.So in Zhong's heart, the moon is the incarnation of Li Qingzhao, a graceful female poet in Song Dynasty.Whenever there is a drizzle, Chong will think of the beautiful words: "The phoenix tree is also drizzle, how can it be against the wind that he comes late!" At the same time, the petite figure of the moon will appear in front of his eyes.

The feeling for the moon is mainly just a touch of appreciation.Every time they met, Zhong and Yue just nodded and smiled, and simply greeted each other.I don't want the three years of junior high school to be fleeting, and there are no common memories.In the blink of an eye, he was promoted to high school. On the first day of school, in the classroom full of people, Chong's eyes lit up, and Yue was actually assigned to the same class as himself.An inexplicable surprise drove Chong forward, and said with a smile: "You are also assigned to this class!" Yue also responded with a smile: "Yes, what a coincidence." Chong said: "What a fate!" He was overwhelmed by the heavy words, and was speechless for a while.Thinking about it now, the unexpected reunion of old people was indeed sour and sweet.From that classroom to this classroom, it is very different.From junior high school to high school, from a greeting to a late meeting.Sometimes, the accumulation of time can also make friendship gradually become love.When Yue arrived in high school, she became lively and cheerful. She changed from the seriousness she had in junior high school, and took the initiative to look for opportunities to chat with him again.The heavy heart actually belongs to something else, which Yue doesn't know.Therefore, the enthusiasm for treating Yue stays in friendship, but silently enjoys this enthusiasm.Because heavy emotions have been burning in the chest, and there are no flower buds blooming, how can they refuse the sunshine?

Once, the school held a general cleaning, and the class needed a small cart.Coincidentally, Yue's home is about a mile near the school.She walked up to Chong and said with a smile, "Chong, why don't you go home with me to push the cart?"

Zhong was startled for a moment, and then said with a wry smile, "I'm sorry, I don't know how to push a cart, so let Shi go with you?" A trace of disappointment flashed across Yue Qi's expectant eyes.Chong's heart was actually a little confused. In that brief moment just now, countless images flashed across: Two students of the opposite sex walked together, what did they say?What should I do when I get home?What will the students say when they come back?A series of hypotheses can't hide the panic and cowardice in her heart, maybe Yue can also taste a little sourness of being rejected.

Bees smell the fragrance of flowers, so they fly into the flower bush persistently, but they don't know that when the bees are sucking the sweet nectar, they are also preparing to pounce on another bush.A young boy who looks up among the flowers will also stay in another touch of fresh green.

Time seems to have grown feet, and a month has passed in a flash.

Re-acquainted with some partners.Among them is a classmate, Lin, who was born in the same year, the same month, and the same day as him.The world is really too small. Lin is 1.8 meters tall, with dark and thin skin, highlighting the neat and white teeth, like an international friend from Africa.He is the guy who likes the beyond band. He cried all night for Huang Jiaju's death and sang all the songs of the band.It is really absurd to rely on human calculations for the fate of people.

The talkative Lin did not know when he fell into the swamp of love.Xiu, who has always been close to him, was assigned to the same class in high school.With the passage of time, the usual friendship sublimated into love.When the two were indulging in the happy Garden of Eden, tragedies also occurred one after another.His grades have declined, his mood has been depressed, and his childhood love has become the grave of his studies.

Zhong didn't know what happened, Lin Hexiu was just passing by in his fate.Unknowingly, the talented young couple disappeared from everyone's sight.

This farewell turned out to be a farewell, and Lin was suffering from an incurable disease.I don't know which year, month and day, the flowery youth was mercilessly buried in the deserted underground.Whenever "Glory Days" plays, I think of Jia Kui, Lin, and their blurred love.

Who will remember who in a few decades.Many people and things experienced in life will leave deep marks on every scale.There is a piece of hair missing from the heavy forehead, which is the mark left by Lin.That was when Lin hit his head while playing football.The bulging blood bubble was as big as an egg, and after the doctor punctured it, no hair grew from it.Every time I look in the mirror, I think of that intense intimate contact with Lin.Maybe others will forget it, but it will be remembered forever.

This is a visible trace, and the sting in the soul can only be known to those inside the situation, and outsiders can only smile.The days of studying in high school are full of anxiety and anxiety.Longing for the arrival of beautiful angels, but unwilling to give up boring studies.

The heavy memory gate opened, and there was still a fair face vividly in the corner.She is Meng, sitting in front of Zhong, and she has to go to the infirmary for injections every morning when she reads.The figure that repeats every day, will look again during the interval.The thin figure makes people feel compassionate.

Occasionally, Moe would ask Chong some questions, and Chong naturally explained them happily.A pitiful girl has always been more likely to arouse a man's natural chivalry.He regarded helping her as a heroic act, but love started to burn inadvertently.I paid more attention to others, and I also had more troubles.

People's heart is a piece of land, if it is full of white lotus, it will ignore the tiny flowers and plants.The moon gradually faded in Zhong's sight, and a new world, a small world with only cuteness and Zhong, appeared silently.This is a quiet world, not easy to be noticed, come in quietly, and leave quietly.

One night, the evening self-study was over.The students left in a hurry, still at their desks doing calculations, not aware of anyone else.Sitting in her seat, Meng has been looking at it for a long time.Seeing that Chong finished his research, he walked up to him with a book in hand, spread the book on his desk, and asked Zhong to help him solve a problem.Moe watched intently, like a mother watching her baby.Zhong explained seriously, but Meng didn't listen at all.When he looked up again, Meng was still sitting there blankly.She only woke up when the heavy pen flashed in front of her eyes.Meng even said: "I'm going to the technical school, and I'll leave tomorrow morning." In the silent classroom, only the heartbeats of the two could be heard.The two people sitting face to face stared at each other for a long time.The wandering eyes made Moe see the answer.I saw tears rolling in Meng's eyes, which was a kind of reluctance or a sacrifice to ungerminated love.Chong didn't wait for the tears to fall, and said: "Then you work hard, I will cheer for you! Write to me in the future." Meng wiped the corners of her eyes with both hands after listening.The two got up and left, with cuteness at the front and emphasis at the back.The distance of only a few tens of meters seems to have gone through a lifetime.As everyone knows, leaving this time is a farewell.Some oaths are gone with the wind when they are spoken, leaving no trace.

Chong seemed to have just returned from a trek to a distant place, exhausted all over.Lying on the bed in the dormitory, so soft.The star poster on the opposite wall can be vaguely seen through the starlight, which is full of magnetic charm and attracts restless hearts.How can the amorous feelings between frowns and smiles be possessed by ordinary people.The Creator is sometimes negligent and fails to design everything perfectly.So there is a cruel choice, a struggle, a waste of youth, and it may end up empty-handed.Chong has been looking for the Luoshen in his dream, blindly restless, and once depressed.

In a blink of an eye, I will be divided into arts and science classes, and I have set a rule for myself.In the unified examination of liberal arts and science, whichever subject has the highest total score, learn that subject.The grades came down, and the liberal arts and the high science were three points, so in one night, I said goodbye to the classmates I had been with for a year, and walked into the classroom next door, and my fate changed.

At every turn in life, there will be losses and unexpected gains.Walking into the classroom, I saw Luo Hong, who was Xinyi in junior high school.Zhong took the initiative to sit behind her, feeling sweet in his heart, and just as Xinxinran heard the familiar voice again: "Zhong, are you also learning literature?" When Chong turned around, he found that it was Yue, with flustered eyes, faltering He replied, "Yes." Yue sat on Zhong's left side, humming a song and arranging stationery.The joy of the month is like the joy of the heavy.

The relationship between Zhong and Yue has been unable to go any further, maybe because of another girl every time they meet, they will always miss it.In the early autumn season, there is still a bit of heat.Lying heavily on the desk for a nap, he was suddenly awakened by the sound of a string of high heels.When I looked up, in the dimness, a girl in a blue dress was walking towards me.Black sandals and white stockings outline the curves of the exquisite legs, and the swinging legs disturb the heavy heartstrings.The girl knocked on the table and said angrily, "Are you still asleep?" Zhong was at a loss, and when he looked closely, it turned out to be the moon.Yue, who has always been known for being simple and ordinary, suddenly changed her style, especially the short skirt with a narrow waist and beautiful curves, which made Zhong feel infinite desire.I couldn't control my abnormal heartbeat for half a day.

A small change in the month tilted the balance of the heavy heart.In heavy consciousness, it seems to be looking for beauty all the time, rather than waiting for a certain person.Luo Hong was only devoted to her studies every day, and did not notice the changes in Yue He Zhong.

But there is still a stubborn distance between the moon and the weight.

One evening self-study, a girl in the class fainted.The neighboring boys picked up the girl and were about to send her to the hospital.Yue walked to Zhong's side and said, "You can take me with you on a bicycle!" Chongwang looked outside, it was pitch black.The dots of stars are also dimmed in the cold wind of this early winter.Zhong and Yue walked out of the classroom one after the other, Zhong rode a bicycle, and Yue sat behind the bicycle.Along the way, he was hit by a warm current again, and he didn't know what he talked to Yue.The feeling is half joy, half panic.This is the first time Chong has had close contact with a student of the opposite sex, and he can feel Yue's breath and body temperature.That petite body shrank in the dark night, as delicate and pitiful as a little lamb.He asked with concern: "Are you cold?" Yue said, "It's not cold." To the heavy back.He was a little excited, and when he arrived at the hospital, he found that his forehead and palms were still soaked in sweat.

When he came back, Chong rode so fast that Yue actually fell asleep leaning on Chong's back.He called a few times and got no response, so he slowed down.At the gate of the school, Zhong gently woke Yue up.Yue smiled and said: "I'm so sorry, I fell asleep, thank you for your back." He said again: "Thank you, idiot. Go back and rest! Good night." The two went back separately, but the weight was a little more Weird feeling.

Since then, Yue and Zhong have gotten closer.During a class break, Yue said: "I thought you didn't care about your classmates, they didn't react when they fainted." Zhong said: "How could that be!" Yue said: "Look at your messy desk, I'll clean it up for you. "Just tidy up the desks in order.I feel that the changes in the month are not small, and I am a little uncomfortable, but after a long time, I get used to it.

In the twinkling of an eye, it was New Year's Day, and the class organized a party.Some daring lovers went to find sweetness.Students in the class organize games.Each student writes a greeting card with beautiful blessings and prizes written on it.Then put the boys' and girls' cards in two boxes, and everyone exchanged them to draw.

Re-write the blessings on the greeting card, hoping to be selected by Luohong, because there are words that I want to say to her most: "You spend in silence, every day, I spend in your back. My heart is happy You, I wish you progress in your studies and keep smiling."

God is beautiful sometimes.Everyone held the cards in their hands, asked each other, and discussed.Yue pouted her mouth, and asked Zhong: "How many greeting cards did you write?" "I'll write five for you next year." Yue pushed Chong and said, "Fuck you, I hate it." Yue walked away, Zhong was confused.It was later discovered that the heavy greeting card was actually caught in Luohong's textbook.Yue's actions should be a kind of sour jealousy!

At the beginning of the new year, there is an intense and busy sprint for the college entrance examination. It was a dark time.The only reunion between Zhong and Yue happened in one evening.Zhong was about to push the cart home when Yue rushed over and said, "Are you coming early tomorrow?" Before Zhong could respond, Yue took out a handful of things from his pocket and put them all in Zhong's hands. "Keep the keys and prizes." Yue turned and ran away after speaking.He opened his hand again and saw that it was the key and a few pieces of candy.When I looked up, the moon had disappeared.

God is sometimes lazy.Woke up again from a sound sleep by her mother, she looked at the watch and it was seven o'clock.He said to himself: "It's broken, the big thing is not good." He quickly put on his clothes, carried his bag and left.Running all the way, my stomach growled with hunger.The fresh air roared in my ears, and the trees beside the road quickly dodged behind me.As soon as he entered the school gate, Yue rushed over and said, "Why did you forget to open the door?" It turned out that Yue had already been waiting at the door, and there were many people and discussions in front of the classroom.Everyone has been waiting in front of the door for more than an hour.Yue said angrily: "Didn't you say that you came early? It caused me to be scolded by the whole class." He bowed his head and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all up to me. You can punish me." Yue didn't say anything. With a heavy look, he entered the classroom.

When I regained my thoughts, I felt that there were not many memory fragments about Luohong in the three years of high school.Facing Luo Hong again is just a vague but firm belief, a one-sided obsession, a secret love.This is also doomed to a long and difficult journey, and even a void.

Yue and Chong have been classmates for six years, and maybe they have liked Chong for six years.Yue sat on the playground sorting out her memories.Yue has never had a chance to express his affection for Zhong, let alone knowing that Zhong already has his own heart.Maybe this is the confusion of youth!

Yue thought about it and sang her favorite song "I Really Miss You".Unexpectedly, he really attracted his ideal person.Before he had time to rejoice, he was mistaken for Luo Hong by Chong, so he acted out the scene on the playground just now.

Under Zhong's persuasion, Yue stopped crying, lowered her head so low that it was about to touch the grass, and said nothing.

Zhong didn't know what to do, so he said softly: "Go home?" So he pulled Yue's arm with his hand, but Yue didn't move.Chong bent over and wrapped Yue's waist with his left hand, supported her leg with his right hand, and hugged her up.Yue shouted: "Put me down quickly, my legs are fine, I lied to you." After listening again, he said: "You little girl, how dare you lie to me, let me see how I deal with you." Chong wanted to put Yue down, Yue actually struggled hard, landed on both feet, shook off the heavy hands, and ran away. "Where are you going!" Zhong followed closely behind.

The two were chasing and frolicking on the lawn, their hearty laughter composing the autumn fairy tale

The author has something to say:

Memories are pitifully few, but they are also a fortune.