Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy
Chapter 38
Dreams let me go in and out, and there is a distance between reality and ideals.The rain washes my heart, I don't know if the rain will pass and the sky will be sunny tomorrow.
Waiting patiently for the good news, the small farmyard is green and pleasant.The ivy has covered the courtyard wall, like a green waterfall, and various flowers compete in the flower beds on both sides of the Yonglu Road.What peonies, impatiens, jasmine, attracted swarms of bees and butterflies dancing around.The air in the countryside is much fresher than that in the city, and it is very comfortable even in the hot summer.Since childhood, Zhong liked to sit alone in the yard and quietly comprehend.
Suddenly the phone rang, and I ran in again to check the caller ID, it was the school's phone.My heart immediately became nervous, and I picked up the receiver and asked tentatively: "Hi, hello, who are you looking for?"
Opposite is a lady, softly said: "Is it Zhong's home? This is the office of the Chinese Department of Normal University."
The center of gravity was raised in the throat, and he hesitated: "Yes, teacher, hello. What's the matter?"
The lady said: "Congratulations on being admitted to the experimental class, come within two days to get the admission notice."
Surprised, he hesitated for a moment and asked, "Is it Tianjin or Beijing?"
There was no sound on the other end of the phone.He put down the receiver and began to wonder whether it was Tianjin or Beijing.Instead of enjoying joy, he was immersed in doubt.Why didn't the teacher say which campus it was?
The next day, with a strange mood, he wandered around this sad city.He took the notice and held it tightly in his hand. Something he didn't want to happen happened. God likes to tease people so much. He was admitted to Tianjin Normal University again, and he was sent to another country. Passed by.
It was only a one-point difference, but it was like a basin of cold water, which awakened his mind, made him see the road more clearly, and gave birth to the idea of being a graduate student in his heart.
Everyone is carefully constructing their own future.Although he doesn't have magical hands, he still works tirelessly.Maybe there is no rich fruit or empty-handed, but I will smile and say, after all, I have passed.This is also a kind of possession.Too many ups and downs teased the tears in the corners of his eyes, and finally he gritted his teeth, not letting him flow out, but flowing into the persistent heart.Appreciate the hardships of life, chew the hardships of trekking, and comprehend the meaning of a man.There is no reason for tears, only a sweaty journey.
Once wild and unrestrained, once exiled in a foreign country, once fell miserably, once cried out tragically.Too much of the past will eventually go away with the wind.And being able to rise up from sinking and fight in adversity is considered a real man.
Thousands of words were entangled in his mouth, but he couldn't make a sound.Prefer to put others before yourself, or simply keep your mouth shut.Let them crazily devour that weak heart.
One day, you and I will stand at the two ends of the bridge.A hidden bridge emerges in the middle that can only be seen with the heart.It is two hot hearts colliding, sparks flying, that is the bridge of love crystallized by true feelings.
Walking on the familiar campus again, the plane trees on both sides still stand deeply.Outside the long pavilion, beside the stone bridge, there are still intimate couples rubbing hands together.Walking into the classroom, touching my desk, looking for the engraved oath.A friendly breath, a taste of happiness.I'm leaving soon.Farewell, my home, farewell, my dream, my love.The world will go alone again, unable to block the turbulent soul, thinking wildly and wandering.Everything is so far away, but the enthusiasm for hard pursuit has never been extinguished, and a difficult journey of self-transcendence will begin again.
On the quiet campus, in this bright summer day, there is a touch of sadness.
Suddenly, someone shouted: "Heavy, have you received the notice?"
When it stopped again, it was Teacher Yang, the counselor, who hurriedly said, "Hello, I'm done picking up."
"When will you report?"
"September [-]st."
"Come back to play when you have time."
"Ok!"
"Go ahead, have a good trip, goodbye."
"Goodbye."
Looking at the back of Teacher Yang going away, I still remember the appearance of the freshmen when they entered school.There is simplicity and purity in the hotness.In the days when the teacher was frustrated, how many times I wanted to hug her petite body and kiss the tears in the corners of her eyes.Now it's a light conversation and a silent farewell.Burning youth also burns confusion.
Hurry, everything is too hasty.Accidentally, unexpectedly, everything is too unexpected.
On a peaceful day, the weight seemed to be hollowed out, and he suddenly felt that studies were so important.Without studies, everything is empty talk.The road to the postgraduate entrance examination is very difficult, and it must not end in embarrassment like this time.He thought: I am too afraid of losing you, I am madly raising my goal to pursue you.But why does it feel so far away from you.Don't let me think that you are the moon in the sky, which is beyond reach.At the risk of losing you, I will fight for another two years.No matter what the road ahead, I will go forward.
At night, Zhong woke up from a nightmare, and the sadness still floated in his heart.There is no way to get rid of this feeling, so I lowered my brows, but raised my heart.
The tired body fell asleep on the wandering soul.Back then, gold and iron horses were hard to find. Is it really over?I can not be reconciled.Where is the motivation?Why do you ignore me?It seems to be walking on the moon, without landing lightly.We seem to be a drifting generation. We don’t know the future, we can’t guess tomorrow, and we repeat it every day. We are in the fog, and we have nothing to gain except getting old.
The road of life must go on persistently, in fact, how much we desire to create a sky.Without great motivation, the pace will be too slow.To have a confidante in one's life, what kind of majestic and heroic appearance is that, going to heaven and earth.
Zhong didn't know how to pass the news of going to Tianjin to Luohong, but he had no face to face it!In the end he wrote on the letter:
"Falling Red:
Extraordinary days, spent ordinary.Although I don't know the ending, I have fought for it after all.Take advantage of it while you are young and know how to be romantic.We will not be able to do what we want when we are under the burden of our career tomorrow.Take the opportunity, for you and me, we should be honest with each other.
Dreams are always so far away from reality.Waking up in a deep sleep, indescribably dazed.A growing up fear that we seem to be living in fantasy all the time, when does it really start?Maybe we started early, just kept that reserved, right?
Great and real love is not table to show by language!
I'm like a tent that's lost its legs, it's hard to support.I get excited when I hear your name on TV.
every time i dream of coming
look around in a daze
an empty pain
only you can fill
Unconsciously
you have become my whole life
What puzzles me is
Are you near or far from me
Unpredictable
Missing is like a bug, devouring the mulberry leaves of my heart.This is an unbearable pain.I thought of forgetting, but I couldn't deceive myself.Maybe this is just the beginning of bitter love, I really doubt my endurance.
Can you let me go?I have been tortured to death by you.Give me a little hope, I will cherish it like a crystal.If you are too cold to me, I will run away.
The past is gone, so cherish everything in front of you.If you have two hands, you must cultivate, and if you have a pair of feet, you must trek.All over the world, we must leave pioneering footprints.
You are exhausted physically and mentally, you need to take a good rest.Don't shed your tears in other lands.I can't fall down, and I have to meet you with a heart that is not ashamed.
Our way of playing is really tiring, but as long as there is a result, I am willing to stick to it.Too calm, too crazy feelings will not last long.Only emotions that are constantly full of new ideas will always be alive. I hope we can work together.
Desire, desire to have, desire to have everything.
It's like a distant dream, unable to catch you.The persistent soul is lost in the pursuit, and only the empty body remains in the world.The most painful thing in life is the separation of soul and body.But this is the bitter fruit of longing.How many people in the world are not taking risks for a dream, an unattainable dream.In the difficult mudslide, scarred, but refused to give up.I hope that God will bless you, and I hope to exchange blood and sweat for temporary possession.For this short moment, I exhausted my whole life.I was relieved to be chatting, and nine out of ten were empty-handed.
I have embarked on a road full of challenges, and this is not a fantasy of picking the moon, which makes people fall into a deep and inextricable way.People say that good things take time, yes, I have spent a long time, but I have not tasted the taste of possession.I don't know how long it will take to reach the end.
Fortunately, the light of life is still shining, and I can still see the road under my feet.If there is still hope, I can choose to persevere and wait, give me a little courage and confidence, and give me the courage to continue trekking.To move forward for a new life, as long as you are not too far away from me, I will follow your shadow and never stop.
Wait for me, Luohong.
The knight who will always protect you: Heavy"
Repack the letter into the envelope and put it in the mailbox again.It was just one movement, but it felt like a heavy burden.He breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the clouds in the sky, turned and left.
I saw him carrying his luggage, boarding the long-distance train, and rushing to other places.
The strong wind was blowing more and more fiercely, flying sand and rocks, the sky was full of yellow, and the red sun became dim.The willows are dancing wildly, and the poplars are dancing, it is fear and panic.
Birds hide in their nests and cannot fly.Sticking his head out, wanting to see the outside world, he persevered frantically.With the ruffled feathers and distorted figure, he was in constant panic.
Making up his mind for the last time, he flapped his wings and flew out of the nest to face the strong wind.The rotating and falling body is weak and small, just like a grain of dust, being beaten mercilessly, and the falling track is uneven.The blood dripping from the corner of the eye, the broken wings separated.Will it be a testimony of struggle, or a tragedy of cowardice.
The cold wind was laughing wildly and expelling the lingering creatures that stumbled and rolled forward.Nightmare, unforgiving nightmare.The horn of destruction, the twisted soul, was buried by dust at that moment.Sleep, sleep forever.Who will erect a tombstone where you are buried?Who cares where your soul goes?
At that moment, moistened by raindrops.Wake up, magically wake up.Green grass will grow and small flowers will bloom, and it will break ground and be reborn in spring!
There is no yellow sand, no wind and clouds.There is only drizzle, and only the sun is shining.Who would have thought that in the cold, a crack would be torn open to see the light of day again?Who would have thought that they would seize a piece of territory and live freely in the ravages?
No matter how difficult, no matter how bleak.As long as you keep that desire and persistence, you will find your destination and rebuild your home.Only after death, rebirth, and reincarnation of life and death can we understand: life is endless, and fighting is endless.
Who will remember your unrestrained behavior, who will remember your tragic and tragic.Even if he is in fear all day long, it is just the cowardice of another self.The stubborn self deep in the heart will surely make a comeback and raise its noble head in the cynicism of others.
Staring into the distance, the water and the sky are connected, and there is a piece of blue, and there are flying birds passing by.
Waiting patiently for the good news, the small farmyard is green and pleasant.The ivy has covered the courtyard wall, like a green waterfall, and various flowers compete in the flower beds on both sides of the Yonglu Road.What peonies, impatiens, jasmine, attracted swarms of bees and butterflies dancing around.The air in the countryside is much fresher than that in the city, and it is very comfortable even in the hot summer.Since childhood, Zhong liked to sit alone in the yard and quietly comprehend.
Suddenly the phone rang, and I ran in again to check the caller ID, it was the school's phone.My heart immediately became nervous, and I picked up the receiver and asked tentatively: "Hi, hello, who are you looking for?"
Opposite is a lady, softly said: "Is it Zhong's home? This is the office of the Chinese Department of Normal University."
The center of gravity was raised in the throat, and he hesitated: "Yes, teacher, hello. What's the matter?"
The lady said: "Congratulations on being admitted to the experimental class, come within two days to get the admission notice."
Surprised, he hesitated for a moment and asked, "Is it Tianjin or Beijing?"
There was no sound on the other end of the phone.He put down the receiver and began to wonder whether it was Tianjin or Beijing.Instead of enjoying joy, he was immersed in doubt.Why didn't the teacher say which campus it was?
The next day, with a strange mood, he wandered around this sad city.He took the notice and held it tightly in his hand. Something he didn't want to happen happened. God likes to tease people so much. He was admitted to Tianjin Normal University again, and he was sent to another country. Passed by.
It was only a one-point difference, but it was like a basin of cold water, which awakened his mind, made him see the road more clearly, and gave birth to the idea of being a graduate student in his heart.
Everyone is carefully constructing their own future.Although he doesn't have magical hands, he still works tirelessly.Maybe there is no rich fruit or empty-handed, but I will smile and say, after all, I have passed.This is also a kind of possession.Too many ups and downs teased the tears in the corners of his eyes, and finally he gritted his teeth, not letting him flow out, but flowing into the persistent heart.Appreciate the hardships of life, chew the hardships of trekking, and comprehend the meaning of a man.There is no reason for tears, only a sweaty journey.
Once wild and unrestrained, once exiled in a foreign country, once fell miserably, once cried out tragically.Too much of the past will eventually go away with the wind.And being able to rise up from sinking and fight in adversity is considered a real man.
Thousands of words were entangled in his mouth, but he couldn't make a sound.Prefer to put others before yourself, or simply keep your mouth shut.Let them crazily devour that weak heart.
One day, you and I will stand at the two ends of the bridge.A hidden bridge emerges in the middle that can only be seen with the heart.It is two hot hearts colliding, sparks flying, that is the bridge of love crystallized by true feelings.
Walking on the familiar campus again, the plane trees on both sides still stand deeply.Outside the long pavilion, beside the stone bridge, there are still intimate couples rubbing hands together.Walking into the classroom, touching my desk, looking for the engraved oath.A friendly breath, a taste of happiness.I'm leaving soon.Farewell, my home, farewell, my dream, my love.The world will go alone again, unable to block the turbulent soul, thinking wildly and wandering.Everything is so far away, but the enthusiasm for hard pursuit has never been extinguished, and a difficult journey of self-transcendence will begin again.
On the quiet campus, in this bright summer day, there is a touch of sadness.
Suddenly, someone shouted: "Heavy, have you received the notice?"
When it stopped again, it was Teacher Yang, the counselor, who hurriedly said, "Hello, I'm done picking up."
"When will you report?"
"September [-]st."
"Come back to play when you have time."
"Ok!"
"Go ahead, have a good trip, goodbye."
"Goodbye."
Looking at the back of Teacher Yang going away, I still remember the appearance of the freshmen when they entered school.There is simplicity and purity in the hotness.In the days when the teacher was frustrated, how many times I wanted to hug her petite body and kiss the tears in the corners of her eyes.Now it's a light conversation and a silent farewell.Burning youth also burns confusion.
Hurry, everything is too hasty.Accidentally, unexpectedly, everything is too unexpected.
On a peaceful day, the weight seemed to be hollowed out, and he suddenly felt that studies were so important.Without studies, everything is empty talk.The road to the postgraduate entrance examination is very difficult, and it must not end in embarrassment like this time.He thought: I am too afraid of losing you, I am madly raising my goal to pursue you.But why does it feel so far away from you.Don't let me think that you are the moon in the sky, which is beyond reach.At the risk of losing you, I will fight for another two years.No matter what the road ahead, I will go forward.
At night, Zhong woke up from a nightmare, and the sadness still floated in his heart.There is no way to get rid of this feeling, so I lowered my brows, but raised my heart.
The tired body fell asleep on the wandering soul.Back then, gold and iron horses were hard to find. Is it really over?I can not be reconciled.Where is the motivation?Why do you ignore me?It seems to be walking on the moon, without landing lightly.We seem to be a drifting generation. We don’t know the future, we can’t guess tomorrow, and we repeat it every day. We are in the fog, and we have nothing to gain except getting old.
The road of life must go on persistently, in fact, how much we desire to create a sky.Without great motivation, the pace will be too slow.To have a confidante in one's life, what kind of majestic and heroic appearance is that, going to heaven and earth.
Zhong didn't know how to pass the news of going to Tianjin to Luohong, but he had no face to face it!In the end he wrote on the letter:
"Falling Red:
Extraordinary days, spent ordinary.Although I don't know the ending, I have fought for it after all.Take advantage of it while you are young and know how to be romantic.We will not be able to do what we want when we are under the burden of our career tomorrow.Take the opportunity, for you and me, we should be honest with each other.
Dreams are always so far away from reality.Waking up in a deep sleep, indescribably dazed.A growing up fear that we seem to be living in fantasy all the time, when does it really start?Maybe we started early, just kept that reserved, right?
Great and real love is not table to show by language!
I'm like a tent that's lost its legs, it's hard to support.I get excited when I hear your name on TV.
every time i dream of coming
look around in a daze
an empty pain
only you can fill
Unconsciously
you have become my whole life
What puzzles me is
Are you near or far from me
Unpredictable
Missing is like a bug, devouring the mulberry leaves of my heart.This is an unbearable pain.I thought of forgetting, but I couldn't deceive myself.Maybe this is just the beginning of bitter love, I really doubt my endurance.
Can you let me go?I have been tortured to death by you.Give me a little hope, I will cherish it like a crystal.If you are too cold to me, I will run away.
The past is gone, so cherish everything in front of you.If you have two hands, you must cultivate, and if you have a pair of feet, you must trek.All over the world, we must leave pioneering footprints.
You are exhausted physically and mentally, you need to take a good rest.Don't shed your tears in other lands.I can't fall down, and I have to meet you with a heart that is not ashamed.
Our way of playing is really tiring, but as long as there is a result, I am willing to stick to it.Too calm, too crazy feelings will not last long.Only emotions that are constantly full of new ideas will always be alive. I hope we can work together.
Desire, desire to have, desire to have everything.
It's like a distant dream, unable to catch you.The persistent soul is lost in the pursuit, and only the empty body remains in the world.The most painful thing in life is the separation of soul and body.But this is the bitter fruit of longing.How many people in the world are not taking risks for a dream, an unattainable dream.In the difficult mudslide, scarred, but refused to give up.I hope that God will bless you, and I hope to exchange blood and sweat for temporary possession.For this short moment, I exhausted my whole life.I was relieved to be chatting, and nine out of ten were empty-handed.
I have embarked on a road full of challenges, and this is not a fantasy of picking the moon, which makes people fall into a deep and inextricable way.People say that good things take time, yes, I have spent a long time, but I have not tasted the taste of possession.I don't know how long it will take to reach the end.
Fortunately, the light of life is still shining, and I can still see the road under my feet.If there is still hope, I can choose to persevere and wait, give me a little courage and confidence, and give me the courage to continue trekking.To move forward for a new life, as long as you are not too far away from me, I will follow your shadow and never stop.
Wait for me, Luohong.
The knight who will always protect you: Heavy"
Repack the letter into the envelope and put it in the mailbox again.It was just one movement, but it felt like a heavy burden.He breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the clouds in the sky, turned and left.
I saw him carrying his luggage, boarding the long-distance train, and rushing to other places.
The strong wind was blowing more and more fiercely, flying sand and rocks, the sky was full of yellow, and the red sun became dim.The willows are dancing wildly, and the poplars are dancing, it is fear and panic.
Birds hide in their nests and cannot fly.Sticking his head out, wanting to see the outside world, he persevered frantically.With the ruffled feathers and distorted figure, he was in constant panic.
Making up his mind for the last time, he flapped his wings and flew out of the nest to face the strong wind.The rotating and falling body is weak and small, just like a grain of dust, being beaten mercilessly, and the falling track is uneven.The blood dripping from the corner of the eye, the broken wings separated.Will it be a testimony of struggle, or a tragedy of cowardice.
The cold wind was laughing wildly and expelling the lingering creatures that stumbled and rolled forward.Nightmare, unforgiving nightmare.The horn of destruction, the twisted soul, was buried by dust at that moment.Sleep, sleep forever.Who will erect a tombstone where you are buried?Who cares where your soul goes?
At that moment, moistened by raindrops.Wake up, magically wake up.Green grass will grow and small flowers will bloom, and it will break ground and be reborn in spring!
There is no yellow sand, no wind and clouds.There is only drizzle, and only the sun is shining.Who would have thought that in the cold, a crack would be torn open to see the light of day again?Who would have thought that they would seize a piece of territory and live freely in the ravages?
No matter how difficult, no matter how bleak.As long as you keep that desire and persistence, you will find your destination and rebuild your home.Only after death, rebirth, and reincarnation of life and death can we understand: life is endless, and fighting is endless.
Who will remember your unrestrained behavior, who will remember your tragic and tragic.Even if he is in fear all day long, it is just the cowardice of another self.The stubborn self deep in the heart will surely make a comeback and raise its noble head in the cynicism of others.
Staring into the distance, the water and the sky are connected, and there is a piece of blue, and there are flying birds passing by.
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