Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy

Why is my star hidden in the clouds

know your existence

but can't tell where you are

give me a message

let me feel your truth

the vacuum of my life

There should be some light

longing for your splendor

Afraid to forget your face

Believe I will use the warm wind

dispel the clouds in your mind

shining light of life

Nothing ends, nothing begins.

Everything ends and everything begins.

I went back to Tianjin Normal University to report, but I didn't have the excitement when I was just admitted to university. Now it is a kind of frustrated and flat.

The cicadas outside were still singing loudly, as if they didn't realize that their time was about to disappear.Sometimes immersed in chaos, but it is a complete joy.

Re-living in the old dormitory, the corridors are dark, the air is damp, and the windows are covered by willow trees, and it is also dark, making people drowsy.

It is said that the new dormitory is being renovated and they will be able to move in in two months.I don't know if it's an excuse or a fact.Chong doesn't care about these things, he has been looking forward to Luohong's reply.The dream of the two meeting in Beijing was shattered, and Luohong was bombarded with emotions again.He was worried that Luo Hong would underestimate him, and even worried that it would make her feel disgusted.A loser, what reason does he have to win the favor of a beautiful woman, he feels a little melancholy when he thinks about it.

At this time, the door of the dormitory opened, and two students came in, one fat and one thin.Looking at the two of them again, the fat one is a little taller, with fair skin, delicate features, and a few pimples on his forehead, "the icing on the cake", and his temperament is quite inferior.There is a smile on the corner of his mouth, looking very simple and honest.A thin man with dark skin, slightly short stature, with sharp edges and corners between his brows, and a pair of resolute eyes hidden under black-rimmed glasses.The gray jacket, lined with black hair, is somewhat handsome.

Zhong stood up to help carry the bag, the fat man said: "Thank you, I'm fine." So he went to help the thin man carry the luggage to the bunk, and he lived opposite the heavy one.The three of them packed up and sat down to rest.The fat man reached into his bag and took out four big red apples, put them on the table and said, "The apples my mother brought me, everyone, eat them! What are you talking about?" He said again: "No, thank you." He was very polite , just took the apple and stuffed it into Chong's hand, saying: "You're welcome, we are all brothers." Chong had no choice but to take it and hold it in his hand.

The fat man said, "I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Hao. I'm from Leling, Shandong. This is Kang from my hometown."

The thin man answered, "My name is Kang, and I'm also from Shandong. We have a lot of golden shredded jujubes there."

Chongyi was overwhelmed when he heard it, and said: "No way, I only know that Cangzhou is rich in golden shredded jujubes, but I have never heard of Shandong."

Hao said: "This is a real replacement, our Leling is the hometown of golden silk jujube, which is exported to all over the world." Kang looked at the surprised eyes and said: "You don't believe it, the jujube will fall off the tree in a month. I'll bring you some to taste."

He said again: "Thank you, it's not that I don't believe it, it's just that I was surprised that our Cangzhou Xiaozao found a brother."

Hao said: "Yes, we are brothers. What's your name?"

Chong said: "My name is Chong, I was born on the Double Ninth Festival."

Hao said: "This name is very special."

He said again: "It's very ordinary. Li Qingzhao has said that'the mist is thick and the clouds are worrying forever, and the auspicious brain sells the golden beast. It's the Double Ninth Festival, and the jade pillow is in the gauze kitchen. It's cool in the middle of the night. After Dongli drinks the wine at dusk, there is a dark fragrance. Sleeves. Don't be ecstasy, the wind is blowing in the west, and people are thinner than yellow flowers.'”

Kang said: "Rui brain sells gold beasts, people are thinner than yellow flowers, you are really amazing."

Hao laughed and said, "You are amazing, you are simply a 'professor'!"

He said again: "No way!"

The three laughed together.

At this time, a burly man came in, and the three of them hurriedly stood up.The big man said: "Hello, everyone, I am Yi, from Tianjin." Hao said: "So it was the landlord who drove here." Yi said: "What landlord?"

Kang said: "You are a local, don't you have to be a landlord?"

He said: "With you, we will have meal tickets!"

Yi boldly said: "What is this, I need to find brother."

The four of them chatted for a while, and when it was almost noon, Yi wandered around the room a few times, took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, put one in his mouth, and asked, "Do you smoke any?"

Everyone said no to smoking, so he lit a cigarette and opened the door to go out.Picking up a novel again and flipping through it, she fell asleep leaning against the head of the bed before she knew it.In a haze, Luo Hong walked towards him, still wearing a long skirt, with a ponytail, smiling all over her face, and gently sat beside Zhong.The distance was so close, Luo Hong turned around slightly, reached out to grab Chong's hand, and felt a bit cold.Pulling her over again and hugging her in his arms was the sweetness of happiness.Those hands were finally reached, held in the palms, pressed against the face, enjoying the kindness and coldness.Sitting up again, the melancholy that had been suppressed for too long turned into a line of tears.Luohong's eyes turned red, she reached out to wipe away his tears, held his fair face, and kissed his forehead lightly, thousands of words were condensed in this sweet kiss.Suddenly, a gust of cold wind blew by, and Luohong disappeared lightly with the wind.Beads of sweat overflowed his forehead in anxiety, and he wanted to chase after him, but his feet seemed to be nailed there and he couldn't move.This panic woke me up, and I was still muttering: "Luohong, Luohong??????"

The heavy clothes were soaked and clinging to the body.I looked at my watch, it was twelve o'clock, and it was time to have lunch.He went to the water room to wash his face, and walked out of the dormitory.The warm wind outside blows gently, and there is a burst of coolness, which is due to sweating.After that, it was still scorching hot, giving people a sense of dizziness.

After leaving the gate of the university, building materials were piled up like hills.Deep foot

Walk eastward with a shallow foot.On the narrow concrete road, there are overgrown fields on both sides, and the wind is mixed with a strong rural atmosphere.The university is located in the transition zone between the city and the suburbs, so it is difficult to find a hotel.He walked along the path, about 500 meters, and various shops began to appear.The disgraceful decoration is like a tent on the Gobi Desert, giving off a sense of desolation.As the saying goes, "Bashan Chushui is desolate, abandoned for 23 years."

Chong patiently searched for the hotel, although his stomach was growling.This kind of search is as difficult as finding a strand of hair in a dusty file.Finally, under the cover of tall grass, a convenience restaurant came into view.Take a narrow path again, bypass the grass, and enter the restaurant.

He picked up another seat and looked around carefully, except for six long tables and twelve round stools, there were no other decorations.There were chopsticks and a vinegar bottle on the table, and there were still a few remaining oil stains on the table, and the air was filled with thick oily smoke.I couldn't help coughing twice.At this time, a middle-aged woman came out, dressed in a black suit, wearing an apron without a tie, with a short ponytail, a fat round face, holding a menu in her hand, came over and asked, "What do you want to eat? "

He said: "What food do you have?"

"There are no dishes, only dumplings, fried pancakes, fried rice, and noodles."

"Then bring a catty of dumplings."

"You can't eat it."

"That's half a catty."

Within a few minutes, hot dumplings were served.The waiter was very attentive, and even peeled a few cloves of garlic and poured vinegar on it.

He opened his mouth to eat, picked up a dumpling, and had a look, it was really bigger than the one in his hometown.He tentatively bit the second half of it, stuffed with leeks and eggs, the delicious taste stimulated his taste buds, and his mouth watered.Quickly dip some vinegar and eat a plate of dumplings in one go.Although the fan was blowing straight, it was still hot enough to sweat.His mouth was a little dry, and he raised his head to shout. The waiter had already come out of the kitchen, holding a napkin in his left hand and a bowl of dumpling soup in his right.Put it in front of the heavy one and said with a smile: "you are ready to eat, drink some soup, it has been warmed in the air, it is just right to drink."

Chong hurriedly said: "Thank you, you are really careful."

The waiter said: "Are you a foreigner?"

He said again: "Yes, I am from Cangzhou, not far from here, and I came here to study."

After taking a few sips of the soup, it was really not hot, so I simply drank up a large bowl.Then I went to check out and asked, "How much is it?" The waiter said, "Two yuan." I couldn't believe my ears, half a catty of dumplings was more than a catty in my hometown, and it was only two yuan?Half a catty of dumplings in my hometown costs five yuan.Suddenly, the loss of being sent to the frontier became a kind of kindness to go home.Sure enough, God closed a door and opened another.

On the way back, he looked around leisurely.Suddenly, a beautiful figure flashed in front of his eyes.When she regained her composure, it was a girl flying by on a bicycle. She had a thin figure, a half-sleeved shirt with blue flowers on a white background, jeans and white sneakers on her lower body.The short ponytail quivered playfully.

Zhong stepped up his steps to follow, and after about 3 minutes, the soles of Zhong's feet hurt a little.The girl even drove into a heavy university by bicycle.Chong was very pleasantly surprised, and changed it to a small step.The love of beauty made Zhong forget his fatigue.He rushed to the school gate, but the car had disappeared.

Panting heavily, he looked around, with a look of frustration on his face.He lowered his head and walked along the shade of the willow tree next to the carport, the joy just now disappeared without a trace.Thinking back to what he did just now, he laughed secretly, he might have become a nympho.Sighing lightly, he raised his head and walked towards the dormitory.The dormitory was empty, they might have had dinner with their lovers.Thinking about it, I feel a little envious, it doesn't look like I am alone.

Climb back into bed, play music, and continue to reminisce about the little passion and sweetness just now.Maybe I was too tired, and I fell into a dream again unconsciously.The girl in the shirt appeared vaguely, Zhong Xin wanted to catch up no matter what.He ran and even started shouting.The girl didn't respond in the slightest, she was in full swing.Suddenly, I felt my body sinking suddenly. I opened my eyes nervously, and grabbed the bed rails with my hands. My body was about to fall to the ground, and I broke out in a cold sweat.He sighed and said: "The belt is getting wider and I will not regret it at the end. I am haggard because of Yixiao."

Where are you?The girl of my dreams.

There will be a class meeting in the evening, and I will wash up and prepare to go to the classroom.Walking on the campus, I felt an indescribable feeling, as if everything was suddenly far and near to him, and he couldn't catch him.Fate won't play tricks on people anymore, will it?

People in their twenties have nothing to be afraid of, the worst thing is to graduate, anyway, that's it.I am worried about my physical fitness and the graduation sports test.Hey, there must be a way for the car to reach the mountain. What kind of fame and profit are you chasing?When it's all over, let the opponent tremble!If the heavens allow him to graduate smoothly, it will be a blessing for him to cultivate, otherwise he will continue to study in graduate school, there is no unparalleled path.

Destiny is full of challenges, and winning or losing is natural, there is no need for big ups and downs.Live freely, behave in an upright manner, and worry about the world falling apart.Suffering makes people enlightened, and it will inevitably consume the passion of life.Adjust the status in time, the world is still changing.What a blessing it is when the spring breeze is proud one day.Everyone has their own difficulties, and only those who are used to wandering will truly be proud of the world.Live real, don't judge heroes by success or failure.

At the first class meeting at the beginning of school, I was heavy but absent-minded.Walking in was an old professor with silver hair, but hale and hearty and full of vitality.He talked eloquently, saying that the students in this class were his last disciples, and he would retire after the students graduated.He said that as a student, you should cherish your youth, train yourself more, enrich your knowledge and skills, and be competitive in society.The old professor talked a lot, but Zhong was looking for the girl he met during the day.

At that moment, Chong almost cried out.How exciting it is that girls are actually in this classroom.Zhong has been staring at the girl. Looking from the side, she is sitting upright, with her head tilted slightly, her eyes are blinking, and the long eyelashes can be seen moving.It's so important to go crazy, she is actually in the same class as him.It is impossible to imagine the reality of this dream.

The meeting was over, and the heavy heart flew to the girl's side long ago, but the feet were stuck in place, not listening.I don't know why, whenever I meet a girl I like, her disappointing personality forces me to wait.I can't find a reason to strike up a conversation, so I can only enjoy it quietly, watching the longing figure disappear in the shadow of neon lights.

Then, there was a long longing, like ten thousand bugs biting the fragile heart, aching and inexplicably suffocating.

Walking on the asphalt road where the night is getting darker, I am alone, with only the black shadow to accompany me.He hates his own inferiority complex, can't tell his emotions boldly, and can't show his talents chicly.No matter how dark the night is, it can't hide the brightness of the moonlight and the brilliance of the stars.It's a good time, why not chase the sun and the moon?