Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy

The farthest distance in the world

Not the distance between life and death

I'm standing in front of you

you don't know i love you

The farthest distance in the world

I'm not standing in front of you

you don't know i love you

but love to obsession

I can't say I love you

The farthest distance in the world

no i can't say i love you

But thinking of you hurts

But only buried deep in my heart

The farthest distance in the world

no i can't say i miss you

but love each other

can't be together

The farthest distance in the world

not loving each other

can't be together

But knowing that true love is invincible

pretending not to care

The farthest distance in the world

not tree-to-tree distance

but a branch that grows from the same root

But can't depend on the wind

The farthest distance in the world

It's not that the branches can't depend on each other

But the stars looking at each other

but no trajectories

The farthest distance in the world

not the tracks between the stars

but even if the trajectories intersect

But in the blink of an eye, nowhere to be found

The farthest distance in the world

It's not that you can't find anywhere in an instant

but not yet met

will not be able to meet

The farthest distance in the world

the distance between fish and birds

One is in the sky, the other is deep in the sea

------- Tagore's love poem "The Farthest Distance in the World"

Ruhua is close to her, but she cannot be touched.That kind of remoteness is the remoteness of the soul and the remoteness of experience.Every step in life will leave a deep imprint.

Xinran, simple and simple, like uncarved jade, with edges and corners and personality.She still needs a chisel to show her priceless value.Perhaps, Zhong is the craftsman, he is still ignorant, but Xinran came here by himself, whether he can knock on the door of Zhong's heart depends on Xinran's determination.

Chong is still confused between Ruhua and Xinran, but he doesn't know Han Xiao's sadness in the corner.She loves for sure, only heavy.But Zhong left ruthlessly, not because of rejection, but because of helplessness and weakness.

Three different girls walked into the heavy world one after another.Each has its own characteristics, each has its own charm.Perhaps, he shouldn't be living in this era. If it was ancient times, he would definitely relax a lot.Because there is no need to choose, no trade-offs, you can have both.

Because there are too many contradictions and helplessness in reality, many people are willing to dream, and they are very good at dreaming.Everyone only pays attention to the beauty and sweetness in the dream, but ignores the loss and melancholy when waking up from the dream.

The current confusion is not a choice, but how to proceed: the past can no longer be picked up; the future is even more unpredictable; the present is nothing to do.

The cold dawn of the past is already a song of history.Xingran will be the bright light of the future.Only Ruhua is the dream to weave now.

New Year's Day is just a day, but before it is the previous year, and after that is the New Year.A page has only been turned on the calendar, but nothing has changed on the clock.The annual rings of life have increased by a circle, and it is time to let go of the previous military uniform and unpleasant past, and start to be with each other like a flower.

Today is the new year, and people abroad have started new jobs.The Chinese only regard this as the prelude to the old calendar year, and work and study are more or less relaxed.

Nothing to do all day, new year, no lover to accompany, stay in the dormitory from morning to night, not in the mood to do anything, just read a few borrowed novels by Gu Long.Gu Long is a prodigal wit. He trades novels for wine.He has two major hobbies in his life, one is fine wine and the other is women.Every time I write a wonderful and bizarre novel at the beginning, I go to the publisher to advance the payment of the manuscript, and then I go to buy wine to please my own woman.When the money is gone, I will write another paragraph and go to ask for payment.In this way, he eventually became a drunkard, but went to heaven. Li Xunhuan in "Little Li Flying Knife" should be a portrayal of Gu Long himself.Torturing himself for love, drinking until he vomited blood.Ancient literati were addicted to alcohol, as the saying goes: "The ancient sages are lonely, but the drinkers keep their names." There is also such a person in history, that is, Ji Kang among the Seven Sages of the Bamboo Grove.In order to appease his political frustration, he drank and wrote poems all day long. It is said that he was proud of his talents and advocated freedom. .This kind of freedom and ease of being at home in the world, Ji Kang has it, Gu Long has it, and in fact, Chong also has it.

Before, he was obsessed with Jin Yong's works, which were majestic and magnificent.Now, I am obsessed with Gu Long's works, which are romantic and suave with the purpose of releasing the soul.The characters in Jin Yong's works are truly loved; the characters in Gu Long's works are bitterly loved.This is also in response to Zhong's change of mentality. Before he didn't know the sky and the earth, he felt that as long as he fought, everything was under control.Later, I experienced many things, tasted the warmth and coldness of the world, and understood helplessness and letting go, so I was in a daze and became intoxicated.Gu Long gave the answer: "People are in the rivers and lakes, can't help themselves, love and hatred are hard to get rid of, and grievances and grievances are endless."

The road of Zhongzhi and Ruhua is very difficult, and it is likely that it will not end well.But everything has already started, how can we just stop?

Yesterday, I watched "Phantom of the Thunderbolt", the music started and the dance started; the music stopped and the dance ended.Yuyan's demeanor is deeply etched in my memory.Because that is the magic power of art, which pierces people's hearts. Although it is a moment, it will never be obliterated.

Thinking about it, Ruhua's figure suddenly appeared, yes, Yuyan and Ruhua are very similar.She is wearing a tulle skirt like a flower, combing the ancient cloud hair bun, singing "Shui Tiao Ge Tou", but dancing, it is a kind of elegant beauty, like wind and fog.The hem of the skirt fluctuates, revealing her slender calves and smooth ankles.Fingers crossed and scattered in the air, like orchids swaying in the shadow of the moon. "Dancing clear shadow, like in the world!"

Ruhua is a fairy in the sky, and she is just a dwarf pine at the foot of the mountain.One is as beautiful as a flower, and the other is unrestrained.One is in the sky and the other is underground, how do you find the meeting point?

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and Chong opened his eyes abruptly, only to find that night had fallen.Turned over and got out of bed, turned on the light, opened the door, only to see Yan, holding the door frame with his hands, hanging his head, reeking of alcohol.

He said again: "Yan, what's the matter with you? Why do you drink so much wine?"

Yan put aside the door frame and wanted to step in, but his body leaned out.He stretched out his hand again to hold him, otherwise he would really be piled into a pile of meat.

Yan shook off him, slumped on the ground, and said, "You don't need to support me, I'm fine." After struggling a few times, he couldn't stand up, so he just climbed into the heavy dormitory.

He closed the door again, unable to understand what was in front of him.Yan is covered in mud, which is enough to prove that he has fallen countless times on the road.Yan climbed into the room, then climbed onto the chair and said, "Professor, tell me. How am I?"

He said again: "You are very good! You are very warm to others, and you are a computer expert."

Yan continued: "Then do you think I am excellent?"

He said: "Forget it, forget it!"

Yan was a little annoyed and said, "But Ruhua said that I'm not good enough. She said that I'll go to her when I'm good enough."

Chong was startled and said, "Ru Hua? Are you chasing Ru Hua!"

Yan said: "I have been chasing her for several months, celebrating his birthday, buying gifts, and traveling with her?????? But she just doesn't accept me, saying that I am not good. What am I? I won the first prize in the National Software Competition, but she still thinks I'm not good enough."

He said again: "Maybe, you are not suitable for her?"

Yan said: "I'm not suitable for her? Only that kid is suitable for her. She buys food and laundry for him every day, and also helps him wash underwear and sew socks. She looks like a housewife. But what does that kid treat him? Every day She is addicted to alcohol and beats her. I think she is a bitch. I treat her so well. I try to please her like a bulldog every day, but she has no conscience at all. I went to find her with the certificate, and she gave me Throw it on the ground, turn around and leave. She didn't even treat me as a human being, she trampled on my dignity?????? "

Hearing Yan's complaints again, every sentence was shocking, almost breathless.He stood up and opened the window to let in the cold wind.Just listen to Yan said: "Professor, you opened the window well! Let's open the skylight to speak brightly, say, which little girl do you like, tell me, I will take care of it for you."

Chong laughed and said: "I have a crush on him, how can he fall in love with me?"

Yan waved his hands and said: "It's okay, just say it, and leave it to me."

Looking at him so despondent, and still uttering bold words, it can be seen that he loves him deeply like a flower, and it can also be seen that the flower hurts him so much.Think about yourself again, what haven't you done for Ruhua, in terms of seniority, how old can you be?

He said again: "Then you introduce one to me?"

Yan said: "Whatever you say, just say it."

He said: "No."

Yan said: "Don't you dare to say it? It's that little girl from Shandong, she's pretty, her name is Han Xiao, do you think it's okay? Haven't you sat at the same table with her?"

Zhong felt a dull pain in his heart, Han Xiao was indeed his true love, for the sake of Kang, he retreated.Now being mentioned by Yan, how should I answer?

He squeezed out a few words through his teeth: "Kang, it seems to be chasing her."

Yan said: "Aren't you sure about it? Then you go ahead, the chances are equal in love. Besides, I think that boy Kang is far inferior to you. He was dumped by his girlfriend, so he used Han Xiao as a substitute! Don't worry, they Absolutely not."

He said again: "She is an only daughter, I can't go with her, let alone take her away."

Yan said: "Professor, you are just wordy. You talk so much about love. When two people fall in love, they want to be together. Why are there so many red tapes? If you say it's okay, I'll tell you."

He said again: "Thank you brother, we have no results."

Yan said: "Then look at your fellows, those big glasses are very beautiful. Xinran, isn't she also single? What do you think?"

He said again: "She's too hot, I'm afraid I won't be able to handle it."

Yan said: "Let's put it down, it's not good to be spicy. Look at that Korean movie called "My Sassy Girl". That Jeon Ji-hyun is not very tasty."

Zhong smiled wryly: "Hehe, I'm afraid it won't work now."

Yan said: "Professor, what's your taste? Ruhua is the most beautiful in our department. But Ruhua, absolutely not. That's my style! No, it's not my style, it's that dead boy Like fire, like flowers, what do you think?"

He said again: "She is very good, even you can't take it down, isn't it just a child's play?"

Yan said: "You are quite a good match, you are a man of talent and beauty. Unlike me, one has no looks, and the other has no talent."

He said: "Aren't you a software elite!"

Yan said angrily: "What does that mean to me? In Ruhua's eyes, it's just a fart! She likes the bookish ones, such as literature, calligraphy! Her deceased boyfriend was good at these, and I don't know anything about it. But, teach you, I think it meets the requirements. And it looks better than that kid."

Hearing the nonsense of the alcoholic in front of him again, he felt that there was some truth to it.However, his helpless mantra after drinking made Chong understand: for love, he gave up his dignity, let go of his dreams, and made such a mess.And how can you do it yourself?

It seems that Yan didn't know that Zhong had already fallen in love with Ruhua.I like her indifferent figure that makes people's eyes bright, his refreshing face that looks like a smile, I like her tranquility that will not be disturbed no matter what, I like her attitude towards love no matter life or death. That loyalty.

At that time, Li Qingzhao's husband in the Song Dynasty passed away, but he never remarried.Many admirers came to visit her. In order to reject them, she wrote an absolute: "Lonely, cold, empty, widowed." As a result, no one responded to the upper and lower lines.Through this couplet, we deeply understand that she clings to that true love, preferring to be alone for the rest of her life.

Perhaps, Ruhua is the incarnation of Li Qingzhao, even such an outstanding boy as Yan, she can't even look down on her, which is enough to prove her firm will.Admiring her all the time is like a mortal's admiration for the bright moon, forever admiring her, and never being able to get close to her.

But Yan also gave him some encouragement. If he didn't say anything or love him, wouldn't his life be in vain?Perhaps, as Yan said, Zhong is the object of her liking.

Yan left the dormitory, but the strong smell of alcohol still echoed around.Thinking secretly in his heart, he decides to confess his feelings to Ru Hua.He took out a postcard and wrote a poem by Tagore on it:

"The most distant way in the world

The most distant way in the world

is not the way from birth to the end.

itiswhenisitnearyou

that you don't understand stand i loveu.

The most distant way in the world

isn't that you're not sure i loveu.

Itis when my love is bewildering the soul

butican't speak out.

The most distant way in the world

isn't that can't sayi loveu.

itis after looking into my heart

i can't change my love.

The most distant way in the world

isn't thati'mlovingu.

itisinourlove

wear keeping between the distance.

The most distant way in the world

is not the distance acrossus.

itis when we're breaking through the way

wedeny the existence of love.

Sothemost distant way in the world

is not in two distant trees.

itis the same rooted branches

can't enjoy the co-existence.

Sothemost distant way in the world

is not in the being separated branches.

itis in the blinking stars

they can't burn the light.

Sothemost distant way in the world

is not the burning stars.

itis after the light

they can't be seen from afar.

Sothemost distant way in the world

isn't the light that is fading away.

is the coincidence ofus

is not supposed for the love.

Sothemost distant way in the world

is the love between the fish and bird.

one is flying at the sky,

the other is looking upon into the sea."