Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy

Snowflakes covered the window sill, and the small window was half-opened, some snowflakes came in by the wind, fell on the cheeks and felt cold, penetrating into the bone marrow.After the final exam, it is time to go to practice.The days together are getting less and less.The taste of graduation began to linger throughout the campus.Chong is also very distressed, I don't know what to do?Han Xiao, like a flower, Xin Ran, where do you go?

The infinite bewilderment in my heart is like this vast snowfield, endless.He knows that an internship basically means parting.After some internships are over, they sign a contract.How can love continue?A lot of things just changed their taste between the beginning and the end.

The sky after the snow is even more distant, empty and indifferent.Where is the end of life?what exactly is it?

I don't know what the result of the postgraduate entrance examination is, and I can't tell the feeling in my heart.Beijing, my distant dream, may be missed again.Can they still be reunited with Luohong Broken Mirror?Why do many things, the harder I pursue them, the farther away I get?

There are too many question marks in youth, too many uncertainties, and only when you walk by yourself can you know where the road is.

After the new year, Zhong went to a high school in Cangzhou for an internship.This is his alma mater, from junior high school to high school, six years, everything seems to have happened yesterday.Walking into the spacious gate, the flower beds on both sides are still the same, but in March, the desolate atmosphere glows with a little fresh green, without the vitality of the past blooming flowers, bees and butterflies.He walked through the road, and the poplar trees beside the road were much thicker, and the wide crowns were almost intertwined. They are what we call Lianli branches!The former laboratory building is still there, but the familiar classrooms are gone, covered by tall teaching buildings, and a trace of regret flies in my heart.Go around the laboratory building, turn to the west, enter a moon gate, go up four steps, and knock on the door of the teaching director.The director opened the door with a smile on his face. He hadn't seen him for a few years. His forehead was wrinkled and his hair was already grey.

Chong said: "Hi Uncle, I'm Chong, do you remember me?"

The director held his heavy hand and said, "Come in quickly, why are you here?"

Sitting down again, he said, "I'm here for an internship."

The director came over with tea and asked, "It's time to graduate, where are you going to work?"

He said again: "I haven't made up my mind yet. My mother wants me to go back to our county and not let me go too far."

The director said: "Do you want to work in our school?"

Chong laughed and said: "My parents want me to go to No. [-] Middle School, and I want to visit Shijiazhuang."

The director said: "Well, in fact, our school will be upgraded to a provincial key high school next year, just like No. [-] Middle School. Your father is only your son, so don't go far away."

This director is the son of Chong's aunt, who is also his father's cousin.He still takes good care of Zhongzhong, and now he is actively considering work issues for him.

He said again: "Yes, then I will discuss with my parents and sign with our school. Uncle, these are the cigarettes my father brought you."

The director took it and said with a smile, "Thank you so much, dad. Is he all right?"

He said again: "Everything is fine. I won't go to class this internship, can you stamp me, okay? I want to stay with my mother for a few days."

The director said: "Let me talk to the principal, and try to sign a contract with you today, so that there is no need for an internship."

Chong was pleasantly surprised: "It's really kind of you to think so thoughtfully of me."

The director called the principal, and within a few minutes, the principal came.Zhong was sitting there drinking tea, the principal walked up to him and said, "You are Chong."

Zhong hurriedly stood up and said, "Hi principal, do you still remember me?"

The principal stretched out his hand, shook hands with Zhong Zhong, and said, "Of course, but when you were in middle school, your grades were so good, I shook hands with you every time you gave out prizes!"

Zhong smiled proudly, he was a small character but was remembered by big people, he was very happy.

The principal went on to say: "Are you an undergraduate? You can sign a contract with our school after you teach a class later."

He said again: "Okay, please arrange it."

He said goodbye to the principal and director, who went to contact the teacher and drove home again.It was a joy to talk to my parents.Father said: "You, go to the lecture first, don't sign the contract. I will find a relationship and arrange for you in the Education Bureau or No. [-] Middle School."

He said again: "Then I will give a lecture tomorrow, and I will come back after finishing the chapter."

In fact, Shige also hoped this would be the result, because there is still his flying love in the school.If the contract is signed, can he take Xinran, Ruhua and Han Xiao away?Xinran and Han Xiao are both only children, and Ruhua is two older sisters, how could he have the heart to take either of them away?But, can I fly freely with them?Parents will definitely not let go. I am in this dilemma, so I can't make up my mind right away, I have to look at the situation again.Even if nothing changes in the end, I would rather delay the sentencing.Opportunity, a rare opportunity, waiting for love, is likely to miss the opportunity to work.

During those days when I was pursuing love, how could I know the difficulty of my career?

The next day, my parents went out, Zhong slept soundly in the room, and made an appointment to go to the school for a trial lecture at nine o'clock.But as soon as I opened my eyes, it was already 08:30, and I didn't prepare much for the class. After washing up in a hurry, I went to the side of the road to wait for the bus.Many things are unpredictable, and the car just doesn't come.The time passed by every minute and every second, and it was almost nine o'clock.Zhong stomped his feet anxiously, after all, he promised others, how could he break his promise?

Looking at a car passing by, it was not my own waiting, and my heart was desolate.

Suddenly thought, isn't this more haste than speed?It was supposed to go by bike, but it would take more time to go back and ride.How should this be done.

At this moment, a younger sister of my family was riding by, stopped when she saw Zhong and said, "Brother, what are you doing here?"

He said again: "Little sister! I'm going to the middle school to give a trial lecture, and I'm waiting for the bus!"

The little girl said: "This car is not on time, so don't delay."

He said again: "Yes, why don't you lend me the car and return it to you later."

The little girl jumped out of the car and said, "Here, go!"

Re-boarded the car, within 5 minutes, a strong wind blew.The dust was rolled up, and the sky and the earth were dim.The trees beside the road swayed their dead branches and danced wildly in the wind.Many pedestrians, pushing the car and walking.I looked at my watch again, it was ten o'clock.I thought to myself: This damn wind, if it is later, I will have the fourth class, what class is there?

He leaned over, leaned over the handlebars, and pedaled hard.The car creaked and twisted, but the speed did not increase at all.

Beads of sweat appeared on his forehead, white smoke was glowing in the cold wind, and his back was already drenched.At about ten twenty, he finally arrived at the school.He parked the car at the door of the director's office, panted, and entered the door.

The director said: "Why did you come here? I'll contact the teacher right away. You can go to classrooms one and three on the first floor of the teaching building!"

Back in the classroom, there are no students, they should have gone to the experimental class. In about 3 minutes, the teachers arrived one by one.Zhong shook hands with every teacher, especially his most admired Chinese teacher, Mr. Wen, also came.He walked up to the podium with some excitement.The director said, "Let's get started!"

I retold an ancient poem, looked at the teacher's focused eyes, and felt ashamed that I was not fully prepared.While thinking, a wrong word was written on the blackboard, and the speech became a bit intermittent.As he talked, his face was burning, and the cold sweat on his back was warmed by the hot sweat again, and he felt infinitely emotional.In the past, he used to be the teacher's proud disciple, but now he has returned from his studies, but he has not performed perfectly, especially because he has two hearts, so I am so sorry for the teacher's sincerity.

After he finished his lecture, he bowed deeply to the teacher and the leader.Suddenly shivered and almost fell.

Zhong said goodbye to the teachers and was led back to the director's office by the director.He waited while the director went to discuss the results with the principal.

Not long after, the director came back and said with a smile: "The principal and the teachers said that you spoke well. If you want to stay here, you may have to participate in the county-wide trial lecture. You need to wait until around May [-] to sign the contract. The Education Bureau has not yet Issue the target, just wait a little longer!"

There was a feeling of desolation in Zhong Zhong's heart. He didn't want to sign the contract at first, but he seemed to sense the principal's slight rejection.This should be a kind of negation, which makes the very strong heavy a little angry.He wanted to show off his demeanor, but the principal chased him to sign the contract, and then said frankly, I will look at other schools before signing.Unexpectedly, it was preemptively staged by others, it was the panic of suddenly falling into the clouds.

He asked the director to stamp it, boarded the car, and gradually left the alma mater where he fought for six years.The cold wind was blowing on his back. In addition to the heavy coldness, the bulging coat was like a raised sail, riding the north wind all the way down the river.

A smooth wind is what makes you feel good.It's no wonder that when people see off their friends who are traveling far away, they take the trouble to say, "Bon voyage."What a wonderful wish, but how can there be so many smooth sailing in reality?

When I got home, my mother had already prepared the meals.He returned the car again, washed his hands, and sat down to eat.Mother asked, "How did you go?"

He said again: "It went well, and he still has to sign a contract with me! Let me see and see."

Father said: "If you don't want to go, I will go to the director today and do a job for you."

Looking again at the resolute expression on his father's face, a little cloud in his heart dissipated.My father said that the current bureau chief used to be the mayor of the town. Back then, there were no cars in the town, so he went to the factory where his father worked to borrow a car.Father also occasionally served as the mayor's royal driver, so naturally he became acquainted with each other after coming and going.When he was transferred to the county to serve as the director of the Education Bureau, his father drove him to see him off.The director also said to his father: "We two brothers have a good relationship. If you need anything in the future, you must go to the county to find me."

My father was a simple and honest man, he smiled and said, "Thank you for your kindness."

Times have changed, and people leave tea to cool down.

The father didn't realize this, and insisted on begging the factory manager to follow.Unexpectedly, the factory director, who was so forthright in the past, actually refused, and only said that he had made an appointment on the phone.

Father waited downstairs according to the agreed time.As night fell, the moon climbed over the treetops, and the stars blinked in the black sky.My father waited until ten o'clock in the evening and called the director countless times, but no one answered.The cold wind was blowing on the car windows, and the father waited alone. For a promise, for his son's work, he gave up his dignity and forgot about the cold.

It was already midnight, and there was no one on the street. The lights upstairs were turned off one by one, and finally, the whole building turned into black coals.Dad made one last phone call and it was off.

Father sighed, started the car, turned a smooth turn, and left this helpless place, leaving only the flickering night lights, let him watch!

Father entered the door and narrated the experience of the night to his mother, complaining with uncontrollable anger.

Mother said: "Who told you to stop contacting people for the past few years. As soon as you let go of this human relationship, you will let go of strangers, and you still brag all day long!"

The father said angrily: "Why don't you go, he is the leader, how can he respect us as a driver?"

Mother said: "You are a big man, why should I go? No one blames you, so why be angry!"

He said again: "Stop arguing, I'll go to the talent exchange meeting to sign a contract."

The father said: "What kind of signature will you sign, and who will sign it with you?"

Zhong said: "More than 100 of our classmates have signed the contract, and it is a first-class school in the provincial capital. It is easy for me to sign the contract."

With tears in the corners of her eyes, the mother said: "Don't get excited, Mom is reluctant to let you go so far. No matter what, you can't leave our county."

He said again: "That doesn't matter, I'll just wait for the trial lectures in the county. I'm an undergraduate, so at least I can arrange a job."

Reassuring his parents, he thought of his father's helpless figure, and his heart ached.I also think of the warmth and coldness of human relationships and the bumpy road ahead.However, Zhong believes that he will be able to rely on his own strength to create a piece of the world.

The sky is brighter, the leaves are greener, the wind is warmer, the sky is bluer, the spring is bright, and every corner is full of hope...