Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy

I have nothing to do at home, just looking at the melancholy on the faces of my parents, I feel uncomfortable.

In the end, I said goodbye to my parents and went to the city to see the work situation.After leaving the station, there were many people who posted advertisements, and they received a thick dozen within a few steps.He was in the waiting room, not knowing where to go.He just looked listlessly at the rushing crowd, without direction, like ants looking for food, and he was one of them.

He flipped through the advertisements, such as medicinal wine, drugs, and real estate, which didn't make much sense.When he turned to the last page, he couldn't help but his eyes lit up. It said: "The [-]th Cangzhou Talent Exchange Fair will be held today." He checked the time carefully, and it was today, held in the city convention and exhibition center.

He got on the No. [-] bus in the urban area. It can't be said that he got on it, but it should be squeezed in.There was a lady's back in front of him, and the strong smell of perfume gushed out from her hairline and penetrated into his nostrils, making him dizzy for a while.There was a burly man leaning behind him, and the faint smell of sweat lingered in all directions, making him sick for a while.The car stops and goes, just like a ship that undulates, and the internal organs also rise and fall.

It took about ten minutes by car, and the people in the car poured out.Weight is like a leaf, washed down wantonly.

Looking around, I only saw figures moving one by one, looking around.The bewildered expression and hasty footsteps disturbed the heavy heartstrings.

Walking into the main hall, a gust of hot air hits, and the flow of people forms a super-large air conditioner. He took off his coat again and followed the flow of people.The employers on the left and right sides have placed all kinds of promotional signs and a lot of information in their own areas.It's like roadside stalls next to each other, with all kinds of goods, no wonder it's called a talent market.Surprisingly, there is no one in charge.Holding more than a dozen resumes in his arms, he went around a lot and didn't vote for one.

He found a place to sit down and watched the moving crowd.I thought to myself: Why are there so many college students? There are so many talents in China, and the economic take-off is just around the corner.But how did the employer escape?Is it all a cover?

This is just the beginning, and the students still have some expectations.When it was past ten o'clock, the whole hall was boiling.Some screamed, some cursed, and some even tore their resumes to pieces and played snow in the air.

Re-understanding the current employment pressure, he went up a few steps and sat on the highest place. He could clearly see the small grids in the center of the hall, like a maze full of youhuo.So many novelty hunters shuttle through the maze, looking for their own exit.

There are more and more people, but there are very few people who are responsible for the reception by the employer.I feel that you can’t wait and see like this, there might be an opportunity waiting for you, even if it’s just an opportunity, you should seize it tightly.

Zhong squeezed into the squirming crowd again, and he looked at the employment information of the employer, most of which said that they were recruiting one or two graduate students.What a demanding requirement.When you look at it specifically, it is just a second-rate and third-rate high school.

It's really a surplus of talents, and people just choose to use them.

Squeezed into a vocational high school again, a middle-aged woman asked, "Hello, I think you are recruiting here, please take a look at my resume."

After re-handing the resume, the middle-aged woman glanced at him, took the resume, put it aside, and said, "We've finished recording people."

He said again: "You didn't say just now, do you want a bachelor's degree? The few junior college students left, how can you say enough people in a blink of an eye."

The middle-aged woman said disdainfully: "Then you don't have to worry about it, it's our leader's business."

Zhong was a little angry, but the woman bent over to pack up the documents, so he could only stay there numbly.At this time, two girls squeezed over, and one of the girls in red asked, "Do you want someone here?"

The middle-aged woman said: "What education?"

The two said in unison: "Graduate students."

The middle-aged woman said, "Look at your resume."

Zhong was a little surprised. The promotional sign clearly stated that he had a bachelor’s degree or above, but he actually abandoned me. He didn’t even read my resume, and said that there were enough people.Seeing that he is a graduate student, he is extremely polite.There are also grades for talents, and there is also discrimination?

At this time, the middle-aged woman said: "Try to talk for 10 minutes at two o'clock in the afternoon, the content is not limited."

The two girls left happily, which may be the only highlight of today's exchange meeting.But this bright spot is so disharmonious with the entire venue.Especially for Zhong, it was a great shame.

He is like a defeated rooster, with his head downcast, his feathers curled up, his wings drooping, and there are blood drops rolling on his forehead...

He suppressed his anger and looked for another opportunity.

In front of you is the endless ocean.Years ago, most of the students had already signed their jobs, so it seemed that I came out late.I also blame myself for not planning well, just muddling along.I am bound by feelings in my heart, so I am confused at work.Emotions are also fetters after all, illusory and unclear.I missed the best time to sign the contract in a daze, and now my parents are asking to go back home to develop, and the relationship has not been found, so it is estimated that there will be no good placement.It's obviously a dream come true to try your luck here.

Remixed in the crowd, no one noticed his existence.He didn't think too much, as long as he came here to feel the competition for talents and the pressure of employment, it was enough.In the future, no matter where I live, I will cherish it, because these are the persistence in my heart, in exchange for a chance to survive.Everything is hard-won, why bother so much, is this a kind of self-deprecating, or some kind of spiritual victory method?

In an embarrassing situation, what capital is there to drink around?It is also a good choice to listen to everything as you please.

People gradually dispersed, leaving a mess.All kinds of resumes are scattered, like falling snow, with endless sadness.

The cleaner came, and the huge iron broom trampled on the hard work of the students on the ground.Holding more than a dozen unsubmitted resumes in his arms, watching the waving of brooms and brooms, he can also hear the friction sound of that.It was as if sandpaper was being used to polish a bleeding heart, throbbing, throbbing, until fainting.

Often outside the window, the sky is still so blue, with white clouds drifting slowly by.What a free world that is, if you can grow wings, you will definitely fly there and never return.

Zhong Xin thought: "I've finished my resume, let's submit it! What's the point of bringing it back like this?"

His feet couldn't bear to step on the white carpet on the resume shop, making slight noises.He looked at the publicity desks of various units, and as long as there were people, he would submit a copy of his resume.After a while, all the resumes were sent out.Casting out is hope.

He felt a little more relaxed in his heart. He went outside the exhibition hall, sat on the steps, looked at the scattered crowd, and stopped complaining just now.He took out a piece of bread from his schoolbag, gulped it down, drank some water, and waited quietly for pies to fall from the sky.

God sometimes likes to joke the most, Zhong waited quietly, watching the sun slowly set to the west.At this time, Lin Hezhong walked past with a chat and a smile. This primary school friend, middle school classmate, and present best friend unexpectedly met in this messy space.Zhong quickly stood up and hugged the two of them one by one.

He asked again: "Can the two of you sign a contract?"

Lin Dao: "Hey, I have an opportunity to give a trial lecture. It seems that I have to give up my law major."

He said again: "After all, there is an opportunity, you have to seize it."

The middle said: "Catch it, I'm looking forward to it. In this exchange meeting, many units are dealing with errands. There is no need to recruit people, but it's just acting. This is not a private company saying that the leader will have a discussion with me in the afternoon, and I will call again , I won’t pick it up. What do you call this?”

He said again: "Wait a little longer, don't worry."

Lin Dao: "What about you, teachers should be easy to sign, right?"

He said again: "No one looked at my resume, so I went fishing with a big net and released all the resumes. Just wait for the net to be collected, and if it doesn't work, I'll wait to report back to our county and wait for distribution."

Middle way: "Wouldn't it be better to visit the provincial capital?"

He said again: "I'm not going to watch it. My parents don't want me to be too far away from home. Today I'm just trying my luck. It's better not to play, and my mother's wish has been fulfilled."

Lin Dao: "You will definitely be able to have a job, and those of us majors are in doubt."

Zhong said: "You can develop in a big city, and I will go to build my hometown."

At this time, Lin's phone rang, and after he answered it, with a smile on his face, he ran to try the lecture.Zhong also waited for his boss and went for an interview.Zhong still sat there, looking at the backs of Lin and Zhongyuan, feeling sad in his heart.

He looked at the red sun in the west, so peaceful and pure.The clouds in the western sky were glowing red, and a few birds were flying among the clouds.He suddenly wanted to go home, to lie in his bedroom and read a book, to have a bite of his father's fried dishes, to have a happy conversation with his mother...

Unexpected, really unexpected.

Just as he was contemplating, there was a heart-pounding laughter, which was so familiar and beautiful.He didn't dare to open his eyes, he was afraid that when he opened his eyes, he would be so disappointed if he found out that it was a dream.

It was Han Xiao, Ru Hua, and Xin Ran. They sat on both sides of Zhong and said in unison: "Professor, why are you here?"

Hearing such a familiar title, Chong opened his eyes suddenly, and said excitedly: "It's really you, I thought I'd never see you again."

Xin Ran said: "You want me to disappear and mourn?"

He said again: "No way, I just can't bear you."

Ruhua said: "We have each walked a long way, and the chances of meeting are decreasing."

He said: "I firmly believe that we will go further."

Han Xiao said: "I don't want to graduate, I don't want to leave."

He said again: "No matter the ends of the world, I will always remember you."

Xin Ran said: "Don't be so sour, I'm going back to our county No. [-] Middle School. It's already fixed. I just came to see it today."

Ruhua said: "I haven't decided yet, but basically I will go to our No. [-] Middle School after I get my graduation certificate."

Han Xiao said: "I signed a contract and went to a technical secondary school in our city. There is no future."

The center of gravity was hit again and again, maybe it was really just like this.He couldn't tell whether it was bitter or sore in his heart, but the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

He sighed, "I wish you all the best."

At this stage, who can take who away, and who can promise what?Employment pressure is like this. Whoever can help others cannot protect themselves.The burning love affair and the difficult choice have become so indifferent now.Even the pitiful nostalgia in the last few seconds has become so extravagant, so I have to say goodbye with a smile.

Our love is on the way, it has already begun, and it has not yet begun.It's over, and it's not over.

There are too many twists and turns and helplessness in life, even if a thousand of us are unwilling, we have to chew slowly, digest slowly, and finally return to a kind of indifference.

It was getting dark and they boarded the train back to school.Originally, Lin and Zhong Yue reunited at night, but now it seems impossible.Their paths will not overlap, and they will only go their separate ways.It was later learned that the two also returned empty-handed, and that their chance was just a beautiful bubble, and within a few seconds, it was shattered.

Zhong and his three lovers took the same train towards the school.Along the way, the four of them were speechless, speechless strange recruitment, speechless youth, and speechless long journey...