I am the apex of the bamboo horse

Looking back on the past twenty years, Li Chunshou found that he and Wu Zhuma seemed to have been together all the time. The relationship between the two was as good as that of brothers. As it is now, the relationship between the two has transformed from a relationship between brothers to a relationship of lovers. Li Chunshou was still not used to it.

But this kind of unaccustomed will only appear when kissing and hugging. After all, Wu Zhuma has always been ambiguous about Li Chunshou's behavior, which means that Li Chunshou himself is relatively slow and didn't notice it.After reacting now, Li Chunshou knew that Wu Zhuma had such sinister intentions from before.

But even if Li Chunshou realized Wu Zhuma's sinister intentions, he would have nothing to do with Wu Zhuma.

Although the relationship between the two of them is as good as brothers, Li Chunshou still knows that most of the time it is Wu Zhuma who dotes on him.

The most important thing is that Li Chunshou used to think that he was a straight man, but when he really found that he would react to Wu Zhuma, not only did not reject Wu Zhuma's kiss, but also was a little shy, this is already conclusive evidence It shows that he is a matter of the deep cabinet.

In fact, he himself did not expect to come.

Now Li Chunshou and Wu Zhuma have officially started dating, but the way they get along with each other has not changed much compared to before. At most, there is an extra hug and kiss, which is quite good after getting used to it. of.

Li Chunshou is still very satisfied with this kind of slow life, and if he used to deceive netizens on the Internet, this link of deception is gone now.

In the past, Li Chunshou just wanted to give netizens a dream, but he didn't expect that he would fall into this kind of dream, thinking about it is still a bit dreamy.

Of course, he knew that he was a bit unkind in deceiving the public before. After all, his behavior was tantamount to taking advantage of many rotten women's longing for ideal love, and the world's inertial thinking about labeling. Qian He did everything he could to market himself.

Fortunately, he didn't make a big mistake, and he didn't hurt anyone.Thinking back to his own psychology at that time, Li Chunshou felt that there was a great possibility that when he was preparing to pretend to be gay, he might have begun to doubt his own sexuality in his subconscious mind.

After all, under the circumstances at that time, even if he simply revealed that he was a boy, and said that he had a bamboo horse, and didn’t say anything else, he could actually attract a group of CP audiences. Ma binds so genuinely.

While deceiving netizens in love at that time, Li Chunshou also deceived himself.

After Li Chunshou posted a Weibo out of the closet that day, it was originally a Weibo to attract rotten women, but real homosexuals began to come.

Aberdeen: Hello, I am a college student. I have known that I like boys since I was in high school. Because of this, I feel that I am out of tune with the surrounding environment, and my personality is becoming more and more autistic. I hate myself like this , as if I were the wrong being, and it pains me.My family doesn't understand homosexuality, they think it's a disease, so I'm afraid of being known by my family.I would like to ask how did you manage to get your family to agree?

Professor Li Chun felt very complicated when he saw this place. Although the society has been developing, homosexuality is also recognized by the majority of young people. It even makes people feel that when they open the Internet, the whole world supports themselves. illusion.

But in reality, it doesn't seem so beautiful. Other people's gossip can easily break your firm heart. Their intentional or unintentional words can become weapons to attack you, making you hate yourself, doubt yourself, and even more helpless. To accept the true self, you can only deceive yourself and others in the end, and force yourself to follow the mainstream. In the end, in addition to hurting yourself, you may also hurt others.

Li Chunshou has felt the malice of others. In school, he was called "sissy" by some boys purely because he looked more girlish. That's fine, and because of this, he was subjected to isolation and school violence. He didn't even know where those people got so much hostility.

Fortunately, Li Chunshou himself is not a character who can swallow his anger, and Wu Zhuma also helped him a lot by being on the sidelines. Even though Li Chunshou suffered a lot of troubles, he did not really fall into the terrible school violence.

The incident at the university was too unexpected. It can only be said that Li Chunshou can solve other people's malice towards him, but he is really a person who pretends to be friends with him and hurts him. Unable to deal with it, thinking about it, if Wu Zhuma didn't care about him, maybe he would have understood the truth a long time ago, and the following problems can't be solved simply by going to a psychiatrist...

Looking back, Li Chunshou looked at the message from this netizen nicknamed A Zai. He felt that his situation was completely different from that of A Zai. After all, he himself was confused. He likes Wu Zhuma himself, and he himself was quite surprised that his family not only did not object, but was also so open-minded. While he felt that he was too happy, he often felt that it was not true.

So when encountering such a realistic problem as A Tsai, Li Chunshou also escaped from this happiness a little bit, and felt that he answered this question very carefully and carefully.

Professor V: I understand your pain. Although we say we want to be strong, who can really not care about other people's eyes and opinions?But think about it carefully, you and I are kind, live hard, never hurt others, and have never done anything wrong because of our own sexuality. Why do we blame ourselves when others don’t understand us?I have known from before that only by forgiving myself and letting go of myself can I move forward frankly. Aberdeen, if your family members don’t understand what homosexuality is, then I suggest that you temporarily hide it from your family members and don’t come out easily.After all, you are still a student, and you are restricted by your family. After you become financially independent, reconsider whether you should face this problem with your family.Among other things, you must first identify with yourself.As for why my family members agree with me, I am also very surprised. I am very grateful for the support of my family members. I am sorry that I cannot give you any good advice here.I still hope that, Aberdeen, you can work hard to make yourself better, to broaden your vision and mind, and maybe one day you can get your own answer.

Putting down the phone, Li Chunshou always felt that he didn't speak well enough, but he really didn't know how to make suggestions.

At this time, Li Chunshou once again realized how happy he was.