Looking back and smiling

Chapter 1: Li Xiao

Li Xiao seemed to be running for his life, regardless of whether he hit someone or not, just like a crazy horse, he ran desperately.

In the hot summer, his clothes were wet with sweat, he didn't want to stop, he was afraid that if he stopped, he would miss that child, the person he loved the most, the child whose father was killed by his own hands.

God is really teasing me. Since I was born, there has been no sunshine in my life.He is an orphan, and he has always thought so, living in an orphanage, because there is no income in the orphanage, not to mention eating delicious food, it is not easy to even have a full meal.Later, when he met Hengyu, he thought he was a good person, but later he realized that the person just fell in love with his talent for computers.

However, that didn't seem to be the case. Once he eavesdropped, he found out that he was the illegitimate son of that man, his mother was a computer genius, and that man was with his mother just to have a tool that he could use.

He didn't know if his mother was still alive, and he didn't know why his mother threw him at the gate of the orphanage. Anyway, he wasn't going to recognize that man, so it didn't matter if he knew all this.

It wasn't until he met that child that he realized that there was sunshine in his life.Now he remembers that day in the ancient city, looking back with a smile.

Her eyes are smiling like a crescent moon, and there are two sweet spots at the corners of her mouth. Under the autumn sun, she reflects a beautiful silhouette in the ancient city.

He is like a carefree child. Although he is often lonely and sad when he is pretending to be dumb, under that clean and beautiful smile, those loneliness and sadness are just like the little things that children have, which makes people want to protect Him, take care of him.

Later he found out that the child was not dumb, but a stupid bastard.He is showing his true colors and he is not hiding anything, stingy, stingy, money addict, delicious, he exposes all his shortcomings to himself, but in his eyes, these are not shortcomings, but the cutest side of the child .

Just didn't expect...

Really good fortune.

He used to fantasize about going to America with that child after this time was over.When he arrived in the United States, he stopped touching the computer and planned to open a Chinese restaurant near his school. He waited for him after school every day and cooked different Chinese dishes for him.

On weekends, I went to look for delicious food and fun places with him, and when I was on vacation, I went to the beach with him, and I saw that the face was facing the sea, and the spring was warm and the flowers were blooming...

It's a pity that facing the sea, the spring blossoms are just a bubble on the sea...

He knew that from today onwards, it would be impossible for him to watch the spring blossoms by the seaside with him in this lifetime.

Li Xiao was still running desperately, and rushed to the road. The passing vehicles slammed on the brakes. The driver rolled down the window glass and shouted cursingly: "Don't die! Get away!"

Li Xiao didn't seem to hear it, he didn't know where he was going, but he didn't want to stop, he couldn't stop.

...

After Li Xiao left, Yangzhou squatted there alone, weeping silently.

He didn't know why Li Xiao looked so angry, was it because he had concealed from him that he was the son of Chairman Yuxing?

However, what is the relationship between yes and no?The important thing is that you like him.

His father passed away suddenly, and he needed a shoulder to cry on, someone who could comfort and rely on him.

Why?Why don't you even give me the last support!

Yang Zhou squatted tremblingly, with his arms around his knees, as if his eyes were pitch black. It was obviously summer, but he still felt cold all over his body.He stretched out his hand, trying to grab something warm and shiny, but it was still pitch black, nothing but the wind passing between his fingers.

Suddenly, Yang Zhou felt warm and moist on the back of his hand.He raised his eyes slightly, and what appeared in front of him was Bai Bai's furry face, which seemed to be able to feel the sadness of the master, and gently licked the back of the master's hand.

"Baibai..." Yangzhou gently called its name, stroked its furry head, and finally had a smile on its face that had been crying. "It's a good thing you are with me, otherwise I really don't know what to do." He looked at the diamond ring on his ring finger and felt that it was so heavy, maybe this ring should not belong to him at all.

He gently took off the ring on his finger, got up, took out a small gift box from the room, packed it, and put it on the table in the living room.Back home, I packed up my clothes and put them in the suitcase.Dragging the suitcase, they walked from the living room to the door step by step.

"Wow woof..." Bai Bai yelled twice, stepped forward and grabbed Yang Zhou's trouser leg, not letting him go.

"Baibai..." Yang Zhou knelt down/body touched its head lightly, "You and Li Xiao's papa have a good life." Yang Zhou planned to go back to the dormitory first, although he wanted to take Bai Bai away with him, but the dormitory No pets allowed.What's more, he won't be staying in City C for long. He originally planned to leave in half a month, but now it seems that this schedule has to be brought forward.

Because there is no one he misses here anymore...

Yang Zhou pushed Bai Bai back, dragged the suitcase and closed the door.

With a "bang", the door closed, and Yangzhou's heart ached again.

"Wow... woof... woof... woof..." Bai Bai kept scratching at the door, screaming desperately.In the past, when Yangzhou and Li Xiao went out, it never did this. Maybe it also sensed that its master was not back.

won't be coming back...

Yang Zhou wiped his eyes, became ruthless, and dragged the suitcase downstairs.When he walked downstairs, Yang Zhou took out his phone and sent a text message.

The content is simple - let's break up.

After sending the text message, the text message on the mobile phone will prompt that the other party has received it.

After seeing this notification on the phone, Yang Zhou completely collapsed, and he tried his best not to let himself cry on the street.

He sniffed hard, forcing back the tears that were swirling in his eyes.

He dragged the suitcase and walked slowly back to the school. When he reached the back gate of the school, the security guard in the guard room was startled when he saw him and stopped him quickly.

Good guy, this blood, don't just come out of the mental hospital and kill someone and run to the school, look in that suitcase, it can't be a decomposed corpse!That won't let him in.

The security guard was thinking wildly there.

Yang Zhou stopped in his tracks, looked up at the security guard who stopped him quietly, and didn't speak.

The security guard saw that he was obedient and obedient, he didn't look like he came out of a mental hospital, and seeing how thin he was all over, he couldn't kill anyone without the strength of his hands.Thinking of this, another idea popped into the security guard's mind, don't let this kid meet a robber, so the blood all over his body belongs to him!That kid is here for help!

The more the security guard thought about it, the more he thought about it. He stroked his chin and looked Yang Zhou up and down. He saw that his face was pale, his eyes were red and swollen, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes...

"Student, have you been robbed? If you were stabbed, I will send you to the infirmary right away." The security guard hurriedly stepped forward, stretching out his hands to pinch Yangzhou's shoulders.

Because the security guard used too much force, Yang Zhou couldn't help taking a few steps back.

"Classmates, don't worry, when you get here, uncle will protect you!" The security guard straightened his back and said, he suddenly felt that there was a radiance behind him, which was extremely great, and the background sound at this time - serving the people!

Yangzhou still looked up at him silently.

"Students, don't be afraid. There are no bad guys. Where are they? Where are they?" The security guard looked left and right, and finally his eyes fell on the bearded uncle who was making pancakes. It must be him. He thought the pancake maker was suspicious before. .Every time the school leaders want to inspect, the other stall operators are very cooperative, and they will not set up a stall for the time being, only the bearded pancake baker is not cooperative every time, and he was deducted a few hundred yuan in bonuses!

The security guard rolled up his sleeves angrily and wanted to settle accounts with the bearded pancake baker.

"I..." Yang Zhou quickly grabbed the security guard. "I haven't met any bad people."

"Then the blood on your body..." Before the security guard finished speaking, he saw the child pulling his clothes, sucking his nose, holding back his tears, but he looked like he was about to cry, and the words behind him were full of tears. Swallowed into the stomach.

Yang Zhou was small in stature, but he looked like he was about to cry but didn't cry, which made him even more pitiful.

"Yangzhou!" At this moment, Yangzhou's counselor came out. He just watched the news and knew about Yuxing, so he was a little worried about Yangzhou.I wanted to make a call, but I thought that he would definitely not answer the phone now, so I planned to go to the place where he lived off-campus to see.

He is familiar with Yang Nisha, and knows that Yangzhou now lives in the house that Yang Nisha rented off-campus.

It's just that as soon as he left the school, he saw Yang Zhou pulling the security guard all over his body covered in blood.

"Misunderstanding, he is my student." The counselor hurried forward. He thought it was the security guard who saw that he was covered in blood and refused to let him enter the school gate. He never thought of the very imaginative guess made by the security guard that day.

"Mr. He, your student was robbed and stabbed outside the school." The security guard knew Yangzhou's counselor, He Li, the teacher who stayed at the school.When He Li said that the bloody and emaciated boy in front of him was his student, he was even more sure of his guess just now. "See, it's the bearded guy making pancakes."

Yangzhou: "..."

He Li: "..."

Yang Zhou didn't want to talk at first, but now, he didn't know what to say.He Li was speechless. If he had been stabbed, Yang Zhou would have fainted or died by now.Although he looked haggard, it was clearly an expression of grief!

What's more...he guessed correctly that the bearded pancake baker should have not left his own booth, so could a pancake baker still be a shadow?

"This student just had some trouble at home, I'll just send him back to the dormitory." He Li said to the security guard, seeing that the security guard still didn't believe it, he didn't explain it.He took the suitcase from Yangzhou's hand, and helped him walk towards the dormitory.

The security guard looked at the backs of the two men, scratched his head, and decided to warn the bearded pancake maker.As a result, the bearded face looked blank - what?I stabbed someone?How can I not remember!

He Li sent Yangzhou back to the dormitory, and walked downstairs to the boys' dormitory. As expected, Yangzhou's blood stained body scared the living teacher. Fortunately, He Li was with him and explained briefly.

It's really simple.

"Because something happened to his family, so it's all blood."

Life teacher: "..." Is there a causal relationship between the two...?

But He Li is a teacher at the school, so he said so, and the life teacher didn't ask any more questions, just asked, and just told her if there was anything she needed.

At this time, the life teacher also recognized Yang Zhou. After all, he was a student who managed the dormitory by himself, and Yang Zhou was considered a man of the hour at C University.Later, Yangzhou moved out of school, and the life teacher was still depressed for a long time.

When Yangzhou came in just now, she really didn't recognize him. The dried up blood on her body made her terrified. She only glanced at the student, but she didn't think that the bloodless and tear-stained person was the innocent one who always laughed before. The romantic imperial concubine draws an equal sign.

At first impression, the child is quite pitiful.So the life teacher felt that the child was very pitiful, so he took a second look, and the more he looked, the more he looked familiar, and then he realized that it wasn't Yangzhou!

Yangzhou's eyebrows and eyes are delicate and beautiful, especially those eyes, which have a special aura that is compelling, but... Yangzhou's facial features are exquisite and easy to recognize. The reason why the life teacher didn't recognize it at first is that Yangzhou's original aura The piercing eyes are now lifeless.

Watching He Li slowly help Yang Zhou upstairs, the life teacher sighed——what a crime!

Back in the dormitory, Yangzhou was about to sit down, but He Li pulled him away, "This room has not been lived in for a few weeks, it is full of dust, wipe it clean before sitting down." He Li went to the sink on the balcony He fetched a basin of water, wet the handkerchief and helped him to wipe the stool, after wiping it clean, "Sit down."

After Yangzhou sat down, he helped tidy up the dormitory by himself, made the bed, and put the clothes in the closet.He Li's movements were relatively nimble, and he was almost done in half an hour.

After finishing all this, he sat across from Yangzhou, and saw Yangzhou sitting quietly with his head down.

"My father's matter, my condolences." Although these words are almost empty, He Li doesn't know what to say besides these at this time.

"Thank you." Yangzhou spat out two words.

Birth, old age, sickness and death were originally helpless things, but seeing his father fall to death in front of his own eyes, it is no wonder that he would be so sad.Most people can't stand it, and the mental shock is definitely the cruelest.

What's more, in Yangzhou, his father was still dead, and his most beloved person left again.Maybe Li Xiao can comfort him at this time, and he won't be as helpless as now, but...Yang Zhou still remembered that Li Xiao rushed out with a look like crazy, he was angry... did he hate himself for lying to him?I hate myself for deceiving him.

"You...don't do stupid things..." Seeing that Yang Zhou looked a little helpless, his eyes flickered, and his body was trembling slightly, he was afraid that Yang Zhou would not be able to bear the blow and do stupid things.Yang Nisha told him that Yangzhou has obsessive-compulsive disorder. This disease is not necessarily obsessive-compulsive. When obsessive-compulsive thinking leads to compulsive behavior, it will also spread to other areas of his psychology.

I only found out yesterday that I was admitted to MIT, but today I saw my father die with my own eyes.This ups and downs of great ups and downs can easily arouse world-weariness.

Yang Zhou raised his head and smiled at He Li, although the smile seemed to be just a twitch in He Li's eyes, "I'm fine, Mr. He, you can go back first."

Of course He Li couldn't go back, just kidding, now that Yangzhou's mood is so unstable, if he just left with his front foot, the child would jump off the stairs with his back foot, it would be a tragedy.

"Since I've moved back to the dormitory, I won't commit suicide." Yang Zhou said in a calm voice, as if he had sorted out his emotions. "I won't do things that make my relatives hurt my enemies. On the contrary, I must live a better life and go to MIT to study hard."

Yangzhou should really sort out his emotions, because He Li found that the expression on his face has changed now.

"Okay, call me if you need anything." He Li said with a smile. "I'll wait for you to return home and invite me to a five-star hotel for a meal."

Yang Zhou also smiled, the smile on his face is much better now than before.On the face of it, He Li feels that Yangzhou is not someone who can't bear it mentally and wants to die.

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