Willing to go astray

Qiyue has been very depressed since she was a child, and she doesn't know what her mother and father think, so she gave him a name that he thinks is feminine no matter what.

When I was young, no one noticed this, and when I was older, some people made fun of him dishonestly by his name.

Little Qiyue was not honest either, she raised her fist immediately.He has grown up quickly, half a head taller than his peers, and has done everything from diving into the water, catching fish, climbing trees, catching birds, and his strength and agility are also higher than those of his peers.So as soon as the fist came out, everyone was honest, but Xiao Qiyue felt uncomfortable in his heart, how could he, a big man, be given the name of a little girl, it was so embarrassing to say it.

So Xiao Qiyue went to talk to his parents. The Qi family firmly practiced democracy. As a people, Xiao Qiyue was defeated and was punished by his father.

No matter how indignant Xiao Qiyue was, she didn't dare to bully her father, so she silently swallowed her tears and thought of a countermeasure by herself.

After thinking about it for most of the night, Xiao Qiyue finally found a good way, and went to school to implement it in the early morning of the next day.

Little Qiyue gathered a group of friends, and directly ordered them to call herself Brother Qi, Brother Qi, what a domineering name!Just like the boss on TV!

A few children were not convinced, and little Qiyue also felt that she should not be too domineering, so she decided to fight and listen to whoever wins.

Xiao Qiyue won without any suspense by relying on her height advantage, and the nickname of Brother Qi has been fixed for a long time.

The problem of the name was solved, but there were some things, Qi Yue thought, that he might not be able to solve in his lifetime.

When Qiyue woke up, her head ached so badly that it was not her own. She twisted the corners of her mouth in pain, her expression twisted as if she had been tortured ten times, she got up from the bed blindfolded, and swam into the the bathroom.

The thing about hangovers is that it's enjoyable at the time, and it kills you afterwards.

Qi Yue regained consciousness after splashing several handfuls of cold water.

Last night, Ye Fan and Shi Luo invited him to have a "wedding wine". He was so excited that he got drunk. He still remembered everything about the dinner table, but he forgot all about the room he returned to.

After racking her brains and thinking for a long time, Qi Yue remembered a few indistinct fragments.

It seems that Shi Luo's roommate Ding Ran helped him back.Qi Yue scratched her head, Ding Ran must have suffered a lot with his small body supporting his big airs, and I have to thank him another day.

Thinking of this, Qi Yue suddenly realized something was wrong, Ding Ran seemed to be in the same room as him, where did he go so early?Will you go back?

Just as she was wondering, suddenly there was a heavy coughing sound in the room, Qi Yuexin was startled and hurried out of the bathroom to see what happened.

The scene in the room startled Qi Yue, Ding Ran sat up from the side of the bed by the window that Qi Yue had neglected, with one hand propped on the bedside table, one hand covering his chest and coughing violently, his face was as pale as ever. Like paper, the blood on the lips was particularly glaring.

Qiyue suddenly remembered the scene on TV of a terminally ill person coughing up blood, she rushed forward in a panic, and grabbed Ding Ran with her hands.

When her fingers touched the young man's bare shoulders, Qi Yue was taken aback for a moment, embarrassment had just occurred to her heart, and Ding Ran pushed her hand away in an instant.

The piercing coughing sound resurfaced in the air again, Qi Yue looked blankly at her hand that was pushed away, unable to understand what happened, so she cast her puzzled gaze over it again.

Ding Ran's suddenly cold eyes made Qi Yue's heart tremble, and he hesitated, "I... just... want to see if you are okay... what's wrong with you?"

Hearing this, Ding Ran began to tremble slightly, as if he had been insulted, with hatred in his eyes.

Ding Ran's personality has always been indifferent, Qi Yue knows that.But at this time, Ding Ran felt something different, as if the hatred in his eyes was aimed at him, which made him feel a sense of uneasiness for no reason, and after hesitating again and again, he decided to quit first. Room.

"I go first."

After saying hello, Qi Yue walked towards the door as if fleeing for refuge, but when her fingers just touched the doorknob, a cold voice suddenly sounded from behind.

"Brother Qi did something bad, so he is going to leave like this?!"

Qi Yue's hands froze suddenly, and the mocking voice behind him made his ears hurt, and his heart felt cold for no reason.

"You...what do you mean by that?" Qi Yue turned around and looked at the pale Ding Ran and asked without confidence.

Ding Ran suddenly laughed blankly as if he had heard some joke, gently wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his fingers, and pulled the quilt away in front of Qi Yue, revealing his naked upper body.

"Brother Qi, do you want to take a look? Look, what did you do to me last night!" The words became more and more forceful as they got to the end, and the angry tone wrapped Qi Yue fiercely like a ball of flames.

However, Qi Yue didn't feel the heat at all, but was cold all over. The mottled hickey marks on Ding Ran's body pierced into his heart like a sharp knife, making him stunned in place for a moment.It took a long time before he suddenly reacted and looked at the clothes he was wearing properly.

Ding Ran seemed to be stimulated by his actions, so he slowly got off the bed, stopped in front of Qi Yue, looked at him mockingly, and paused every word, "Brother Qi doesn't believe it? , but what would you think if I said that I put your clothes on for you after you had finished your time?" While speaking, Ding Ran suddenly stepped back to the side of the bed and lifted the entire quilt with all his strength. When he got up, a large blackened bloodstain suddenly appeared on the bed sheet.

"Then how about this, should I believe it?! Qi, Yue!"

Qi Yue staggered abruptly, and slammed her body against the wall heavily.

The huge amount of information caused his whole head to explode with a bang, and his thinking was blown to pieces, leaving only Ding Ran's red eyes, the hickey on his chest, and the glaring blood on the bed sheet. Falling into the ice cellar, the whole body is cold.

It wasn't until Ding Ran put on his clothes and stood in front of him that he suddenly pulled out of the chaos, "You..."

Qi Yue moved the corners of her mouth, her throat seemed to be choked, and she couldn't utter a complete sentence.Although it was covered by clothes, the mark on Ding Ran's neck could still be seen from Qi Yue's direction.His mind was in a mess, and he couldn't digest the matter of having sex after drinking for a while.In addition, what made him even more confused was that his cognition of himself for so many years had been subverted in the past few minutes. It turned out that he was not a straight man through and through.

Under the complicated and confusing thoughts, Qi Yue really didn't know what to say to Ding Ran, and all she could say was "I'm sorry."

Qi Yue's guilty gaze also pierced his heart like a thorn, Ding Ran looked forward as if numb from the pain and sneered, opened the door and walked out without looking back.

It wasn't until he got out of the hotel that Ding Ran stopped abruptly, looked up at the room where he slept last night, let go of the blood-stained palm pierced by his nails, and smiled softly.

The heavy slamming sound of the door was like the sound of an old clock in an ancient temple that had been sleeping for decades when it was suddenly struck, and the echo made Qi Yue's auricles ache.There were mixed feelings in his heart, shock, guilt, and pain all crowded in his head, wringing his nerves to the point of pain.The image of him pressing Ding Ran hard on the bed seems to exist in the noisy memory, but it was replaced by Ding Ran's expression not long ago, ridicule, anger, and sadness were all buried on that gloomy face Next, the despair is palpitating.

despair……

Qi Yue's heart shrank, and strong uneasiness surged up suddenly. Ding Ran wouldn't...do something stupid, right?

This guess full of possibilities made Qi Yue panic, opened the door and rushed out anxiously.

Ye Fan and Shi Luo stopped him in the corridor, and they didn't know what they said. Those words passed through his mind and they were perfunctory and covered up, and then they were all forgotten. He was afraid, afraid that Ding Ran would be harmed indirectly Fearing that he would become a sinner beyond redemption.

He just wanted to quickly find Ding Ran to stop him, but fortunately Ye Fan and Shi Luo stopped after a few words, and Qi Yue hurried downstairs to look for Ding Ran.

The bedroom door was locked, Qi Yue knocked for a long time but no one opened the door, it seemed that Ding Ran was not inside.Qi Yue remembered that Ding Ran liked being in the library, and immediately ran to the library without stopping.

There are ten floors in the library. Qi Yue still couldn't find Ding Ran after searching around, so he had to change the place to look for it in the classroom. Dare to relax, as time goes by, the anxiety is getting closer to him.He didn't dare to stop to catch his breath, so he had to speed up his pace and continue searching.

After searching the entire campus, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon, and the glaring sunset had fallen far above the horizon, covering the entire campus in crimson color, so gorgeous that it made one's heart chill.

Qi Yue went back to the dormitory, the door was still locked, the silence behind the door was terrifying, but Qi Yue still wanted to go in to check if anyone was there.

Before the call was made, Shi Luo came back.Qi Yue hurriedly took back her phone, and quickly said to Shi Luo, "You're finally back, and I was about to call you."

Saying that, get out of the way and let Shi Luo open the door.

As soon as the door was opened, Qi Yue rushed in.The dormitory is such a big place, and you can read it with just a few glances.He knew that Ding Ran was not inside, but he still couldn't help but read it several times carefully.

He was extremely frustrated, but more anxious, so anxious that the top of his head was about to smoke.

Shi Luo looked at Qi Yue suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

Qi Yue frowned, with a tangled look on his face. He didn't want to tell this matter to the public. He was fine, but he was afraid that Ding Ran wouldn't be able to bear the excitement of being known, but at this moment, he couldn't care about those things. Nothing is more important than Ding Ran's life. important.

"Ding Ran disappeared, and no one answered the phone. I searched for a day, but I didn't see anyone."

When Shi Luo heard this, he frowned, and suddenly remembered Qi Yue's expression and behavior in the morning, and vaguely noticed something, "Is Ding Ran's disappearance related to you?"

Qi Yue nodded with regret.

Shi Luo didn't ask any more questions, and said calmly, "Let's look for it again. I'll look for it in the east campus of the school, and you can look for it in the west campus of the school. If you find it, notify the other party, and don't notify anyone else. Maybe it's just a Misunderstand."

Qiyue let out a "hmm" and started running outside.

When Qi Yue found Ding Ran, the first thing he saw was a figure from his back.The setting sun had already set by half, and the young man's back was just imprinted in the setting sun, the whole body was silent, and the atmosphere was oppressive for no reason.

Qi Yue wanted to call Ding Ran, but stopped suddenly. He suddenly had an illusion, as if he had known this person for more than ten years. During that time, there was a shy smile that resembled a young man. A face, and a pair of lonely and desperate eyes.Qiyue felt pain in her heart for no reason, but when she regained her composure and thought about it seriously, her memory only started from the first year of freshman year, and in the real fragments, there was only an indifferent expression, and the repulsive attitude exuded by the youth. breath.

Qi Yue took a deep breath, walked to the rock of the artificial lake, and called out nervously, "...Ding Ran."

Ding Ran turned around in astonishment, Qi Yue was startled by the joy in his eyes, "You..."

Ding Ran suddenly came back to his senses, quickly concealed the joy in his eyes, his eyes suddenly turned cold, and his face quickly sank, as if what Qi Yue saw just now was just an illusion.

"What are you doing here?!"

Qi Yue wanted to pull him off the rock, and he was very uneasy sitting there, as if the young man would suddenly fall into the lake in front of him if he didn't pay attention, and then sink quickly.

"I...to see if you are okay..." Qi Yue said nervously against Ding Ran's eyes that seemed to shoot sharp swords.

"Oh?" Ding Ran looked back with a sneer, stood up on the rock facing the lake water, raised the corner of his mouth ironically and took a step forward, "Are you worried that I won't think about it?"

The top of the rock was more than two meters high from the lake. Ding Ran's toes were already hanging in the air. Qi Yue's heart seemed to be pumped up, and he didn't dare to take a breath, "I... you come down first... I'm a jerk for everything yesterday, Don't make fun of your body..."

"Things have already happened, is it useful to say these things now?" Ding Ran turned his head and looked at him steadily, suddenly fell silent, looked at the lake quietly, and then said in a low voice after a long time, "Brother Qi, are you scared out of your wits? The lake is only one meter deep, so what's the point of jumping in?"

"What could be the matter..." Ding Ran smiled softly, closed his eyes, moved, and jumped down.

The splashed water splashed on Qi Yue's face impartially. The boy in the water had delicate features and smiled to himself. It was the first time Qi Yue saw him showing such a smile. There was no sarcasm, no indifference, just a smile. Children of this age should behave recklessly.

Ding Ran looked at him quietly in the water, and said calmly, "Look, it's just wet clothes."

Qiyue's throat stagnates, and his chest feels tight. This smile is obviously so dazzling, but it makes his chest hurt. He can't tell the reason, but he knows that at that moment, the shadow that melted into the water under the setting sun was so lonely that it seemed to dissipate at the touch of it. .

"Brother Qi, what are you worried about? Death is still far away from me, but I was raped once. I am a man anyway, so I can let you." Ding Ran paused, and suddenly raised his eyes to look at Qi Yue in a daze , slowly said, "Responsible?"

"I will..." Qiyue's throat hurts, he wants to say the word "responsible" forcefully, but they are stuck in his throat and he can't get out and swallow, he doesn't want to escape.It's that he was at a loss in his mind, and the cognition of so many years was fighting with today's events, and he was fighting to the death.When he was about to take responsibility for this promise and said it, a heavy "pop" accompanied by splashes knocked the two words back to the bottom of the valley.

Ding Ran fell down and passed out violently in the water in front of him.

At that moment, Qiyue's mind went blank, and only the buzzing noise remained in his ears. He didn't know how he rushed into the water, and he didn't know how many steps he staggered. He only knew that he had made an irreparable mistake. He hurt someone deeply.

The author has something to say: I finally started writing~~~ Originally Xiaoshou should be distorted and vicious, but it has been too long, and now I don’t know what it has become. . . .