Willing to go astray

Qi Yue opened the door with the key in Ding Ran's pocket, carefully put him on the computer chair, hesitated for a long time before finding clean clothes from his cabinet to change for him, and then carried him to the bed.

Just after finishing everything, Ding Ran woke up.Before Qi Yue could take back his hand in the future, his fingers accidentally touched his arm, Ding Ran trembled suddenly, a trace of fear appeared in his eyes, Qi Yue hurriedly let him go, and took a few steps back, with a guilty look on his face.

Ding Ran sat up, clenched his hands into fists bit by bit, his eyes were cold and cold, "What are you still doing here?!"

"You passed out just now..."

"What does that have to do with you? Go away, I don't want to see you."

Qi Yue didn't know what was wrong with him, every move of Ding Ran involved his nerves, no matter what Ding Ran said, he had no right to be angry, all this was thanks to him, he was the culprit of everything.

Qi Yue froze and didn't move, Ding Ran was so angry that his hands trembled suddenly, he got off the bed suddenly, seemed dizzy and then suddenly fell to sit on the side of the bed, leaning on the railing beside the bed and coughing violently.

It took a long time for the horrible coughing to stop. Ding Ran's eyes were red, as if he was extremely angry, and his voice changed, "Get out!"

It was only at this time that Qi Yue realized that all Ding Ran's calmness before this was just a disguise, and his hoarseness at this moment was his most authentic reaction to the incident he had suffered.

Guilt was like a heavy mountain relentlessly pressing on Qi Yue's body, crushing his heart hard.

Qi Yue took a deep breath and tried to make herself look directly at Ding Ran, "I'm sorry, I... can't go, I want... to stay here and take care of you."

"Is this making up?" Ding Ran suddenly laughed mockingly, tears welling up in the corners of his eyes, "Qi Yue, do you think everything can be made up for? Do you know how embarrassing your words are now?" Disgusting people!"

Qi Yue couldn't speak, the air was so strangely quiet, only Ding Ran's heavy breathing suddenly sounded, every time Qi Yue gasped, it seemed that someone had pinched her heart severely .

After a long time, Qi Yue suddenly remembered that she had not informed Shi Luo that she had found Ding Ran, so she hurriedly took out her mobile phone.Fortunately, the phone is waterproof, and the number was dialed successfully.

Shi Luo breathed a sigh of relief after receiving Qi Yue's call, and hurried to the dormitory.

The moment he pushed open the bedroom door, Shi Luo clearly felt the oppressive atmosphere.

Ding Ran was leaning on the bed, his hair was wet, his face was extremely pale, his lips were iron blue, and his gaze was coldly looking at Qi Yue who was beside the bed.

Qi Yue didn't look much better, her body was completely wet, as if she had been scooped up from the water, her expression was at a loss, and her eyes were full of guilt when she looked at Ding Ran.

Shi Luo glanced at Qi Yue, frowned and said, "Brother Qi, go and change your clothes first."

Just as Qi Yue was about to say something, she heard Ding Ran snort coldly, and the cold words rang in his ears, "It's a hot day, I can't freeze him to death. A man with rough skin and thick flesh, it's just right to die!"

"...I'm sorry." Qi Yue knew how weak these three words were, but he couldn't find any other words.

Ding Ran seemed even more furious when he heard the words, and sneered, "I'm sorry? Qiyue, can you be more shameless?!"

Qi Yue fell silent, he didn't know what to say, the huge sense of guilt almost drove him crazy, every sentence of Ding Ran was like a sharp knife piercing into his heart, after a long time, he finally punched him hard He slammed the ground on the table, and with a "bang", the cup on the table fell over.

Shi Luo couldn't stand it anymore, frowned and said, "Brother Qi, you go out first, I have something to say to Ding Ran."

Qi Yue hesitated for a while, gritted her teeth, gave Ding Ran another apologetic look, and walked out slowly.

After Qi Yue went out, Ding Ran's eyes darkened, and the anger gradually disappeared on his face, leaving only the usual indifference.

He probably knew what Shi Luo wanted to say, or guessed something, but it didn't matter, no one could stop what he wanted to do.

"What do you want to say?"

The doubts in Shi Luo's heart spread more and more. He looked down at Ding Ran's slightly contemptuous expression, and said flatly, "What you said just now was on purpose."

"You're very smart," Ding Ran raised his eyes, sneered slightly, and cast his gaze directly on Shi Luo, frankly and without concealment, "Yes, I just want to make him feel guilty!"

His tone was firm, almost gnashing his teeth.

Shi Luo frowned and remained silent. He didn't know what to say. The stubbornness in Ding Ran's eyes made him feel a little heavy in his heart. The corner of his eyes inadvertently caught sight of Ding Ran's palm that was bleeding from nails, and suddenly understood something. He said, "Why bother, hurting others and yourself."

"I am willing!" Ding Ran gritted his teeth and stared fiercely at the seat where Qi Yue was sitting just now, clenched his fingers again until the pain in the palm of his hand spread, and then smiled softly, the smile was so cold that it made people feel cold A layer of goosebumps stood up, and it made people feel a strong sense of loneliness and unwillingness, "I can't hide what I want."

Shi Luo was at a loss for words, unable to express his feelings.Intuition told him that the truth was not as simple as Qi Yue's drunken sex, but he couldn't guess anything based on Ding Ran's weird attitude.

At this time, there was a knock on the door.

Shi Luo walked over to open the door.

Qi Yue came over after changing into dry clothes, he was worried about Ding Ran, and rushed to Ding Ran's bedside as soon as he entered the room.Ding Ran blushed abnormally, as if he had a fever. He was startled, and before he had time to think about it, he stretched out his hand to his forehead.

Ding Ran's hand was thrown away in disgust, Qi Yue had no choice but to step aside brilliantly.

"what are you doing?"

"You... seem to have a fever."

Ding Ran sneered, and said sarcastically, "I'm afraid it would be more to your liking if I died!"

"No." Qi Yue hastily explained.He didn't know what was going on, his mind was always blank in front of Ding Ran, maybe it was the guilt in his heart, or some other reason, anyway, he couldn't tell.I could only sigh, scratched my head in frustration, and walked to Shi Luo's side, "I... want to discuss something with you, let's go out and talk."

Shi Luo glanced at Ding Ran and gave a faint "hmm".

Qi Yue wanted to change the bed with Shi Luo. He already felt extremely guilty for what he did to Ding Ran, and wanted to stab himself with a knife. Now that Ding Ran was sick, he Feeling even more sorry, he wanted to do something for Ding Ran, to make up for it.

Seeing Qi Yue's decadent appearance, Shi Luo didn't know how to comfort him, and he also understood Qi Yue's intentions, so he readily agreed.

After the two returned to the room, Qi Yue quickly moved the quilt and mattress upstairs for Shi Luo, and Shi Luo packed other things.

During this period, Ding Ran only gave Qiyue a cold snort, but he didn't say anything else. He didn't know what he was thinking. Shi Luo occasionally looked over and saw him in a daze, with indifferent eyes.

Shi Luo wanted to remind Qi Yue, but he didn't know what to remind, so he had no choice but to give up.

Ding Ran has been sick for several days, and at first he still had the strength to lose his temper at Qiyue, but then he fell into a daze.Qiyue was so anxious that her mouth was bubbling. He wanted to take Ding Ran to the doctor, but Ding Ran was extremely resistant to this. In the end, Qiyue had to invite the doctor to the dormitory while Ding Ran was asleep. back.

After a few days like this, Ding Ran's fever finally subsided, but his complexion did not improve.

Qi Yue guarded almost every step, and Shi Luo often came to see her.Ding Ran's attitude towards Qiyue was still extremely disgusted, and he was sarcasm when he opened his mouth.

Qi Yue is a very honest person, under the strong psychological condemnation, she lost a lot of weight.

At noon on this day, Qi Yue went to get some food. When Shi Luo came back from KFC, he saw a big puddle of red liquid flowing on the floor of the dormitory. He was startled and walked towards Ding Ran quickly.Ding Ran was lying on the bed gasping for breath, his face was completely pale, the bright red blood was still flowing from his hanging fingers, and the ticking sound on the floor was so ear-piercing that it made people panic.

"You...what's the matter?" Shi Luo caught Ding Ran's hanging hand, and the blood from between the fingers poured back into the palm of the hand, but within a few seconds, the palm was already bright red.

Ding Ran's fingers moved uncontrollably, and his eyes were a little flustered. He didn't expect Shi Luo to come back at this time, but he quickly calmed down and pointed to the drawer under the cabinet, "There is medicine in there, please help me get it come over."

Shi Luo hesitated to speak, and hurriedly opened the drawer. The drawer was empty, only two ordinary medicine bottles and a brocade box the size of a palm.

Shi Luo took one of the medicine bottles, "Is this it?"

Ding Ran nodded with difficulty, Shi Luo immediately opened the lid, poured out a reddish-brown pill in the palm of his hand, and handed it to Ding Ran.

"I'll get you some water."

Ding Ran stopped him, put the pill in his mouth and swallowed it.

Soon, the bleeding stopped, and Ding Ran's panting gradually stopped.

Shi Luo was relieved, and took a mop to clean up the blood.After doing all this, Ding Ran has almost recovered.

Shi Luo sat by the cabinet and thought for a while before asking out his doubts.

"What happened to you just now?"

Ding Ran sat up from the bed, his eyes flickered slightly, "It's nothing, it's just a family disease, it will be fine after a few attacks."

"Then what is this medicine?" Shi Luo frowned. He could see that Ding Ran was lying, but he couldn't figure out why he was lying.

"Shi Luo," Ding Ran was silent for a while, "You care too much."

"Yeah." Shi Luo didn't get angry, but became more and more sure that Ding Ran was hiding something from him, "Does Brother Qi know?"

Ding Ran's face suddenly sank, "He doesn't need to know."

Ding Ran's reaction made Shi Luo more suspicious, and after a moment of contemplation, he made a bold decision.

"I'll tell Brother Qi."

"Shi Luo!" Ding Ran's pupils dilated suddenly, staring straight at Shi Luo, seeing Shi Luo's serious expression, knowing that he was not joking, his heart sank, "Don't let him know!"

Shi Luo was taken aback by Ding Ran's sudden emotional agitation, and immediately frowned when he realized it, "Why are you hiding it from him?"

"Keep a secret for me!!"

Ding Ran raised his voice again, Shi Luo felt that he had caught something, stood up frowning, and looked at Ding Ran lightly, "I want to know the reason."

The sound of approaching footsteps came from the stairwell, Ding Ran's complexion changed suddenly, and his fingers tightened, "Okay, come over at nine o'clock tomorrow night and I will tell you."

As soon as the words were finished, the door creaked open, and Qi Yue walked in with two lunch boxes.

"Hey, why did you come back suddenly, Shi Luo?"

Shi Luo looked at Ding Ran, then turned his gaze away calmly, and said calmly, "I'll come back to pick up the things, and I'll be right back."

After that, he went straight to his desk, took a pen and walked towards the door, "I'm leaving."

"Yeah." Qi Yue put down the lunch box with a smile, then looked at Ding Ran nervously, and found that he seemed to be looking pretty good today, and suddenly felt a little excited.

"Are you feeling better today?"

Ding Ran's chest froze, and suddenly he hooked the corner of his mouth sarcastically, his eyes moved directly to the lunch box, and Qi Yue immediately handed the lunch box to him with interest.

Ding Ran casually ate a few mouthfuls, then stopped suddenly, and looked out the window indifferently, "What day is it today?"

"It's the 21st." Qi Yue hurriedly replied.

"It's the 21st..." Ding Ran smiled bleakly, his eyes were sad, he just ate and said nothing.

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