Willing to go astray
Chapter 4
People, from elementary school to high school, never left.
She has never told anyone that she actually likes Qi Yue.She never showed that she was jealous of Ding Ran at all, maybe it was this subtle girlish jealousy that made her pay attention to Ding Ran again.
At some point, she found that Ding Ran became so strange that she was afraid, always with a cold face, his eyes were empty, but sometimes they were so sharp that it made people panic.
She also finally found out where Ding Ran's eyes were fixed, and it turned out to be the same position as hers.At first she just thought that Ding Ran couldn't let go of the friendship with Qi Yue, but then she gradually noticed something strange in Ding Ran's eyes.Ding Ran's eyes were full of possessiveness, and he showed deep hatred for everyone who approached Qi Yue.
Needless to say, she was terrified at the time.She discovered a big secret, Ding Ran is gay, and Ding Ran likes Qi Yue!
It's not that she can't accept homosexuality, but she was at a loss when it really happened to her.She didn't dare to tell Qi Yue about it, and she didn't want to tell anyone.
She thought she was the only one who knew about it, but unexpectedly, there was another person who also knew.
At that time, Qi Yue had a very good buddy named Huang Wei.Lin Qingqing didn't know how Huang Wei found out, anyway, suddenly one day Huang Wei came to the school with a bruised nose and a swollen face, and told Lin Qingqing something that he thought was very strange.
Huang Wei said that he clearly remembered to go to Ding Ran and planned to teach him a lesson.But the strange thing is that he has no memory of what happened after he found Ding Ran. He only knew that when he woke up the next day, he was covered in bruises.
Huang Wei is quite out of tune. Although Lin Qingqing finds it strange, she also thinks that he may have misremembered.However, he subconsciously paid more attention to Ding Ran.
Coincidentally, she and Ding Ran sat at the same table not long after, and what's even more coincidental was that Ding Ran was sitting behind Qi Yue.
On the day of changing positions, Qi Yue turned around to greet Ding Ran enthusiastically, but the conversation between the two made Lin Qingqing's hair stand on end.
Qi Yue said, "Are you a new transfer classmate? The front and back desks are very close. What's your name?"
What surprised Lin Qingqing even more was Ding Ran's reaction at that time.He nodded, and replied "Yes" expressionlessly, as if suppressing something, he said, "My name is Ding Ran."
Lin Qingqing only thought it was weird at the time. She always thought that Qi Yue pretended not to know him because of a broken relationship with Ding Ran. What a fool.But before he could say it, he was stopped by Ding Ran's cold eyes.
Lin Qingqing's nerves froze, and a bold idea suddenly appeared in her heart.Qi Yue is not pretending, he really doesn't remember Ding Ran at all.
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However, something happened shortly afterwards that surprised Lin Qingqing even more.
A few weeks later, a classmate was transferred to the class. Coincidentally, this person had the same name and surname as Ding Ran.However, his personality is quite different, he is very gentle, and he became acquainted with the people in the class not long after transferring.
When changing seats again, Ding Ran No. 2 took Ding Ran's place.In fact, these are all normal, the only abnormal thing is that Qi Yue asked the same question many times.
Lin Qingqing finally confirmed her guess.
But all of this is too weird, everyone in Qiyue remembers it, so why forget everything about the name Ding Ran?
That day, Lin Qingqing spent a whole day as if struck by thunder, tossing and turning all night before she made up her mind to ask Ding Ran.And as she expected in advance, Ding Ran really knew that Qi Yue no longer remembered him, and was even used to being forgotten.
Lin Qingqing fell into a cloud of fog. She had a strong nature and wanted to figure out what was going on.However, a sudden change happened to her family, forcing her to bury it in her heart.
Except for their secret love and the accident at home, Lin Qingqing told everything about Ding Ran.
Qi Yue was silent for a long time, so absent-minded that she didn't even know when Lin Qingqing would go back.He was sitting alone on the sofa, he had no memory of what Lin Qingqing said, as if it was just a story about other people.It can't even be set on Ding Ran in the memory now, as if they are two real people.
He believed Lin Qingqing's words, and even wondered if his memory was wrong.
Just when Qiyue was at a loss, Ding Ran called.
"What are you looking for me for?"
The voice from the other end of the phone was cold and distant, and Qi Yue didn't know how to respond for a while.He could clearly say that he had a strange dream and was worried that he called him, but he was a little embarrassed to say it.Coupled with Lin Qingqing's words, his mind was in a mess. There were many things crowded in his head, and he wanted to ask, but he didn't know where to ask for a while.
Qi Yue hesitated for a while before answering, "I have something to ask you."
Ding Ran hummed lightly, his expression was indifferent, but his eyes were so hot that they could melt people.He was standing outside the window, and he could clearly see Qi Yue's every move in the room, even his every tiny expression.
On the day Qiyue came back, he followed him, hiding in the dark and watching Qiyue. He has done this kind of perverted behavior for many years. He let his paranoia go unchecked, and even drove it to a worse place. .
Qiyue said that he wanted to ask him something, and he had already guessed what he wanted to ask, but since Qiyue decided to ask, he was willing to give him an answer, but he wanted to see what Qiyue would give in front of him He doesn't really care much about his expression, stunned or indifferent, he only cares about whether Qi Yue can make him feel heartache, the kind of heartache that makes him feel that his heart still beats.
"Okay, you come to open the door." Ding Ran took out a red-brown pill from the box in his pocket and swallowed it before walking towards the door.
"Ah?" Qi Yue was stunned for a moment, suspecting that she had heard wrong, but she still hesitated and went to the door and opened the door.
When she opened the door and saw a familiar figure standing in front of the door, Qi Yue was left with nothing but shock.He couldn't react, why did someone who was still in City C suddenly come here?How did Ding Ran know about his family?
Ding Ran saw Qi Yue's doubts in his eyes, but didn't answer, he went straight into the living room and found a place to sit down.
"Just ask."
Qi Yue was a little at a loss when facing Ding Ran, but since she decided to ask, she naturally wouldn't be timid. After pondering for a while, she asked seriously, "How long have we known each other? Is it a year... or more than ten years? "
Ding Ran lazily raised his eyelids, glanced at Qi Yue, and gave the answer without thinking, "Brother Qi knows very well, what are you trying to prove?"
Qi Yue was taken aback by Ding Ran's sharp gaze, and immediately sensed something was wrong. Ding Ran was a little different from the school, his aura was even worse, and he even showed obvious hostility.
Qi Yue bit the bullet and said, "Then why didn't you tell me?"
"Someone has told you now, did Brother Qi remember? Besides, Brother Qi forgot what he did to me, right? In that case, do you want to talk about our old relationship to reduce your guilt?"
Ding Ran's gaze stayed on Qi Yue, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up into a smile.
Qi Yue said dumbly that he didn't know what to say, he found that that incident had become a hurdle in his heart, and he couldn't get over it.He used to think that he could say to Ding Ran, "You come to fuck me once and we're even," but now he realizes how naive that kind of thinking is, and he has to admit that some injuries can never be undone.
Qiyue's throat choked, and she said "I'm sorry" honestly.He knew that these three words were useless, but he could only say these words when he came and went.
Ding Ran didn't say anything, just stared at Qi Yue for a while, then suddenly twitched the corners of his mouth, and said with a sneer, "I don't need your apology, don't you want to know about the past? Let me tell you."
Ding Ran's voice was deep and slow, as if he was trying to recall the past, but he prevented himself from falling into it.
The 14 years have passed by in just a few words, and before Qi Yue could realize it, it was over.
"That's it?" Qi Yue asked uncertainly.
Ding Ran suddenly clenched his palms secretly, raised his head to meet Qi Yue's gaze, Qi Yue was taken aback, and turned away stiffly.Ding Ran smiled sarcastically, "Brother Qi, what else do you think? What can there be between us? I can put it more simply, you and I were friends in the past few years, and strangers in the next few years. Guess now What is it?"
Qi Yue choked for a moment, her heart froze, and the dream in her mind suddenly surged again. The despair revealed by Ding Ran was in sharp contrast to the indifference of this person in front of him. He couldn't tell which feeling was real, he only knew that I feel sad for no reason.And Ding Ran's sudden question choked him even more, what's the matter?How should he answer?friend?Or... the enemy?
Ding Ran didn't expect Qi Yue's answer. In fact, sometimes he himself couldn't tell what kind of feelings Qi Yue was holding.Love and hate, love to the bone, and hate to the bone, he deliberately didn't think clearly, and took the next step based on feeling.The only thing he knows is that so far, hate has prevailed, and will continue to occupy this position.
Ding Ran took a deep breath, looked at the place he had stood outside the window, and suddenly said, "You've been here long enough, pack your things and go back tomorrow."
Qi Yue almost subconsciously refused, "I want to stay for a few more days."
Qi Yue didn't know why he suddenly resisted going back to school, he instinctively felt that something was waiting for him, but he subconsciously refused to face it.
Ding Ran withdrew his gaze, looked at Qi Yue with a smile, and paused every word, "I guess Shi Luo and Ye Fan are about to have an accident."
"What did you do to them?!" The affirmation and vague coercion in Ding Ran's words made Qi Yue panic, and in desperation, this sentence blurted out without thinking.However, Qi Yue suddenly realized what she had said when she saw Ding Ran's fleeting hurt look, and regretted so much that she wished she could bite off her tongue, "I... didn't mean that..."
"What do you mean by Brother Qi? Isn't that the kind of person I am in your heart?" Ding Ran's heart ached badly, but the more this happened, the wider the smile on his mouth became.He was happy, as if he had finally accomplished a great event.
Qi Yue didn't know why she said this, maybe it was because of her haste, or maybe it was something else.It is undeniable that in the past few days, he has subtly accumulated an impression of Ding Ran in his heart, a not-so-good impression, which sympathizes and makes him fear at the same time.
Ding Ran was very satisfied with Qi Yue's speechlessness, he didn't care about these things, he was here to make an end, he wanted Qi Yue to remember him severely, and bound him with guilt and hatred for the rest of his life.Ding Ran admitted that he felt uncomfortable, but Qi Yue's reaction matched what he longed for, so he felt that it was okay to suffer.And he also needs this kind of pain to make himself sober, so that he can firmly go to the next step.
Qiyue held back for a long time and finally found her own train of thought, Ding Ran's pressing every step of the way made him breathless.What he said just now was indeed too much, but when he thought about it seriously, he was rushed to say it.He was a little uneasy in his heart. The emotions that had settled down these days seemed to be being manipulated and led to run around.
Qi Yue frowned, and said hesitantly, "Ding Ran, can we stop doing this..."
"I can't." A small arc was drawn at the corner of Ding Ran's mouth, as if he was holding a winning ticket, and with such an expression, he slowly approached Qi Yue, grabbed his collar with his fingers, and pulled him closer to him bit by bit. .
Qi Yue opened her mouth, so nervous that she didn't dare to make a sound.He was a little dazed, Ding Ran's smile was a bit sinister, and the tails of his eyes were upturned, revealing a hint of delusion.
Qi Yue couldn't help swallowing, her eyes drifted away, "What... are you going to do?"
Ding Ran looked at Qi Yue steadfastly, the smile on his lips widened, Qi Yue's expression was in line with his intentions, the distance drew closer, and her breathing became quicker bit by bit.The wave of wanting to possess overwhelmingly surged up again.Ding Ran's eyes moved slightly, and he suddenly leaned close to Qi Yue with a feeling of desperation and indulgence, his breath intertwined, and kissed the corner of Qi Yue's mouth greedily.
Qi Yue's eyes widened, her heart sank, she suddenly pushed Ding Ran away, and wiped the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand, "Crazy!"
Ding Ran staggered back a step, Qi Yue's wiping action was like a blade scraping his heart fiercely, dripping with blood.Ding Ran clenched his palms tightly, as if he just came back to his senses, his eyes changed from dazed to clear, and then gradually became stained with strange colors.The originally handsome face suddenly burst into smiles, alluring.
Ding Ran approached Qi Yue little by little, and stared at him unceremoniously, with naked desire and predatory eyes, coupled with that monstrous face, it made people feel chills Upright, there is an illusion of being dismantled and eaten.
Qi Yue had never seen Ding Ran like this before, and he never thought that Ding Ran could show such a monstrous side.He was bewitched and stared blankly, delirious.That was the first time he really looked at Ding Ran so seriously, and the first time he realized that this person's appearance was so breathtaking.It seemed to be different from the person in his thin memory, but he couldn't tell what was different.In short, he was so engrossed in it that he couldn't take his eyes off, and even approached Ding Ran involuntarily.
Ding Ran suddenly let out a cold snort, and the smile on his face changed instantly, loose and sarcastic, and the lines of his face stiffened bit by bit, filled with coldness.
Qi Yue seemed to have just been pulled out of the chaos, she was frightened and at a loss when faced with the face so close, she hurriedly pushed it away.He remembered that he seemed to be about to kiss him just now, and when he thought about it, a layer of sweat broke out on his back.
Qi Yue took a slow breath, looked at Ding Ran in disbelief, met those mocking eyes, her neck felt cold, her confidence was completely leaked, and she was so annoyed that she didn't know how to deal with it.
Ding Ran obviously didn't want to let Qi Yue go. He looked at Qi Yue and said sarcastically, "Didn't Brother Qi dislike me just now? Then what are you doing? I just kissed you and you reacted so badly. Where is the ability to lie on the bed for a while?"
Qi Yue had no way to refute, and was ashamed and speechless.Ding Ran was obviously a bit taller than himself, but it seemed that he was the one condescending.
Ding Ran sneered, didn't say anything more, just glanced at Qi Yue, turned around and walked towards the stairs.
Qi Yue stared blankly at Ding Ran stepping up the stairs, and didn't react until the figure disappeared on the second floor.I was stunned for a while, frowning, as if I was trying to think clearly.Finally, he stroked his hair in frustration, and ran upstairs.
Qiyue's house is a small European-style house with an attic on the second floor. There are only three people in the family, and Qiyue directly occupies the entire second floor.Turn the stairs to the left to enter the living room, and then go in to the study and bedroom.
Qi Yue hesitated at the door of the bedroom for a while before opening the door and walking in lightly like a thief.
The room was very quiet, the air conditioner was blowing vigorously, and there was a chilly breath coming towards me.Qiyue shrank her neck, secretly glanced at Ding Ran who was asleep on her own bed, a little confused, couldn't figure out why he suddenly ran to her room to sleep.His throat was a little dry again, the obsession just now hadn't passed, and there was a fascination in Ding Ran's eyes that he didn't realize.
Qi Yue breathed a sigh of relief, not daring to look at Ding Ran again.He felt that he was a bit of a demon, and when he saw Ding Ran this time, his feeling was completely different, a 180-degree change took place.The original fear turned into a feeling similar to pity that he couldn't explain clearly. He felt ridiculous when he said it, but there seemed to be something like that.
Qiyue didn't dare to think about it, so she hurriedly picked up the remote control and raised the temperature of the air conditioner by two degrees, then went out immediately, and then folded back without losing her temper, covering Ding Ran with the air conditioner, and then seemed to have done it. He escaped from the bedroom with a guilty conscience.
Qi Yue went downstairs before she had time to catch her breath, she went straight to the refrigerator, took out a bottle of iced drink, unscrewed the cap and poured it down her throat.After filling most of the bottle, he stopped to silently build up his mind. Just now, he was only in a panic and covered Ding Ran with a quilt...
Thinking of this, he couldn't help but think of the glimpse he saw when he was running away. Ding Ran quietly closed his eyes, and the lines on his face softened, which made Qi Yue feel an indescribable feeling in his heart.
As soon as Qiyue left, her eyes that were originally tight-jawed suddenly opened, and she glanced around casually, her eyes suddenly changed from sharp to lax, and after a while, she suddenly lifted the quilt and stood up, walked to the window and opened the curtains , like a wooden stake stood facing the dazzling sunlight for a long time.It wasn't until the eyes were stabbed red that he turned and sat back on the bed.
Ding Ran lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, his complexion was unusually pale, it seemed that it took him a long time to realize the problem, he calmly took out a reddish-brown pill and swallowed it, then lay down again numbly, Pulled the quilt.
The curtains hadn't been drawn yet, and the sun was shining brightly outside the window, Ding Ran's face was flushed red, and the water vapor in the corners of his eyes reflected the light.
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Qi Yue watched TV awkwardly downstairs for a while, feeling so exhausted that she couldn't take it any longer, so she took a nap and woke up at seven o'clock in the evening.
This sleep was really heavy, and Qi's mother was cooking and cooking in the kitchen without waking Qi Yue up.Mother Qi woke up when the food was on the table.
Qiyue woke up and was stunned for two seconds before returning to her thoughts. Seeing that his fever had subsided, Qi's mother was relieved and said with a smile, "Why are you so stupid? Why don't you hurry up and eat!"
Qi Yue responded casually, and suddenly remembered that Ding Ran was still upstairs, so she immediately went upstairs.
Qi's mother let out a "hey" and shouted towards Qi Yue's back, "You child, you said you have to eat, why are you going?"
Qi Yue ran back, "My classmate is upstairs, I'll call him down for dinner."
Qi's mother shook her head in doubt. When did some classmates come over?Thinking that Qi Yue used to bring her classmates back for dinner every now and then, thinking that it was those good friends from before, she didn't take it to heart, so she went to the table first.
Qi Yue pushed open the door and looked, and was immediately stunned.The quilt on the bed was neatly folded, where is Ding Ran's shadow?
Qi Yue scratched her head, secretly cursing herself for having slept so hard that she didn't even know Ding Ran was gone.Thinking of this, he immediately called Ding Ran.
The phone was picked up quickly, and Ding Ran said "Hello" flatly.
Qi Yue scratched her forehead embarrassingly, "I'm sorry, I slept so hard that I didn't even know you were gone."
Ding Ran raised his eyes and replied casually, "It's okay."
The two had nothing to talk about, and after a moment of silence, Qi Yue said awkwardly, "Then I'll go eat first."
"En." Ding Ran hung up the phone after finishing speaking.
Qi Yue exhaled, stuffed the phone back into her pocket, and walked downstairs a little depressed.
Qi's mother was a little surprised to see Qi Yue coming alone, "Why are you alone? Where's Huang Wei?"
Huang Wei used to be a frequent visitor to Qi Yue's house, and Qi's mother thought he was the one upstairs today.
Qiyue shook her head, sat down, picked up the chopsticks, picked up the vegetables and put them in the bowl, "It's not Huang Wei, I'm another... classmate."
Qi's mother said "Oh", and gave Qi's father a chopstick of green vegetables, and said displeasedly: "Why are you acting like a child, don't just eat meat, eat more vegetables!" She turned around and asked Qi casually. One sentence, "Which classmate is here?"
"Ding Ran," Qi Yue suddenly thought of something and hurriedly said, "Mom, it is said that he and I have been in the same class since primary school. Did you see him when you sent me to primary school?"
Mother Qi frowned and sighed secretly, why are there so many people named Ding Ran?As soon as she mentioned this name, she felt guilty. The dead child in the next village was also called Ding Ran. If it wasn't for Qi Yue, he wouldn't have suffered that crime.
Although that incident has been going on for so many years, Qi's mother is always afraid when she thinks about it, so she deliberately hides it from Qiyue and wants to end this topic, "Mom, don't you remember, I knew that the high school was transferred Ding Ran, who came over, has gotten very close to Qingqing these days, so he might be interested in Qingqing."
Qi Yue was a little disappointed, and vaguely remembered that Ding Ran had been interested in Lin Qingqing since he was in high school, and he still couldn't forget it after his freshman year, it seemed that he really cared about her.But what he cared about was another matter about Ding Ran. Regarding the inexplicable forgetting of this person for so many years, he had a knot in his heart and wanted to figure out all those things.
No one else had forgotten, so why did they forget him?This thing is really evil...
Qi's mother chatted casually with Qi's father for a while, Qi Yue listened absent-mindedly, and without any appetite, she picked up a bowl of rice perfunctorily and lay down on the sofa.
He took out his phone and saw that Shi Luo had sent back a message.
Qi Yue called Shi Luo and Ye Fan shortly after coming down from upstairs in the afternoon, probably because they were in class, but no one answered the phone.Qi Yue sent a message to ask them how they were doing there, and Shi Luo replied, "Very good."
It seems that nothing happened to the two of them, but why did Ding Ran so confidently say that something would happen to them?Qi Yue couldn't figure it out.
After thinking about it for half an hour, Qi Yue decided to go back to school tomorrow. Anyway, he stayed at home for 20 days and was really bored.
After the decision was made, Qi Yue went to the bedroom and told Qi's mother and Qi's father. By the way, she also made an excuse for herself to be a volunteer, so that Qi's mother would not ask him why he was in such a hurry to go there.
When Qi's mother heard that she was a volunteer, she let Qiyue pass by.It also happened that Qi's father was going to City C tomorrow to see the new project, so he asked Qi's father to drive there directly.
But Qi's father set off in the afternoon, Qi Yue thought about it, and he was not in a hurry, and it was much more convenient to drive directly than to take the high-speed train, so Qi Yue was naturally willing to enjoy this benefit.
As soon as Qiyue went out, Qi's mother sighed, her face was not very good-looking.Qi's father patted Qi's mother on the shoulder and comforted, "It's been so many years, don't worry about it. Besides, Qiyue is fine!"
"That's what I said, but I just can't let it go." Qi's mother's eyes were a little red, "Why did you say that it happened to my son... If it wasn't for Li Daxian, my son might... "
Qi's mother couldn't say the rest, and Qi's father was also a little moved.He is an atheist. In the past, Taoist priests and great immortals were all just nonsense, but it was indeed thanks to Li Daxian that Qiyue bumped into evil when he was a child... It was strange to think about it, and he himself couldn't figure out what happened. .
Qi's father comforted Qi's mother for a while, and Qi's mother was in a moody mood, and then told Qi's father to drive carefully tomorrow.Father Qi agreed, and the two watched TV for a while before falling asleep.
Lin Qingqing was originally planning to go to City C, but when she heard that Qi Yue was leaving, she simply advanced the plan and immediately packed her things and went together.
The journey went smoothly, and Qi Yue, Qi Fu, and Lin Qingqing arrived at L University around five o'clock in the afternoon.
After arranging accommodation for Lin Qingqing, Qi's father took the two of them to find a restaurant and had a meal before leaving.
As soon as Qi's father left, Lin Qingqing's well-behaved appearance could no longer be performed. It was already planned that there would be fireworks by the river tonight, and Qi Yue was dragged to the riverside without even returning to the dormitory.
Going to the riverside to watch the fireworks on Saturdays has almost become a fixed scenery in City C. Qi Yue also came here when she was a freshman, but after all, that's exactly what happened.Lin Qingqing was quite excited, and she didn't lose her enthusiasm in the crowded crowd.
Qi Yue followed Lin Qingqing obediently so as not to lose her inadvertently.
There is a strong wind along the river, and it is such an unbearably hot season that people who are still freezing at night have cold hands and feet.
Qi Yue was wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt, and the goosebumps on her body were frozen. She rubbed her arms and looked at Lin Qingqing, who didn't feel any cold at all, couldn't help but spit on herself, a rough old man, It's a shame to be inferior to a little girl...
At [-]:[-], the fireworks officially started, and a series of fireworks lined up in the sky, all in full bloom, the dark night sky was lit up, sparks started a prairie fire, and it was extremely gorgeous.
The crowd boiled, the flashing lights of the mobile phone came and went, and the screams made Qi Yue's brain explode.
The theme of the fireworks tonight is "Blessed Lovers under the Moon", which deduces a poignant and touching love story through three chapters: "Love for a Long Time", "Never Give Up", and "Life and Death".So most of the people who came were couples, Qi Yue was surrounded by couples who boldly and directly started kissing, Lin Qingqing was still taking pictures, Qi Yue couldn't walk away, she was so embarrassed that she wished she could hide stand up.
When the last topic was about to start, Lin Qingqing directly put her finger into Qi Yue's hand, and told him to record a video of her later with the fireworks as the background.
After speaking, he immediately took two steps forward to get ready.Qi Yue sighed, I really don't know why the girl had so many strange ideas, seeing Lin Qingqing's prodding eyes, she picked up the phone with interest and turned on the photography mode, and pointed the camera at Lin Qingqing.
Lin Qingqing compared a big V, and howled, "I finally watched the fireworks in City C, hahahahaha~"
Qi Yue twitched the corners of her mouth speechlessly, wishing she could drag Lin Qingqing back, she started to go crazy again.
Lin Qingqing babbled a few more words, and suddenly, the sky lit up again, and the fireworks exploded.Fireworks in the shape of colorful phoenix-tailed butterflies dance in the night sky, and the colorful sparks seem to sprinkle on the river from a long distance away, sparkling in the water.
In the camera, Lin Qingqing is screaming, a small boat is passing by on the river behind her, with a plain figure standing on the bow.Qi Yue's hands trembled, and her gaze followed the boat.
Ding Ran stood at the bow of the boat in plain white loose clothes, his eyes fixed on the shore, he didn't know what he was thinking, the river wind directly poured into his sleeves, making the hem of his clothes flutter.
Seeing that he was wearing thin clothes, the old man rowing couldn't help but concerned, "Young man, it's windy outside, let's sit in the cabin for a while."
Ding Ran thanked him, but his gaze remained where he was, and he didn't intend to go back to the cabin.Instead, he suddenly smiled, and his voice slowed down, "Boss, can you drive slower?"
"Okay." The old man sighed and slowed down the boat.This guest was a little strange. He thought that the young man rented his boat to watch the fireworks closer, but unexpectedly, his back was turned all the time, and his eyes never left the shore.
The speed of the boat slowed down, Qi Yue could see the person on the boat more clearly, his eyesight suddenly improved for some reason, and in such a hazy night, he managed to recognize who that person was.
Ding Ran...
why is he hereIsn't it cold standing on the bow?
Qiyue's thoughts were mixed for a while, he felt the sound of clothes being blown all over his ears, as if the wind by the river was getting cooler.He lost his mind and felt that Ding Ran was looking at him, but he also felt that he was thinking too much, there were so many people on the shore, and it was pitch black, how could he see himself?And why look at yourself?
It wasn't until Lin Qingqing snatched the phone with a roar that Qi Yue came back to his senses in a daze.
Lin Qingqing watched the video angrily, took a deep breath and gritted her teeth, "I'll go, I know you can't be trusted, the video is full of a small broken boat, where is the old lady?"
Qi Yue laughed dryly, and glanced at the screen of the phone guilty. During the shooting process, his eyes followed the boat involuntarily, but he did not expect his hands to follow.
Although she still had tens of seconds to appear on camera, Lin Qingqing was still in a depressed mood. She gave Qi Yue a weak look, and put the phone back into her pocket bitterly.
In order to express her "dissatisfaction", after the fireworks, Lin Qingqing dragged Qi Yue to several snack streets near the river, and slaughtered him solidly.
The two went shopping until after twelve o'clock before returning to L University. After sending Lin Qingqing back to the hotel, Qi Yue dragged his weary pace back to the dormitory.
Ding Ran's dormitory is on the first floor, and Qi Yue stood at his door hesitantly, considering whether to go in or not, and finally knocked on the door unexpectedly.
Qi Yue regretted it as soon as she knocked on the door, what time is it!Ding Ran might have fallen asleep a long time ago, so it would be unreasonable to wake him up like this.
Just as he was thinking that maybe Ding Ran hadn't woken up and he could just leave, the door suddenly opened, and Ding Ran stood in his pajamas at the door and looked at him coldly.
Qi Yue smiled awkwardly, and it took a long time to react, and touched her head, "I'm sorry to disturb you to rest."
Ding Ran raised his eyes, as if he wanted to see what Qi Yue was thinking, "What do you want from me?"
Qi Yue was taken aback, and hurriedly said, "It's okay, it's okay..."
Suddenly he came back to his senses and realized that he had made a mistake. Why did he disturb his sleep when he had nothing to do?
Qiyue racked her brains and thought for a while but couldn't figure out why she had to come here and knock on the door once, just because she wondered how she saw him by the river?This is really unreasonable...
Ding Ran raised his head and glanced at Qi Yue, Qi Yue panicked inexplicably, unexpectedly Ding Ran didn't say anything, just turned around and walked in, leaving Qi Yue at the door.
Qi Yue stared at the half-open door, hesitating whether to leave just like that, when Ding Ran's voice suddenly came from inside the room: "Come in."
Qi Yue was stunned for a moment, and then walked in.
Before going home, Qi Yue and Shi Luo changed the bed back, and now looking at the bed where she lived for a while, she felt some inexplicable feelings in her heart.
Ding Ran's quilt was spread out, and it seemed that he had just woken up from the bed.At this moment, Ding Ran was sitting on the edge of the bed, his eyes followed Qi Yue's figure, he was silent for a while, and then suddenly asked, "Lin Qingqing is here too?"
A strange feeling of guilty conscience rose in Qi Yue's heart, and she also felt inexplicable, so she hummed indiscriminately, thought for a while and added: "She's just coming to play for a few days..."
Seeing that Ding Ran didn't speak, Qi Yue felt a little uncomfortable, pulled the chair in front of the table and sat down, and asked, "Are you going to watch the fireworks too?"
Ding Ran leaned against the head of the bed and shook his head.Probably because of the light, his face was paler than usual.
Qi Yue felt a little lost in her heart, and blurted out: "I thought that person was you..."
Ding Ran suddenly chuckled, "Which person?"
"That man standing on the boat..." Qi Yue stared at Ding Ran for a moment. Ding Ran's smile was actually pretty, without the usual sarcasm and coldness, but with a bit of playfulness. The string plucked lightly.
"Oh, that's me."
Qi Yue scratched her hair, "Didn't you say..."
"I didn't go to watch the fireworks, I went...to see people." Ding Ran interrupted Qi Yue lightly, the smile widening on his lips, almost overflowing.
Qiyue's throat was tight, and her heart was pounding.There is an impulse in his heart, which is rising bit by bit, trying to squeeze some words out of his mouth——are you looking at me?
But Ding Ran took the first step, Ding Ran looked at Qi Yue with a smile, "Have you been looking at me?"
With a firm tone, Qi Yue felt like someone had caught her, and she was so nervous that her palms were sweating.
"Hmm..." Qi Yue nodded, awkwardly avoiding Ding Ran's gaze.
"Then why do you want to look at me?"
Ding Ran's question suddenly stopped Qi Yue, Qi Yue's throat was choked up, and he was speechless for a while.Why?How could you not look away?Is it because of curiosity about why he appeared there, or because of a subtle heartache that he didn't even notice?
Before Qiyue could reply, Ding Ran felt a fishy sweetness welling up in his throat. He darkened his eyes, lowered his head to cover his pale complexion, and his voice suddenly became cold, "I'm going to sleep, Turn off the lights and lock the door before going out."
Qi Yue was slow for a few seconds before realizing that Ding Ran meant to chase someone away, so she put the chair down with an embarrassing sound and walked towards the door.
Ding Ran was already lying on the bed when the lights were turned off, Qi Yue looked at Ding Ran, feeling a little uncomfortable.Ding Ran's moodiness made him feel frustrated, as if he would never be able to really get close to this person.Qi Yue opened her mouth and wanted to ask him what
She has never told anyone that she actually likes Qi Yue.She never showed that she was jealous of Ding Ran at all, maybe it was this subtle girlish jealousy that made her pay attention to Ding Ran again.
At some point, she found that Ding Ran became so strange that she was afraid, always with a cold face, his eyes were empty, but sometimes they were so sharp that it made people panic.
She also finally found out where Ding Ran's eyes were fixed, and it turned out to be the same position as hers.At first she just thought that Ding Ran couldn't let go of the friendship with Qi Yue, but then she gradually noticed something strange in Ding Ran's eyes.Ding Ran's eyes were full of possessiveness, and he showed deep hatred for everyone who approached Qi Yue.
Needless to say, she was terrified at the time.She discovered a big secret, Ding Ran is gay, and Ding Ran likes Qi Yue!
It's not that she can't accept homosexuality, but she was at a loss when it really happened to her.She didn't dare to tell Qi Yue about it, and she didn't want to tell anyone.
She thought she was the only one who knew about it, but unexpectedly, there was another person who also knew.
At that time, Qi Yue had a very good buddy named Huang Wei.Lin Qingqing didn't know how Huang Wei found out, anyway, suddenly one day Huang Wei came to the school with a bruised nose and a swollen face, and told Lin Qingqing something that he thought was very strange.
Huang Wei said that he clearly remembered to go to Ding Ran and planned to teach him a lesson.But the strange thing is that he has no memory of what happened after he found Ding Ran. He only knew that when he woke up the next day, he was covered in bruises.
Huang Wei is quite out of tune. Although Lin Qingqing finds it strange, she also thinks that he may have misremembered.However, he subconsciously paid more attention to Ding Ran.
Coincidentally, she and Ding Ran sat at the same table not long after, and what's even more coincidental was that Ding Ran was sitting behind Qi Yue.
On the day of changing positions, Qi Yue turned around to greet Ding Ran enthusiastically, but the conversation between the two made Lin Qingqing's hair stand on end.
Qi Yue said, "Are you a new transfer classmate? The front and back desks are very close. What's your name?"
What surprised Lin Qingqing even more was Ding Ran's reaction at that time.He nodded, and replied "Yes" expressionlessly, as if suppressing something, he said, "My name is Ding Ran."
Lin Qingqing only thought it was weird at the time. She always thought that Qi Yue pretended not to know him because of a broken relationship with Ding Ran. What a fool.But before he could say it, he was stopped by Ding Ran's cold eyes.
Lin Qingqing's nerves froze, and a bold idea suddenly appeared in her heart.Qi Yue is not pretending, he really doesn't remember Ding Ran at all.
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However, something happened shortly afterwards that surprised Lin Qingqing even more.
A few weeks later, a classmate was transferred to the class. Coincidentally, this person had the same name and surname as Ding Ran.However, his personality is quite different, he is very gentle, and he became acquainted with the people in the class not long after transferring.
When changing seats again, Ding Ran No. 2 took Ding Ran's place.In fact, these are all normal, the only abnormal thing is that Qi Yue asked the same question many times.
Lin Qingqing finally confirmed her guess.
But all of this is too weird, everyone in Qiyue remembers it, so why forget everything about the name Ding Ran?
That day, Lin Qingqing spent a whole day as if struck by thunder, tossing and turning all night before she made up her mind to ask Ding Ran.And as she expected in advance, Ding Ran really knew that Qi Yue no longer remembered him, and was even used to being forgotten.
Lin Qingqing fell into a cloud of fog. She had a strong nature and wanted to figure out what was going on.However, a sudden change happened to her family, forcing her to bury it in her heart.
Except for their secret love and the accident at home, Lin Qingqing told everything about Ding Ran.
Qi Yue was silent for a long time, so absent-minded that she didn't even know when Lin Qingqing would go back.He was sitting alone on the sofa, he had no memory of what Lin Qingqing said, as if it was just a story about other people.It can't even be set on Ding Ran in the memory now, as if they are two real people.
He believed Lin Qingqing's words, and even wondered if his memory was wrong.
Just when Qiyue was at a loss, Ding Ran called.
"What are you looking for me for?"
The voice from the other end of the phone was cold and distant, and Qi Yue didn't know how to respond for a while.He could clearly say that he had a strange dream and was worried that he called him, but he was a little embarrassed to say it.Coupled with Lin Qingqing's words, his mind was in a mess. There were many things crowded in his head, and he wanted to ask, but he didn't know where to ask for a while.
Qi Yue hesitated for a while before answering, "I have something to ask you."
Ding Ran hummed lightly, his expression was indifferent, but his eyes were so hot that they could melt people.He was standing outside the window, and he could clearly see Qi Yue's every move in the room, even his every tiny expression.
On the day Qiyue came back, he followed him, hiding in the dark and watching Qiyue. He has done this kind of perverted behavior for many years. He let his paranoia go unchecked, and even drove it to a worse place. .
Qiyue said that he wanted to ask him something, and he had already guessed what he wanted to ask, but since Qiyue decided to ask, he was willing to give him an answer, but he wanted to see what Qiyue would give in front of him He doesn't really care much about his expression, stunned or indifferent, he only cares about whether Qi Yue can make him feel heartache, the kind of heartache that makes him feel that his heart still beats.
"Okay, you come to open the door." Ding Ran took out a red-brown pill from the box in his pocket and swallowed it before walking towards the door.
"Ah?" Qi Yue was stunned for a moment, suspecting that she had heard wrong, but she still hesitated and went to the door and opened the door.
When she opened the door and saw a familiar figure standing in front of the door, Qi Yue was left with nothing but shock.He couldn't react, why did someone who was still in City C suddenly come here?How did Ding Ran know about his family?
Ding Ran saw Qi Yue's doubts in his eyes, but didn't answer, he went straight into the living room and found a place to sit down.
"Just ask."
Qi Yue was a little at a loss when facing Ding Ran, but since she decided to ask, she naturally wouldn't be timid. After pondering for a while, she asked seriously, "How long have we known each other? Is it a year... or more than ten years? "
Ding Ran lazily raised his eyelids, glanced at Qi Yue, and gave the answer without thinking, "Brother Qi knows very well, what are you trying to prove?"
Qi Yue was taken aback by Ding Ran's sharp gaze, and immediately sensed something was wrong. Ding Ran was a little different from the school, his aura was even worse, and he even showed obvious hostility.
Qi Yue bit the bullet and said, "Then why didn't you tell me?"
"Someone has told you now, did Brother Qi remember? Besides, Brother Qi forgot what he did to me, right? In that case, do you want to talk about our old relationship to reduce your guilt?"
Ding Ran's gaze stayed on Qi Yue, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up into a smile.
Qi Yue said dumbly that he didn't know what to say, he found that that incident had become a hurdle in his heart, and he couldn't get over it.He used to think that he could say to Ding Ran, "You come to fuck me once and we're even," but now he realizes how naive that kind of thinking is, and he has to admit that some injuries can never be undone.
Qiyue's throat choked, and she said "I'm sorry" honestly.He knew that these three words were useless, but he could only say these words when he came and went.
Ding Ran didn't say anything, just stared at Qi Yue for a while, then suddenly twitched the corners of his mouth, and said with a sneer, "I don't need your apology, don't you want to know about the past? Let me tell you."
Ding Ran's voice was deep and slow, as if he was trying to recall the past, but he prevented himself from falling into it.
The 14 years have passed by in just a few words, and before Qi Yue could realize it, it was over.
"That's it?" Qi Yue asked uncertainly.
Ding Ran suddenly clenched his palms secretly, raised his head to meet Qi Yue's gaze, Qi Yue was taken aback, and turned away stiffly.Ding Ran smiled sarcastically, "Brother Qi, what else do you think? What can there be between us? I can put it more simply, you and I were friends in the past few years, and strangers in the next few years. Guess now What is it?"
Qi Yue choked for a moment, her heart froze, and the dream in her mind suddenly surged again. The despair revealed by Ding Ran was in sharp contrast to the indifference of this person in front of him. He couldn't tell which feeling was real, he only knew that I feel sad for no reason.And Ding Ran's sudden question choked him even more, what's the matter?How should he answer?friend?Or... the enemy?
Ding Ran didn't expect Qi Yue's answer. In fact, sometimes he himself couldn't tell what kind of feelings Qi Yue was holding.Love and hate, love to the bone, and hate to the bone, he deliberately didn't think clearly, and took the next step based on feeling.The only thing he knows is that so far, hate has prevailed, and will continue to occupy this position.
Ding Ran took a deep breath, looked at the place he had stood outside the window, and suddenly said, "You've been here long enough, pack your things and go back tomorrow."
Qi Yue almost subconsciously refused, "I want to stay for a few more days."
Qi Yue didn't know why he suddenly resisted going back to school, he instinctively felt that something was waiting for him, but he subconsciously refused to face it.
Ding Ran withdrew his gaze, looked at Qi Yue with a smile, and paused every word, "I guess Shi Luo and Ye Fan are about to have an accident."
"What did you do to them?!" The affirmation and vague coercion in Ding Ran's words made Qi Yue panic, and in desperation, this sentence blurted out without thinking.However, Qi Yue suddenly realized what she had said when she saw Ding Ran's fleeting hurt look, and regretted so much that she wished she could bite off her tongue, "I... didn't mean that..."
"What do you mean by Brother Qi? Isn't that the kind of person I am in your heart?" Ding Ran's heart ached badly, but the more this happened, the wider the smile on his mouth became.He was happy, as if he had finally accomplished a great event.
Qi Yue didn't know why she said this, maybe it was because of her haste, or maybe it was something else.It is undeniable that in the past few days, he has subtly accumulated an impression of Ding Ran in his heart, a not-so-good impression, which sympathizes and makes him fear at the same time.
Ding Ran was very satisfied with Qi Yue's speechlessness, he didn't care about these things, he was here to make an end, he wanted Qi Yue to remember him severely, and bound him with guilt and hatred for the rest of his life.Ding Ran admitted that he felt uncomfortable, but Qi Yue's reaction matched what he longed for, so he felt that it was okay to suffer.And he also needs this kind of pain to make himself sober, so that he can firmly go to the next step.
Qiyue held back for a long time and finally found her own train of thought, Ding Ran's pressing every step of the way made him breathless.What he said just now was indeed too much, but when he thought about it seriously, he was rushed to say it.He was a little uneasy in his heart. The emotions that had settled down these days seemed to be being manipulated and led to run around.
Qi Yue frowned, and said hesitantly, "Ding Ran, can we stop doing this..."
"I can't." A small arc was drawn at the corner of Ding Ran's mouth, as if he was holding a winning ticket, and with such an expression, he slowly approached Qi Yue, grabbed his collar with his fingers, and pulled him closer to him bit by bit. .
Qi Yue opened her mouth, so nervous that she didn't dare to make a sound.He was a little dazed, Ding Ran's smile was a bit sinister, and the tails of his eyes were upturned, revealing a hint of delusion.
Qi Yue couldn't help swallowing, her eyes drifted away, "What... are you going to do?"
Ding Ran looked at Qi Yue steadfastly, the smile on his lips widened, Qi Yue's expression was in line with his intentions, the distance drew closer, and her breathing became quicker bit by bit.The wave of wanting to possess overwhelmingly surged up again.Ding Ran's eyes moved slightly, and he suddenly leaned close to Qi Yue with a feeling of desperation and indulgence, his breath intertwined, and kissed the corner of Qi Yue's mouth greedily.
Qi Yue's eyes widened, her heart sank, she suddenly pushed Ding Ran away, and wiped the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand, "Crazy!"
Ding Ran staggered back a step, Qi Yue's wiping action was like a blade scraping his heart fiercely, dripping with blood.Ding Ran clenched his palms tightly, as if he just came back to his senses, his eyes changed from dazed to clear, and then gradually became stained with strange colors.The originally handsome face suddenly burst into smiles, alluring.
Ding Ran approached Qi Yue little by little, and stared at him unceremoniously, with naked desire and predatory eyes, coupled with that monstrous face, it made people feel chills Upright, there is an illusion of being dismantled and eaten.
Qi Yue had never seen Ding Ran like this before, and he never thought that Ding Ran could show such a monstrous side.He was bewitched and stared blankly, delirious.That was the first time he really looked at Ding Ran so seriously, and the first time he realized that this person's appearance was so breathtaking.It seemed to be different from the person in his thin memory, but he couldn't tell what was different.In short, he was so engrossed in it that he couldn't take his eyes off, and even approached Ding Ran involuntarily.
Ding Ran suddenly let out a cold snort, and the smile on his face changed instantly, loose and sarcastic, and the lines of his face stiffened bit by bit, filled with coldness.
Qi Yue seemed to have just been pulled out of the chaos, she was frightened and at a loss when faced with the face so close, she hurriedly pushed it away.He remembered that he seemed to be about to kiss him just now, and when he thought about it, a layer of sweat broke out on his back.
Qi Yue took a slow breath, looked at Ding Ran in disbelief, met those mocking eyes, her neck felt cold, her confidence was completely leaked, and she was so annoyed that she didn't know how to deal with it.
Ding Ran obviously didn't want to let Qi Yue go. He looked at Qi Yue and said sarcastically, "Didn't Brother Qi dislike me just now? Then what are you doing? I just kissed you and you reacted so badly. Where is the ability to lie on the bed for a while?"
Qi Yue had no way to refute, and was ashamed and speechless.Ding Ran was obviously a bit taller than himself, but it seemed that he was the one condescending.
Ding Ran sneered, didn't say anything more, just glanced at Qi Yue, turned around and walked towards the stairs.
Qi Yue stared blankly at Ding Ran stepping up the stairs, and didn't react until the figure disappeared on the second floor.I was stunned for a while, frowning, as if I was trying to think clearly.Finally, he stroked his hair in frustration, and ran upstairs.
Qiyue's house is a small European-style house with an attic on the second floor. There are only three people in the family, and Qiyue directly occupies the entire second floor.Turn the stairs to the left to enter the living room, and then go in to the study and bedroom.
Qi Yue hesitated at the door of the bedroom for a while before opening the door and walking in lightly like a thief.
The room was very quiet, the air conditioner was blowing vigorously, and there was a chilly breath coming towards me.Qiyue shrank her neck, secretly glanced at Ding Ran who was asleep on her own bed, a little confused, couldn't figure out why he suddenly ran to her room to sleep.His throat was a little dry again, the obsession just now hadn't passed, and there was a fascination in Ding Ran's eyes that he didn't realize.
Qi Yue breathed a sigh of relief, not daring to look at Ding Ran again.He felt that he was a bit of a demon, and when he saw Ding Ran this time, his feeling was completely different, a 180-degree change took place.The original fear turned into a feeling similar to pity that he couldn't explain clearly. He felt ridiculous when he said it, but there seemed to be something like that.
Qiyue didn't dare to think about it, so she hurriedly picked up the remote control and raised the temperature of the air conditioner by two degrees, then went out immediately, and then folded back without losing her temper, covering Ding Ran with the air conditioner, and then seemed to have done it. He escaped from the bedroom with a guilty conscience.
Qi Yue went downstairs before she had time to catch her breath, she went straight to the refrigerator, took out a bottle of iced drink, unscrewed the cap and poured it down her throat.After filling most of the bottle, he stopped to silently build up his mind. Just now, he was only in a panic and covered Ding Ran with a quilt...
Thinking of this, he couldn't help but think of the glimpse he saw when he was running away. Ding Ran quietly closed his eyes, and the lines on his face softened, which made Qi Yue feel an indescribable feeling in his heart.
As soon as Qiyue left, her eyes that were originally tight-jawed suddenly opened, and she glanced around casually, her eyes suddenly changed from sharp to lax, and after a while, she suddenly lifted the quilt and stood up, walked to the window and opened the curtains , like a wooden stake stood facing the dazzling sunlight for a long time.It wasn't until the eyes were stabbed red that he turned and sat back on the bed.
Ding Ran lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, his complexion was unusually pale, it seemed that it took him a long time to realize the problem, he calmly took out a reddish-brown pill and swallowed it, then lay down again numbly, Pulled the quilt.
The curtains hadn't been drawn yet, and the sun was shining brightly outside the window, Ding Ran's face was flushed red, and the water vapor in the corners of his eyes reflected the light.
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Qi Yue watched TV awkwardly downstairs for a while, feeling so exhausted that she couldn't take it any longer, so she took a nap and woke up at seven o'clock in the evening.
This sleep was really heavy, and Qi's mother was cooking and cooking in the kitchen without waking Qi Yue up.Mother Qi woke up when the food was on the table.
Qiyue woke up and was stunned for two seconds before returning to her thoughts. Seeing that his fever had subsided, Qi's mother was relieved and said with a smile, "Why are you so stupid? Why don't you hurry up and eat!"
Qi Yue responded casually, and suddenly remembered that Ding Ran was still upstairs, so she immediately went upstairs.
Qi's mother let out a "hey" and shouted towards Qi Yue's back, "You child, you said you have to eat, why are you going?"
Qi Yue ran back, "My classmate is upstairs, I'll call him down for dinner."
Qi's mother shook her head in doubt. When did some classmates come over?Thinking that Qi Yue used to bring her classmates back for dinner every now and then, thinking that it was those good friends from before, she didn't take it to heart, so she went to the table first.
Qi Yue pushed open the door and looked, and was immediately stunned.The quilt on the bed was neatly folded, where is Ding Ran's shadow?
Qi Yue scratched her head, secretly cursing herself for having slept so hard that she didn't even know Ding Ran was gone.Thinking of this, he immediately called Ding Ran.
The phone was picked up quickly, and Ding Ran said "Hello" flatly.
Qi Yue scratched her forehead embarrassingly, "I'm sorry, I slept so hard that I didn't even know you were gone."
Ding Ran raised his eyes and replied casually, "It's okay."
The two had nothing to talk about, and after a moment of silence, Qi Yue said awkwardly, "Then I'll go eat first."
"En." Ding Ran hung up the phone after finishing speaking.
Qi Yue exhaled, stuffed the phone back into her pocket, and walked downstairs a little depressed.
Qi's mother was a little surprised to see Qi Yue coming alone, "Why are you alone? Where's Huang Wei?"
Huang Wei used to be a frequent visitor to Qi Yue's house, and Qi's mother thought he was the one upstairs today.
Qiyue shook her head, sat down, picked up the chopsticks, picked up the vegetables and put them in the bowl, "It's not Huang Wei, I'm another... classmate."
Qi's mother said "Oh", and gave Qi's father a chopstick of green vegetables, and said displeasedly: "Why are you acting like a child, don't just eat meat, eat more vegetables!" She turned around and asked Qi casually. One sentence, "Which classmate is here?"
"Ding Ran," Qi Yue suddenly thought of something and hurriedly said, "Mom, it is said that he and I have been in the same class since primary school. Did you see him when you sent me to primary school?"
Mother Qi frowned and sighed secretly, why are there so many people named Ding Ran?As soon as she mentioned this name, she felt guilty. The dead child in the next village was also called Ding Ran. If it wasn't for Qi Yue, he wouldn't have suffered that crime.
Although that incident has been going on for so many years, Qi's mother is always afraid when she thinks about it, so she deliberately hides it from Qiyue and wants to end this topic, "Mom, don't you remember, I knew that the high school was transferred Ding Ran, who came over, has gotten very close to Qingqing these days, so he might be interested in Qingqing."
Qi Yue was a little disappointed, and vaguely remembered that Ding Ran had been interested in Lin Qingqing since he was in high school, and he still couldn't forget it after his freshman year, it seemed that he really cared about her.But what he cared about was another matter about Ding Ran. Regarding the inexplicable forgetting of this person for so many years, he had a knot in his heart and wanted to figure out all those things.
No one else had forgotten, so why did they forget him?This thing is really evil...
Qi's mother chatted casually with Qi's father for a while, Qi Yue listened absent-mindedly, and without any appetite, she picked up a bowl of rice perfunctorily and lay down on the sofa.
He took out his phone and saw that Shi Luo had sent back a message.
Qi Yue called Shi Luo and Ye Fan shortly after coming down from upstairs in the afternoon, probably because they were in class, but no one answered the phone.Qi Yue sent a message to ask them how they were doing there, and Shi Luo replied, "Very good."
It seems that nothing happened to the two of them, but why did Ding Ran so confidently say that something would happen to them?Qi Yue couldn't figure it out.
After thinking about it for half an hour, Qi Yue decided to go back to school tomorrow. Anyway, he stayed at home for 20 days and was really bored.
After the decision was made, Qi Yue went to the bedroom and told Qi's mother and Qi's father. By the way, she also made an excuse for herself to be a volunteer, so that Qi's mother would not ask him why he was in such a hurry to go there.
When Qi's mother heard that she was a volunteer, she let Qiyue pass by.It also happened that Qi's father was going to City C tomorrow to see the new project, so he asked Qi's father to drive there directly.
But Qi's father set off in the afternoon, Qi Yue thought about it, and he was not in a hurry, and it was much more convenient to drive directly than to take the high-speed train, so Qi Yue was naturally willing to enjoy this benefit.
As soon as Qiyue went out, Qi's mother sighed, her face was not very good-looking.Qi's father patted Qi's mother on the shoulder and comforted, "It's been so many years, don't worry about it. Besides, Qiyue is fine!"
"That's what I said, but I just can't let it go." Qi's mother's eyes were a little red, "Why did you say that it happened to my son... If it wasn't for Li Daxian, my son might... "
Qi's mother couldn't say the rest, and Qi's father was also a little moved.He is an atheist. In the past, Taoist priests and great immortals were all just nonsense, but it was indeed thanks to Li Daxian that Qiyue bumped into evil when he was a child... It was strange to think about it, and he himself couldn't figure out what happened. .
Qi's father comforted Qi's mother for a while, and Qi's mother was in a moody mood, and then told Qi's father to drive carefully tomorrow.Father Qi agreed, and the two watched TV for a while before falling asleep.
Lin Qingqing was originally planning to go to City C, but when she heard that Qi Yue was leaving, she simply advanced the plan and immediately packed her things and went together.
The journey went smoothly, and Qi Yue, Qi Fu, and Lin Qingqing arrived at L University around five o'clock in the afternoon.
After arranging accommodation for Lin Qingqing, Qi's father took the two of them to find a restaurant and had a meal before leaving.
As soon as Qi's father left, Lin Qingqing's well-behaved appearance could no longer be performed. It was already planned that there would be fireworks by the river tonight, and Qi Yue was dragged to the riverside without even returning to the dormitory.
Going to the riverside to watch the fireworks on Saturdays has almost become a fixed scenery in City C. Qi Yue also came here when she was a freshman, but after all, that's exactly what happened.Lin Qingqing was quite excited, and she didn't lose her enthusiasm in the crowded crowd.
Qi Yue followed Lin Qingqing obediently so as not to lose her inadvertently.
There is a strong wind along the river, and it is such an unbearably hot season that people who are still freezing at night have cold hands and feet.
Qi Yue was wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt, and the goosebumps on her body were frozen. She rubbed her arms and looked at Lin Qingqing, who didn't feel any cold at all, couldn't help but spit on herself, a rough old man, It's a shame to be inferior to a little girl...
At [-]:[-], the fireworks officially started, and a series of fireworks lined up in the sky, all in full bloom, the dark night sky was lit up, sparks started a prairie fire, and it was extremely gorgeous.
The crowd boiled, the flashing lights of the mobile phone came and went, and the screams made Qi Yue's brain explode.
The theme of the fireworks tonight is "Blessed Lovers under the Moon", which deduces a poignant and touching love story through three chapters: "Love for a Long Time", "Never Give Up", and "Life and Death".So most of the people who came were couples, Qi Yue was surrounded by couples who boldly and directly started kissing, Lin Qingqing was still taking pictures, Qi Yue couldn't walk away, she was so embarrassed that she wished she could hide stand up.
When the last topic was about to start, Lin Qingqing directly put her finger into Qi Yue's hand, and told him to record a video of her later with the fireworks as the background.
After speaking, he immediately took two steps forward to get ready.Qi Yue sighed, I really don't know why the girl had so many strange ideas, seeing Lin Qingqing's prodding eyes, she picked up the phone with interest and turned on the photography mode, and pointed the camera at Lin Qingqing.
Lin Qingqing compared a big V, and howled, "I finally watched the fireworks in City C, hahahahaha~"
Qi Yue twitched the corners of her mouth speechlessly, wishing she could drag Lin Qingqing back, she started to go crazy again.
Lin Qingqing babbled a few more words, and suddenly, the sky lit up again, and the fireworks exploded.Fireworks in the shape of colorful phoenix-tailed butterflies dance in the night sky, and the colorful sparks seem to sprinkle on the river from a long distance away, sparkling in the water.
In the camera, Lin Qingqing is screaming, a small boat is passing by on the river behind her, with a plain figure standing on the bow.Qi Yue's hands trembled, and her gaze followed the boat.
Ding Ran stood at the bow of the boat in plain white loose clothes, his eyes fixed on the shore, he didn't know what he was thinking, the river wind directly poured into his sleeves, making the hem of his clothes flutter.
Seeing that he was wearing thin clothes, the old man rowing couldn't help but concerned, "Young man, it's windy outside, let's sit in the cabin for a while."
Ding Ran thanked him, but his gaze remained where he was, and he didn't intend to go back to the cabin.Instead, he suddenly smiled, and his voice slowed down, "Boss, can you drive slower?"
"Okay." The old man sighed and slowed down the boat.This guest was a little strange. He thought that the young man rented his boat to watch the fireworks closer, but unexpectedly, his back was turned all the time, and his eyes never left the shore.
The speed of the boat slowed down, Qi Yue could see the person on the boat more clearly, his eyesight suddenly improved for some reason, and in such a hazy night, he managed to recognize who that person was.
Ding Ran...
why is he hereIsn't it cold standing on the bow?
Qiyue's thoughts were mixed for a while, he felt the sound of clothes being blown all over his ears, as if the wind by the river was getting cooler.He lost his mind and felt that Ding Ran was looking at him, but he also felt that he was thinking too much, there were so many people on the shore, and it was pitch black, how could he see himself?And why look at yourself?
It wasn't until Lin Qingqing snatched the phone with a roar that Qi Yue came back to his senses in a daze.
Lin Qingqing watched the video angrily, took a deep breath and gritted her teeth, "I'll go, I know you can't be trusted, the video is full of a small broken boat, where is the old lady?"
Qi Yue laughed dryly, and glanced at the screen of the phone guilty. During the shooting process, his eyes followed the boat involuntarily, but he did not expect his hands to follow.
Although she still had tens of seconds to appear on camera, Lin Qingqing was still in a depressed mood. She gave Qi Yue a weak look, and put the phone back into her pocket bitterly.
In order to express her "dissatisfaction", after the fireworks, Lin Qingqing dragged Qi Yue to several snack streets near the river, and slaughtered him solidly.
The two went shopping until after twelve o'clock before returning to L University. After sending Lin Qingqing back to the hotel, Qi Yue dragged his weary pace back to the dormitory.
Ding Ran's dormitory is on the first floor, and Qi Yue stood at his door hesitantly, considering whether to go in or not, and finally knocked on the door unexpectedly.
Qi Yue regretted it as soon as she knocked on the door, what time is it!Ding Ran might have fallen asleep a long time ago, so it would be unreasonable to wake him up like this.
Just as he was thinking that maybe Ding Ran hadn't woken up and he could just leave, the door suddenly opened, and Ding Ran stood in his pajamas at the door and looked at him coldly.
Qi Yue smiled awkwardly, and it took a long time to react, and touched her head, "I'm sorry to disturb you to rest."
Ding Ran raised his eyes, as if he wanted to see what Qi Yue was thinking, "What do you want from me?"
Qi Yue was taken aback, and hurriedly said, "It's okay, it's okay..."
Suddenly he came back to his senses and realized that he had made a mistake. Why did he disturb his sleep when he had nothing to do?
Qiyue racked her brains and thought for a while but couldn't figure out why she had to come here and knock on the door once, just because she wondered how she saw him by the river?This is really unreasonable...
Ding Ran raised his head and glanced at Qi Yue, Qi Yue panicked inexplicably, unexpectedly Ding Ran didn't say anything, just turned around and walked in, leaving Qi Yue at the door.
Qi Yue stared at the half-open door, hesitating whether to leave just like that, when Ding Ran's voice suddenly came from inside the room: "Come in."
Qi Yue was stunned for a moment, and then walked in.
Before going home, Qi Yue and Shi Luo changed the bed back, and now looking at the bed where she lived for a while, she felt some inexplicable feelings in her heart.
Ding Ran's quilt was spread out, and it seemed that he had just woken up from the bed.At this moment, Ding Ran was sitting on the edge of the bed, his eyes followed Qi Yue's figure, he was silent for a while, and then suddenly asked, "Lin Qingqing is here too?"
A strange feeling of guilty conscience rose in Qi Yue's heart, and she also felt inexplicable, so she hummed indiscriminately, thought for a while and added: "She's just coming to play for a few days..."
Seeing that Ding Ran didn't speak, Qi Yue felt a little uncomfortable, pulled the chair in front of the table and sat down, and asked, "Are you going to watch the fireworks too?"
Ding Ran leaned against the head of the bed and shook his head.Probably because of the light, his face was paler than usual.
Qi Yue felt a little lost in her heart, and blurted out: "I thought that person was you..."
Ding Ran suddenly chuckled, "Which person?"
"That man standing on the boat..." Qi Yue stared at Ding Ran for a moment. Ding Ran's smile was actually pretty, without the usual sarcasm and coldness, but with a bit of playfulness. The string plucked lightly.
"Oh, that's me."
Qi Yue scratched her hair, "Didn't you say..."
"I didn't go to watch the fireworks, I went...to see people." Ding Ran interrupted Qi Yue lightly, the smile widening on his lips, almost overflowing.
Qiyue's throat was tight, and her heart was pounding.There is an impulse in his heart, which is rising bit by bit, trying to squeeze some words out of his mouth——are you looking at me?
But Ding Ran took the first step, Ding Ran looked at Qi Yue with a smile, "Have you been looking at me?"
With a firm tone, Qi Yue felt like someone had caught her, and she was so nervous that her palms were sweating.
"Hmm..." Qi Yue nodded, awkwardly avoiding Ding Ran's gaze.
"Then why do you want to look at me?"
Ding Ran's question suddenly stopped Qi Yue, Qi Yue's throat was choked up, and he was speechless for a while.Why?How could you not look away?Is it because of curiosity about why he appeared there, or because of a subtle heartache that he didn't even notice?
Before Qiyue could reply, Ding Ran felt a fishy sweetness welling up in his throat. He darkened his eyes, lowered his head to cover his pale complexion, and his voice suddenly became cold, "I'm going to sleep, Turn off the lights and lock the door before going out."
Qi Yue was slow for a few seconds before realizing that Ding Ran meant to chase someone away, so she put the chair down with an embarrassing sound and walked towards the door.
Ding Ran was already lying on the bed when the lights were turned off, Qi Yue looked at Ding Ran, feeling a little uncomfortable.Ding Ran's moodiness made him feel frustrated, as if he would never be able to really get close to this person.Qi Yue opened her mouth and wanted to ask him what
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