Willing to go astray
Chapter 4
Ding Ran's illness gradually improved, and he hasn't been out these days. He just sits quietly on the bed and reads a book every day.As if he has accepted a certain embarrassing fact, talking to Qi Yue is no longer the choking voice before, his tone is very calm, exuding a temper-like indifference.
Qi Yue couldn't tell whether the situation was good or bad, anyway, she stayed in the room all day long and was nervous at the beginning, keeping her eyes firmly on Ding Ran's every move, for fear that something would happen if she was not careful.Later, seeing that he didn't look like committing suicide, he relaxed a little.Sometimes he would doze off when his eyelids couldn't hold back anymore, but most of the time he just sat on a chair honestly and read a book with Ding Ran.
After a while, Qi Yue's temper also calmed down a lot, and she became more and more stay-at-home.
Occasionally, Qi Yue would secretly look at Ding Ran. He couldn't explain why Ding Ran always gave him a familiar feeling. There seemed to be some vague shadows in his memory, but behind each shadow was a shadow that made him feel like a glow on his back. gaze.But once I think about it seriously, I can't remember what happened.
He remembered that the first time he saw Ding Ran was the day when he arrived at the first year of his freshman year. He was carrying a big bag to pick up the luggage on the bed. Ding Ran was standing in front of him. At that time, he still thought that this man was really thin. .Later, when Ding Ran passed by him after receiving the quilt, even a man with such rough nerves noticed that he glanced at himself, and that glance contained too many things, and it fell on him, making him feel chilly all over. Yes, he didn't react for a long time, until the people behind him urged him to go forward to get the quilt, and he suddenly came back to his senses.
After the military training, he heard the news about this man again. He heard that he was quite unpopular. He kept a cold face all day long, and he always looked at people with contempt. uncomfortable.
Qi Yue didn't take these words to heart, after all, the two were not in the same class at all, so there was no talk of any intersection.Later, Ye Fan and Shi Luo got together, and there were more opportunities to meet this person.Occasionally meet and say hello out of politeness, but there are not too many words.I don't know why I subconsciously feel that this person is not easy to get close to.If it hadn't happened in a daze, he and Ding Ran might still have that neither salty nor warm relationship.Of course, the relationship is probably even worse now.
Every time he looked over, Ding Ran had a cold face, his eyes were indifferent and lifeless, and there was a strange feeling in his heart that he couldn't express.
Ding Ran seems to be particularly lethargic recently, and he falls asleep not long after holding a book.Qiyue was afraid that his neck would be uncomfortable when he woke up, and she didn't dare to wake him up, so she just took a few extra pillows to lean against to prevent his head from tilting.
Ding Ran fell asleep again unknowingly that day, and Qi Yue inadvertently cast a look on Ding Ran's face after carefully placing the pillow.
Probably due to the long period of inactivity, Ding Ran has lost a lot of weight, his face is also very pale, and he has no blood.
Qiyue racked her brains and decided to go to the supermarket to buy some red dates to make soup for him to supplement.
I bought the red dates, but Qi Yue was struggling with how to cook the soup. In the end, I didn't do anything, and boiled a pot of water in the rice cooker, boiled it, and put the red dates in it.In the end, seeing that the soup was too watery, I added another spoonful of oil, bought a few eggs from the small shop downstairs and beat it in, and finally put a few spoonfuls of brown sugar.
As soon as Ding Ran woke up, he filled a bowl and handed it over.
Qi Yue has been using the rice cooker to keep warm, so the red date and egg drop soup is still steaming when it comes out.Ding Ran was dazzled by the hot air, and he forgot to react.
Qi Yue thought that Ding Ran didn't like to drink it, so she hurriedly said, "You're not in good health recently, maybe you can make up for it by drinking a little. If... it's bad, I'll make another one."
After speaking, carefully observe Ding Ran's reaction.
Ding Ran's heart trembled, and he glanced at Qi Yue lightly, Qi Yue looked at him nervously, a little hesitant.Ding Ran took a deep breath, and stretched out his hand uncontrollably to take the bowl.
The color of the liquid in the bowl was really ugly, and the smell was definitely not pleasant.Ding Ran's throat was choked, he handed the bowl to his mouth, and took a sip slowly.
"How is it?" This was Qi Yue's first time making soup, so she was unavoidably a little apprehensive.
Ding Ran didn't say yes or no, he just poured the whole bowl into his stomach with a cold face, put the bowl back on the table, bowed his head and said nothing.
"Do you want another bowl?" Qi Yue asked tentatively.Even though this person was a full head and a half shorter than her, Qi Yue always felt her aura being suppressed in front of him.
Ding Ran secretly tightened his fingers, and his joints were trembling restlessly. After a long time, he whispered, "Okay."
Qiyue was overjoyed, breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately filled another bowl and handed it over.
Ding Ran gritted his teeth and drank another bowl. The overly sweet taste in his mouth almost made him gag, so he swallowed it with force.
Seeing that Ding Ran didn't intend to reject it, Qi Yue tentatively poured another bowl and handed it to him, thinking that drinking more would be good for his health.
Ding Ran's stomach was churning, watching the pungent brown sugar-smelling liquid not far away from him, he took it uncontrollably again, closed his eyes and drank it.
This time, after drinking less than half a bowl, the strong vomiting sensation hit again violently. The tumbling liquid kept pouring up as if it had done something wrong. His complexion suddenly changed, and he hurriedly leaned over and vomited all on the floor uncontrollably. superior.
Qi Yue was caught off guard by everything that happened so suddenly, she was taken aback before rushing to him and asking, "What's wrong with you?"
Ding Ran frowned, not wanting Qi Yue to see his distressed appearance, he shouted hastily, "Paper!!!"
Only then did Qiyue realize that she immediately took out a few pieces of paper from the table and handed them to Ding Ran. Ding Ran wiped the corner of his mouth before raising his head and throwing the dirty paper into the trash can.
Qi Yue faintly guessed something, and regretted seeing the half bowl of soup left, "If it tastes bad, don't drink it."
As he said that, he reached for the bowl, but Ding Ran avoided it coldly, frowned, drank the rest in one go, and spit the red date pits into the trash can.
"No, I just choked."
Qi Yue's hand was still frozen there, and she hurriedly took it back. Looking at the little nubs in the trash can, she couldn't help herself. He didn't expect Ding Ran to explain it to him, and he didn't expect Ding Ran to like to drink this.After all, he had tasted it himself and didn't like the taste very much.
Qi Yue didn't react until she noticed the dirty liquid on the floor, scratched her head and cheerfully took the mop to clean it up.
"Shall we go out for a walk?"
Since the jujube soup incident a few days ago, the relationship between Qi Yue and Ding Ran has eased a lot. Qi Yue asked Ding Ran if he wanted to go for a walk. After all, staying in the dormitory is not good for health.
Ding Ran nodded coldly, and the two left the dormitory building, intending to walk around from the cafeteria to the playground and back to the dormitory as usual.
It's strange to say that I don't meet any acquaintances when I usually take a walk, but today, several people came to say hello within half the distance.A boy in the same class asked Qi Yue if he wanted to play basketball. He felt itchy in his heart, but he couldn't leave Ding Ran behind, so he refused with great heartache.
In the second half of the road, I met a few girls from the same department, and they were caught chatting for a while. Qi Yue was a little distracted, and she was still playing circles on the basketball, as if there was a little person scratching her heart. It was only after the girls in the lower department had left that they suddenly realized that Ding Ran had disappeared.
When the first few people greeted each other, Qi Yue noticed that Ding Ran's face was a bit unsightly, but she couldn't figure out why she was so angry, so she didn't take it to heart.Dumbfounded at this moment, it occurred to Ding Ran that Ding Ran felt that he was unhappy because he ignored him, so he left without saying a word.
When he returned to the dormitory, he saw Ding Ran inside, sitting on a chair with his back to the door reading a book.
Qi Yue had also read this book casually, and six out of ten words in it were incomprehensible, and he never had the nerve to ask Ding Ran what it was.
Ding Ran heard the movement when Qi Yue came in, but now he doesn't want to see him at all.He felt extremely uncomfortable, Qiyue smiled at others with an unrestrained face like a thorn in his body.He was mad with jealousy, why would others get what he couldn't get so easily?
The people behind him were walking towards him, and he suddenly felt that he was ridiculous and sad, struggling alone, unable to find a way out, even because of a small move by Qi Yue a few days ago, his heart softened and he wanted to give up. , I am afraid there is no other word to describe it.He was suddenly afraid that he had drifted too far away from his original goal. He hated Qiyue, and Qiyue would have to pay an equal price for his pain.
With a "snap", the thick book was slammed onto the table, shaking the table.
Qi Yue didn't expect that such a trivial matter could make Ding Ran so angry, after thinking about it, it was true that she was wrong first, so she apologized properly.
Ding Ran didn't express his opinion, and only yelled coldly after Qi Yue finished speaking, "Get lost!"
Qi Yue's self-esteem was frustrated, even an open-minded person would mind if a big man was yelled at as "get lost".What's more, from Qi Yue's point of view, Ding Ran just made a fuss and lost his temper this time, so he froze for a while.
The two stalemate for a while, Qi Yue lost the battle, "No, sir, let's not do this!"
Ding Ran didn't appreciate it. He picked up the book on the table and threw it on him. He stood up with a sullen face, and sneered, "Okay, how long has it been since you've had sex with a man, and you're interested in seeing a woman again? Look at you just now It's disgusting to be so stupid."
Qi Yue's face was livid with anger, but Ding Ran kept talking, "Didn't you just feel reluctant to leave? What are you doing now? Yingying Yanyan can't win the heart of your young master Qi? Want to find a man... "
"Shut up!" Qi Yue slammed his fist on the bed, shaking with anger.Ding Ran's words were too harsh. It was his fault that he had sex after drinking. The guilt in his heart was like a hill pressing down on him, but Ding Ran's insulting attitude made his heart ache.He thought that Ding Ran had calmed down a lot these days, but he didn't expect that nothing had changed at all.He was so aggrieved that he couldn't stop thinking of "let him never owe anything to each other last time".
This idea is out of control together.He took off all but his underpants, lay down on the bed and shouted at Ding Ran, "Okay, fuck me once too, and I won't owe you any more!"
Ding Ran's eyes were reddened by Qi Yue's actions, and he was so angry that he couldn't speak.
When Qi Yue was lying on the bed, she also felt that she was too impulsive. When Ding Ran loses his temper, he loses his temper, doesn't he?Why should he meet him?But in my heart I couldn't help but think of relief in despair, how good it would be if nothing happened after being poked twice?Why suffer with Ding Ran every day?
Thinking so, he felt a little guilty and didn't dare to look up at Ding Ran's expression.
After waiting for a long time without any response, Qi Yue couldn't help feeling a little panicked, worried that something might happen if Ding Ran got mad at her.As a result, when I raised my head, a bucket of water fell head-on.Qi Yue was thoroughly washed, and in the end, the bucket was smashed on his head.
Qi Yue wiped the water off her face, and saw Ding Ran condescendingly looking at him through the drops of water, with a cold and sinister smile on her lips.
He couldn't help shivering, and heard Ding Ran's mocking voice ringing in his ears, "Brother Qi is thinking really well, wanting to be free? It's a pity that I wish you could never be free for the rest of your life!"
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☆ between virtual and real
Since this incident, the two have started a cold war.Although it looks nothing on the surface, even more harmonious than before, it is actually more turbulent.
Qi Yue was completely provoked by Ding Ran's words, and he lived a life of suffering, and he even thought of going to the police station to report that he had sex after drinking, and the police station would detain him for a few days.He was also afraid that Ding Ran's reputation would be ruined by himself, so he thought about it and ended up doing nothing, playing games with his head covered all day, how happy he should be.
The work at the beginning of August is imminent, and Qi Yue originally didn't plan to do it under the current situation, but because it has already been agreed and it is impossible to find someone to replace it.And the mother at home kept urging him to go home and have a look. Qi Yue directly told Ding Ran about this in agitation, but Ding Ran didn't say a word.
At the beginning of August, Ye Fan came back, and Qi Yue officially started working.What he does is sales promotion, and after a brief training, he officially starts working.The work is very easy, but he often feels that someone is staring at him, and the eyes glued to his body make him very uncomfortable, but he can't find anyone when he looks back several times.Qi Yue just thought she made a mistake and ignored it.
In mid-August, Qi Yue bought a ticket and sat on the train for seven or eight hours before finally returning home.
Qi's mother finally looked forward to her son's return, so she naturally greeted her with a table of delicious dishes.After two days like this, she got bored and left Qi Yue behind, letting him clean up by himself.
Qiyue was bored at home for a few days, and couldn't stay any longer.The configuration of the computer at home was too sloppy, and it would freeze for a long time to play a game, so he simply rushed out the door, planning to go to the Internet cafe to hang out.
After only a few steps out, I ran into a neighbor who played small games head-on.
Qi Yue stepped forward to stop her, and began to tease neatly, "Sister Lin didn't say hello when she came back. Does this mean that she has a lover and forgot about the old one? Why don't you introduce him quickly?" She said with a gesture of her eyes The boy standing next to her.
Lin Qingqing glanced over, and pushed the boy next to him forward, "You have seen clearly for me! Who is he?! Don't say you have been forgotten by me again!"
As soon as Qi Yue heard this, she knew that she should know this person. The boy was wearing a pair of flat-rimmed eyes, and he was quite gentle and delicate. He looked familiar, but when he thought about it carefully, he couldn't remember anything.
"Forget it," Lin Qingqing twitched the corners of her mouth, and said in a tone of resentment, "He is Ding Ran. You couldn't recognize him before, but he still has the same virtue now."
Ding Ran also shrugged weakly, as if he had long been used to Qi Yue's behavior of forgetting him, but Lin Qingqing was grabbing the past and teasing Qi Yue, and finally remembered something and added, "Speaking of which, there is something strange about you. I usually remember people very clearly. It's like the word Ding Ran has a grudge against the word Ding Ran. I can't even remember the person with this name. I guess you definitely don't I remember that there were two people named Ding Ran in our class at that time, and the other one had done the front and back tables with you several times. When they greeted you several times, you always said "Who are you?" It’s really good, my little sisters like him very much, but he’s a bit cold, he’s hard to get close to, and he’s got goosebumps when his eyes meet.”
Qi Yue's heart sank, and Ding Ran's face appeared in her mind for some reason.He always has a cold face and is silent. Once he speaks in an extremely unpleasant way, he can't wait to block his mouth with two hammers.
Lin Qingqing's words made Qi Yue feel inexplicably flustered, as if it reminded of something lost, her sinister eyes, scorching eyes, seemed to stare fiercely at his back all of a sudden, as if the clothes were scalded out of thin air. A hole came out, and it was terribly hot.
On a hot day, a layer of sweat broke out on Qiyue's forehead inexplicably.
Lin Qingqing has always been nervous, so naturally she didn't notice Qi Yue's unusual reaction at this moment, and continued to talk, Qi Yue's thoughts drifted away involuntarily, and she didn't hear anything clearly until she heard Lin Qingqing's blurred words. He said something vaguely to bring his thoughts back.
"What did you say?"
Lin Qingqing gave Qi Yue a hard look, and shouted, "How dare you get distracted talking to my old lady?"
Lin Qingqing's temper has exploded since she was a child, and she opened and shut her mouth as "old lady" and "old lady".This male temperament is also the reason why Qi Yue has always had a good relationship with her.
"Yeah, it's about one o'clock, let's see who dares to marry you in the future?!"
Lin Qingqing snorted disdainfully, and pulled Ding Ran beside her, with a frightened smile, "What's the rush, old lady?"
Ding Ran seemed to be used to Lin Qingqing's appearance, he just smiled and didn't argue.
Qi Yue couldn't tell the strangeness in her heart, and felt a little awkward when she heard this familiar name. She clearly knew that the Ding Ran in front of her had no resemblance to the other Ding Ran, but she couldn't help but think of that person.
Speaking of which, after getting along for so many days, he had some feelings, but when he thought of Ding Ran's words during the inexplicable quarrel that day, he felt depressed and irritable again.
As these days passed, not only did his energy almost disappear, but he also began to feel annoyed. There was something wrong with him that day, and I don't know how Ding Ran is doing these days.
"My old lady said, that Ding Ran has also been admitted to L University, have you met him?!"
Qi Yue was brought back to her thoughts by these words, she couldn't help swallowing, and asked for confirmation, "You said..."
Lin Qingqing sighed from the bottom of her heart, and interrupted him, "That's right, it's at L University."
Qiyue became nervous for some reason, and kept making a bold guess in her mind, could it be the same person?
Suddenly remembered something, hurriedly took out the phone and quickly flipped out a photo, handed it to Lin Qingqing, holding her breath and asked, "Ding Ran you are talking about... is it him?"
The photo was taken on the night of drinking last time. Qi Yue was about to take two photos to cherish. When she turned her head, she saw Ding Ran sipping wine with his head tilted.The drink is very gentle, not at all like the dull drinking method that most of their rough men leak out.At that time, he also drank a little too much, his head was dizzy, his heart was beating strangely, and when he regained consciousness, he had already pressed the shutter button.He hurriedly put the phone back as if he had done something shameful, and then he hesitated several times guilty whether to delete it or not.
Although it was just a side face, Lin Qingqing was very sure that this person was Ding Ran, and she looked at Qi Yue with doubts in her eyes, "I didn't expect that you didn't remember before, but now you can still eat together, you pretended it before." ?”
Qi Yue answered something indiscriminately, his head was in a mess, as if it was packed with countless little mysteries.Since Ding Ran has been in the same class with him for several years, why doesn't he have the slightest impression, no matter how low his presence is, it shouldn't be so, right? Moreover, since Ding Ran knows him, why has he never told him about it?
Qi Yue didn't have much interest in surfing the Internet, and walked back directly after separating from Lin Qingqing.I don't know why I always feel that I am missing something, but I can't think of anything after racking my brain.
There is a trail along the way, and the cement was just paved two years ago. After being exposed to the sun, the feet are hot and painful through the soles of the shoes.
Qiyue was so hot that her brain ached, she simply stopped to rest under a tree by the roadside, the small stone pier under the tree was also a little hot, Qiyue's buttocks felt like they were on fire, the feeling was indescribably uncomfortable.Just when he was hesitating whether he should go back quickly, a white figure suddenly appeared at the end of his line of sight.
Qi Yue's eyelids twitched, no matter how she looked at it, she felt that the figure looked like Ding Ran.
Puzzled in my heart, I suddenly thought that it is not surprising that Ding Ran and his classmates live near here.But, why did he suddenly come back from school?
Qiyue thought about it and decided to go over to say hello.
The distance is actually very far. It took more than ten minutes to walk there, and it was already far away from the cement road.Qi Yue didn't understand how she could see it so clearly at that time, that person was indeed Ding Ran.
Ding Ran was standing by a stream. Qi Yue remembered that he used to touch fish when there was water in the stream. Now that it was a hot day, the water had already evaporated and the soil at the bottom of the stream was cracked. But what are you doing standing here, sunbathing?
"Ding Ran?" Qi Yue called out.
Ding Ran didn't seem to hear it, he didn't even lift his eyelids, he just stared at the bottom of the stream in a daze, his expression was quite calm.But this calm made Qi Yue uneasy for no reason.
"Ding Ran?" Qi Yue frowned and raised her voice.
Ding Ran suddenly raised his head as if he had come to his senses, his eyes were pleasantly surprised, as if he was looking for something, he looked around, his eyes turned around, as if he found nothing, his eyes dimmed again.
Qi Yue's heart felt cold, he seemed to know something, Ding Ran... seemed to be unable to see him...
What's going on here?
Ding Ran had already started to walk forward slowly, Qi Yue worried that something might happen to him, so she hurriedly followed.The two of them stopped until they reached the pond at the entrance of the village.
Qiyue's throat rolled, and he looked at the surrounding farmland in disbelief. He remembered that the owner of the village who opened a brick factory and made a fortune last year built a brewery in this area.The pond in front of me has long since ceased to exist. It dried up so badly a few years ago that it was filled in and a house was built later.
Turn back time?
The more Qiyue thought about it, the more incredible it became. Just in his daze, Ding Ran had already walked straight into the pond, the water had already overflowed his trousers, and he seemed to have no intention of stopping at all.
"Fuck, Ding Ran! Are you crazy?" Qi Yue hurried over, grabbed Ding Ran's hand and pulled it back.
Ding Ran struggled with terrifying strength, Qi Yue couldn't hold him back, but was led to stagger a few steps forward. In a blink of an eye, the water had already reached his waist.
Qiyue didn't care about doubting Ding Ran's strength, which was too big for a normal person, and clasped Ding Ran's waist with all her strength, and stepped back with a heavy foot and a shallow foot.
In this way, it took more than ten minutes for Qi Yue to drag Ding Ran back to the shore.Both of them were in a state of distress, Qi Yue was so tired that she sat on the ground regardless of her image and gasped for breath.
He already realized that something was wrong, Ding Ran's current state made him feel terrible, as if... lost his soul.
Things were so weird that Qiyue's heart beat faster for a while, and she decided to drag Ding Ran to the hospital first.
Just as he was thinking this way, he suddenly heard Ding Ran call out.He turned his head to look at Ding Ran, who suddenly stood up, looked ahead, and said softly and nervously, "Brother Qi, I'm Ding Ran."
Qi Yue stood up following him in astonishment, and the uneasiness in her heart expanded layer by layer like water waves.Ding Ran didn't say this to him, but to the air, Qi Yue couldn't help but think that there was indeed someone standing in front of him.
"Brother Qi, I'm Ding Ran."
Ding Ran mentioned a lot in his voice, trembling a little, he even stretched out his hand to grab something.Qi Yue's heart felt cold, and there was only a chill on her back.What he saw in front of him really made his hair stand on end.He mustered up the courage to tug on Ding Ran's drenched sleeves, and whispered, "What's wrong with you?"
As if Ding Ran didn't hear it, he stared at the front stubbornly, repeating the sentence just now over and over again.
Qi Yue froze and couldn't move, he felt scared and bitter in his heart, the despair in Ding Ran's words rushed over his face and firmly overwhelmed him.He felt that his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe smoothly.
He wanted to stop Ding Ran, but he couldn't reach out his hand strangely.He heard the voice in his ears getting louder and hoarse little by little, and finally stopped.
"Qi Yue, I'm Ding Ran!"
With just such a sentence, he howled to the point of exhaustion.The strong unwillingness and despair plundered the light in the young man's eyes bit by bit, turning them into ashes.
The surroundings were quiet, Ding Ran stopped talking, and just stared at the lake in a daze.Qi Yue hadn't recovered from the huge shock, and didn't know how to react for a moment.
When he remembered that he should immediately take Ding Ran to see a doctor, Ding Ran was already sitting by the pond, smiling softly there.
Qi Yue stretched out her hand to pull him up, but when she touched him, there was a light voice in the air, "Brother Qi, if I... die, then, will you remember me?"
There was a relieved smile in that sentence, which Qi Yue could clearly hear.
Qi Yue's first reaction was to stop him from doing stupid things, but she was clearly only a few feet away from him, but her hands missed.
He watched Ding Ran stand up in disbelief, closed his eyes with a smile, and jumped down like he did in the school pond not long ago.
At that moment, Qi Yue felt that time stood still.
Then, he heard the words that he had heard once resounding in the pond. The voice was obviously smiling, but it fell into his ears, making him feel that the person was crying.
——"Brother Qi, look, what can happen?"
——"It's just that the clothes are wet."
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☆, the past
There was a lot of noise all around, rumbling sounds one after another, and the August sun hurt people's eyes.The sparkling water, the desolate and forced smile on the boy's face, everything seemed to be frozen into a picture at that moment.
Ding Ran's last words were addressed to him.At that moment, Ding Ran's gaze was fixed on him.Qiyue felt that the "he" in the air seemed to overlap with him, so all the feelings given to "him" were transferred to him, which made him feel a throbbing pain in his heart.
Qi Yue stared at the figure in the water stiffly, her eyes were a little dazed.He couldn't think any more, his heart seemed to be hollowed out, empty, as if a biting cold wind was blowing.
Ding Ran also stood quietly, staring at Qi Yue undisguisedly, Qi Yue had a weird feeling, Ding Ran seemed to be looking at something else through him, that feeling made him uncomfortable, he subconsciously As soon as he moved his feet, the eyes that made him feel like a light on his back suddenly disappeared, and even the figure in the water disappeared.Only the raised ripples are left to expand round by round.
"...Ding Ran?"
Strong uneasiness swept over him all of a sudden, Ding Ran disappeared, and suddenly... disappeared before his eyes!
Qi Yue's hands trembled, and her eyes were full of disbelief.He couldn't breathe for some reason, and he was terrified and terrified in his heart.Almost instinctively, he rushed into the pond, stood where Ding Ran was standing, and groped, but there was nothing in the waist-deep water, nothing!Empty, reflecting the harsh light, it seems that everything is an illusion.
Qiyue staggered and almost sat down, the water splashed, the icy coolness wrapped around his limbs like a snake, tightly bound him, tightened bit by bit, oxygen was forced from the chest cavity bit by bit expulsion, difficulty breathing...
Qi Yue sat up suddenly, her head was heavy and her vision changed from blurred to clear.Familiar scenes were everywhere, he was stunned, and suddenly remembered that he was at home.
After separating from Lin Qingqing today, he was in a mess, so he went home without going to the Internet cafe.Lying on the sofa and playing with the phone blankly for a while, he fell asleep somehow.
So it's all just a dream.
Qi Yue relaxed a little, wiped off the sweat on her head with her hand, and took a deep breath, fortunately it was just a dream.
Suddenly footsteps came from the kitchen, Qi Yue looked over strangely and found that it was her mother who was a little surprised, "Mom, why are you back?"
Qi's mother walked towards Qiyue with a cup in one hand and medicine in the other, put the things on the coffee table, and gave Qiyue a half-anxious and half-helpless look, "You child, I told you not to turn on the air conditioner last night. It's too low, why can't you listen? If I didn't come back temporarily to take things down, I would burn you to death. Come on, take the medicine quickly!"
When Qiyue touched his forehead, he really had a fever. He hadn't been sick for several years, and if it wasn't for what his mother said, he really wouldn't have noticed it himself.
Qi's mother lost her temper and it was not her fault. Qi Yue obediently took the medicine according to the instructions.Qi's mother nagged again, and then went out in peace.
As soon as Qi's mother left, Qi Yue immediately called Ding Ran.The strong lingering fear from the dream was still there, and he was a little worried about Ding Ran.And he has something to ask him.
No one answered the phone until the mechanical female voice rang, and Qi Yue was a little restless. He clearly knew that it was just a dream, but he couldn't help but get in touch with real life.
After repeated calls several times but no one answered, Qi Yue was completely anxious.Now Shi Luo and Ye Fan are no longer at school, and there are not many people who know Ding Ran, so he panicked in his heart, and even thought of buying a ticket to go back to school.
"Brother Qi, my mother is here to see you."
Lin Qingqing's heroic voice came in from outside the door, and Qi Yue came back to her senses, and was immediately frightened by her overly anxious thoughts just now.
Maybe Ding Ran didn't answer the call just because he had something to do, or he didn't want to answer his call at all, why was he in such a hurry?
As soon as Lin Qingqing entered the room, she looked Qi Yue up and down, and was a little disappointed when she saw that he didn't have a fever to the point where he lay unconscious on the bed.But his mouth was still very sharp, "Hey, who used to say that he would not get sick every day, I said Brother Qi, didn't you just scratch your head? How about it, how much breath do you have left?"
Being ridiculed so habitually by Lin Qingqing, Qi Yue calmed down a lot.
"I said Sister Lin, how can you see a patient here? You are taking the opportunity to get rid of the stone, right?"
Lin Qingqing said with a smile, "Isn't that right? Just when I went out, I ran into my aunt, who said that you were sick. We have been friends for so many years, how can you be sorry if you don't come to care about it?"
"Yes," Qi Yue shook her head with a smile, "I appreciate your kindness, so let's walk slowly."
"This is driving me away." Lin Qingqing sat down on the sofa and kicked Qiyue, "I still won't leave. Go, turn on the TV for me."
"Okay, auntie!" Qi Yue turned on the TV and threw the remote control into Lin Qingqing's hands, "Sister Lin, your Brother Baoyu has gone back?"
"Baoyu? You said Ding Ran, he went back early."
"Hey, that's not right!" Lin Qingqing looked at Qi Yue as if she had discovered a new world, Qi Yue got goosebumps from her stare, "What's wrong?"
"You still remember him?! Before, you just turned around and forgot all about him."
"Ah?" Qi Yue thought for a while, "Isn't it?"
"Isn't that right? When he was at the same table as me, you asked me several times when a new classmate came. I was so ridiculous, haha."
Qi Yue was stunned for a moment, and suddenly became a little apprehensive, "What about the other Ding Ran, am I doing the same to him?"
"You're so beautiful, people don't bother to talk to you..." Lin Qingqing raised her head, and suddenly found that Qi Yue's expression was very serious, she was stunned, and quickly put away her joking thoughts, "Okay, let me think about it."
Qi Yue's heart hung in her throat, "Well, you... think about it carefully."
"You also know that my mother was assigned to the same class as you in the second year of junior high school. I don't know what happened before, but didn't my mother's later best friend get promoted with you? She talked with my mother and she said that you two had a relationship before. It's very good, Ding Ran always follows you like a little tail." Lin Qingqing paused, then remembered something and then said, "I seem to have said that once the chubby chubby in your class said that Ding Ran was like a Girl, you beat Xiaopang when you heard it."
Qi Yue shook her head, "I don't have the slightest impression."
Lin Qingqing went on to say, "I felt that you were very protective of him at that time, and my mother often saw the two of you together. Didn't you come to the same class later, and felt that it was not the same thing. You don't seem to know him very well. It's..."
Lin Qingqing remembered very clearly that when she saw Qi Yue and Ding Ran acting like strangers, she even ran over to ask Qi Yue what was going on.At that time Qi Yue replied "Who is Ding Ran".At that time, she thought that Qi Yue might have broken up with Ding Ran, so she didn't ask any more questions.
The relationship between Qi Yue and Ding Ran has always been like that. It is very normal for friends to break up and get back together, so Lin Qingqing didn't take it to heart.If her best friend hadn't fallen in love with Ding Ran secretly later, she wouldn't have cared much about Ding Ran.
Ding Ran has changed a lot, and the feeling is completely different from when he saw him when he was a child.In Lin Qingqing's memory, Ding Ran was soft and sticky when she was a child, and she often blushed, especially easily embarrassed.
After that, Ding Ran was very quiet, no, it should be said that he was very silent, always sitting in front of the desk in a daze, not knowing what to think.Lin Qingqing glanced over inadvertently a few times and found that his gaze always drifted in one direction, the position by the window, and he didn't know what he was looking at.
Later, when she entered high school, she felt that she was destined to be in the same class as Qi Yue, but in fact Ding Ran was the most destined one.
Qi Yue couldn't tell whether the situation was good or bad, anyway, she stayed in the room all day long and was nervous at the beginning, keeping her eyes firmly on Ding Ran's every move, for fear that something would happen if she was not careful.Later, seeing that he didn't look like committing suicide, he relaxed a little.Sometimes he would doze off when his eyelids couldn't hold back anymore, but most of the time he just sat on a chair honestly and read a book with Ding Ran.
After a while, Qi Yue's temper also calmed down a lot, and she became more and more stay-at-home.
Occasionally, Qi Yue would secretly look at Ding Ran. He couldn't explain why Ding Ran always gave him a familiar feeling. There seemed to be some vague shadows in his memory, but behind each shadow was a shadow that made him feel like a glow on his back. gaze.But once I think about it seriously, I can't remember what happened.
He remembered that the first time he saw Ding Ran was the day when he arrived at the first year of his freshman year. He was carrying a big bag to pick up the luggage on the bed. Ding Ran was standing in front of him. At that time, he still thought that this man was really thin. .Later, when Ding Ran passed by him after receiving the quilt, even a man with such rough nerves noticed that he glanced at himself, and that glance contained too many things, and it fell on him, making him feel chilly all over. Yes, he didn't react for a long time, until the people behind him urged him to go forward to get the quilt, and he suddenly came back to his senses.
After the military training, he heard the news about this man again. He heard that he was quite unpopular. He kept a cold face all day long, and he always looked at people with contempt. uncomfortable.
Qi Yue didn't take these words to heart, after all, the two were not in the same class at all, so there was no talk of any intersection.Later, Ye Fan and Shi Luo got together, and there were more opportunities to meet this person.Occasionally meet and say hello out of politeness, but there are not too many words.I don't know why I subconsciously feel that this person is not easy to get close to.If it hadn't happened in a daze, he and Ding Ran might still have that neither salty nor warm relationship.Of course, the relationship is probably even worse now.
Every time he looked over, Ding Ran had a cold face, his eyes were indifferent and lifeless, and there was a strange feeling in his heart that he couldn't express.
Ding Ran seems to be particularly lethargic recently, and he falls asleep not long after holding a book.Qiyue was afraid that his neck would be uncomfortable when he woke up, and she didn't dare to wake him up, so she just took a few extra pillows to lean against to prevent his head from tilting.
Ding Ran fell asleep again unknowingly that day, and Qi Yue inadvertently cast a look on Ding Ran's face after carefully placing the pillow.
Probably due to the long period of inactivity, Ding Ran has lost a lot of weight, his face is also very pale, and he has no blood.
Qiyue racked her brains and decided to go to the supermarket to buy some red dates to make soup for him to supplement.
I bought the red dates, but Qi Yue was struggling with how to cook the soup. In the end, I didn't do anything, and boiled a pot of water in the rice cooker, boiled it, and put the red dates in it.In the end, seeing that the soup was too watery, I added another spoonful of oil, bought a few eggs from the small shop downstairs and beat it in, and finally put a few spoonfuls of brown sugar.
As soon as Ding Ran woke up, he filled a bowl and handed it over.
Qi Yue has been using the rice cooker to keep warm, so the red date and egg drop soup is still steaming when it comes out.Ding Ran was dazzled by the hot air, and he forgot to react.
Qi Yue thought that Ding Ran didn't like to drink it, so she hurriedly said, "You're not in good health recently, maybe you can make up for it by drinking a little. If... it's bad, I'll make another one."
After speaking, carefully observe Ding Ran's reaction.
Ding Ran's heart trembled, and he glanced at Qi Yue lightly, Qi Yue looked at him nervously, a little hesitant.Ding Ran took a deep breath, and stretched out his hand uncontrollably to take the bowl.
The color of the liquid in the bowl was really ugly, and the smell was definitely not pleasant.Ding Ran's throat was choked, he handed the bowl to his mouth, and took a sip slowly.
"How is it?" This was Qi Yue's first time making soup, so she was unavoidably a little apprehensive.
Ding Ran didn't say yes or no, he just poured the whole bowl into his stomach with a cold face, put the bowl back on the table, bowed his head and said nothing.
"Do you want another bowl?" Qi Yue asked tentatively.Even though this person was a full head and a half shorter than her, Qi Yue always felt her aura being suppressed in front of him.
Ding Ran secretly tightened his fingers, and his joints were trembling restlessly. After a long time, he whispered, "Okay."
Qiyue was overjoyed, breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately filled another bowl and handed it over.
Ding Ran gritted his teeth and drank another bowl. The overly sweet taste in his mouth almost made him gag, so he swallowed it with force.
Seeing that Ding Ran didn't intend to reject it, Qi Yue tentatively poured another bowl and handed it to him, thinking that drinking more would be good for his health.
Ding Ran's stomach was churning, watching the pungent brown sugar-smelling liquid not far away from him, he took it uncontrollably again, closed his eyes and drank it.
This time, after drinking less than half a bowl, the strong vomiting sensation hit again violently. The tumbling liquid kept pouring up as if it had done something wrong. His complexion suddenly changed, and he hurriedly leaned over and vomited all on the floor uncontrollably. superior.
Qi Yue was caught off guard by everything that happened so suddenly, she was taken aback before rushing to him and asking, "What's wrong with you?"
Ding Ran frowned, not wanting Qi Yue to see his distressed appearance, he shouted hastily, "Paper!!!"
Only then did Qiyue realize that she immediately took out a few pieces of paper from the table and handed them to Ding Ran. Ding Ran wiped the corner of his mouth before raising his head and throwing the dirty paper into the trash can.
Qi Yue faintly guessed something, and regretted seeing the half bowl of soup left, "If it tastes bad, don't drink it."
As he said that, he reached for the bowl, but Ding Ran avoided it coldly, frowned, drank the rest in one go, and spit the red date pits into the trash can.
"No, I just choked."
Qi Yue's hand was still frozen there, and she hurriedly took it back. Looking at the little nubs in the trash can, she couldn't help herself. He didn't expect Ding Ran to explain it to him, and he didn't expect Ding Ran to like to drink this.After all, he had tasted it himself and didn't like the taste very much.
Qi Yue didn't react until she noticed the dirty liquid on the floor, scratched her head and cheerfully took the mop to clean it up.
"Shall we go out for a walk?"
Since the jujube soup incident a few days ago, the relationship between Qi Yue and Ding Ran has eased a lot. Qi Yue asked Ding Ran if he wanted to go for a walk. After all, staying in the dormitory is not good for health.
Ding Ran nodded coldly, and the two left the dormitory building, intending to walk around from the cafeteria to the playground and back to the dormitory as usual.
It's strange to say that I don't meet any acquaintances when I usually take a walk, but today, several people came to say hello within half the distance.A boy in the same class asked Qi Yue if he wanted to play basketball. He felt itchy in his heart, but he couldn't leave Ding Ran behind, so he refused with great heartache.
In the second half of the road, I met a few girls from the same department, and they were caught chatting for a while. Qi Yue was a little distracted, and she was still playing circles on the basketball, as if there was a little person scratching her heart. It was only after the girls in the lower department had left that they suddenly realized that Ding Ran had disappeared.
When the first few people greeted each other, Qi Yue noticed that Ding Ran's face was a bit unsightly, but she couldn't figure out why she was so angry, so she didn't take it to heart.Dumbfounded at this moment, it occurred to Ding Ran that Ding Ran felt that he was unhappy because he ignored him, so he left without saying a word.
When he returned to the dormitory, he saw Ding Ran inside, sitting on a chair with his back to the door reading a book.
Qi Yue had also read this book casually, and six out of ten words in it were incomprehensible, and he never had the nerve to ask Ding Ran what it was.
Ding Ran heard the movement when Qi Yue came in, but now he doesn't want to see him at all.He felt extremely uncomfortable, Qiyue smiled at others with an unrestrained face like a thorn in his body.He was mad with jealousy, why would others get what he couldn't get so easily?
The people behind him were walking towards him, and he suddenly felt that he was ridiculous and sad, struggling alone, unable to find a way out, even because of a small move by Qi Yue a few days ago, his heart softened and he wanted to give up. , I am afraid there is no other word to describe it.He was suddenly afraid that he had drifted too far away from his original goal. He hated Qiyue, and Qiyue would have to pay an equal price for his pain.
With a "snap", the thick book was slammed onto the table, shaking the table.
Qi Yue didn't expect that such a trivial matter could make Ding Ran so angry, after thinking about it, it was true that she was wrong first, so she apologized properly.
Ding Ran didn't express his opinion, and only yelled coldly after Qi Yue finished speaking, "Get lost!"
Qi Yue's self-esteem was frustrated, even an open-minded person would mind if a big man was yelled at as "get lost".What's more, from Qi Yue's point of view, Ding Ran just made a fuss and lost his temper this time, so he froze for a while.
The two stalemate for a while, Qi Yue lost the battle, "No, sir, let's not do this!"
Ding Ran didn't appreciate it. He picked up the book on the table and threw it on him. He stood up with a sullen face, and sneered, "Okay, how long has it been since you've had sex with a man, and you're interested in seeing a woman again? Look at you just now It's disgusting to be so stupid."
Qi Yue's face was livid with anger, but Ding Ran kept talking, "Didn't you just feel reluctant to leave? What are you doing now? Yingying Yanyan can't win the heart of your young master Qi? Want to find a man... "
"Shut up!" Qi Yue slammed his fist on the bed, shaking with anger.Ding Ran's words were too harsh. It was his fault that he had sex after drinking. The guilt in his heart was like a hill pressing down on him, but Ding Ran's insulting attitude made his heart ache.He thought that Ding Ran had calmed down a lot these days, but he didn't expect that nothing had changed at all.He was so aggrieved that he couldn't stop thinking of "let him never owe anything to each other last time".
This idea is out of control together.He took off all but his underpants, lay down on the bed and shouted at Ding Ran, "Okay, fuck me once too, and I won't owe you any more!"
Ding Ran's eyes were reddened by Qi Yue's actions, and he was so angry that he couldn't speak.
When Qi Yue was lying on the bed, she also felt that she was too impulsive. When Ding Ran loses his temper, he loses his temper, doesn't he?Why should he meet him?But in my heart I couldn't help but think of relief in despair, how good it would be if nothing happened after being poked twice?Why suffer with Ding Ran every day?
Thinking so, he felt a little guilty and didn't dare to look up at Ding Ran's expression.
After waiting for a long time without any response, Qi Yue couldn't help feeling a little panicked, worried that something might happen if Ding Ran got mad at her.As a result, when I raised my head, a bucket of water fell head-on.Qi Yue was thoroughly washed, and in the end, the bucket was smashed on his head.
Qi Yue wiped the water off her face, and saw Ding Ran condescendingly looking at him through the drops of water, with a cold and sinister smile on her lips.
He couldn't help shivering, and heard Ding Ran's mocking voice ringing in his ears, "Brother Qi is thinking really well, wanting to be free? It's a pity that I wish you could never be free for the rest of your life!"
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☆ between virtual and real
Since this incident, the two have started a cold war.Although it looks nothing on the surface, even more harmonious than before, it is actually more turbulent.
Qi Yue was completely provoked by Ding Ran's words, and he lived a life of suffering, and he even thought of going to the police station to report that he had sex after drinking, and the police station would detain him for a few days.He was also afraid that Ding Ran's reputation would be ruined by himself, so he thought about it and ended up doing nothing, playing games with his head covered all day, how happy he should be.
The work at the beginning of August is imminent, and Qi Yue originally didn't plan to do it under the current situation, but because it has already been agreed and it is impossible to find someone to replace it.And the mother at home kept urging him to go home and have a look. Qi Yue directly told Ding Ran about this in agitation, but Ding Ran didn't say a word.
At the beginning of August, Ye Fan came back, and Qi Yue officially started working.What he does is sales promotion, and after a brief training, he officially starts working.The work is very easy, but he often feels that someone is staring at him, and the eyes glued to his body make him very uncomfortable, but he can't find anyone when he looks back several times.Qi Yue just thought she made a mistake and ignored it.
In mid-August, Qi Yue bought a ticket and sat on the train for seven or eight hours before finally returning home.
Qi's mother finally looked forward to her son's return, so she naturally greeted her with a table of delicious dishes.After two days like this, she got bored and left Qi Yue behind, letting him clean up by himself.
Qiyue was bored at home for a few days, and couldn't stay any longer.The configuration of the computer at home was too sloppy, and it would freeze for a long time to play a game, so he simply rushed out the door, planning to go to the Internet cafe to hang out.
After only a few steps out, I ran into a neighbor who played small games head-on.
Qi Yue stepped forward to stop her, and began to tease neatly, "Sister Lin didn't say hello when she came back. Does this mean that she has a lover and forgot about the old one? Why don't you introduce him quickly?" She said with a gesture of her eyes The boy standing next to her.
Lin Qingqing glanced over, and pushed the boy next to him forward, "You have seen clearly for me! Who is he?! Don't say you have been forgotten by me again!"
As soon as Qi Yue heard this, she knew that she should know this person. The boy was wearing a pair of flat-rimmed eyes, and he was quite gentle and delicate. He looked familiar, but when he thought about it carefully, he couldn't remember anything.
"Forget it," Lin Qingqing twitched the corners of her mouth, and said in a tone of resentment, "He is Ding Ran. You couldn't recognize him before, but he still has the same virtue now."
Ding Ran also shrugged weakly, as if he had long been used to Qi Yue's behavior of forgetting him, but Lin Qingqing was grabbing the past and teasing Qi Yue, and finally remembered something and added, "Speaking of which, there is something strange about you. I usually remember people very clearly. It's like the word Ding Ran has a grudge against the word Ding Ran. I can't even remember the person with this name. I guess you definitely don't I remember that there were two people named Ding Ran in our class at that time, and the other one had done the front and back tables with you several times. When they greeted you several times, you always said "Who are you?" It’s really good, my little sisters like him very much, but he’s a bit cold, he’s hard to get close to, and he’s got goosebumps when his eyes meet.”
Qi Yue's heart sank, and Ding Ran's face appeared in her mind for some reason.He always has a cold face and is silent. Once he speaks in an extremely unpleasant way, he can't wait to block his mouth with two hammers.
Lin Qingqing's words made Qi Yue feel inexplicably flustered, as if it reminded of something lost, her sinister eyes, scorching eyes, seemed to stare fiercely at his back all of a sudden, as if the clothes were scalded out of thin air. A hole came out, and it was terribly hot.
On a hot day, a layer of sweat broke out on Qiyue's forehead inexplicably.
Lin Qingqing has always been nervous, so naturally she didn't notice Qi Yue's unusual reaction at this moment, and continued to talk, Qi Yue's thoughts drifted away involuntarily, and she didn't hear anything clearly until she heard Lin Qingqing's blurred words. He said something vaguely to bring his thoughts back.
"What did you say?"
Lin Qingqing gave Qi Yue a hard look, and shouted, "How dare you get distracted talking to my old lady?"
Lin Qingqing's temper has exploded since she was a child, and she opened and shut her mouth as "old lady" and "old lady".This male temperament is also the reason why Qi Yue has always had a good relationship with her.
"Yeah, it's about one o'clock, let's see who dares to marry you in the future?!"
Lin Qingqing snorted disdainfully, and pulled Ding Ran beside her, with a frightened smile, "What's the rush, old lady?"
Ding Ran seemed to be used to Lin Qingqing's appearance, he just smiled and didn't argue.
Qi Yue couldn't tell the strangeness in her heart, and felt a little awkward when she heard this familiar name. She clearly knew that the Ding Ran in front of her had no resemblance to the other Ding Ran, but she couldn't help but think of that person.
Speaking of which, after getting along for so many days, he had some feelings, but when he thought of Ding Ran's words during the inexplicable quarrel that day, he felt depressed and irritable again.
As these days passed, not only did his energy almost disappear, but he also began to feel annoyed. There was something wrong with him that day, and I don't know how Ding Ran is doing these days.
"My old lady said, that Ding Ran has also been admitted to L University, have you met him?!"
Qi Yue was brought back to her thoughts by these words, she couldn't help swallowing, and asked for confirmation, "You said..."
Lin Qingqing sighed from the bottom of her heart, and interrupted him, "That's right, it's at L University."
Qiyue became nervous for some reason, and kept making a bold guess in her mind, could it be the same person?
Suddenly remembered something, hurriedly took out the phone and quickly flipped out a photo, handed it to Lin Qingqing, holding her breath and asked, "Ding Ran you are talking about... is it him?"
The photo was taken on the night of drinking last time. Qi Yue was about to take two photos to cherish. When she turned her head, she saw Ding Ran sipping wine with his head tilted.The drink is very gentle, not at all like the dull drinking method that most of their rough men leak out.At that time, he also drank a little too much, his head was dizzy, his heart was beating strangely, and when he regained consciousness, he had already pressed the shutter button.He hurriedly put the phone back as if he had done something shameful, and then he hesitated several times guilty whether to delete it or not.
Although it was just a side face, Lin Qingqing was very sure that this person was Ding Ran, and she looked at Qi Yue with doubts in her eyes, "I didn't expect that you didn't remember before, but now you can still eat together, you pretended it before." ?”
Qi Yue answered something indiscriminately, his head was in a mess, as if it was packed with countless little mysteries.Since Ding Ran has been in the same class with him for several years, why doesn't he have the slightest impression, no matter how low his presence is, it shouldn't be so, right? Moreover, since Ding Ran knows him, why has he never told him about it?
Qi Yue didn't have much interest in surfing the Internet, and walked back directly after separating from Lin Qingqing.I don't know why I always feel that I am missing something, but I can't think of anything after racking my brain.
There is a trail along the way, and the cement was just paved two years ago. After being exposed to the sun, the feet are hot and painful through the soles of the shoes.
Qiyue was so hot that her brain ached, she simply stopped to rest under a tree by the roadside, the small stone pier under the tree was also a little hot, Qiyue's buttocks felt like they were on fire, the feeling was indescribably uncomfortable.Just when he was hesitating whether he should go back quickly, a white figure suddenly appeared at the end of his line of sight.
Qi Yue's eyelids twitched, no matter how she looked at it, she felt that the figure looked like Ding Ran.
Puzzled in my heart, I suddenly thought that it is not surprising that Ding Ran and his classmates live near here.But, why did he suddenly come back from school?
Qiyue thought about it and decided to go over to say hello.
The distance is actually very far. It took more than ten minutes to walk there, and it was already far away from the cement road.Qi Yue didn't understand how she could see it so clearly at that time, that person was indeed Ding Ran.
Ding Ran was standing by a stream. Qi Yue remembered that he used to touch fish when there was water in the stream. Now that it was a hot day, the water had already evaporated and the soil at the bottom of the stream was cracked. But what are you doing standing here, sunbathing?
"Ding Ran?" Qi Yue called out.
Ding Ran didn't seem to hear it, he didn't even lift his eyelids, he just stared at the bottom of the stream in a daze, his expression was quite calm.But this calm made Qi Yue uneasy for no reason.
"Ding Ran?" Qi Yue frowned and raised her voice.
Ding Ran suddenly raised his head as if he had come to his senses, his eyes were pleasantly surprised, as if he was looking for something, he looked around, his eyes turned around, as if he found nothing, his eyes dimmed again.
Qi Yue's heart felt cold, he seemed to know something, Ding Ran... seemed to be unable to see him...
What's going on here?
Ding Ran had already started to walk forward slowly, Qi Yue worried that something might happen to him, so she hurriedly followed.The two of them stopped until they reached the pond at the entrance of the village.
Qiyue's throat rolled, and he looked at the surrounding farmland in disbelief. He remembered that the owner of the village who opened a brick factory and made a fortune last year built a brewery in this area.The pond in front of me has long since ceased to exist. It dried up so badly a few years ago that it was filled in and a house was built later.
Turn back time?
The more Qiyue thought about it, the more incredible it became. Just in his daze, Ding Ran had already walked straight into the pond, the water had already overflowed his trousers, and he seemed to have no intention of stopping at all.
"Fuck, Ding Ran! Are you crazy?" Qi Yue hurried over, grabbed Ding Ran's hand and pulled it back.
Ding Ran struggled with terrifying strength, Qi Yue couldn't hold him back, but was led to stagger a few steps forward. In a blink of an eye, the water had already reached his waist.
Qiyue didn't care about doubting Ding Ran's strength, which was too big for a normal person, and clasped Ding Ran's waist with all her strength, and stepped back with a heavy foot and a shallow foot.
In this way, it took more than ten minutes for Qi Yue to drag Ding Ran back to the shore.Both of them were in a state of distress, Qi Yue was so tired that she sat on the ground regardless of her image and gasped for breath.
He already realized that something was wrong, Ding Ran's current state made him feel terrible, as if... lost his soul.
Things were so weird that Qiyue's heart beat faster for a while, and she decided to drag Ding Ran to the hospital first.
Just as he was thinking this way, he suddenly heard Ding Ran call out.He turned his head to look at Ding Ran, who suddenly stood up, looked ahead, and said softly and nervously, "Brother Qi, I'm Ding Ran."
Qi Yue stood up following him in astonishment, and the uneasiness in her heart expanded layer by layer like water waves.Ding Ran didn't say this to him, but to the air, Qi Yue couldn't help but think that there was indeed someone standing in front of him.
"Brother Qi, I'm Ding Ran."
Ding Ran mentioned a lot in his voice, trembling a little, he even stretched out his hand to grab something.Qi Yue's heart felt cold, and there was only a chill on her back.What he saw in front of him really made his hair stand on end.He mustered up the courage to tug on Ding Ran's drenched sleeves, and whispered, "What's wrong with you?"
As if Ding Ran didn't hear it, he stared at the front stubbornly, repeating the sentence just now over and over again.
Qi Yue froze and couldn't move, he felt scared and bitter in his heart, the despair in Ding Ran's words rushed over his face and firmly overwhelmed him.He felt that his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe smoothly.
He wanted to stop Ding Ran, but he couldn't reach out his hand strangely.He heard the voice in his ears getting louder and hoarse little by little, and finally stopped.
"Qi Yue, I'm Ding Ran!"
With just such a sentence, he howled to the point of exhaustion.The strong unwillingness and despair plundered the light in the young man's eyes bit by bit, turning them into ashes.
The surroundings were quiet, Ding Ran stopped talking, and just stared at the lake in a daze.Qi Yue hadn't recovered from the huge shock, and didn't know how to react for a moment.
When he remembered that he should immediately take Ding Ran to see a doctor, Ding Ran was already sitting by the pond, smiling softly there.
Qi Yue stretched out her hand to pull him up, but when she touched him, there was a light voice in the air, "Brother Qi, if I... die, then, will you remember me?"
There was a relieved smile in that sentence, which Qi Yue could clearly hear.
Qi Yue's first reaction was to stop him from doing stupid things, but she was clearly only a few feet away from him, but her hands missed.
He watched Ding Ran stand up in disbelief, closed his eyes with a smile, and jumped down like he did in the school pond not long ago.
At that moment, Qi Yue felt that time stood still.
Then, he heard the words that he had heard once resounding in the pond. The voice was obviously smiling, but it fell into his ears, making him feel that the person was crying.
——"Brother Qi, look, what can happen?"
——"It's just that the clothes are wet."
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☆, the past
There was a lot of noise all around, rumbling sounds one after another, and the August sun hurt people's eyes.The sparkling water, the desolate and forced smile on the boy's face, everything seemed to be frozen into a picture at that moment.
Ding Ran's last words were addressed to him.At that moment, Ding Ran's gaze was fixed on him.Qiyue felt that the "he" in the air seemed to overlap with him, so all the feelings given to "him" were transferred to him, which made him feel a throbbing pain in his heart.
Qi Yue stared at the figure in the water stiffly, her eyes were a little dazed.He couldn't think any more, his heart seemed to be hollowed out, empty, as if a biting cold wind was blowing.
Ding Ran also stood quietly, staring at Qi Yue undisguisedly, Qi Yue had a weird feeling, Ding Ran seemed to be looking at something else through him, that feeling made him uncomfortable, he subconsciously As soon as he moved his feet, the eyes that made him feel like a light on his back suddenly disappeared, and even the figure in the water disappeared.Only the raised ripples are left to expand round by round.
"...Ding Ran?"
Strong uneasiness swept over him all of a sudden, Ding Ran disappeared, and suddenly... disappeared before his eyes!
Qi Yue's hands trembled, and her eyes were full of disbelief.He couldn't breathe for some reason, and he was terrified and terrified in his heart.Almost instinctively, he rushed into the pond, stood where Ding Ran was standing, and groped, but there was nothing in the waist-deep water, nothing!Empty, reflecting the harsh light, it seems that everything is an illusion.
Qiyue staggered and almost sat down, the water splashed, the icy coolness wrapped around his limbs like a snake, tightly bound him, tightened bit by bit, oxygen was forced from the chest cavity bit by bit expulsion, difficulty breathing...
Qi Yue sat up suddenly, her head was heavy and her vision changed from blurred to clear.Familiar scenes were everywhere, he was stunned, and suddenly remembered that he was at home.
After separating from Lin Qingqing today, he was in a mess, so he went home without going to the Internet cafe.Lying on the sofa and playing with the phone blankly for a while, he fell asleep somehow.
So it's all just a dream.
Qi Yue relaxed a little, wiped off the sweat on her head with her hand, and took a deep breath, fortunately it was just a dream.
Suddenly footsteps came from the kitchen, Qi Yue looked over strangely and found that it was her mother who was a little surprised, "Mom, why are you back?"
Qi's mother walked towards Qiyue with a cup in one hand and medicine in the other, put the things on the coffee table, and gave Qiyue a half-anxious and half-helpless look, "You child, I told you not to turn on the air conditioner last night. It's too low, why can't you listen? If I didn't come back temporarily to take things down, I would burn you to death. Come on, take the medicine quickly!"
When Qiyue touched his forehead, he really had a fever. He hadn't been sick for several years, and if it wasn't for what his mother said, he really wouldn't have noticed it himself.
Qi's mother lost her temper and it was not her fault. Qi Yue obediently took the medicine according to the instructions.Qi's mother nagged again, and then went out in peace.
As soon as Qi's mother left, Qi Yue immediately called Ding Ran.The strong lingering fear from the dream was still there, and he was a little worried about Ding Ran.And he has something to ask him.
No one answered the phone until the mechanical female voice rang, and Qi Yue was a little restless. He clearly knew that it was just a dream, but he couldn't help but get in touch with real life.
After repeated calls several times but no one answered, Qi Yue was completely anxious.Now Shi Luo and Ye Fan are no longer at school, and there are not many people who know Ding Ran, so he panicked in his heart, and even thought of buying a ticket to go back to school.
"Brother Qi, my mother is here to see you."
Lin Qingqing's heroic voice came in from outside the door, and Qi Yue came back to her senses, and was immediately frightened by her overly anxious thoughts just now.
Maybe Ding Ran didn't answer the call just because he had something to do, or he didn't want to answer his call at all, why was he in such a hurry?
As soon as Lin Qingqing entered the room, she looked Qi Yue up and down, and was a little disappointed when she saw that he didn't have a fever to the point where he lay unconscious on the bed.But his mouth was still very sharp, "Hey, who used to say that he would not get sick every day, I said Brother Qi, didn't you just scratch your head? How about it, how much breath do you have left?"
Being ridiculed so habitually by Lin Qingqing, Qi Yue calmed down a lot.
"I said Sister Lin, how can you see a patient here? You are taking the opportunity to get rid of the stone, right?"
Lin Qingqing said with a smile, "Isn't that right? Just when I went out, I ran into my aunt, who said that you were sick. We have been friends for so many years, how can you be sorry if you don't come to care about it?"
"Yes," Qi Yue shook her head with a smile, "I appreciate your kindness, so let's walk slowly."
"This is driving me away." Lin Qingqing sat down on the sofa and kicked Qiyue, "I still won't leave. Go, turn on the TV for me."
"Okay, auntie!" Qi Yue turned on the TV and threw the remote control into Lin Qingqing's hands, "Sister Lin, your Brother Baoyu has gone back?"
"Baoyu? You said Ding Ran, he went back early."
"Hey, that's not right!" Lin Qingqing looked at Qi Yue as if she had discovered a new world, Qi Yue got goosebumps from her stare, "What's wrong?"
"You still remember him?! Before, you just turned around and forgot all about him."
"Ah?" Qi Yue thought for a while, "Isn't it?"
"Isn't that right? When he was at the same table as me, you asked me several times when a new classmate came. I was so ridiculous, haha."
Qi Yue was stunned for a moment, and suddenly became a little apprehensive, "What about the other Ding Ran, am I doing the same to him?"
"You're so beautiful, people don't bother to talk to you..." Lin Qingqing raised her head, and suddenly found that Qi Yue's expression was very serious, she was stunned, and quickly put away her joking thoughts, "Okay, let me think about it."
Qi Yue's heart hung in her throat, "Well, you... think about it carefully."
"You also know that my mother was assigned to the same class as you in the second year of junior high school. I don't know what happened before, but didn't my mother's later best friend get promoted with you? She talked with my mother and she said that you two had a relationship before. It's very good, Ding Ran always follows you like a little tail." Lin Qingqing paused, then remembered something and then said, "I seem to have said that once the chubby chubby in your class said that Ding Ran was like a Girl, you beat Xiaopang when you heard it."
Qi Yue shook her head, "I don't have the slightest impression."
Lin Qingqing went on to say, "I felt that you were very protective of him at that time, and my mother often saw the two of you together. Didn't you come to the same class later, and felt that it was not the same thing. You don't seem to know him very well. It's..."
Lin Qingqing remembered very clearly that when she saw Qi Yue and Ding Ran acting like strangers, she even ran over to ask Qi Yue what was going on.At that time Qi Yue replied "Who is Ding Ran".At that time, she thought that Qi Yue might have broken up with Ding Ran, so she didn't ask any more questions.
The relationship between Qi Yue and Ding Ran has always been like that. It is very normal for friends to break up and get back together, so Lin Qingqing didn't take it to heart.If her best friend hadn't fallen in love with Ding Ran secretly later, she wouldn't have cared much about Ding Ran.
Ding Ran has changed a lot, and the feeling is completely different from when he saw him when he was a child.In Lin Qingqing's memory, Ding Ran was soft and sticky when she was a child, and she often blushed, especially easily embarrassed.
After that, Ding Ran was very quiet, no, it should be said that he was very silent, always sitting in front of the desk in a daze, not knowing what to think.Lin Qingqing glanced over inadvertently a few times and found that his gaze always drifted in one direction, the position by the window, and he didn't know what he was looking at.
Later, when she entered high school, she felt that she was destined to be in the same class as Qi Yue, but in fact Ding Ran was the most destined one.
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