want to die every day

Gu Qin is alive.

When he desperately broke free from the space where he could not breathe, the first thing he saw was the high sun, the pain in his eyes made him have to close them, and after he calmed down, he realized that his body was actually buried in the soil.

Fortunately, the soil was loose, and it took Gu Qin a long time to crawl out of the soil. He got up and patted the dirt on his body. The surroundings were very quiet, and white tombstones stood side by side. He saw the place where he crawled out. There is also a tombstone, which is blank.

Many memories flooded up, Gu Qin touched his heart subconsciously, he clearly remembered that he was dead...

His heart was ripped out alive.

But now he is unscathed and crawled out of the grave alive. The amount of information made Gu Qin unable to sort it out for a while, but he has more important things to do.

The white shirt on Gu Qin's body already looked dirty because it was stained with dirt, and his long hair was spread messily on his body. Passers-by on the street subconsciously stayed away when they saw this. He had no time to care about these things, but looked surprised Looking at the surrounding buildings of various strange shapes, there are also vehicles flying in mid-air without tires.

Gu Qin had a very bad premonition at this time, and at this time a promotional video was played on a huge LCD TV in a high-rise loop.

"The holographic plot escape game "Surprise Game" is officially launched! In order to celebrate the game's online players exceeding 5 million, the company specially invited six star players and ordinary players to have a game feast!"

"Wow! There is my favorite Yuan Haoyue!"

"The game company paid a lot of money to hire these stars."

Other passers-by were also attracted by the promotional video, only Gu Qin stared at the date and time at the bottom of the screen.

December 2118, 4

100 years... Is God kidding him?

Yu Hai didn't want to live anymore.

He has an average appearance and an average figure, but his academic performance is not average, because he is already rotten to a very unusual degree.

When he was criticized on the spot by the teacher, the annoyance of wanting to get into a hole and disappear in place reached its peak, and then he asked his crush in the next class to confess on the top floor of the school after class.

Although he didn't know the connection between the failure of the exam and his decision to confess, Yu Hai was rejected very directly.

"I'm sorry, I already have someone I like." The girl who had a crush on her lowered her head, her face was a little flustered, but the expression of rejection was very clear.

It was clear that Yu Haixian didn't have the courage to ask 'who is that person', but he controlled his trembling voice and said: "Okay."

He fled.

But Yu Haixian's bad luck didn't end there. In just a few minutes, he opened the school forum under the sign of his deskmate, and saw the hottest post.

[Chat] Exciting!Another person prostrates himself under the skirt of our school belle

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I saw it, and I took a photo, it's from the third class.

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Send it to me privately upstairs!Who is so ignorant?

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I don't even know him...

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Ask for the grilling process!

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The deskmate asked, "Is that you? I saw you go to the top floor just now."

Yu Hai didn't hear what the tablemate said, and he couldn't see the other party's malicious and speculative expression. The post was popular, and the student's vest name could only use numbers, but he remembered the vest number of his crush.

The other party said they didn't know him.

This is of course a matter of course, but Yu Haixian still feels lost, especially since his confession is just a kind of trouble to the other party.

After school, Yu Haixian's test papers in his schoolbag meant that he would not have a good time when he got home. Instead of heading home, he went to the Internet cafe to open Lianliankan. A window popped up to interrupt him in the middle of the game.

"Damn! Spam ads." Yu Haixian just wanted to close the ad when he found that the star on the ad interface was his goddess Bai Qingqing, and there was a line of words on it.

"I'm waiting for you at the Shocking Game~" Although the advertisement was vulgar, Yu Haixian was still fascinated by her goddess' smile, opened the interface and filled out a form in a daze.

After coming out of the Internet cafe, the sky was already dark, no matter how much he tried to escape from reality, Yu Hai had to go home. At this time, there were few pedestrians on the road, so he stopped when passing a bridge.

If I die by jumping here—this idea popped into Yu Haixian’s mind all day long. He lay on the railing and looked down into the water. Due to the darkness, the water looked like black. Yes, it seems that people will be swallowed if they go down.

Yu Haixian's eyes were dull, he put his schoolbag on the ground, grabbed the railing with his hands and leaned forward slightly.

"Love even if you die!" The ringtone of the cell phone in his pocket exploded in Yu Haixian's mind like a bomb. The pocket fell out, and he hurriedly picked up the phone with his hands and feet. The caller ID on the screen was the mother.

Before Yu Haixian could pick up the call, he hung up, and soon sent a text message.

[Mother: You will die when you go home. ]

But it was this sentence that wiped away Yu Haixian's desire to seek death, and he quickly got up to put his schoolbag on his back. At this moment, he saw waves on the originally calm and unmarked water.

No one wants to live.

When Gu Qin was resurrected, he had this idea in his mind that he wanted to go back to find his lover.Then God made a joke, 100 years have passed since his death.

Everything has changed, everything is gone.

Then why am I still alive?With such thoughts in mind, Gu Qin jumped off the bridge and fell into the icy water for a long, long time... until he found that he could not breathe in the water, so he had no choice but to stick his head out of the water.

Yu Hai first saw a human head emerging from the water. His eyesight was excellent, and he could still see long black hair floating around.

"Ghost...Ghost!!!" Yu Hai screamed at the first time when he encountered a terrible thing, and his legs became weak the second time. There was no one around him, and his strength was only enough to scream and stand.

A loud shout pulled back Gu Qin's thoughts, and he raised his head to look at the source of the sound.

Then Yu Hai first saw the person's head. He opened his eyes because of his noise, and glanced at him. His upward eyes looked like he was staring at someone.

Yu Hai was trembling all over, and he still wondered why he hadn't been scared to death yet.

Gu Qin found that not only did he not need to breathe, he didn't even seem to have a heartbeat, at least it was impossible for him to drown, and he felt like vomiting after drinking a lot of water...

Gotta think of another way to die.

Yu Hai first maintained the posture of being sealed in place and watched the head on the water withdraw his gaze, then sank and disappeared.

It wasn't until the phone rang again that he finally broke the seal and rushed home.

After returning home, even if Yu Hai cried with snot and tears first, he still couldn't change the fate of being beaten by Yu's parents and Yu's mother in mixed doubles.

At night, Yu Hai slept under the covers first. He forgot the frustration caused by the failure of his grades and confession, and searched Baidu on his mobile phone.

[What should I do if I meet a water ghost? ]

The next day was the weekend, and Yu Haixian, who didn’t sleep well all night, was dragged up by Yu’s mother to help out at his own restaurant. Mother Yu's disgust.

"I can't do this little thing well. I don't need your help. Go to the convenience store and buy me a bottle of soy sauce."

Yu Hai was kicked out of the hotel first, and he walked towards the convenience store. He had been looking up information on water ghosts all night, and was terrified when he saw that water ghosts would find dead ghosts to reincarnate.

He decided to avoid that bridge in the future.

The convenience store is not far from the family restaurant, only one street away, surrounded by cheap rental houses, five or six stories high.

The unmanned convenience store is operated by an intelligent system, Yu Hai first took the soy sauce and then scanned the QR code to pay.

There are many ways to live, and so is death.

Soon Gu Qin found a quick and convenient way to die. He chose an area with less traffic, came to the top floor, opened his hands, and jumped down without thinking.

The sun was so hot that Yu Haixian was sweating before he walked a few steps from the convenience store. He stretched out his hand to wipe his forehead, and walked to a remote and cold alley. A cool wind blew from the alley, and Yu Haixian vomited comfortably. tone.

Before he could finish his breath, a black object suddenly fell in front of Yu Haixian's eyes, only a "pop" sound was heard, and some liquid splashed on his face.

The person who fell down was a person, blood was pouring out of his body, he was facing the ground and couldn't see his face, his long black hair was spread out on his back, and a few strands of hair were stained with blood.

Yu Hai opened his mouth first, but his throat seemed to be stuck by something and he couldn't make a sound. His whole body was cold, his brain froze, and he couldn't even issue the basic "escape" command.

At this time, the cool wind blowing in the alley seemed to pass through Yu Haixian's body like a life-threatening soul, and at this moment he saw the people on the ground "moved".

He rolled his eyes and passed out.

I'm not dead yet?

Gu Qin opened his eyes, sat up slowly with his hands on the ground, blood flowed down the wound on his forehead, his feet could not move, showing a distorted posture.

Gu Qin found that apart from not having to breathe and not having a heartbeat, he didn't feel any pain.

No matter how bruised and bruised he was, he would not be in pain anymore. You must know how afraid of pain he used to be. He grinned until tears flowed out.

I don't know how long it took, but Yu Haixian woke up in a heart-piercing high-pitched voice of "I will love you even if you die!" He sat up suddenly, and there was nothing on the ground, as if everything was his hallucination.

Yu Hai touched his face first, but there was nothing there.

The bell was still ringing, Yu Haixian only then remembered something more important, "That's right, soy sauce!"

Then he turned his head and saw the soy sauce spilled from the overturned bottle.

Yu Haixian: "..." My life is over.

I won't go into detail about the process of being beaten. After dinner, Yu Hai walked out first touching his red and swollen ears. He threw the garbage bag into the garbage bin placed on the street, then turned and walked home.

Yu Haixian carried a fruit knife in his pocket to boost his courage. He usually didn’t feel anything, but after experiencing many strange things in the past two days, he realized that the traffic around his home was really low. It was only 7:[-] and he was walking alone on this road. with.

He couldn't help speeding up his pace, and took out his mobile phone and played a song "The Great Compassion Mantra" through the music software. He had completely abandoned scientific principles, and prayed to scare away evil spirits and monsters.

Maybe it was because of fear of something, but Yu Haixian really saw a figure walking in front of him. That person had waist-length hair, which fluttered as if he was in a shampoo commercial.

Maybe it's because the previous two times formed a kind of resistance, or maybe the figure in front of him was not so scary, Yu Haixian's scientific spirit took the lead this time, and accompanied by the bgm of the Great Compassion Mantra, he shouted at the man: "Stop!"

Gu Qin's footsteps didn't stop at all, as if he didn't realize that Yu Hai was calling him first.

Even if it is a ghost, I have to figure out what the other party is going to do!Yu Hai took out a fruit knife in his hand and ran over in a big stride. He obviously didn't listen to Liang Jingru's courage, but he patted Gu Qin on the shoulder for the first time.

Gu Qin finally stopped and looked back at Yu Haixian. He was estimated to be 1.8 meters tall, with a thin body, brown eyes under light-colored curved eyebrows, and the corners of his lips under the high bridge of the nose seemed to be naturally downward. He looked unhappy. look.

His voice was cold: "Is there something wrong?"

Yu Hai glanced at Gu Qin's chest first, and then he confirmed the fact that the other party was a man, or a handsome man with long hair but no girlishness. When he heard Gu Qin's words, he suddenly got stuck and didn't know what to say. What.

He can't say, I suspect you are a ghost, so I want to come over to make sure?

The two looked at each other in silence, only the bgm of the Great Compassion Mantra was playing in a loop. At this time, Gu Qin's eyes stopped on the fruit knife in Yu Haixian's hand.

At this time, Yu Haixian realized that he looked very much like a gangster who was about to commit murder. He folded the knife in a panic and said, "Don't misunderstand that I am not a bad person."

"Can you give me the knife?" Gu Qin stretched out his hand as if he didn't intend to give Yu Hai a chance to refuse first.

Gu Qin's hands are very white, not only the hands, but the skin color of the whole body is the fairness that women most want to have. Yu Hai can clearly see the thin blue veins on Gu Qin's wrist extending to the palm, intertwined with the palm lines. Together.

"Oh, oh okay." Yu Hai put out the fruit knife in a daze, then saw Gu Qin say thank you softly, then turned and left.

Only then did Yu Haixian realize that Dao had no chance to come back, so he blurted out, "What's your name?"

Gu Qin paused, but he didn't turn his head, nor did he answer right away. Instead, he said after a while, "My name is Gu..."

There was a pause in the middle, Yu Hai didn't know why he would pause when someone said his name.

"Gu Yan." After saying his name, he pulled out the folding knife and pointed it at his wrist, repeating as if he was relieved, "My name is Gu Yan."