want to die every day

The sharp blade cut open the wrist, and blood poured out drop by drop and quickly fell to the ground. Gu Yan kept his face indifferent the whole time, as if the cut was not his own hand, nor someone else's hand. He was like the audience watching a boring movie That way there is no fluctuation in the heart.

Gu Yan could feel the suffocation when sinking in the water, and the oppression of the strong wind blowing on the face when jumping from a tall building, not to mention the cold blade attached to the wrist.

But I can't feel the pain it should bring.

Gu Yan's face gradually turned pale with the blood gushing from his wrist, but that was all, except for the urge to faint, he had no problems at all.

Cutting his wrists...isn't it okay? Gu Yan felt an uncontrollable dizziness, he stretched out his hand and pressed against the wall to support his body.

"Are you OK?"

Gu Yan, who heard the voice, realized that Yu Haixian hadn't left yet. He saw the latter walking in front of him, and before he could clean up the mess in his hands, he heard the latter's "Aw!" and straightened his body towards him. Then fell down, unconscious.

Gu Yan: "..."

Gu Yan looked at the comatose Yu Haixian with a complicated expression. He had an impression of this person. After all, he had committed suicide three times and was met by this person by chance. It was a bad fate for this person.

Gu Yan’s mind that hadn’t worked for 100 years was finally filled with a little bit of sympathy besides suicide. He waited until the wound on his wrist healed and the blood that had stained his clothes disappeared at the same time. He squatted down and found the wallet and There is a student card in the mobile phone and wallet.

"Yu Haixian." Gu Yannian thought, seafood?What kind of parents would come up with such an interesting name.

After knowing the name, Gu Yan called the person who noted "mother" on the mobile phone, and the call was answered almost instantly, only the noisy sound of pots and pans was accompanied by a mid-spirited female voice: "Hello! Want to eat Order something!"

Maybe it's because the other party's environment is very noisy, the other party is almost talking in decibels, Gu Yan subconsciously thought that he dialed the wrong number, after confirming that he dialed the wrong number, he set the phone to hands-free and said: "Hello, you are Mr. Yu Hai mother right?"

"Hey? Yes! What's the matter?" Yu Ma listened to the unhurried voice on the other end of the phone, and subconsciously slowed down her speech.

The owner of that voice said again: "Hello, your son fainted on the road, and I happened to pass by."

"What! My son fainted!" Mama Yu wanted to faint when she heard that, and Dad Yu who was beside him dropped the frying pan and hurriedly supported Mama Yu.

Fortunately, Mama Yu was stable. She tore off her apron and said, "Give me your address, and I'll go there right away."

This really stumped Gu Yan, he couldn't recognize where it was, he looked down at Yu Haixian, and patted his face hard twice.

Mama Yu heard two crisp "pop" sounds from the other end of the phone, and then the man said helplessly, "Sorry, I don't know this road either."

Dad Yu kept listening, and he came up with an idea: "Send the location on WeChat."

"That's right! Young man, use my son's WeChat to send me the location!" Yu Ma said.

Fortunately, the WeChat location system hasn’t changed much after 100 years. Gu Yan quickly used Yu Haixian’s WeChat to send the location. He dragged Yu Haixian to lean against the wall, and got up to leave.

But after walking a few steps, Gu Yan became a little confused, where should he go?If you can't die, why don't you go back to your own grave and continue to sleep like a vampire?

There must be a way to die, Gu Yan gave himself a strange encouragement, then turned to look at the unconscious Yu Haixian, from these few meetings, he could feel that this person is a timid but not bad-hearted person.

There was a hint of calculation in Gu Yan's eyes, and Yu Hai, who was in a coma, unconsciously shook his body.

Mama Yu received the location very quickly, and upon seeing it, isn't this near the hotel?It takes less than 5 minutes to walk there.

At this time, the guests eating in the restaurant smelled a burning smell.

"Did you smell something strange?"

"What's fuzzy?"

Soon the hotel staff saw the fire rising from the kitchen and screamed: "Boss! Fire! Fire!"

But in a blink of an eye, the boss and the boss's wife hurriedly got on the speeding car and drove away from the scene.

……

"Why are you still standing there? Putting out the fire!" The hotel staff hurriedly gathered together, put out the fire with fire extinguishers, and even dispersed the guests. The restaurant was noisy for a while.

Gu Yan only waited for 3 minutes before he saw a flying car parked in front of him, and the middle-aged men and women who got off had similarities with Yu Haixian.

Sure enough, as soon as Yu's mother saw the fainted Yu Hai, she rushed over and hugged her, crying, "Son, ahhhhhhh!"

Father Yu couldn't even find a chance to see his son's condition, so he comforted Mother Yu first and said, "My son is still alive."

"What are you talking about!" Mama Yu immediately stopped screaming, gave Papa Yu a hard look, and handed her son to Papa Yu to carry her into the car, only then did she realize Gu Yan standing aside.

Seeing Mama Yu's gaze cast over her, Gu Yan failed to smile, and said with a cold expression, "Hello, Auntie."

Fortunately, Mama Yu recognized this voice, she looked at Gu Yan's face in shock, is Lei Feng so handsome these days!She wiped the oil from fried rice in her palms on her pants, stretched out her hand and warmly grabbed Gu Yan and said, "Thank you for helping my son, the young man is so handsome."

When Mama Yu said the second half of the sentence, her eyes were full of crescents. Gu Yan wanted to laugh along with him, but found that the facial system was basically paralyzed and unable to function. He was embarrassed to withdraw his hand and could only wait for Mama Yu to let go.

Father Yu settled Yu Hai first and leaned out of the car window and said, "It's time to go back to the restaurant. I remembered that the cooking was left on fire just now."

Hearing this, Mama Yu immediately let go of her hand and gave Papa Yu an angry look, scolding him for being careless, then turned her head and smiled at Gu Yan and said, "What's your name, young man?"

Gu Yan said: "My surname is Gu, Auntie can just call me Gu Yan."

"Oh, what a good name." Mama Yu didn't worry about which Yan it was at all, she just praised her and said, "Shall I have dinner at Auntie's restaurant? Thank you very much."

"How embarrassing..." Gu Yan shied away, and finally agreed to Yu Mama's kind invitation again.

The restaurant was in a mess with fallen tables and chairs everywhere, Yu's parents and Yu's mother were shocked when they saw everything in front of them, even Yu Haixian got out of the car without thinking about it.

Gu Yan ignored Yu Haixian, and when he got out of the car, he saw the signboard of 'Seafood Restaurant', and understood how Yu Haixian got his name.

"What's going on? What's going on here!" Father Yu rushed in, grabbed a waiter sitting on the ground and asked.

The waiter still had black ash on his face when he extinguished the fire. He stared at Dad Yu quietly and said, "Boss, you didn't turn off the fire."

Dad Yu: "..."

The waiter said: "We have tried our best to rescue, but the fire is really..."

Out of the corner of his eye, Father Yu saw Mama Yu approaching, and his strong desire to survive made him cover the waiter's mouth and say, "Okay, stop talking."

waiter:"?"

Mama Yu seemed much calmer than Papa Yu who was mad, but she could see that she was burning with anger from her frown tightly, so she came over and asked what was going on.

Father Yu pushed the waiter away, put his arms around Mama Yu and said, "It's a hot day, I don't know what happened, and things started to burn, forget it."

Yu's mother sneered, she glanced at Yu's father and said, "You take me for a fool?"

"Don't dare! But now my son is important, and my son's benefactor is here." Father Yu pouted in the direction where Gu Yan was standing.

At this moment, Mama Yu remembered that her son was still in the car. She looked around and felt that the restaurant could not be cleaned up for a while. Before she walked over, she had no time to speak to Gu Yan, when she heard the latter ask with concern: "Auntie, is the restaurant not clean?" What's the big problem?"

This greeting made Mama Yu's impression of Gu Yan even better. She smiled, waved her hand freely and said, "It's not a big problem, it's just that we can't clean it up for a while, so you come home with us, and Auntie will make delicious food." For you to eat."

Gu Yan's face was obviously stunned, he rubbed the corner of his clothes with his fingers, lowered his head and asked: "Will this disturb you?"

"It's okay, do you want Auntie to call your family for you?" Mama Yu imagined that the tutoring of such a good-looking and well-bred child like Gu Yan must be very strict.

"I don't have a family." After Gu Yan said this, she looked up and saw Mama Yu's surprised expression, "Then disturb Auntie."

Only then did Mama Yu notice that although the clothes on Gu Yan's body were not dirty, there was some dust on them, and there were many creases and frays on the trousers.

This child...wouldn't have run away from home?Mama Yu guessed.

Yu Hai first felt that he had had a terrible dream. In the dream, a man with long hair covered in blood was chasing him, and he woke up suddenly. When he regained consciousness, he found that he was lying on the bed in his room with his hand in his hand. While clutching the quilt, he scratched his head to calm down his racing heartbeat, and then dragged his body slowly to open the door and go downstairs.

"Gu Yan, you try this dish made by Auntie."

Halfway up the stairs, he heard his mother's voice. He didn't notice the name, but he just felt that his mother's voice sounded very excited and happy. He also whetted his appetite when he smelled the food, and yelled lazily as he went downstairs. One voice: "Mom, who's here?"

The originally lively voice suddenly stopped as if a remote control button had been pressed, and Yu Haixian walked over strangely, only to see that besides his parents, there was another guest at the dinner table.

The guest had long black hair hanging down his back, and he also turned his head, that indifferent face immediately awakened all the previous memories in Yu Haixian.

"You, you...not that one!" Yu Hai first pointed at Gu Yan with his trembling fingers, why is this person in his home!

Mama Yu walked over and patted Yu Haixian on the head hard. She had a completely different attitude from her gentle attitude towards Gu Yan. She said in a rough voice, "What are you! The manners I taught you are gone! Gu Yan is yours." The savior!"

Savior?Yu Hai was at a loss for the first time, it was obvious that Gu Yan committed suicide and he fainted from fright, but it was obvious that Yu's mother didn't intend to listen to his explanation, she pressed his head and said to Gu Yan, "My son has not been taught well."

Gu Yan quickly waved his hand, and said very considerately: "It's okay, this is just a small favor, not to mention being able to eat the dishes cooked by Auntie, after all, I earned it."

Father Yu and Yu Hai belonged to the kind of steel straight men, even if they remembered Mama Yu's goodness in their hearts, they were not the kind of people who could say it out loud, so Gu Yan's compliment made Mama Yu's heart flutter, she left Yu Hai where she was first and then Go to the dinner table to serve Gu Yan with food.

"Eat more and eat more."

"Thank you... Auntie, I can't fit in my bowl."

Father Yu sat in the prominent main seat and silently ate the dishes closest to him.

Yu Hai was stunned. He saw that Gu Yan's face was not as pale as before under the warm light. He bravely sat on the dining table and supervised Gu Yan's every move like watching a class enemy.

He stared at Gu Yan's unscathed wrist, and asked himself suspiciously, were those all hallucinations?Am I reading stupidly?

Gu Yan seemed unaware of Yu Haixian's fiery gaze, chatting with Mama Yu while eating.

Finally, Yu Hai stayed up until they finished their meal first, thinking that Gu Yan should leave, so Mama Yu went upstairs to pack some old clothes and quilts he had worn before, and ordered Papa Yu to pack them and put them in the car.

He walked over suspiciously and asked, "Mom and Dad, what are you doing?"

Mama Yu's majesty indirectly affected Papa Yu and Yu Haixian's casual way of getting along like friends, he leaned over and whispered, "Gu Yan ran away from home, so your mother decided to take him in for a while, and now help him prepare Things are moved to the staff dormitory."

"Huh?" Yu Hai was dumbfounded.

When Gu Yan saw Yu Haixian standing there foolishly before getting into the car, the corners of his mouth curled up, but it only took a moment for him to return to his original state.