want to die every day

Gu Yan's bed is not big, and it is very difficult for two big men to lie on it, so Yuan Haoyue took out a few quilts from the closet and spread them on the floor, and lay down. When he turned his head, he found Gu Yan sitting on the bed, his eyes fixed on him. body.

Yuan Haoyue always felt that the way Gu Yan looked at him was different from others, but he couldn't tell what was different, so he said, "Good night."

The corners of Gu Yan's mouth were naturally downturned, but under the dim light, the lines of his indifferent facial features were softened a bit, and his voice was a bit obscure: "Good night."

As soon as the lights were turned off, and the curtains blocked the moonlight outside the window, the bedroom was completely plunged into darkness. Gu Yan opened his eyes, wondering if he should sleep in the game?But he didn't feel sleepy, being alone in the same space with Yuan Haoyue felt like being sunk into the deep sea, unable to breathe, unable to break free.

"This game is really real, and I still need to sleep." Yuan Haoyue said, he didn't hear Gu Yan's answer after waiting for a few seconds, so he asked softly, "Are you asleep?"

Gu Yan's eyes were open, and it was clear that what he saw was darkness, but Yuan Haoyue's expression when he spoke was completely depicted in his mind. He tightly clutched the quilt with both hands, and was struggling inside.

Don't answer him, don't talk to him -- don't sink any further.

Gu Yan, who was split off, said, "I can't sleep."

Then Gu Yan heard Yuan Haoyue laugh softly, as if someone was holding a feather and poking at his heart again and again, the other party said: "Me too, should we just keep our eyes open until dawn?" ?”

Gu Yan said, "I don't know."

Yuan Haoyue seemed to open up the conversation, he said: "I was surprised when I heard that you became an artist, after all you are so different from everyone else I have ever met."

Gu Yanmoran, of course he is different, he is not even a person: "I signed the contract just to participate in this game."

Yuan Haoyue was surprised: "Is it worth it for this game?"

Gu Yan: "It's not worth it." He even regretted the first time.

"Since you have made this decision, don't regret it." Yuan Haoyue added, "Actually, it's too late for you to regret it."

Yes, it was too late to regret, Gu Yan turned his head, he couldn't see Yuan Haoyue, but the other party was very close to him, breathing in the same space.

His feelings of regret had actually disappeared when he saw Yuan Haoyue, and it was a gift for him to be able to see his lover's face before he died.

The consciousness of the two of them began to blur unconsciously, and it was already the next day when they opened their eyes again.

Gu Yan and Yuan Haoyue woke up at the same time, and the latter smiled at Gu Yan who was still in a daze, "Morning."

Gu Yan came back to his senses, regained his indifferent expression, and replied in a very low voice.

The two of them washed up separately, and when Gu Yan changed into the clothes that Nibeke gave him, they looked brand new.

Yuan Haoyue looked at her and commented: "You look like a real nobleman."

Witt is a middle-aged man with a stern face. He knocked on the door and led Gu Yan out. When he saw Yuan Haoyue who was following him, he didn't say much. He will restrict the movement of many people. During the carriage ride, he handed a suitcase to Gu Yan, who took it and felt that it was quite heavy. When he opened it, Yuan Haoyue also took a closer look, and it was full of banknotes.

Gu Yan did not hear the new explanation, which means that this is also an unknown event for the clown, he frowned slightly and asked: "What does this mean?"

"The head of the group gave it to the villagers. It's this time of year every year. This year, the head of the group has other things to do, so I ask you to come here." Witt said, taking out a dozen banknotes, "The number of children in each family depends on how many children there are. How much to call."

So Nibeck is still a philanthropist?Gu Yan couldn't believe it, if he was really a good person, then what is his mission to help the other party?

The carriage was bumpy due to the rain along the way. After reaching the destination, Gu Yan got out of the carriage and stepped on the soft soil, and the sides of his shoes were covered with yellow mud.

There seemed to be more than 20 households in the village. Plumes of cooking smoke wafted from the roofs of several dilapidated houses. There were five or six children chasing and playing on the side of the road. A woman was standing at the door of her house chatting with several other women. They also stare at men and whisper to each other as they pass by.

"Very run down village." Yuan Haoyue came to this conclusion after observation.

The three of them stood at the entrance of the village, and their clothes were very eye-catching. Soon someone saw them. The sharp-eyed person recognized Witt and immediately ran to inform the village chief.

The village head is an elderly man. Gu Yan noticed that although the clothes he was wearing were old but very clean, he was very polite to Witt: "Mr. Witt, I didn't expect you to come early today, why didn't you see Ni Master Baker?"

Witt said: "The master has something to do, but the deal with you will always be valid."

Gu Yan and Yuan Haoyue looked at each other, and they both caught the word "deal".

"Then please come with me." The village head bowed to welcome them in, and he took Gu Yan and his party to one of the houses first.

The family was very poor, the eyes of the woman and the man shone when they saw Gu Yan take out the money, she almost snatched it from Gu Yan, her hands were shaking with excitement.

"thanks……"

Gu Yan couldn't see a trace of gratitude from the eyes of the two of them, only greed filled his face, which made him feel that he was not doing good deeds at all.

At this time Witt asked coldly: "How many children are you?"

This sentence brought the couple back to their senses a little bit. They were a little tangled in the expression of the woman they saw, and the man said first: "Three."

Witt nodded to Gu Yan, and Gu Yan took out three dozen banknotes from the suitcase, when the woman suddenly shook her head and said, "No, two! Just two."

"You idiot! We will still..." The man pulled the woman aside and whispered in his ear, but Gu Yan couldn't hear what was behind.

At this moment, Yuan Haoyue leaned her head to Gu Yan and said, "There will be more children."

Gu Yan didn't understand, so he glanced at him, and the latter said, "What that man said."

It was only at this time that Gu Yan understood what Yuan Haoyue said. The first time he didn't delve into the meaning of that sentence, he asked curiously, "How do you know what the man said?"

Yuan Haoyue put a finger against her lips and said, "I was acting as a deaf-mute before, so I specially learned some simple lip language."

Gu Yan listened to Yuan Haoyue's words, his eyes stayed on the other's lips for a few seconds, and then he looked away as if nothing had happened.

It wasn't long before the man and the woman talked, and the woman didn't say anything after they came back, letting the man take the money.

Seeing this, Gu Yan had some guesses in his heart.

After walking out of this family, Yuan Haoyue whispered to Gu Yan: "Wait for me, I want to verify something."

After Gu Yan finished speaking, Yuan Haoyue walked up to the children playing in the street, knelt down and greeted them: "Hello."

The children originally turned their backs to Yuan Haoyue, but they turned around at the same time when they heard the voice, and Yuan Haoyue couldn't help but feel his scalp tingle when he saw their faces.

Every child's face was smeared with paint, drawing a clown's face, and a boy in the head had a very special red nose. They were curious and puzzled by Yuan Haoyue, a stranger, and no one took the initiative to speak.

Yuan Haoyue tried his best to keep his expression natural, he asked: "The patterns on your faces are really special, who helped you draw them?"

The children thought that Yuan Haoyue was envious of the makeup on their faces, so they answered honestly and proudly, "It's mom and dad!"

Witt was already a little dissatisfied because of Yuan Haoyue's delay, but fortunately Yuan Haoyue came back in time, seeing his unnatural expression, Gu Yan took the initiative to ask: "What did you find?"

Yuan Haoyue didn't answer Gu Yan immediately, but whispered four words while Witt was walking in front of them, and Gu Yan felt a chill all over his body instantly.

"Population transaction."

The author has something to say: ——a small theater that has nothing to do with the text——

Yuan Haoyue: "When you move your lips, it looks like you love me."

Gu Yan: ""