There is a terminal illness called narcissism

There is obviously no need to argue with a drunk, not to mention that there are a large group of crew members outside, if someone sees me and Yu Yan now, it will be really embarrassing.So I suppressed my dissatisfaction, and asked in a rather soft voice: "Yu Yan, how about you let go first and I will help you out? Or do you want to go to the bathroom? But I won't help you, how about calling the assistant over?" "

Yu Yan seemed to be dumb now, his chin was resting on my shoulder, his hands were still tightening, his soft hair was rubbing against my ear, I don't know if he was shaking his head or taking advantage of me.I squeezed my fingers, a man being hugged by another man in this position is simply an insult to my image!

"Qi Yan." I was thinking about which angle to start to throw Yu Yan aside, when I suddenly heard him speak, I felt a little guilty.

"Qi Yan..." Yu Yan muttered to me several times, and I asked impatiently, "What's wrong?"

"Let me hug you more, okay?" I've never felt that Yu Yan's words are so... nasty. I really should ask someone to come and see. This man, who is regarded as a male god by netizens, has such a behavior after being drunk. On the one hand, it shows the lack of love!

Of course I refused with righteous words, but unfortunately the drunk was so strong that he didn't listen to my answer at all.My face was so tightly pressed against his chest, his hands stopped at my waist, and even began to rub slowly through the clothes.This kind of ambiguous behavior suddenly made me feel dangerous!What are you doing, I'm not a woman, what the hell is he trying to do by hugging and touching me!

"Let go!" I gritted my teeth and shouted, my nose was full of Yu Yan's breath.He is actually very refreshing, unlike Ji Minglang who wears men's perfume. It can be said that there is such a clean person in the entertainment circle, it is incredible.Through getting along these days, I also know that Yu Yan is a very restrained person, he will never do anything out of the ordinary, like tonight completely subverted my cognition.

"No, I'm so sad." Not only did Yu Yan not restrain himself, his slender fingers lifted the hem of my shirt and stretched in from the side.When I was touched by his finger, I felt bad all over. After being stunned for a second, his palm was pressed against my waist... I can be sure that I was sexually harassed!

I hurriedly used my still-movable left hand to pull Yu Yan's arm. Who would have thought that a man who is usually very serious would become a pervert when he gets drunk, or he would be a pervert to someone of the same sex, that would be too bad!I was so angry that I wanted to curse, in order not to attract others' attention, I even lowered my voice when I scolded, "Yu Yan, you are drunk, quickly show me your hand!"

"No!" Yu Yan finally moved his head away from my shoulder this time, shaking his head desperately, "I like this!"

abnormal!Just because you like it doesn't mean I like it!I couldn't stop roaring in my heart, took a deep breath, and because my strength was no match for him, I had to calmly say: "Don't think I won't do something to you, you don't want to make trouble at this time today, do you?"

Yu Yan was startled when he heard that, I took advantage of his relaxation, immediately opened his hand and took a step back, leaving his embrace.One of his hands was still holding my wrist firmly, I struggled and found that my wrist was a little blue.I raised my eyes and glared at him. He could understand what I said, which meant that I was still rational, so I was not polite to him, "Are you out of your mind? Why are you crazy about drinking with me!"

"Hold, I'm sorry." Yu Yan seemed to realize what he had just done, his fingers trembled, and he let go.

I was too lazy to talk to him, so I stepped forward and prepared to leave here.But he fell to the ground with a thud. I felt pain when I heard the sound. After thinking about it, I turned my head back, "Wait, I'll ask someone to take you away."

"Don't go." Yu Yan covered his face with one hand, his voice was weaker than before, I saw that not only his voice was trembling, but even his whole body was convulsing unconsciously.Too bad, is Yu Yan sick?Or alcoholism?If something happens to him, will he have something to do with me?

After all, it is a human life, will he die?My mind was full of these messy thoughts, which caused my voice to tremble, "Hey, hold on, I'm going to call someone, don't move around, you!"

"Pfft." Yu Yan could still laugh at this time, he put down his hands, his body shaking less than before, his still hazy eyes looked at me scorchingly, and said in a deep voice: "As long as you don't leave , I'm fine, so... help me up."

I rolled my eyes and went to help him?I don't have the spirit to turn around and leave.

"If you leave, if someone comes here, I will say that you left me behind." Yu Yan's voice sounded faintly.

"Are you threatening me?" I was annoyed, Yu Yan was really not quite right today.

"I just don't want you to leave." Yu Yan sighed, and it seemed that all the troubles were conveyed through this sigh, "I've thought about it for a long time these days, and I'm also restraining myself from getting too close to you, but I It's hard, it's true... I never knew skin to skin could be so good. You're the first, maybe the only one, I've tried touching people, but It made me sick, scared, and I just couldn't fight the psychological rejection."

"These days just to control my body, I have exhausted all my energy. I feel more uneasy than before. It's not the uneasiness of exposing myself to the crowd, but..." Yu Yan's voice paused, then slowed down. Slowly said: "It's because I can't touch you, I become restless and anxious."

The corner of my mouth twitched, what's wrong with this?

"I know this is a strange situation for me, and I'm afraid it will be difficult to continue." Yu Yan propped his arms on the wall, stood up unsteadily, his legs were still trembling, "I couldn't help but get closer You, I can't help but want to hug you, I can't help..."

"Stop, stop!" I quickly stopped him, lest Yu Yan say something worse, "Do you know that I can sue you for harassment based on what you said?"

Yu Yan nodded and continued: "In order not to let you think that I am harassing you, I thought of a way."

"What way?" As soon as I asked this question, I immediately regretted it. As expected, Yu Yan's answer was not a solution that normal people could think of.

"As long as you hang out with me." Yu Yan raised his head, his fair and handsome face became more rosy, and his eyes brightened, "Didn't you say that finding a girlfriend and falling in love will solve this problem. I'm looking for No girlfriend, because of you, I don't think it's okay to find a boyfriend."

"...Hehe." What a weird conclusion!What do you mean it doesn't matter because I find a boyfriend!Just because you want to be gay doesn't mean I want to be gay, bastard!

"I'm not joking." Yu Yan became serious, stared at me seriously, and stretched out his hand towards me, "Qi Yan, this is the first time I want to be with someone, I believe I will take good care of him You. I will cook for you what you like to eat, and I will teach you what you don’t know about acting. When you live with me, I will clean up everything at home. If you want to relax, I can ask for leave Accompany you to various places, we can even go to Sweden and the Netherlands to get a certificate, as long as everything is legalized then..."

"Wait!" I interrupted Yu Yan, speechless, "You think too much, I'm not gay."

"Me neither." Yu Yan replied quickly.

"I don't like men."

"I don't like it either, except...you."

"..."

"..."

Yu Yan and I looked at each other, his eyes lost their haze and became hotter and hotter. I thought he couldn't die like this, so I snorted coldly and said, "It's impossible for me and you, you'd better find a psychiatrist Let's see what's wrong with you."

"Are you worried that our relationship will affect your career?" Yu Yan took a few steps forward, and he didn't look drunk at the moment, "Don't worry, as long as you don't want others to know, I can hide it and wait for us to die. It’s the same if you make it public.”

...What kind of brain is this guy, can't understand people's language!I loosened my neckline angrily, because I didn't want to keep any sympathy, "Yu Yan, please clear your mind, I don't like you! Do you understand? I can't be with a man , let alone be with you!"

Yu Yan's face turned pale, and my finger touched my shoulder, but I flashed it, "Why?" He kept shaking his head as if he couldn't accept my answer, "Didn't we kiss? That's you and My first kiss, we are the perfect couple!"

"You're so drunk." I curled my lips and smiled contemptuously, "Is that a kiss? It must have been accidentally bumped into it, okay? Forget it, what's the use of telling you this, don't say it again If you are misunderstood, I will sue you for defamation!"

After finishing speaking, I ignored Yu Yan and walked out of the bathroom.As soon as I went out, I suddenly realized that my voice was too loud when I was angry just now, and I don't know if I was heard by others.Just thinking about it, one hand blocked my way, and I turned my head to look, Ji Minglang didn't know when he came to the door, he put one hand in his trouser pocket, leaned his back against the wall, looked me up and down with peachy eyes Fan, with a tsk tsk sound from his mouth.

"When did you come?" I asked tentatively.

Ji Minglang stood up straight, walked to my side, and said with a smile, "Don't use this kind of questioning tone, you should thank me, if I hadn't blocked the door, the matter between you and Yu Yan might have been ruined." Everyone knows."

"Who would believe a drunkard?" I glanced at him and said lightly, "Try to tell what you heard, and see if anyone will believe you?"

"Hey? Are you throwing away my rhythm after using it?" Ji Minglang deliberately pretended to be annoyed, and said angrily: "I saw that you were not here, and I came to see you because I was worried about your safety. You stand in front of the bathroom door and tell others that the facilities inside are broken when they want to enter the door, causing others to think I am a hotel waiter! You don't want to think about who I am doing all this for!"

"Hotel waiter?" I laughed now, "Please find a good reason, this place is reserved by Director Qin, who doesn't know you? Besides, you just want to watch the fun, and listening to gossip is very interesting, isn't it?"