Thoughts

Shen Duanrui still remembers the day when he met Mu Dongchen again, the sky was overcast and oppressive.Shen Duanrui habitually walked to the bus stop where he said goodbye to Mu Dongchen. He would never forget Mu Dongchen's resolute back when he turned to leave. For so many years, that back has become a thorn in Shen Duanrui's heart. Thinking of it made him feel sore.

Shen Duanrui leaned against the street sign and looked up at the gloomy sky.The sky has been cloudy for many consecutive days, and it weighs heavily on people's hearts, and relaxation has become a luxury.Shen Duanrui thought, if it's going to rain, let it rain. After it rains, the sky will be sunny.Maybe the sky has been suppressed for too long, or maybe it heard Shen Duanrui's voice, and the majestic rain fell from the sky with lightning speed, washing away the noisy world in an instant.Shen Duanrui couldn't dodge in time, and when he ran under the platform, most of his clothes were already wet.He roughly wiped it off, and raised his eyes to see the sudden rain.Bean-sized raindrops slipped leisurely from the sky, and it didn't take long to wet the ground, splashing crystal water.Pedestrians on the road fled in all directions, looking for shelter from the rain. After a while, the entrances of businesses, stores, and bus stops were crowded with people.Everyone is discussing the sudden rain. Some are happy—it’s finally raining, and they can’t bear the gloomy sky anymore; Got wet.People were talking on the phone, waiting for the rain to stop, and waiting for the bus to arrive.

Shen Duanrui didn't pay attention to everything around him, but quietly stayed aside, quietly watching the rain curtain falling like broken beads.Back then, when Mu Dongchen left, Shen Duanrui still couldn't bear to run to see him off. At the bus stop, he saw the person he was thinking of standing under the platform, with a small suitcase beside him.Even if he is rejected, even if he is avoided, even if he has convinced himself countless times that it is over and he should forget him, but the moment he sees Mu Dongchen, all his psychological construction collapses. Rejection, no matter what he does is impossible, no matter what he does is good for each other, Shen Duanrui only knows that the person he has liked for so long, and the person he has missed for so long is standing in front of him, but he is about to leave, Shen Duanrui doesn't want to Giving up this may be the only meeting they have left.

Shen Duanrui tried his best to calm down his mood, tried his best to let himself walk over calmly, stood still in front of Mu Dongchen, smiled a little, and said in a hoarse voice, "Mu Dongchen."

It seems that he didn't expect Shen Duanrui to see him off, the moment he saw him, Mu Dongchen was a little surprised, his eyes looking at Shen Duanrui unconsciously moved away when he saw his pale smile, "Hi. "

Seeing Mu Dongchen look away, Shen Duanrui felt very uncomfortable, smiled bitterly, and tried to keep his voice calm, not wanting to reveal his feelings.

"Are you alone? Aren't your parents coming?"

Just like chatting normally.

"Well. They have something to do, and I can do it by myself." Mu Dongchen said with his head slightly lowered.

Seeing that Mu Dongchen didn't even look at himself, Shen Duanrui's mouth was full of bitterness.He leaned on the road sign, looking at a warm blue sky, a cloud drifted past from time to time, the sky was clear and clear.The sun fell softly on the body, driving away the cold on the body, but it couldn't warm the heart that was getting colder and colder.

"Did you bring everything?"

"Ah."

"Have you got in touch over there?"

"Ah."

"Why didn't you tell Mumu and the others? Once you say it, they will definitely come to see you off. After all, we have been friends for such a long time."

"I don't want to bother them."

"What about me?" Why didn't you tell me?Shen Duanrui couldn't help asking.

After a moment of silence, Mu Dongchen's cold voice sounded: "I don't really want to bother you."

Shen Duanrui stared at Mu Dongchen, watching his eyes fall into the distance, but he still didn't look at himself, his heart was full of sadness.

So... ah...

Neither of them spoke to each other, only the quiet wind and gentle clouds drifted by.

Shen Duanduan felt very unwilling and aggrieved, even if it was a very unhappy thing to be liked by him, even if he had been rejected, but now he didn't even have to be friends?Will the friendship for so long be broken?He really wanted to ask Mu Dongchen if he would always be like this in the future, like a stranger, even if he stood in front of him, he couldn't see him?No matter how painful he is, he still ignores it?Shen Duanrui gritted his teeth and swallowed all the pain and pain back into his stomach.

"you……"

Mu Dongchen, who had been silent all this time, spoke, and Shen Duanrui suddenly turned his head to look at him, his heart beating a little faster.

What will Mu Dongchen say?

Across the street, a woman was walking leisurely with a small husky. People who passed by loved the cute puppy very much, and the woman smiled friendly.Mu Dongchen watched quietly, and his voice came out slowly: "Are you... still willing to be friends with me?"

Shen Duanduan was stunned for a moment, then laughed silently, almost tears came out of his laughter.

Mu Dongchen asked him if he would still be friends with him?This is really the biggest joke.This is what I should ask him.Since that confession, Mu Dongchen has been avoiding himself as much as possible, and now even if they meet each other, he doesn't look at him directly. Now he comes to ask himself if he still wants to be friends with him, which is really funny.When is it up to you to decide?I don't want to have more involvement with myself, I don't want to exceed the boundaries of friendship, I want to cut off my thoughts, so I ask myself this kind of words, I want to get a promise, a guarantee.It turned out that his liking was so unbearable and unbearable to him.

Having laughed enough, Shen Duanrui raised his head, blinked his eyes, and flowed back the tears that hadn't had time to fall, with a calm voice: "Yes."

Mu Dongchen finally turned his head to look at Shen Duanrui, only to see Shen Duanrui staring at him steadily, with no gleam in his eyes, and a smile on the corner of his mouth, "If you want to do that."

"Thank you."

Mu Dongchen moved his lips, but only said these two words.

After waiting for a long time, the bus finally arrived slowly and stopped in front of the platform. Mu Dongchen pulled up the suitcase next to him and walked towards the door.

"Mu Dongchen!" Shen Duanrui called out eagerly, Mu Dongchen turned to look at him, "Goodbye."

"Goodbye."

After finishing speaking, he turned around resolutely, got on the bus, and left this place.

Goodbye, Mu Dongchen.

The rain was still falling, Shen Duanrui smiled helplessly, waiting for the heavy rain to end.

In the rain, the long-awaited bus gradually appeared in everyone's sight.After stopping in front of the platform, a large group of people poured out of the car, and a large group of people rushed into the carriage again, filling up the not-so-spacious carriage, and the crowded crowd mixed with the wet steam Take the bus to the distance.

Shen Duanrui didn't move. He had nothing to do and didn't need to take the bus home - he was used to walking home from the platform.He just stood there blankly, staring at the farther and farther bus until he couldn't see it.Someone stood beside him - probably someone who just got out of the car, and kept patting off the rainwater that wiped his body, and some rainwater splashed on Shen Duanrui's face.Shen Duanrui withdrew his gaze and wanted to remind the people next to him to pay attention, but when he turned his head to look at the people next to him, he was suddenly stunned, and suddenly felt a sense of unreality. The person who wanted to forget appeared in front of him so unexpectedly, his voice and smile were still the same as before, and those gentle eyes were still warm even in such an annoying rainy day.Shen Duanrui didn't expect to meet him in such a place under such circumstances. With just one glance, he couldn't take his eyes off him.

Seemingly noticing that the person next to him was looking at him, the person wiping the rainwater turned around to see who it was.When he saw the person standing in front of him, he was a little surprised, but then calmed down, with a warm voice and a gentle smile: "Hi, long time no see."

After a long time, so long that he thought that the person in front of him would not be able to talk to him, Shen Duanrui finally squeezed out a sentence: "Long time no see, Mu Dongchen."