Thoughts

After packing his luggage, Shen Duanrui checked the room to make sure there was nothing left behind, then closed the door, returned the keys to the front desk downstairs and checked out, and then got into the car with the others for the return trip.

Three days ago, Shen Duanrui's internship company organized personnel to go to the cooperative unit for inspection and study, and the teacher who led Shen Duanrui called him when he saw that he had performed well since the internship.

Today is Friday, and it happens to be the weekend after I go back, so I can rest and recuperate, and go to work again next Monday.

Saying goodbye to teachers and other colleagues, Shen Duanrui boarded the bus home.During the three days of the business trip, Shen Duanrui learned a lot and saw a lot, such as the operation mode of other companies, the practical application of professional knowledge, and the way of social and interpersonal communication.Although Shen Duanrui is quite active in participating in various activities at school, and knows a lot of people, but in the society, his previous communication skills are still far behind.

Although his mind has been filled with various things in the past three days, whenever he has free time, Shen Duanrui still can't help thinking of Mu Dongchen, thinking about what he was doing after returning home these days, and thinking about what he saw. It would be great if he could also see the scenery, wondering if he would think of himself.

After bumping on the road for a long time, I finally arrived home.

Shen Duanrui threw the bag on the bed, followed by himself on the bed.After all, after a few days of busy work and nearly five hours of driving, no matter how strong your body is, you will feel tired.After lying on the bed for about 10 minutes, Shen Duanrui forced himself to get up, took out the things in the bag, put away the things that should be put away, and threw the things that should be washed into the washing machine. Then he found his own clothes and walked into the bathroom to take a shower.

Walking out of the bathroom with steam, Shen Duanrui dried his hair, ignored the still running washing machine, and fell asleep on the bed.

Maybe it was really too tired, Shen Duanrui fell into a deep sleep this time, and when he woke up, it was almost six o'clock in the afternoon.The sky outside the window was still bright, but the clouds were more or less tinted orange.Shen Duanrui stretched and got up from the bed, went to the living room to drink a glass of water, suddenly remembered the clothes in the washing machine, and went to the balcony to dry the clothes.

When Mu Dongchen came back, Shen Duanrui was drying his clothes. When he heard the door open, Shen Duanrui finished drying the last piece of clothes in his hand, walked into the living room and greeted him.

"You're back." Mu Dongchen walked into the room and put the bag away, then came out and sat down on the sofa.

"Well, I arrived around one o'clock in the afternoon." Shen Duanrui said, "Did you eat? If I didn't eat, I didn't eat either. I was about to order a takeaway."

"No." Mu Dongchen leaned on the sofa, looking very tired. "You can order two at will."

"Okay." Seeing him like that, Shen Duanrui didn't want him to worry, so he called and ordered some dishes that the two of them often eat.

After hanging up the phone, Shen Duanrui poured a glass of water from the kitchen and handed it to him, "What's wrong? You look tired."

Mu Dongchen took it and thanked him, drank the water in two or three gulps, and rested for a while, so he looked better.

"It's nothing," he shook his head, "it's just that the work is not going well, and I have been tossing around for a long time, and it is a bit annoying."

Seeing that he had finished drinking the water, Shen Duanrui poured him another glass.

"It's inevitable that things don't go well at work. Take a good rest on the weekend of tomorrow and the next two days." Shen Duanrui said, "Is there anything I can help you with?"

"Two days of overtime work, it's over." Mu Dongchen thanked him for his kindness, sat up, and let out a sigh of relief, "Don't talk about me, you've been on a business trip for three days, how do you feel?"

Speaking of this, Shen Duanrui sighed with emotion, "Although it was only three days, I felt that I had gained more than sitting in the office for a month. Originally, in the company, I thought that I didn't say that I saw the whole picture of the work, but I could say that I understood it. Most of the time, during the few days of business trip, I found that what I grasped was only the fur, and what I saw was only a tail, and I felt that I really lacked a lot."

"It's all like this," Mu Dongchen chuckled, "After working for so long, the more I feel that I am still far behind, whether it is work or interpersonal communication."

"Society, there is still a lot we need to learn."

After all, school is no better than society. School is a simple environment, but society is a big dye vat. If you don't pay attention, you may be dyed in a mess.The two are still interns. They still have a student spirit and a student mindset. There are still many things that need to be understood and changed about the society.

When the takeaway arrived, the two of them didn't eat at the dinner table. Instead, they sat on the sofa on the coffee table and ate to their heart's content. Shen Duanrui turned on the TV and tuned it to the entertainment channel, so that the room would not be too quiet.

After the meal, Shen Duanrui and Mu Dongchen spread out on the sofa to watch TV to digest their food because they didn't need to wash the dishes, chatting casually.

Shen Duanrui always felt that Mu Dongchen's complexion was not very good. Although he asked the reason before, Mu Dongchen said that it was because of work, but Shen Duanrui felt that there was something else that made him feel bad.

Was it something that happened during his absence?

Shen Duanrui wanted to ask, but he didn't say anything when he asked about Mu Dongchen just now, probably because he didn't want to talk, so it was hard for him to open his mouth.

During commercial time, Mu Dongchen went to take a shower. After coming out, Mu Dongchen opened a can of beer and stood by the refrigerator for a while, thinking of something. He took a sip, and rested his hand holding the beer can on the armrest beside him.

"Duanduan," Mu Dongchen seemed to sigh, with a low voice, "I want to say something, but I feel uncomfortable if I don't say it."

Hearing this, Shen Duanrui turned his head and glanced at him, knowing that what he said next might be the cause of his bad mood, he turned down the volume of the TV, then turned to look at him.

"In fact, I feel that it's embarrassing for a grown man to say this, and it may not be very honorable, but after thinking about it for so many days, I still feel bored and can't digest it."

"What's wrong?" Shen Duanrui asked.

Mu Dongchen pursed his lips, as if he was thinking about what to say.After a while, I slowly said: "I met a wretched man on the bus."

Shen Duanrui thought it was him who saw the wretched man attacking the girl, but he didn't understand what it had to do with his bad mood, so he nodded at him and signaled him to continue talking.

As if feeling that Shen Duanrui didn't understand what he meant, Mu Dongchen said again: "The object of his obscenity is me."

Shen Duanrui was a little surprised, and then a little angry after being surprised, who dared to touch Mu Dongchen, even he could only look from a distance, but that person dared to do such a thing!

"What the hell is going on? Did you hit him?"

Seeing that Shen Duanrui didn't ridicule or despise, Mu Dongchen took a sip of beer, thought for a while and continued: "It's the day you are on a business trip, I take the bus to go to work. You know, there are a lot of people during the rush hour, so I'll go I leaned on the railing by the back door, and there were a lot of people coming up behind me, so the people behind me squeezed in."

Mu Dongchen didn't pay attention at the beginning, after working for so long and taking so many buses, he has long been used to this crowd of people.But then, he gradually felt something was wrong.The person standing behind him was very close to him, so close that he was almost clinging to him.There were a lot of people, and there was not much room to adjust the position. Although it felt very uncomfortable, Mu Dongchen wanted to stay until the next station and wait for some people to go down, so he could change positions.The second one arrived, and there were still a lot of people, but Mu Dongchen moved to the side when the crowd was flowing, and left the person who was sticking behind him.But as soon as the bus started, Mu Dongchen felt someone approaching behind him again.I felt a little unhappy in my heart, but it was inevitable that I didn't care much when I thought of so many people crowding around.But then, he really couldn't care less.

The person standing behind him actually stuck up, and began to touch his buttocks with both hands. Mu Dongchen could even faintly feel something rubbing against his buttocks. Although the movement range was small, he could still feel it. .What's more, as a man, Mu Dongchen, how could he not know what that thing is?

Realizing this, Mu Dongchen felt very ashamed and angry. He wanted to turn around, but he couldn't move at all. He wanted to turn his head to scold someone, but he felt the breath of that person spraying on his neck. It would be more embarrassing to turn your head away.But he was so angry that he had no choice but to lift his right foot and step on the back.But just as the bus stopped at the stop, everyone in the bus swayed forward, and he stepped on it and missed.

"I've arrived at the station, so I had to go down quickly, and I didn't have time to take a look and curse." Mu Dongchen gave a "tsk" and took another sip of wine, "I didn't expect that such a thing would happen to me alone. , I feel sick every time I think about it.”

"The next time you encounter this kind of thing, just punch him directly!" Apart from saying this, Shen Duanrui didn't know how to respond.

It stands to reason that when Mu Dongchen encountered this kind of thing, he was also angry for him, and felt that this kind of person was disgusting, and it would be difficult to dispel his anger without punching him a few times, but he couldn't help but think of himself.For Mu Dongchen, the things he did to him should be more unacceptable and disgusting than this, that kiss, and his thoughts on him all the time.Although I promised to only be friends, the unstoppable thoughts in my heart revolved in my mind all the time.If Mu Dongchen found out, he probably wouldn't be able to relieve his anger with a few punches. In the end, he might not even be able to be friends, and the two of them would just become strangers.

"I just can't figure it out. I'm a big man, and that man can do it! How can there be such a person?"

Mu Dongchen still looked very angry.

It was rare for Shen Duanrui to see Mu Dongchen so exposed and angry.Although there were unpleasant things in the past, Mu Dongchen remained expressionless for a while at most, and after digesting it, he returned to that warm and moist appearance.This time, it is estimated that he really stepped on his bottom line.

Thinking of this, Shen Duanrui felt even more depressed.

"In this world, there are all kinds of people." Not only men like women, but also women like women, men like men, old people like small people, beautiful people like ugly people, short people like tall people... … There are countless kinds of likes, and there are countless kinds of people.

For example, I like you.

Shen Duanrui still wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say, so he kept silent.

I didn't turn on the light while watching TV, the only light in the living room was the light from the TV screen and the moonlight from outside.In the dim light, Shen Duanrui couldn't see Mu Dongchen's face clearly, and didn't know the expression on his face, but he thought, probably, it was disgust.

It seemed that Mu Dongchen felt much better because he said all the words he held in his heart.He is not a person who likes to complain, but it is the first time in his life that he has encountered such a thing, and the resentment in his heart is hard to dispel. It took several days but he did not let it out completely. Today, he couldn't help it anymore. I vomited quickly.

Feeling better, Mu Dongchen found that Shen Duanrui was not in high spirits, and was a little worried because his negative emotions had affected him.

"Duanduan?" He called Shen Duanrui.

"Huh?" Shen Duanrui pulled himself out of his thoughts, "What?"

"It's nothing. I just let you listen to my complaints. I'm sorry. There's nothing to say about this kind of thing."

"What are you talking about?" Shen Duanrui pretended to be relaxed and said he didn't care. "This matter is already unpleasant, and it's better to say it than to be alone in your heart."

"Um……"

The two fell into silence for a moment.

In the living room, there are only the sound of laughing and joking coming from the TV, and the occasional wind blowing in from the balcony.

"Duanduan, what do you think when you say you like me?"

After a long time, so long that Shen Duanrui thought they would just turn off the TV to rest, Mu Dongchen suddenly said this.

Shen Duanrui suddenly turned his head to look at him, but the light from the night scene on the TV was very dim, and the moon in the sky outside the window seemed to be covered by clouds, and the room became even darker, and Shen Duanrui couldn't see Mu clearly. Dongchen's expression.

And, Mu Dongchen's thoughts when he asked this sentence.