most infatuated young

"When time is gone, it will never come back."

If you found out that it was love at the beginning, I don't know what kind of shocking result it will be.

All the carefree youthful time was shattered in the third year of high school, suddenly.Qin Feng's parents went to visit relatives in other places. On the way home, the bus turned into a ditch and hit a big tree. Qin's father died on the spot. Although Qin's mother was still alive, she remained unconscious.

Of the people in the car, two died and more than a dozen were seriously injured. The passenger transport company lost some money, so it has nothing to do with it.The Qin family is thin, Qin Feng has only one uncle, and he is far away, Qin Feng has never even seen him.Qin's mother was married from ten miles and eight villages away. Apart from crying for a while and lamenting that life is hard, what else can she do?

They are all country people, not to mention power, they don't even have culture, even if they are bullied, they can only suffer in silence, what else can they do?

So everything just fell on a half-grown child.

When Qin Feng was young, he was not as meticulous and long-term as Yin Riyue.Don't look at his usual fearless appearance, he hasn't experienced anything, and his mind can't stand the grind, such a blow is too heavy for him.

On the one hand, he has to arrange his father's funeral. Some people say that the body should be kept as evidence, so that the passenger transport company will lose money. If you are not rich, you can help for one day and two days. There must be a deadline.

The so-called warm and cold.

The hospital said that Qin's father's body could no longer be placed in the morgue, and he had to pay or drag it away.Qin Feng couldn't just watch his father being murdered in the wilderness, so he had to choose to bury him.

The funeral etiquette was so complicated that Qin Feng couldn't handle it at all.At that time, burial was also a matter of face, otherwise people would laugh at them after death, and for a while they said that the person who died violently was a ghost and could not be buried.But Qin Feng didn't have the money to buy a cemetery, and his mother lived in the hospital, burning money every day.

In the end, I had to choose cremation.

The crematorium also depends on the people. Qin Feng is just such a child, and there is no serious funeral director, so he hastily cremated the matter, and the body was not completely burned. When Qin Feng collected the ashes, there were large pieces of slag , He picked it out bit by bit, looking at the small handful of dust, he didn't know how much was his father's, and it almost covered the bottom of the urn, crying heartbreakingly.

Qin's mother was finally diagnosed as a vegetative state. It's hard to tell whether she will wake up or not. As long as you pay the money every day, the hospital will let you lie down.The little money that the passenger transport company provided to accompany them has long been spent, and the village does not collect much money for funerals, and it was all spent on the funeral of the father. The villagers who can borrow it have already asked for the second time, which is not good. Go to the door for the third time.

The school organized donations for Qin Feng. Qin Feng didn't want to use this kind of sympathetic money, but if he didn't use his mother's side, he would stop taking the medicine. In reality, dignity is nothing compared to farts.

The hospital is a bottomless pit, and Qin Feng can't fill it.

He went to the passenger transport company and was kicked around like a football. He couldn’t see anyone. The people he saw either ignored him or ridiculed him. What kind of compensation has been given to you, and he learned to extort money when he was young It is simply a scourge of society...

Qin Feng was desperate.

When all this happened, Yin Riyue was by Qin Feng's side, witnessing and experiencing it with her own eyes.

Yin's father and Yin's mother definitely stood in the perspective of Qin Feng's relatives, and helped everyone they could. They gave money when they should, and contributed when they should.But each other are ants as mortal beings, I can carry a bite of food for you, but I can't carry a big tree for you.

But at this moment, it was rumored that a certain relative of Yin's father was in the direct superior department of the passenger transportation company. How much compensation the passenger transportation company should pay may be a matter of one sentence.

Qin Feng begged Yin's father for help, but Yin's father expressed helplessness.Qin Feng begged Yin Riyue, saying Amin, I beg you, please save my mother.

Yin Riyue had already asked, but Yin's father still said there was nothing he could do.

Yin Riyue, who had never talked back to her parents since childhood, even got into arguments with her father.Since the day when Qin Feng's family had an accident, Yin Riyue has been guarding Qin Feng, and has long since stopped going to class. Now he says: "You guys have no conscience, even if I go out to beg with Qin Feng, I can't Let the fuck die!"

Father Yin was indifferent.

Yin Riyue felt unable to face Qin Feng's already red and swollen eyes. The hospital has issued a final notice. Here, if you pay us for the medicine, you can still guarantee her a heartbeat, or you can transfer to a big hospital in the city. , or you dialed the oxygen tube, you already owed more than 3000 yuan, and didn't take the person out directly, the hospital has done its best.

Qin Feng had a big quarrel with Yin Riyue, saying that he and their family are all snobby people, it's in vain that I sincerely treat you as a brother, and when my life and death are at stake, you will not do anything that you can obviously help , Who knows if you are afraid of offending others or taking advantage!It's me, Qin Feng, who is blind, and all three of us in the Qin family are blind. Maybe my father will still count on your family to help me until he dies!This is how you help, watch my mother die!watch me die!People like you will be punished sooner or later!

Qin Feng went to the hospital that night, wiped his mother's face and hands, combed his gray hair, and talked affectionately in her ear. A nurse came to ask him when to pay, but Qin Feng scolded him back. Before leaving, he said, "What are you arguing about! Don't see a doctor if you don't have money!"

Qin Feng kept holding his mother's hand, and kept touching his mother's face. At first, he kept crying, but then the tears stopped flowing, and he just murmured for the whole night.

The sun in the northern winter was extraordinarily bright, reflected in the snow, and it was extraordinarily dazzling. When the first ray of morning light hit Mother Qin's face, Qin Feng took off her oxygen with his own hands, and there was no more tears.Yin Riyue hid behind the door and watched, thinking that Qin Feng was going to follow his mother.He didn't dare to make a sound, his gums were bleeding, and he stared at Qin Feng intently, afraid that in the blink of an eye, Qin Feng would also disappear.

Either setbacks make people grow, or failure is nothing more than death, Qin Feng quickly took care of Qin's mother's funeral, and buried the two urns in his own ground.He had no money or energy to deal with the village officials who handed out money to the dead, so he took a pickaxe and stood guard in front of the grave.

Winter in the north can definitely freeze three feet at a time. Qin Feng dug out a grave with a quarrying shovel and a foreign pickaxe. The villagers could only shake their heads silently when they saw it. Feng only rewarded him with one word: Get out!

Even if the head of the grave is guarded, no one will really dig other people's ancestral graves. The key is that Qin Feng's ancestral graves are really not rich. family planning, just like earlier culture ×××.

At night, Qin Feng sat on his family's unpopular kang, his eyes glazed over, and he didn't eat or drink.

Yin Riyue burned the kang for him and brought over the meals that Yin's mother had prepared for him. Qin Feng didn't even look at it. Yin Riyue knew that he was really looking for death.

Counting nine cold winters, it is too easy to freeze to death, let alone Qin Feng in this state.

Yin Riyue wrapped the quilt around him and fed him mouthfuls of rice. Qin Feng said, "Get out, why don't you get out."

Yin Riyue's heart was already in pain, and he slapped Qin Feng with his hands: "Don't you hate me? Then hit me! Kill me! You will take revenge on me in the future! You You look like a coward, your parents won’t recognize you even after you’ve died to the ground!”

"I'm fucking you!"

That night, Qin Feng gave Yin Riyue a good beating. Yin Riyue had never been beaten so hard before, and she seemed to be falling apart, but she was relieved. Maybe Qin Feng would not think of seeking death. , maybe slowly, the former Qin Feng will be able to come back.

In the end, before Yin Riyuepu could come up with any plans, Qin Feng's uncle whom he had never met came from afar the next day.Qin Feng looked at his uncle's thin but father-like face, feeling sad.

The uncle and nephew hugged each other and cried.

It's not that the two brothers of the Qin family are not close, but they are too far away, they rarely move around, and Qin Feng has never even seen each other.The uncle of the Qin family also heard that something happened to Qin's father, so he got up immediately, but when he arrived, he was still too late.

He took Qin Feng from door to door to thank him, Qin Feng paid back all the debts he owed, and if he owed more, he would pay part of it first, promising that he would be able to pay back in the future.He talked with Father Yin alone for a long time, but neither Qin Feng nor Yin Riyue knew what was going on.

Yin Riyue was anxious and uneasy, he felt that Qin Feng was going to leave.Qin Feng didn't talk to him after beating him, and he didn't even look at him. Yin Riyue wanted to hold his hand, but he even avoided it in disgust.

Yin Riyue could only say: "Qin Feng, don't go, you said you were covering me, so don't go."

Qin Feng ignored him at all.

Yin Riyue burst into tears and said, "You can't leave me, I will follow you wherever you go, if you want to go, I will go with you!"

But Qin Feng still ignored him.

When Yin Riyue was young, she would cry a lot, but when she was older, Yin Riyue knew that Qin Feng had nothing to do with his crying, as long as he shed tears in front of Qin Feng, Qin Feng promised to be the same, Later, as she grew older, Yin Riyue seemed emotionally weak, but in fact she became cruel, colder than anyone else, and she stopped crying.

At this time, he didn't think of Bo Qinfeng's sympathy, he really expressed it from his heart. When he thought of Qin Feng leaving and never seeing each other again, his heart gripped fiercely, but this time, Qin Feng no longer softened his heart. up.

In the evening, Yin Riyue secretly packed her things, and prepared for Qin Feng to go ahead and follow behind. Either you stay or take me with you. There is no third choice.

Maybe it was because his mood was too agitated, maybe it was the series of blows that made him fall ill at night, and when he woke up in a daze, Qin Feng had already left, and he didn't even come to say goodbye to him.

Since then, he has lost contact with Qin Feng.

He lay down for three days as if he had lost his soul, and the first thing he said when he woke up was: I want to find Qin Feng.

Father Yin became furious when he heard this sentence, and even though Yin Riyue was still sick, he picked up the broom and gave him a good beating.Father Yin has always been a quiet person, he never quarreled with others, let alone beat others. Mother Yin knew that he was really angry, so she could only persuade him with tears.

Yin Riyue knew that this was a dead end, so she went back to school after recovering from illness.If Qin Feng began to grow after experiencing suffering, then Yin Riyue began to grow after experiencing parting.From then on, he studied desperately, all he knew was that Qin Feng had gone to the south, and he wanted to find him.

He and his parents fought coldly until he went to college.