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He chose medicine, and the reasons for this were clear to him, however timid he was.He didn't want to see Qin Feng so helpless again, maybe one day Qin Feng fell ill, and he could take care of him.He wanted to go back to his hometown and let those doctors who had treated Qin's mother die with admiration. When they were seriously ill, they would also kneel down and beg him!

Strange city, strange school, strange crowd.

Things have changed over time, and the bustling city has broadened his horizons, absorbed more knowledge, and gained a higher understanding of the profession of doctors.

And Qin Feng has become Yin Riyue's obsession, which burns in her heart, grows deep in her heart, and even the slightest involvement will cause her to feel overwhelmed with pain.He never thought about what this strong emotion was. At this moment, he met Colin.

Ke Lin is his senior brother, three years older than him.

Not long after he entered school, Ke Lin showed closeness to him, helping him cook, giving him lectures, and taking him to play.At that time, Yin Riyue had just started to grow taller, and Ke Lin would always give him all kinds of food without embarrassing him. He would always say: This is a gift from someone else. Throw away the waste, this is what the teacher rewarded us, and I will share it with you...

Yin Riyue was obviously not very close to people, but he also knew that it was abnormal to be nice to someone for no reason, so he didn't beat around the bush, but asked Ke Lin directly.Ke Lin saw that he was so direct, so he simply said it directly. He said: "Sun Moon, I like you, can you be my boyfriend?"

It was from that moment that Yin Riyue, who had been looking for Qin Feng in the dark, opened a new door.He recalled that when the Qin family had just had an accident, Qin Feng hugged him and cried helplessly. He was so distressed that he wanted to cry, but he instinctively felt that what Qin Feng needed at this time was a kind of protection, not someone who would only accompany him. crying over him.

So he held back, and supported Qin Feng all the way with his not-so-broad shoulders.

Qin Feng suffered from insomnia every night, calling out "Ming, what should I do, what should I do" in his arms, crying until he lost his strength.Yin Riyue had never seen Qin Feng in such a fragile state, and her heart ached so much that she wished she could cut her heart out with a knife and throw it away, so that it would not hurt anymore.

He held Qin Feng in his arms, patted him repeatedly, and said over and over again: "I'm still here, don't be afraid, I'm still here."

He secretly swore in his heart: In my lifetime, no matter what price I pay, I only want Qin Feng to be safe and happy, and never make him sad again, even if it means killing me.

So he knew that Qin Feng was looking for death, but others couldn't see it, so he asked Qin Feng to stay and I stayed, Qin Feng left, and I left.

It turns out that I have been in love with him all these years.

Ha ha, so it is.He must not know, and would be terrified if he did.It's okay, I'll take care of him, I'll protect him.If we are together in the future, I will take him to Yunnan to see the Duan family in Dali that he is thinking about, but will he accept me?Will you think I'm perverted?

Yin Riyue spent his first semester of freshman in such a sad and sweet environment.

During the summer vacation of his freshman year, he decided to have a good talk with his parents, at least to find out about Qin Feng's whereabouts.

On that summer afternoon, they met unexpectedly again.

With the bright sunshine on his back, Qin Feng looked like a phoenix reborn from the ashes, calling out the unique titles between them, and smiling heartily at him.

Yin Riyue rose to the sky in an instant, and fell to the bottom in an instant.

When we meet again, I no longer simply regard you as a brother, but have an unspeakable desire for you. What do you think of me like this?What would you do if you knew what I really thought?do i love youlike!But what can I say?cannot.

When two men are together, people will definitely be criticized. I can't be criticized again after you lose your parents. I want you to be safe and happy.

The tape recorder sang leisurely: time is gone and will never return, the past can only be reminisced, recalling the bamboo horses and green plums in childhood, childhood sweethearts accompany each other day and night...

Yin Riyue thought, if time can stop here, I would like to sacrifice my youth.

However, the devil didn't take away his youth, and he couldn't say a word to Qin Feng, so Qin Feng was called away by his uncle.Qin Feng came back to move the ashes of his parents, so he had to find someone to calculate the time, it would be bad if he missed it, no matter it is true or not, this is all devotion to his parents.

Yin Riyue hurriedly changed her clothes and was about to rush over, but was stopped by his father, who said he had something to say to him.

His father told him a lot, starting from his ancestral home, his family, his birth, why he came to the north alone, all the grievances and grievances in the past; Relatives, in fact, how incompatible, not only can't help Qin Feng, but may cause Qin Feng trouble; talk about an unfilial son in the family, doing things that are against ethics, and the old man is mad...

Yin's father has always been very intelligent. Even in Yin Riyue's eyes at that time, his father was also very knowledgeable. When his father lamented the past, he could quote scriptures. full black.

Yin Riyue had a quick bite to eat and wanted to go to find Qin Feng, but Yin's father stopped him again, saying that the ashes of Qin's parents had just come out of the ground, so there was a lot of taboo, and the night was cloudy, and outsiders would bump into him, so they might It would be bad for Qin Feng, so let's go after dawn.

Yin Riyue herself didn't really believe in these things, not to mention that she was a medical student, but the so-called caring would be messy. Once she heard that it would be detrimental to Qin Feng, she would rather believe it than nothing. Anyway, there is more time. Yes, not bad this night.

And when he got up the next day, Qin Feng had disappeared without a trace like last time.

Yin Riyue soon understood that this was definitely not what Qin Feng meant.If we talk about the entanglement back then, he believes that Qin Feng had doubts just like him, or he already knew the truth at all, and the little bit of grievance at that time has long been wiped out by the smile at each other.

He turned against his father on the spot and asked Qin Feng if he had left his contact information.

Father said, so what if you find him?Lao Qin is just such a single seedling, do you expect him to marry and have children underground, or do you want to be an unfilial son and make me mad?

Yin Riyue said: "Either Qin Feng and I will enter this house together, or you will pretend that I was never born!"

Thinking about it now, Yin Riyue felt that what she did at that time was really heartless. No matter whether her parents could bear it or not, she just turned around and left. After these years, she never went back.

He already knew that he had done something wrong, but after so many years, he no longer knew how to face it.In fact, at the beginning he didn't say that Qin Feng must enter the house in the name of a lover, he just wanted his father to accept Qin Feng, just like before, and treat him as his own son, but his father would never believe that he was hugging him like this. Pure thought.

The so-called "child wants to support but does not wait for relatives", just look at Qin Feng.When Qin Feng didn't know what filial piety was before the bed, he would never have this opportunity. That's why he cared so much about Mrs. Jiang, because he was afraid that she would also become a vegetable.

Today's Qin Feng has grown more restrained and gentle after tempering, but Yin Riyue knows that his heart is still stuck in the winter of that year, and he needs to be loved by others.

After he returned to school that year, he thought too much, became depressed and fell ill, and fell seriously ill.He didn't know the truth of life or death during his illness, but he kept firmly in mind the original oath, he wanted Qin Feng to be safe and happy, and not to be sad anymore.

When he was sick, Ke Lin had been taking care of him in every possible way. He urgently needed an outlet for his pent-up heart knots, so he talked to Colin intermittently at times when he was sober, and at other times in a daze.

When a person is sick, feelings are the most fragile, and a little care can be magnified countless times. He really missed Qin Feng's thinking hard, and he was crying wildly while talking nonsense.He heard Colin urging him, but he could not stop.

Colin kissed him lightly, on the corners of his eyes, on his lips.

Slowly, he also became more and more aware of this circle, chaos, promiscuity, one-night stands, public perception, and disease.It would be immoral to bring a straight man here if he couldn't get happiness.He may not care what others think of him, but he cares about Qin Feng.

He would always think of what his father said, Qin Feng was different from him, he should get married and have children like everyone else.

Yin Riyue said that's it, Qin Feng, as long as you are good, I will hide this feeling, it's fine.

He is still supported by Qin Feng, studying and working desperately, but he no longer has the idea of ​​taking him as his own. Even if he later found out that his uncle's home is in another city, he resisted not looking for it.

He got drunk at a hospital dinner and completely buried such a strong love.

He said to Colin: "If you don't mind that I once loved someone, then I am willing to try and be your boyfriend."

Colin's lips were swollen with excitement.

Love is about like this, if it is strong, it will not last long.

Yin Riyue once sincerely wanted to spend the rest of her life with Ke Lin, and Ke Lin treated him very well, almost agreeing with each other.On weekdays, the two would have some disputes, and it was not a matter of principle, so Yin Riyue would give in first.He feels that the more noisy some people are, the stronger their relationship will be, while the more noisy some people will be, the weaker their relationship will be.

They must belong to the latter category.

On the issue of love between men and men, unless you are a born pure mother and are willing to attach with a woman's mentality, you are both men. The cognition of treating things as men is innate, just like males. territory.

When the relationship between a man and a woman fades, heirs can still be used to maintain it. If there is no relationship between a man and a man, what else is there?They pat their buttocks and go their separate ways, maybe one day when they meet, they can say: Hey, he does a better job than you!

Falling in love is not easy.

The contradiction arose when Ke Lin was about to graduate with a master's degree.

Yin Riyue suggested that Ke Lin go to a clean yamen. Ke Lin had already used all the connections he had formed over the years to join the external propaganda department of a specialized hospital, preferring to start as a handyman.

Ke Lin is a very smooth person, he is very good, whether it is in communication or dealing with people, he is just right when he deserves praise and praise.It can be said that leaving school is the time for him to make a big fight.

It's not that Yin Riyue thinks it's bad, it's just that they suddenly discovered that the two people's conceptions are so different.

Perhaps this is just a fuse, involving many problems that they deliberately ignored in the past.Yin Riyue didn't want to quarrel with him, so she dealt with it lightly, but the quarrel was so serious that Yin Riyue ran to the laboratory to hide.

Until one day Ke Lin went to the dormitory with a junior in his arms to look for him, Yin Riyue continued to sort out the materials without raising her head, and said, "I don't have a place here, do you want to open a room for you?"

Ke Lin said, "Yin Riyue, what the hell do you mean?"

Yin Riyue said: "Oh! I'll give you this room. Remember to take the sheets with you when you're done playing. I think it's dirty."

Colin clanged the cupboard.

The elementary school boy smiled seductively, and Yin Riyue shuddered when he heard the soft voice: "I really think of myself as a treasure, brother Lin has been with me a long time ago."

"I know."

Ke Lin's face changed slightly, but he still didn't stop the little boy, who continued, "You're so cheap, you know you still rely on Brother Lin? Are you so reluctant to say goodbye?"

"I'm waiting for him to speak first."

Ke Lin sneered: "In that case, Yin Riyue, let's get together. In fact, you've been playing with me these past few years, right? You haven't forgotten that Qin Feng, have you?"

"Why should I forget him?"

"I'm still thinking of others when I'm with me, my green hat is really good!"

Yin Riyue raised her eyes to look at her elementary school brother, and then looked at Ke Lin. Ke Lin coughed dryly, but still said unconvinced: "Actually, you have never given your sincerity from the beginning to the end."

"If you think so, I have nothing to say."

From then on, Yin Riyue and Ke Lin never saw each other again.